Gold medal pet

Back in T City. The slow hands are corrected and started to run again. Every morning, when the cool light just touches the curtains and reflects the hazy colors into the room, the alarm clock on the bedside will be on time sounded.

beep beep...

A hand was stretched out from under the quilt. Fumbled to press the alarm clock. The person on the bed was still sleepy. He reached out and lifted the quilt up. The hair was a bit messy. The sleepy eyes under the bangs were soft and peaceful.

The soft sunlight fell quietly on Xiao Nan's sleeping face. He lay down like this for about 5 minutes. Xiao Nan finally turned over, reached out and rubbed his eyes, and slowly opened them.

His eyes were a little sour. Xiao Nan sat up, glanced at the alarm clock next to him, then got out of bed, folded the quilt, and went to wash his face and brush his teeth.

The weather was getting colder. When I washed my face, I was always stimulated by the cold water, so I woke up immediately. After I cut my hair, Xiao Nan looked at himself in the mirror, and touched his face with his hand.

Have you lost a lot of weight recently?

His face was so thin that there was no flesh left. Xiao Nan pinched his face with his fingers.

Absolutely no flesh.

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Xiao Nan went back to his room to get dressed. Remembering the weather forecast that the temperature would continue to drop recently, he took out thicker clothes. After putting on everything, he packed his briefcase, put on his leather shoes and went out.

As soon as he went out, he was greeted by cold air. Xiao Nan carried his briefcase and went to the nearby platform to wait for the bus. After getting on the bus, he went to the company to go to work.

It has been three months since Xiao's father passed away. Last month, just after Xiao Nan finished his funeral. Only ten days later, he went to attend Wu Tao's wedding.

In a short period of time, Xiao Nan personally experienced the pain of the death of a loved one and witnessed the happiness of a friend's marriage. The rush and collision of emotions made Xiao Nan feel that life is so unreal.

But it made me feel so real.

The world is impermanent. Presumably it means this.

Now Xiao Nan thinks back to the wedding that day. I don’t know if I have a normal smile. I just try my best to pull out a smile. And the muscles on my face are so stiff that every time I smile, I wonder if I just smiled.

Wu Tao got married. Of course Xiao Nan was very happy.

If that accident hadn't happened before.

Then Xiao Nan will definitely smile from the heart. Smile sincerely.

Instead of being in a daze for a moment, you will fall into boundless darkness and dead silence.

Wu Tao was so happy that day. Surrounded by joy and blessings, he didn't notice Xiao Nan's difference. And Xiao Nan tried his best to keep smiling, not to show his flaws.

I remember that time. Wu Tao stood in front of Xiao Nan. After drinking the glass of wine with a blushing face, he looked at Xiao Nan with a smile and joked:

"You guys are still so gentle. There are so many beauties here today. You should take advantage of the opportunity. I'll just wait for the day when I will drink your wedding wine."

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In Xiao Nan's heart, he owes Wu Tao a heartfelt gift.

And the deep scar in my heart. I don't know when it will be filled.

It may not be filled in a lifetime. You can only wrap the wound with layers of gauze. Tell yourself that the wound has been bandaged. One day it will be better.

It was the same as the previous scar. They were all bandaged with gauze. One on the front and one on the back.

You have to be careful not to tear your heart apart.

In Xiao Nan's heart, there will be no more sunshine to shine on the blood-stained heart wrapped in gauze.

It will be dark there forever. No prying.

Accompanied by the cold air, it has been rainy for a week.

The rain is not heavy. It’s just a drizzle. Sometimes there will be one or two light rains. It will drip on the buildings in T City, on the umbrellas of passers-by, and on the hearts of tired people.

On such a day, it seems that people lose the motivation to go out at night. In the evening, except for passers-by who are hurrying to and fro, it is rare to see a few people stop and laugh.

Everyone has sensed the coming of winter. They wrap themselves up one after another.

Xiao Nan should have stayed in the house obediently. But such a cold weather brought a surge of loneliness and sadness. It oppressed the lonely person almost to the point of drowning.

or go out.

At least it was so cold that I couldn't feel anything else.

So, every day after get off work, Xiao Nan got on the bus after eating his boxed lunch. There was no purpose at all. He just sat until the terminal, and then turned back. Repeatedly.

He was still wearing work clothes. He had a cold briefcase in his hand. Xiao Nan was wrapped in a gray scarf. He stayed in the car like this for a long, long time.

T City is very big. Just along a single thread. It can't surround the whole city. But it can be driven for a long time.

For Xiao Nan, this is undoubtedly the greatest comfort in the whole winter.

Even though he was wearing a thick scarf, covering half of his face, but sometimes Xiao Nan would still think that the driver, the master, probably already recognized him.

He must feel like a weirdo.

Or. A very idle person.

On this day, after Xiao Nan got off work and had a meal, he got on the bus.

After the rush hour, the car became deserted. Xiao Nan sat at the back, buried his face in the warm scarf as much as possible, and minimized his sense of existence.

Turning his head to look at the night scene outside the window. Xiao Nan used this to pass the time.

By the way, there are very few people in the car. There are only three people.

A driver. A woman in the front. And myself in the back.

Xiao Nan couldn't help but look at the woman in front. Looking from behind, she seemed to be a woman with temperament.

She was wearing a dark suit. A long, well-tailored gray coat. Black leather pants. But...

On his feet, he wore a pair of very unsuitable black old cotton shoes.

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Are all the girls nowadays so mixed and matched?

Xiao Nan suddenly became interested in the strangely dressed woman in front of her.

What kind of face would such a woman have.

I didn't realize that I was staring at others in a rude manner. I don't know if that woman has a keen sixth sense.

After a while, the woman suddenly turned around.

That's it. It happened to meet the line of sight that was looking up at me.

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Xiao Nan didn't expect the woman to turn her head at all, but her body froze, and then she stared blankly at the woman.

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This is really embarrassing enough.

Xiao Nan blinked his eyes for a while before he considered whether he should turn his head in a different direction to break the deadlock.

So, Xiao Nan turned his head slowly, with a look of "I didn't mean it. I'm sorry".

She should understand.

Xiao Nan is not very confident about expressing his feelings.

After about a while, the woman finally turned around and sat there quietly.

Xiao Nan exhaled quietly.

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However, another thing happened that Xiao Nan didn't expect.

The woman stood up suddenly and walked straight towards Xiao Nan.

Xiao Nan's heart paused for a moment. He stared blankly at this woman.

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The woman sat next to Xiao Nan very comfortably. The long black curly hair is very beautiful. It is shining faintly. It also exudes a faint fragrance. It smells very good.

The woman's side face is very good-looking. It is unassuming. It is just like her temperament, which is elegant and gentle.

Except for those mysterious old cotton shoes.

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Xiao Nan sat up straight. I don't know whether to say hello or not.

The woman spoke first.

"Lend me your scarf."

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"what."

Xiao Nan let out a bad reception.

Before Xiao Nan could figure out what was going on, the woman turned her face and gave Xiao Nan a faint look.

Then, he stretched out his hand and quickly took off the warm scarf around Xiao Nan's neck.

"That...my scarf..."

Xiao Nan watched helplessly as the woman wrapped her scarf layer by layer around her slender white neck.

There is still some residual warmth left on it...

Xiao Nan blushed slightly and stopped talking.

The woman said again:

"It's very warm."

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of course······

"thanks."

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Xiao Nan nodded, indicating that he heard it.

"It's cold outside. But it's boring to stay at home alone. Remember to put on cotton shoes when you go out."

"But I forgot to wear the scarf."

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Xiao Nan didn't know what to say, so he nodded again.

The woman looked at Xiao Nan and said:

"My name is Lu Wan."

Xiao Nan was stunned for a moment, then turned his head away, looked at the woman, nodded and said:

"Hi. My name is Xiao Nan."

The woman frowned slightly and said:

"Good girl's name."

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Xiao Nan didn't know what to reply to her, so he kept silent.

"It's rare to see a man as handsome as you these days."

Lu Wan said again.

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Xiao Nan didn't know what to reply, so he fell silent again.

On such an ordinary winter day, Xiao Nan met this woman, Lu Wan.

I haven't seen anything else yet. However, I understand Lu Wan's dominance and calmness.

No one will casually take off someone else's scarf when they meet for the first time.

And no one will say your name is a girl when you meet for the first time.

Besides. Is my name very girly?

After that, the two of them never spoke a word again. Xiao Nan still turned his head to look at the night scene outside.

On the neck. It's chilly.

And Lu Wan sat quietly, not intending to move her nest at all.

Until finally Lu Wan wanted to get out of the car. Xiao Nan seemed to remember something, then got up and got out of the car.

Xiao Nan got out of the car and yelled at Lu Wan:

"Sorry. My scarf..."

Lu Wan stopped, then turned around, looked at Xiao Nan, and said:

"It's too warm. I don't want to take it off. Just buy a new pair."

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Xiao Nan swears that Lu Wan is definitely a woman he has never met before.

What kind of thing is this.

After Lu Wan finished speaking, she gave Xiao Nan a dry smile, and then walked away wrapped in a scarf.

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Xiao Nan looked at Lu Wan who brought her so-called temperament, and sighed deeply.

I shouldn't have stared at Lu Wan in the first place.

Seeing this, something went wrong.