lover in the mirror

The moment she closed her eyes, Cheng Xiangyun felt that her whole life was worthwhile. She got the chance to time travel that countless girls have always yearned for, and even met Chu Yunyang after the time travel.From then on, there was only Chu Yunyang in her life, and in Chu Yunyang's life...she didn't know what position she had, and she didn't care anymore.

Although she didn't get the expected ending in the end, Cheng Xiangyun didn't regret loving him in this life, but a lifetime...is enough.Entangled for half a lifetime, devoted all my heart, farewell today, stranger from now on.Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, where will I, a person from another world, return my soul?

Once a person is about to die, he will unconsciously begin to recall his life.Suddenly, I started sorting out some past events one by one... But some things, even if they were messed up at the beginning, eventually became memories that I didn't want to forget no matter what.

Cheng Xiangyun can't remember the scene when she traveled through at all, she can only vaguely remember that she was in the bedroom at that time, and she didn't know what happened, and when she regained consciousness, she was already at the gate of the Hongxiang nephrite building.It was noon at that time, people came and went on the street, people stared at her with wide eyes, and she also stared at people with long hair, with crowns, and antique crowds. At that time, the time-traveling novel was on fire, and Cheng Xiangyun immediately realized that she was It is crossed.

Although facing this completely unfamiliar environment, Cheng Xiangyun was still a little nervous, but she cheered up immediately. This is time travel, where is her true son?

While Cheng Xiangyun was looking around, a white figure broke into her world abruptly.Dressed in white, with an overly handsome face and a warm smile, even though he is only a boy of fourteen or fifteen years old, his temperament has already killed all the girls and aunts on the street, and Cheng Xiangyun is one of them.

Just after transmigrating, I met such a handsome young man with a very noble status... Could it be that he is his own Prince Charming?

Cheng Xiangyun immediately turned into star-eyed, thinking about how to have a beautiful encounter with him, thinking about Xiao Jiujiu in her heart, a woman and two men came out of the Hongxiang nephrite building and stopped in front of her, blocking the girl His heart-thumping figure.

"Mother Jin, it's this girl who suddenly appeared at the door just now, her identity is unknown."

The middle-aged woman called Mother Jin is the old bustard of this Hongxiang nephrite building. She was also the oiran of this building when she was young, but she wasted ten years of youth when she met someone who was not good. So she simply stayed in the building to train the newcomers, and later became the new proprietress.

Mama Jin has been in this happy place for decades, and she immediately fell in love with this little girl of unknown origin. Although she was dressed a little strangely, with a simple braid tied behind her head, she was very good-looking, which was even more rare. What's more, Mama Kim sees something in this little girl that all the girls in the building don't have.

Cheng Xiangyun listened to the strange man talking about herself to a middle-aged woman, and looked at the three of them curiously. She couldn't see anything about the two men, but the middle-aged woman's attire was a bit subtle no matter how she looked at it.

"Who are you?" Cheng Xiangyun was a little nervous.

"I am the owner of this restaurant, you suddenly appeared in front of my restaurant, who are you?"

"Eh... I just got lost with my family by accident, and I rested in front of your restaurant." Cheng Xiangyun didn't know how to introduce her identity, and secretly hated why she was wearing clothes instead of soul clothes.

When Mother Jin heard "lost with my family", the smile on her face deepened, "You are also tired now, why don't you go sit in my restaurant for a while and wait for your family to find you?"

Although Cheng Xiangyun is only a 12-year-old girl, she is different from those young ladies who did not go out of the door and were innocent. Children living in the 21st century have been taught by their parents and teachers not to accept strangers easily. Candy, don't go with strangers casually, naturally you won't trust this strangely dressed woman.

"Thank you, Auntie, I'll just wait by the side of the road."

Mother Jin was shocked. Auntie was clearly the title of bawd in the industry. How did this little girl see her identity? She liked and was curious about this little girl of unknown origin, and she made up her mind to take her Taking him back to the building, he gave a wink to the two men beside him, and one of them immediately knocked Cheng Xiangyun unconscious.

When Cheng Xiangyun passed out, she wailed in her heart, "This world is so scary, can we just knock people out on the street and take them away?"

Cheng Xiangyun was forcefully taken to the Hongxiang Nephrite Building to accept the teachings of Jin Mama and several other mothers. To Jin Mama's surprise, Cheng Xiangyun didn't show any resistance. She thought that the little girl would have to go through a lot of twists and turns Only in this way can she accept the current situation. I didn't expect the other party to accept this reality without any grievances.

Brothels... Cheng Xiangyun said that it doesn't matter, so many romance novels take place in brothels, and the oiran with both sex and art is not bad.If she comes, she will be at ease, anyway, she has no relatives or relatives in this world, so here she can still live comfortably, as for those trainings, she is going to school, besides, she is more interested in those guzheng and go games than those in mathematics and physics Much thicker.

The excitement and smugness of time travel passed within a few days. Cheng Xiangyun began to miss her parents who were always strict with her, and the perverted head teacher who was always lying on the window and the back door to monitor their classes. She began to miss the TV. Look, a world with snacks to eat...

Just after reading so many novels, Cheng Xiangyun knows that time travel is not something she can go back if she wants to. Maybe she can find the time to go back, maybe she won't be able to go back in this life.

Later, Cheng Xiangyun gradually became familiar with this world, began to discover that she actually had internal strength, and began to impress Mama Jin with the poems she memorized in elementary school, and gradually forgot the world she used to be...

In the Hongxiang nephrite building, Cheng Xiangyun came into contact with girls who were about the same age as her in training and their mothers who taught them, and then the sly-eyed tortoise.From the age of 12 to the age of 15, the only thing Cheng Xiangyun could think of was the boy who was astonished when he came to this world on the first day.

She could no longer remember the boy's appearance, only remembering that he was dressed in white, but that feeling was unforgettable. He was just a nympho at the time, but now that he thinks about it, he has a strange taste, probably an inexplicable secret love.Cheng Xiangyun didn't know why she fell in love with such a boy whom she had only met once, maybe it was because she really had no one to fantasize about except herself.

At the age of 15, Cheng Xiangyun officially debuted as Qing Guan.Cheng Xiangyun still attaches great importance to the status of Qingguan. Because of the talent she showed before, Mother Jin also very much approves of Cheng Xiangyun's debut as a Qingguan. First let everyone appreciate Cheng Xiangyun's appearance and talent, and it will be easier to sell it at a good price in the future.

After Cheng Xiangyun became Qingguan, her net worth has risen. With some unique talent performances and talents that make many literati feel ashamed, Cheng Xiangyun quickly became the hottest generation of famous prostitutes in Shangdu. Gearing up to buy her back.

Cheng Xiangyun has long been the pillar and oiran of Hongxiang Nephrite Building, and Shangdu's biennial oiran competition is finally about to begin.After Cheng Xiangyun played and sang the song "Shui Tiao Ge Tou", it was no surprise to see the fascinated expressions of the audience. It seems that Shangdu's oiran is also within easy reach.

At the perfect curtain call, Cheng Xiangyun suddenly saw that person in the crowd. He was still dressed in white. The young man at that time had completely shed his youthful taste and turned into a handsome and elegant man. Mr. Pianpian.Although it had been three years, Cheng Xiangyun recognized at a glance that it was the man he had been fantasizing about and secretly in love with for the past three years.

The young man in white looked in Cheng Xiangyun's direction, and suddenly smiled at her. The smile was so gentle that people couldn't help but feel warm and comforted.

At that moment, Cheng Xiangyun knew that she was finished. She didn't fall in love with him at first sight when she was 12 years old and still full of fantasy.Now that she has been polished by this world for three years, when she started to be deep and realistic, she suddenly felt love at first sight for him.Cheng Xiangyun's heart beat violently involuntarily, it was he who made her feel that she had become that innocent little girl who loves fantasy again.

Cheng Xiangyun kept looking in that person's direction when she stepped off the stage. She didn't care about the oiran for a long time. Now she just wants that person to care about her, like her, and redeem her back home...

Later, these hopes of Cheng Xiangyun were all realized, and she knew that the young man in white was Chu Yunyang, the second prince of Chu State.After the Oiran Contest, Chu Yunyang gave the procuress a large sum of money to redeem her body, but did not take her back. The procuress also claimed that Cheng Xiangyun redeemed herself.

Cheng Xiangyun didn't understand why Chu Yunyang didn't take her back, and later she realized that even though she was a Qingwan, she was a brothel girl after all, Chu Yunyang would never take her back.

Cheng Xiangyun began to regret it, if only she hadn't entered the brothel at the beginning, if only she had been a soul transmigrated to a lady who could match Chu Yunyang's reputation.Later, Cheng Xiangyun was relieved again. If he hadn't entered the brothel, he might not even have the chance to see Chu Yunyang again. If he was a lady, it would be even more difficult to see Chu Yunyang.

Although Chu Yunyang treated her well, it was only as good as treating other women.Even so, every time she saw Chu Yunyang's gentle smiling face, she still sighed, maybe one day he will need her.

Cheng Xiangyun began to constantly show her talent in front of Chu Yunyang, and established several large-scale companies with the things that Chu Yunyang usually admired her, and gradually got Chu Yunyang's special treatment, although this kind of special treatment More like an exploit.

A woman's love is always easy to persuade, and Cheng Xiangyun has become that little girl who loves fantasy again.Chu Yunyang's use of her just means that he needs her.Cheng Xiangyun convinces herself that she only needs to fight wits and bravely follow him step by step, waiting for the other party's "instant epiphany", and then live a happy life from then on.

It's a pity that throughout his life, Cheng Xiangyun didn't wait for the other party's moment of epiphany.The moment she closed her eyes, Cheng Xiangyun felt relieved, maybe the fate between people is destined... When the heavens want to take it back, they won't even wait for a moment for a day.In this life, I am destined to have nothing to do with Chu Yunyang.

Cheng Xiangyun handed over everything to Fu Xiaochen, this boy who also came from this world before he died.He is said to be a boy because Cheng Xiangyun saw in him the shadow of himself when he first traveled through time, pure and kind, even though he is a few months older than himself, he still has the heart of a child.

It stands to reason that Cheng Xiangyun would not easily trust a stranger after being in this world for so long, but Fu Xiaochen was an exception, they had the same background, and even had similar concerns at first.But in the end he got happiness, and he got a mirror image.

In fact, I already understood in my heart that this may be just a fruitless wait, but sometimes giving up is actually not much easier than persevering. Although I don’t want to give up yet, it’s just that I can’t continue. The rest of Cheng Xiangyun’s life is only for Chu Yunyang And the beating heart finally stopped, drawing an end to this fruitless love.

I loved you silently and hopelessly,

I suffer both shame and tormenting jealousy,

I once loved you so sincerely and so tenderly,

May God bless you,

Another one will love you as much as I do—