and many more!you misunderstood!

"...Key...Key......"

"I'm here, Mom."

In the wide corridor, five-year-old Xiao Chuyan turned around in a small powder blue dress.

She looked back in the direction of her mother, raised her feet and ran over there.

"...Key, my precious daughter..."

A foreign woman with long brown hair looked haggard. As soon as she saw Xiao Chuyan, she hugged her lovingly and rubbed her into her arms.

"Mom, why are you crying again? Is it because of Dad...?"

Asked by her daughter, the woman cried even harder.

She watched her kneel down sadly, and touched her face lovingly.

"Key... my poor daughter... you must become a strong girl when you grow up, you know... don't rely on others for everything like your mother..."

"Well, I will, Mom, I will definitely become a very powerful woman, and then protect Mom, never let Mom get hurt..."

"Key... my good daughter..."

The woman hugged her into her arms again in relief.

"Mom...do you love daddy...?"

...beep...beep...beep...beep...

"...Ah!...Ah!...Oh!..."

In her mother's arms, five-year-old Xiao Chuyan thought of everything she saw that day.

She saw her father in the study doing something with an unknown aunt.

"...Love...otherwise why would mom marry your dad..."

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"Hey! Key!"

She looked back at the beautiful woman with red hair, her mother's sister, her Aunt Serena.

"Aunt Serena."

She ran up to her and saluted her politely.

"I didn't expect Key to grow up to be so beautiful. I will give birth to such a beautiful girl in the future."

Aunt Serena touched her head tenderly, then turned to her mother with a smile and said, "Sister, do you know? Recently I met a very nice boy who is also Asian."

"Really? Tell me what kind of man he is"

"Hmm...the eyes are big, the nose is straight, and he talks to me very politely, just like an English gentleman!"

"Look at your appearance now, you must be in love with him!"

"I don't know, but I hope I can be like my sister and marry a man as good as my brother-in-law!"

Xiao Chuyan looked up at the aunt, she always smiled like a child, she had no temper, and her mind was full of romantic fantasies.

She looked at her mother again, and there was always a trace of sadness in her eyes when others could not detect it.

Compared with her mother, she likes Aunt Serena more, because she is different from her mother. If her mother is the cold winter in the twelfth lunar month, then she is like the sun in the cold winter, always bringing her a ray of sunshine.

But the next moment, she saw the aunt lying on her father's bed.

"...No!...Don't!...Ah!........."

Xiao Chuyan was holding the toy that her aunt gave her blankly, and stood motionless at the door, as if her feet had taken root, unable to move away.

She suddenly heard a familiar cry.

Looking back at her mother...

I saw her crying and crying, weakly leaning on the wall and walking to the end of the corridor, gradually leaving her sight.

She turned her head and looked at the couple on the bed, but her father seemed to be completely unaware, still violating | Aunt Serena on the bed...

After that, she never saw Aunt Serena again.

Her mother was still the same, always crying all day in her room.

why do you always cry

Mother……

Why don't you go up and stop them, and ask about the matter...

She knew that her mother was too weak...

However, just when she had forgotten about it, the servants at home brought a little red-haired girl to her.

"Miss, this is Miss Xiaojia. Because something happened to her family, she can only stay at our house these two days."

"Xiaojia...?"

The 9-year-old Chu Yan looked at the red-haired little girl in surprise. Miao Xiaojia was only 3 years old at that time.

"Hello! My name is Miao Xiaojia!"

The little girl showed her an innocent and lovely smile when she saw her for the first time, and looked around her room as if she was very curious about everything.

"Wow! Your room is so beautiful! And this and this! This is so beautiful too!"

Looking at this bouncing little guy, Chu Yan felt that she was really cute, so he couldn't help but stepped forward and took her chubby little hand.

"Look at this, do you like it?"

She also took out the little blue dress from the cabinet that she couldn't fit in for a long time and gave it to her.

"Wow!!!" Miao Xiaojia's eyes widened, "This dress is so beautiful! I've never seen such a beautiful dress!!!"

"Give it to you, do you want it?"

"Huh?! Give it to me? Can you?!"

"Of course, come on, let me put it on for you!"

"it is good!!!"

Chu Yan grabbed her little hand and put on the pink blue dress.

"WOW! LIKE A PRINCESS!!!"

Miao Xiaojia ran to the mirror and kept twisting her little butt, looking at the puffed skirt repeatedly.

"Wait, don't move, I'll help you put this on."

As he said that, Chu Yan also took out a lot of cute hair accessories from the drawer, and walked over to help her braid her hair.

In order to make it easier for her to comb her hair, Miao Xiaojia sat down on the ground with her little butt.

After a while, when Chu Yan put on the last powder blue butterfly hair clip on her beautiful red hair, she patted her little shoulder and said with a smile:

"Okay, are you going to see the beauty?"

"it is good!"

Miao Xiaojia couldn't wait to get up from the ground, and ran to the mirror to take a picture.

"Wow! Is this me?"

"Yes, the real little princess!"

"Sister Chu Yan, I really like you, my wife, my wife!"

Saying that, the little guy threw himself into her arms like a puppy without hesitation.

Two days later, Xiao Chuyan took Miao Xiaojia's little hand and took her to the park to play.

But I didn't expect that because Miao Xiaojia was too young, she became the target of a wild dog.

The wild dog barked at her as soon as it saw her, and then flew towards them like flying.

"Xiao Jia! Run!"

Chu Yan ran forward anxiously with Miao Xiaojia, but Miao Xiaojia accidentally tripped over a stone with her little foot and fell to the ground with her face on the ground.

"Ouch!"

"Xiao Jia!"

Seeing that the mad dog was about to bite her, Xiao Chuyan hurried forward and pressed a stick into the wild dog's mouth.

"Xiao Jia, get up quickly!"

Miao Xiaojia struggled to support her chubby body.

"Go! Hide behind that big tree!"

"it is good!"

She obediently ran to hide behind the tree, but watched Chu Yan fight with the wild dog very nervously.

"Does it hurt?"

After finally driving the wild dogs away, Xiao Chuyan came to Miao Xiaojia's side and helped her check the wound, but she was covered in cuts and bruises.

"That's fine, remember not to let the wound get wet!"

She put an OK bandage on Miao Xiaojia's chubby little hand.

"Ok!"

Miao Xiaojia stared straight at her with big eyes.

At this moment, Chu Yan was like a gentle little mother in her eyes.

She simply felt that she was the best and best sister in the world.

"By the way, I haven't asked you before, who are your parents? Why haven't they come to pick you up for so long?"

I saw the cute Miao Xiaojia blinking her big cute eyes.

"Oh, my father is Miao Tingyu, and my mother is Serena Ritina."

Hearing this, the medical box in Xiao Chuyan's hand suddenly fell to the ground.

"Are you... Aunt Serena's child...?"

"Yeah... what's wrong?"

"……fine…………"

Xiao Chuyan turned her face away.

But from that time on, Miao Xiaojia could feel that Chu Yan's attitude towards her had changed a little.

She began to be so gentle to her absence, but a little alienated.

But she didn't understand why she was like this.

Until this day, when Chu Yan took her hand and walked past the study.

She saw the figure of Aunt Serena.

"Great! My mother finally came to pick me up! I thought my mother didn't want me!"

Miao Xiaojia, who didn't understand anything, immediately smiled happily, and ran over happily.

"Xiao Jia! Don't go!"

Chu Yan quickly followed, but stopped at the door.

"... Ah... No... She is your child... Ah..."

Miao Xiaojia looked at the two people on the bed in surprise, she didn't understand what they were doing, but she felt very uncomfortable watching them.

"... Mom... Uncle..."

Miao Xiaojia turned her head in a daze, and suddenly asked Chu Yan who was also stunned.

"...what are they doing...?"

what are they doing.

Miao Xiaojia's voice instantly resounded throughout the room.

Chu Yan paused.

She looked at Miao Xiaojia beside her in horror, and then at the two people who had stopped on the bed.

Suddenly threw away her little hand, pushed her away, and ran away without looking back.

Miao Xiaojia was startled by her sudden action, sat down on the ground, and burst into tears.

Then her mother came to her.

She looked up and saw her mother was only wrapped in a sheet, so she sniffed and cried harder.

...beep...beep...beep...

She is your child...

Will not!Will not!

Miao Xiaojia turned out to be her own sister!

"Mother! Mother! Mother! . . . "

Chu Yan quickly ran through the long corridors.

She searched for her mother room by room.

However, she was nowhere to be found.

Until she came to her mother's beloved garden, she finally found her mother.

"……Mother…………"

She looked at her mother, who was hanging motionless from the tree.

She was completely stunned.

"……Mother……………"

"elder sister!?"

Aunt Serena rushed over with Miao Xiaojia at this time, and she couldn't help crying when she saw her sister hanged herself.

"roll……"

Xiao Chuyan clenched his fist and raised his hand to point in the direction of the gate.

"Get out of here... don't let me see you again!"

...beep...beep...beep...

She remembered the last time she saw Aunt Serena, she was very sad.

She didn't understand why she would sleep with her father since she cared so much about her mother?

But when she heard her news again, she had committed suicide by jumping off a building because of guilt.

So what should such a small Miao Xiaojia do...?

No... she doesn't want to think about it now...

She deserved it.

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"Fred, is it delicious?"

"Oh! I swear, I've never had such delicious food!"

Chu Yan smiled happily, and brought the finished dishes to the dining table, "Come on, try this again, this is a new dish I thought of today."

"OK!" Fred tasted her new food again, and was full of praise for her craftsmanship, "Key, this taste is really good!"

"Really? It seems that this attempt was successful."

She sat down at the table, propped her chin and watched Fred eat the food she cooked with relish, and felt that she was extremely happy at the moment.

At this moment, when she was looking at him in a daze, Fred suddenly stepped forward and kissed her lips.

She froze for a moment, then closed her eyes and enjoyed his kiss sweetly.

One, two, three.

She hugged his neck, was suddenly picked up from the table by him, and then put on the bed.

"Fred, when are we going to Lucerne together? We agreed before that we'll leave here and live there together. Then we'll open a restaurant together..."

"You think about new dishes every day, and I will help you chop vegetables, wash dishes, and greet guests, right? I remember, baby, wait until I'm done, okay?"

He leaned in and kissed her lips again, then stroked her cheek tenderly and said:

"Key... I love you."

"I love you, too."

She kissed his lips affectionately.

At this moment, she thought she was the happiest woman in the world.

But the next morning, when I woke up from the bed, I never saw him again.

Yes, he took the money she gave him and left.

He left without even saying goodbye.

Only then did she realize that she had been cheated by him!

She never thought that she would be reduced to being cheated by a man...

She came to the bar alone in a mess, and began to drink in the bar day and night, her eyes were red from drinking, but she didn't want to go home.

Tears and wine were mixed together and she drank it down her throat. She actually found out how different she was from her mother at this moment?

Also for a man who made himself so bad.

"Hey, beautiful woman, seeing you drinking alone here, are you lost in love?"

At some point, a strange woman came to her.

"You don't deserve to feel sorry for a man who doesn't value you. They're just an animal that only thinks with its lower body."

The woman smiled at her, smoking a cigarette, "Why don't you consider being with a woman?"

"With a woman...?"

Chu Yan looked up at her.

Oh, why didn't she think of it?

with women...

She laughed dumbfoundedly.

Yes, that's it!

She didn't want to follow her mother's old path of killing herself for a man.

"Okay, so who am I with? With you?"

The woman got the answer she wanted and smiled with satisfaction.

"Don't you want to try it with me?"

Then she was kissed by the woman on the lips.

The first time I made out with a woman, the first time I slept with a woman.

She changed her whole life for it.

She no longer wants to live in the shadow of her mother.

"Key! How did you become a gay?!"

The moment her father found out that she had become Les, he was furious and slapped her heavily on the face.

It was the first time that the father who had never cared about their mother and daughter cared about her so much.

He looked at the noisy woman downstairs, and said harshly to his subordinates.

"Get that woman out! If she refuses to leave again, kill her!"

A thunder came down, and Chu Yan watched coldly as the woman called her name over and over again downstairs before being killed by his father's men and dragging the body away.

She lay on the bed in her pajamas, not knowing what she was going to do.

I just feel lost in my heart.

She has been confined by her father in this room for many days, yet she has no thought of struggling.

Now my mind is full of hatred for Fred.

She looked up at the roof, the room that Miao Xiaojia said was beautiful.

She hates it.

...beep...beep...beep...beep...

It has been raining heavily for several days in a row, and I don't know when this bad weather will end.

"……dad……?"

She remembered that night, it was a stormy night.

Her father was so drunk that he broke into her room suddenly.

"Key... I didn't realize you've grown up so much now..."

Father reached out and touched her face, then along her neck to her shoulders.

"...You really look like your mother when she was young... She was so beautiful before..."

"...Dad...you're drunk..."

She quickly avoided her father's hand.

"...What's wrong with you, Dad just wants to hug you...How can you treat Dad like this...Come on, come here..."

She frowned and moved back quickly.

"Do not……"

"You don't listen to Dad, do you! I tell you to come here and you come here!"

As she said that, her father suddenly grabbed her hand and dragged her onto the bed.

"No! . . . Dad! . . . Stop! . . . "

All struggles and shouts were mercilessly drowned out by thunder in despair.

She only remembered that in the confusion, she struggled to reach out a hand, and then found a pistol from the bedside table.

It was the pistol her father had put on it when he undid his clothes just now.

She grabbed the pistol｜gun and aimed it at her father's forehead with tears all over her face.

boom! ! ! —————————————

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Do not know why,

The rain in the sky seems to never end.

She dismissed all the servants in the family, and buried her father's body alone in the backyard of the house, in her mother's favorite garden.

"Mom... he can finally come to accompany you now..."

Kneeling on the ground with both legs, she let the rain wet her body, but remained motionless.

...beep...beep...beep...

Chaos | Lun, patricide...

She raised her head and let the rain pour into her eyes.

"What am I living for?"

Are you tired now?

She suddenly remembered an article she had read.

It says:

If you feel that your path has come to an end, please don't make any decisions right away.

If you feel really tired, stop and take a rest.

When you feel less tired, raise your head and look ahead.

maybe there...

... There is another path that belongs to you.

She remembered looking at the author's name at the time.

The author's name seems to be...

"…………cousin."

Miao Xiaojia didn't know when she appeared by her side and held up an umbrella for her.

"Am I late..."

Chu Yan turned her head to look at that person. She was wearing a white dress with flaxen hair, and she hugged her gently in her arms.

who is she

She looked up to see the blurry figure clearly.

But the rain in her eyes blurred her vision.

She rubbed her eyes, and rubbed her eyes hard again.

Only then did I see who that person was...

... Liluo?

Correct……

She remembers.

That person's name is...

Autumn leaves.

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