Gold medal pet

Xiao Nan felt a pain in the head and no strength in his body. A pair of eyes were a little swollen from tears. The eye sockets were red. Some bloodshot eyes could be seen faintly.

Ding Yuheng frowned worriedly. Looking at Xiao Nan's appearance, he thought of the feeling he had at that time. Thanks to himself. Now it is also given to Xiao Nan.

That kind of hopeless pain. Only you can experience it.

Xiao Nan's body was a little cold and trembling slightly. Ding Yuheng reached out and took a piece of clothing and put it on Xiao Nan's body. He put his arm around Xiao Nan's shoulder and said:

"Why don't you go back to bed and rest for a while."

Xiao Nan's eyelashes trembled. I don't know if he was listening.

Ding Yuheng got up and poured a cup of hot water, handed it to Xiao Nan's palm, stretched out his hand to stroke his hair, and asked softly again.

"Go back to bed and rest, okay?"

Xiao Nan's eyes were still a little dull. However, after a while of silence, he nodded slightly.

Ding Yuheng got up and wanted to help Xiao Nan up, but Xiao Nan's body was limp, so he couldn't help leaning against Ding Yuheng's arms.

Seeing Xiao Nan like this, Ding Yuheng raised his hand and hugged Xiao Nan. Looking at that pale face, he felt pain in his heart. He frowned. Ding Yuheng carried Xiao Nan to the bedroom.

Back in the bedroom. Ding Yuheng put Xiao Nan on the bed and stroked Xiao Nan's forehead.

"I'll go get something to eat. You lie down well. Be good."

Ding Yuheng kissed Xiao Nan's forehead, then went out to the kitchen to make some food.

When Ding Yuheng came back, Xiao Nan had already fallen asleep.

Ding Yuheng closed the door gently and backed out. He didn't want to wake Xiao Nan up. Now he is in a very low mood. Maybe it would be better to sleep for a while.

After Xiao Nan woke up, he didn't have any appetite. He waited until night. After listening to Ding Yuheng's words, he ate a little. Ding Yuheng felt relieved. Although he didn't eat much.

Go to bed early. Ding Yuheng turned off the light. Do nothing else. I just want to spend more time with Xiao Nan. When Ding Yuheng lay down next to Xiao Nan and wrapped his arms around his body, I felt that the body under him curled up as hard as possible. with.

It's like losing something important. I can only try to use this way of protecting myself to seek the last bit of tenderness left.

Even a sunny person will have weak moments. It's like shining all the sunshine on others. There will also be a lonely and cold situation hiding in the shadows.

Ding Yuheng also bent his body unconsciously, leaning against Xiao Nan's back slightly, placing his arms lightly on Xiao Nan's body, and slowly touching his soft short hair with the corner of his forehead.

It seems to be telling with the body:

Even if you lose something, I will be by your side.

Two people. Both curled up, cuddling together like children. The dark room, like that summer many years ago. The two people were also close to each other. Indulging in the boundless darkness. Staying up until dawn.

Ding Yuheng thought. That time it was you holding me until dawn. This time it was me. Holding you until dawn.

We will finally see the moment of dawn. And we will be surrounded by darkness and endure extreme suffering. But. As long as we still have each other, we will definitely wait, right?

Ding Yuheng has never been able to clearly understand what guardianship is. These two words seem to be powerful, heavy, and long-term. It is not something that can be understood from the words.

I used to think that I would have a chance to peek into the mysteries. But within a day, I was separated by a ruthless decision. I have no right to approach it.

But when Ding Yuheng came back again, looking at Xiao Nan's face, there was a hotness in his heart. The unstoppable desire gathered and formed, and turned into that thing called guardian.

Ding Yuheng wants to use all of himself and his whole life to protect this person who must be him.

Perhaps this is a long and arduous process. It needs to exhaust all strength and love. But Ding Yuheng feels that this is his greatest sincerity and most affectionate promise to Xiao Nan.

Xiao Nan's hand moved a bit. It touched the hand wrapped around his body. Xiao Nan's fingers lightly touched the palm, slowly climbed up along the fingers, stroked carefully, and then held it gently.

This person has brought me too much touch and love. These hands have given me too much warmth and strength.

Xiao Nan's palms gradually warmed up, and his back was also wrapped in warmth. Xiao Nan's stiff body eased a little, and he turned around slowly. Xiao Nan gently hugged Ding Yuheng's body, and put his head on his chest .

Listening quietly to his steady heartbeat, Xiao Nan felt extremely at ease.

do you know.

I always feel that our hearts can be very close when we hug. Very close.

Because our chests can fit so tightly together.

To the right of my heart is you. Your heart.

I am always very happy to find that our heartbeat is the same rhythm. Just like you hug me. The same time.

I can be so happy that I am very moved. I am so moved that I feel like a believer has seen the truth.

I think. If I could have a wish. I would want me to hug you like this till the end of the world.

It is you who let me know what love is. The whole life is full of sunshine love.

The corners of Xiao Nan's eyes were moist. He raised his head and pressed his forehead against Ding Yuheng's chin.

Gently rubbing. Print tears on the sheets.

Ding Yuheng rubbed Xiao Nan's hair. His soft voice fell on the top. It was warm and pleasant.

"I will always be by your side. You will not be alone."

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"Um······"

Xiao Nan responded with a choked sob. She shrank back into Ding Yuheng's arms again, getting closer.

Ding Yuheng hugged Xiao Nan tightly, and put a warm kiss on his forehead and ear.

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A few days later, when Xiao Nan received a call from Lu Wan, he heard the news that Lu Wan was leaving.

I want to go to another city. There is spring all the year round. There will never be winter again.

Xiao Nan didn't know when Lu Wan had such a plan. Such a decision seemed a bit abrupt. Some...

In short, when Xiao Nan heard Lu Wan say that matter lightly, his heart was sour.

It's like another self is saying goodbye to himself.

And I can't escape. It's like a bird without wings. I can only look up into the distance.

Lu Wan took away a part of herself.

part of the memory.

That day, Xiao Nan and Ding Yuheng went to the train station to see off Lu Wan.

Xiao Nan asked Lu Wan why she took the train. Lu Wan said that she wanted to go around a circle before going to that city.

As for how big the circle should be, Lu Wan said that she hadn't figured it out yet. It all depends on her mood.

That day, Lu Wan wore a camouflage uniform, a pair of dark jeans, and a pair of black patent leather boots. She really looked like a long-distance traveler.

Lu Wan carried a big suitcase and a big travel bag on her body. Her beautiful long hair hangs down on her shoulders, exuding that familiar fragrance.

Lu Wan just stood at the train station where people come and go. Xiao Nan had the illusion that he knew Lu Wan for the first time.

She is different from others. Under the seemingly gentle appearance, she actually has a chicness that is always ready to go away. Although the pain will still remain on her body, she can turn it into a tattoo and look at the sun.

People don't know how to be sad. They still stare at her with a smile.

Or maybe. She doesn't need an audience.

Xiao Nan looked at Lu Wan and asked:

"How long are you going to go?"

Lu Wan raised her eyebrows and said:

"I don't know. But I probably won't come back."

I don't know if there are too many people at the train station. The sound is a bit noisy. Xiao Nan can't hear clearly.

Xiao Nan looked at Lu Wan and her luggage. The words to keep her were stuck in her heart. She couldn't speak.

Lu Wan stood opposite. She looked at Ding Yuheng and Xiao Nan. She felt that they were really happy.

Originally thought that Xiao Nan, a boring guy, could accompany me to walk more roads and enjoy the feeling of being accompanied. But I didn't expect that such a man would intervene.

Uh. The wording might be a bit rude...

But. This is the truth. This man who knew Xiao Nan since junior high school has a serious face. He always gives Lu Wan a very black-bellied feeling. I don’t know if Xiao Nan has ever been tortured by him.

Lu Wan suddenly thought of the scene when she saw Xiao Nan that time. It was like a bad picture of a broken chrysanthemum.

Ugh······

Ever since Xiao Nan had a companion, Lu Wan felt very lonely. She could no longer breathe the air properly. She always felt that she could never find someone with the same smell in this city. She was so lonely.

So... why don't you get out of here.

Maybe. Go out for a walk. There will be some surprises.

Lu Wan looked at Ding Yuheng and said:

"You have to take good care of him."

Lu Wan felt from the bottom of her heart that Xiao Nan was someone who needed to be taken care of, and the only one who could take care of him was Ding Yuheng.

Although I am not familiar with Ding Yuheng, but Lu Wan has seen Ding Yuheng's eyes on Xiao Nan, and knows that Xiao Nan will be a happy person. He has a love that everyone envies.

Owned and lost.

Lu Wan smiled. Looking at the two of them, she said:

"I'm leaving. If you're bored, you can think about me. We're separated this time. I don't know when we'll see each other again. But you two have been fine. I should be fine too."

Xiao Nan paused. Looking at Lu Wan, he said:

"If someday..."

"You can give me a call."

Lu Wan looked at Xiao Nan, then smiled, and said sternly:

"You're not in front of your man. Make a date with me."

Xiao Nan glanced at Lu Wan, knowing that he didn't mean that.

Lu Wan stretched out her hand and patted Xiao Nan's shoulder. She said:

"Don't worry. I won't let you see my cowardly side. If I see you again, I must be full of happiness. I have a big uncle on my left hand, a young man on my right hand, and a young lady on my lap. Never Worse than you."

Xiao Nan smiled. Ding Yuheng stretched out his hand and took Xiao Nan's hand. He looked at Lu Wan.

The two of them just stood like that. Ding Yuheng was slightly taller. Xiao Nan stood beside him. They looked very harmonious.

Lu Wan thought at that time. In the vast crowd, it would be such a wonderful thing if there is such a pair holding each other's hands firmly.

Lu Wan exhaled, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and said to the two of them:

"Cherish each other well. Don't let me see your jokes."

After she finished speaking, Lu Wan turned around and walked away, dragging her heavy suitcase and making a gurgling sound.

Leaving a back. Became the final parting.