What to do when your girlfriend is dating online

"Wen Wen?"

"..."

"Why don't you talk again? Wen Wen?" The voice chuckled: "I won't eat you again, what are you afraid of?"

"Hmm..." He opened his mouth cautiously like a milk cat afraid of giving birth: "Can you hear me?"

"Your voice……?"

"Sorry for lying to you for so long, I am...Wen Ran."

"...Are you joking? Wen Wen, this is not funny at all."

"I'm really... sorry." He tried to apologize calmly, but his soft voice was trembling uncontrollably.

"It's disgusting, I don't want to see you anymore."

Recalling the process of talking with Yi Dio Xin in YY that day, I suddenly felt a throbbing pain in my heart.

"I like you... Master."

Wen Ran blankly moved the mouse back to the login interface.No matter what I like, I just like him in the game. If the other party knows his gender, he will definitely yell at him again.

Yimao also likes him, how much I like him... I always stand up for him in everything, and protect him to the fullest. If any player accidentally hurts him, he will desperately rush to kill him so that he dare not play the game. Don't care about those malicious words.

He would be furious because he was abandoned by the people in the competitive team, scold Nan Nannan and cry in YY, and because he said "that horse is so beautiful", he obviously didn't like the dungeon and would organize a group to get him Ta Yan.

So what's the use of liking it so much?After knowing his gender, wouldn't he yell at him.

I once asked him naively: "Is it really impossible? Maybe you need a time to think about it?"

The other party seemed to be angrily laughed: "I will never like a man, this matter ends here, this disgusting game, I will never touch it again, and you, Wen...Ran, right, I didn't Thinking that you are still the same as before, I would be seduced by you ten years ago, and ten years later I will not make the same mistake again."

"Don't let me see you again. I'm so stupid. I want to break up with my girlfriend because of you. You are such a stubborn person. Why did your parents release you to harm the world? You should be locked up forever , It’s not too much to shut down to death.”

He trembled and closed the computer, his eyes blurred by tears.

It's just a disgusting homosexual, who would like you... Don't dream, tell him tomorrow, tell him that he is a disgusting homosexual, playing female number is just to seduce men... Look, what a disgusting purpose, he must He will be angry, and when the time comes, he will turn the volume of the earphones to the minimum, so that the other party will scold him and he will not be able to hear clearly.

He raised the corners of his mouth thinking he was smart, but tears fell down violently.

When Wen Ning came back from get off work, he opened the door and came in to take a look at him, only to find that the notebook was thrown on the ground indiscriminately. This is obviously not his style.

Wen Ning walked to the bed hesitantly, and found that he was not sleeping soundly. His long eyelashes were wet and trembling, and his snow-white face was wet and cold from tears. Wen Ning's heart trembled, and he turned to take the The towel came out and gently wiped his cheeks, while calling him: "Wen Wen, it's time to eat, wake up quickly."

Wen Ran opened his eyes, looked at him blankly, Wen Ning reached out to cover his red and swollen eyes, and said softly, "Get up and eat, I'll make braised pork for you today."

His long eyelashes brushed his palm lightly, and his fingers were soaked with warm tears. Wen Ning's eyes suddenly turned red: "What's wrong? Who bullied you? Tell me, and I'll help you vent your anger."

"It's so sad...Xiao Ning, I'm so sad."

Experts have conducted surveys on well-educated, relatively young and "active" gay men living in large and medium-sized cities.

The results show that the mental health of gay people is very worrying.

Because of discrimination, 30% to 35% of homosexuals have had strong suicidal thoughts, 9% to 13% have committed suicide, 67% feel "very lonely", and 63% feel "quite depressed".

And Wen Ran is one of those 9%~13%.Sadly, Wen Ran's suicide was caused by Wen Ning alone.

Wen Ran has been very well-behaved since he was a child, with good grades. He is a good boy in the eyes of his teachers and parents. Wen Ning has a strong personality and strives to be the first in everything. He is a sibling of Wen Ran's mother. Five minutes earlier, even his grades were firmly on his head. He was envious, but also proud. He set Wen Ran as an example in everything.

However, in the first semester of the second year of high school, this good example was completely overturned in his heart.During that time, Wen Ran always left early and returned late. He sensed something was wrong, and followed him out of the school gate after school, only to find him wandering into an alley, where a senior senior was waiting. with.

He watched Wen Ran walk over with a smile on his face. The boy took his hand and hugged him with an intimate and ambiguous manner. He watched from a distance and couldn't figure it out. In those days, homosexuality was a kind of alien wandering on the edge. High school Sheng didn't have this word in his mind at all, until the two exchanged a tender kiss, Wen Ning's scalp exploded.

"Wen Ran!!" He yelled and rushed out. The two people who had been knocked through were visibly panicked.The boy is a top student in the third year of high school, and he is also a person with the highest grades. Once this kind of thing gets out, he might not be able to be a human being. He opened his mouth and said, "Wen Ning, this matter is not what you imagined..."

His voice was interrupted by Wen Ran, Wen Ning saw Wen Ran showing a firm expression for the first time, his face was pale, but his eyes were serious: "Xiao Ning, I like Fu'an, we are dating."

Wen Ning was stunned, this elder brother whom he had regarded as a role model since he was a child, slapped him hard in front of outsiders today, his reason was burnt by the monstrous anger, he yelled with red eyes: "Do you know Know what you're talking about! You said you liked him! He's a man!!"

Wen Ran nodded lightly, her voice still gentle: "Xiao Ning, don't tell my parents, I will work hard to get into a good university and find a good job, and then I will take the blame to them."

"What about him? Does he think so too?"

The boy who was named by Wen Ning nodded stiffly, Wen Ran had a slight smile on his face, as if he had obtained the most precious treasure in the world, but Wen Ning was sensitive to something, his eyes Looking sharply at Zhou Fu'an, his voice was cold: "You like my brother? Are you gay?"

In their teens, they were all a group of ignorant children. Zhou Fuan was forced to take a step back, and Wen Ran stood in front of the taller boy in a panic: "Xiao Ning, you are enough! I will deal with this matter myself." I will handle it, you just need to help me keep this secret."

"Help you keep a secret?" Wen Ning looked at him coldly: "Are you thinking too much? You gave me the idea to die! Break up with him, and I will treat it as if it never happened. If you insist, I will Go back and tell your parents."

Wen Ran held Zhou Fuan's hand, his jaw tensed slightly, he gritted his teeth, and said in a low voice, "I like him, and I won't change it."

Wen Ning ran home without looking back, and told his parents about it.What was he thinking at the time?He just wanted his brother to return to normal. He was kind. He thought that his brother would give in to his parents, study hard, and find a girlfriend to live in. However, things often run counter to people's ideas.

When Wen Ran came back, he looked very tired, his face was pale and bleeding. He stood by the sofa in the small living room, watched him walk in, and smiled as usual: "Dad, Mom, Xiao Ning, I'm back."

"Xiao Ning said that you are dating a man? Is there such a thing?" The impatient father spoke first. He noticed that Wen Ran's face suddenly became paler. At that moment, he thought that Wen Ran would just faint. past.

But he didn't, so he stood at the porch and knelt heavily: "I'm sorry, please help me."

"Fulfill you?" Mother screamed in disbelief, her expression full of disbelief.The irritable father picked up the ashtray in hand and smashed it over, took the feather duster and slapped his thin body. In the midsummer weather, he was only wearing a thin layer of school uniform, and his body was soon bloodshot. Mother couldn't see it, and jumped Go over and hug him, "Stop beating! Stop beating!! We'll cure him, and we'll treat him for whatever it costs!!"

They stubbornly believed that Wen Ran was a disease, and as long as they were willing to spend money, it could always be cured.Wen Ran was taken to see a psychiatrist countless times, but this kind of thing was not a psychological problem in the first place. His parents wanted to make him normal, so they forced him to suspend school and locked him in a small room less than ten square meters , don't let him touch anyone.

They naively thought that as long as he was left to face the wall and think clearly, he would come back from the bend and become their excellent son.

But no one has ever thought about what it would be like to stay in one place for ten years without knowing the day and night, and not being able to see the sun rise and set.

Wen Ning didn't know, since then he seldom saw him, and his mother didn't let him get in touch with anyone, not even the men in the family.Wen Ning only noticed the gradually deepening wrinkles on his father's face, and the gradually graying hair on his mother's head. During a summer vacation in his junior year, he came home and found that his parents seemed to be ten years older since the last time he came back. His heart ached. Parents, he broke into that room for the first time, he saw his brother lying in front of the window, Wen Ning was stunned when he looked back at him.

Perhaps it was because of being locked up in the house for a long time, his skin was almost snow white, his black hair grew to his shoulders, and there were marks of being cut on it, he could tell that it was his mother's handwriting, obviously there was only one door separated, It took him a long time to recognize himself, "Xiao... Ning?"

He smiled at himself, his eyes were bright, Wen Ning had never seen that kind of clean and transparent smile, innocent, not eating fireworks, he stood up and wanted to walk towards him, but because he kept the same posture for a long time, The blood flow stopped and he fell down, Wen Ning didn't help him.

He felt terrible. He stood at the door with his back against the door, as if he was such a terrible thing. He felt his teeth shaking. All of this was caused by him?He asked himself, but didn't dare to answer, he stood far away from him, Wen Ran propped himself up and looked up at him, with a hurt look on his face: "...it hurts."

Wen Ning shook his head: "This is your fault...it has nothing to do with me, it has nothing to do with me...if you weren't gay, your parents wouldn't be like this, it's all your fault...it's all your fault! It's better to die..."

He didn't finish his sentence, and was taken aback by his own thought.Wen Ning staggered and ran out.

It was at that time that Wen Ran chose to commit suicide. He smashed the bowl his mother delivered and cut his own neck. That bloody night was a nightmare for everyone in the family.

It was also at that time that Wen's father and Wen's mother realized that they were pushing the child too hard, but it was already Wen Ran's fifth year in captivity. After five years of not communicating with anyone, he had already forgotten how to get out of the house. Refuse to deal with anyone, including your own parents and brothers.

This situation continued until Wen Ning graduated.And after experiencing Wen Ran's suicide, Wen Ning deliberately chose psychology as an elective. When he realized his mistakes in the past, his guilt towards this brother was overwhelmingly suppressed, and he couldn't breathe. , he told himself, he must bear the consequences of this mistake.

His family no longer cared that he was gay, and all they wanted now was to make him normal, at least, look like a normal person.Wen Ning even picked him up from home after his job was stable, because he was afraid that Wen Ran would be unfamiliar with this city, so he taught him how to play computer, and let him gradually find happiness from the Internet.

Who would have thought that playing a game, he would not be worry-free, and would meet that damned Zhou Fu'an.

Wen Ran longed for real love, Wen Ning knew it, so he didn't stop it. At the beginning, seeing him happy because of that person on the Internet and gradually becoming more cheerful, he felt relieved, but he never thought about it. It is always impossible to keep the fire, and the lie will always be exposed one day.

Looking at his pale face, Wen Ning gritted his teeth fiercely, who the hell is it?Who made him sad again?He will definitely find out this person and beat him until the hatred is relieved!