fourth rebirth

"Chi Ran, you know, no, you, you...can you tell me Chi Zhe's phone number?" Chen Yaoru asked cautiously, with expectations and pleas ready to come out in her voice.

"You like him." Chi Ran used an affirmative sentence.

"No, no, I'm just, just, no," being told so bluntly, subconsciously, Chen Yaoru blushed and denied it, but when she remembered who the person on the other side of the phone was, she held back , closed her eyes, took a deep breath, she admitted in a low voice but frankly.

"Well, I like him, I like him very much." The voice was thin and soft, but with firmness that cannot be ignored.

"...Why?" After a moment of silence, Chi Ran asked. She has been a cold and indifferent person since she was a child. Except for her close relatives, it is difficult for others to make any waves in her heart.

Although I met Chi Zhe first, most of the time, either because of shyness or gender differences, Chi Ran didn't remember much getting along with each other, and in the short time, they often got along with each other. I have this big light bulb together.

"You don't really know each other. He may just see you as an acquaintance at all."

"I... know." The girl's voice was a little trembling but she still answered stubbornly.

"He only regards me as my sister's friend." She smiled, very bitterly, but still persistently.Maybe it's because she's been suppressed for too long, maybe it's because the person on the other side of the phone has such a close blood relationship with him, maybe it's because she believes and understands Chi Ran, she finally said something hidden in her heart,

"Do you know, from my birth to now, no boy has ever given me chocolate or reached out to me." Her voice was a little choked.She is an only daughter, and her parents are strict with her.

So most of the time, their love is expressed in food, giving her good food and drink, and most parents in China do the same.

It's a pity that she is too greedy, and her appetite is too good. When she was a child, she was fat and cute, but when she grew up, she was fat, so she was naturally disgusting.

Being bullied, being "well-meaningly laughed at" by classmates, being insulted, she couldn't even talk back, because what they said was the truth, she was fat, really fat, fat and ugly.

She has low self-esteem deep in her heart, and she also hates her body shape.

She thought about losing weight, and even wanted to go on a hunger strike, but under the worried eyes of her parents, she still swallowed the fat bit by bit.

She is at the age of growth and development, and adequate nutritional intake can ensure healthy growth.

Chi Zhe was like a miracle to her, a miracle that made her terrified but couldn't let go.

"Chi Ran, I'm not you, I'm not like you, I don't care about outsiders' eyes. You know, someone laughed at me that day, many people, I covered my ears, and those words penetrated into my mind everywhere, It was the first day of school. I wanted to cry, but I didn't care. I was holding back my tears. It was hard to say. At that time, I was ugly and ugly, and everyone else walked around when they saw me. Only Chi Zhe came over, He handed me a piece of chocolate, and he touched my head, his palm was very warm and comfortable."

"He is wearing a very ordinary school uniform, but he is still very good-looking. I have never seen such a good-looking person again. His fingers are very long, very white, and very beautiful. When he smiles, he is very clean. He..."

"That's not love, it's just that he just appeared at that time, and his life is really better." Chi Ran pointed out calmly.

"This is a mixture of admiration and longing, as well as the restless love of adolescents, right? I regard him as the prince in my dreams." Chen Yaoru smiled, turned her head slightly, and her long black hair poured into the water.The busyness and tension of high school, as well as those hidden little thoughts, made her slim down quickly, just like Chi Zhe remembered, she was considered a beauty after losing weight successfully.

Delicate eyebrows and eyes, light body.

"I know." She said with a smile. Ever since she felt inexplicable palpitations when she looked at Chi Zhe, she secretly went online, checked a lot of books, read a lot of information, and even secretly watched idol dramas without telling her parents. Read romance novels.

She has never been in a relationship, but she also knows that this kind of feeling that puts the other party on the altar cannot be called love, at least not entirely, but so what?

"I like him." She heard her voice firm and persistent.

Maybe it's far away, maybe it's impossible between them, maybe I will regret it, but so what?If you have a dream, how can you not chase it?

Dreams are also a distant thing, isn't there still someone who pursues them crazily?

At least at this moment, she has no regrets.

If there is really someone who is more suitable for him and he likes, she will choose to quit, but before that, she believes that she can do better than most women.

Well, indeed, unfortunately, he likes...men.

"Because of that piece of chocolate, you like him?" Chi Ran didn't dwell on her ideals, but extracted what he wanted to know from her words.

"Uh, not exactly," Chen Yaoru was a little surprised at Chi Ran's unreasonable playing of cards. Shouldn't she support or oppose her at this time?

"Also, I was ugly, fat and..."

"Well, I see, Chi Zhe's number is..." Chi Ran interrupted her and repeated it twice.

"Wait, wait a minute..." Chen Yaoru was frantically looking for paper and pens.

"I'm not against puppy love, but the one who is worthy of my younger brother must be an excellent person, do you understand what I mean?" Chi Ran was always very calm.

"I won't let you down." Unconsciously, Chen Yaoru used honorifics, and tried her best to restrain the joy gushing from the bottom of her heart.

"Well, good bye." Chi Ran hung up the phone.

She has always been a deviant person, but she always hopes that her family can live better.

Thinking of the intimacy between Chi Zhe and Guan Qi when they went home last time, and Chi Yiqing and Qiao Rou's indifference.Chi Ran deeply thought that she was more inclined to a woman who worshiped her younger brother wholeheartedly than a man who might marry her younger brother.

but,

Chi Ran sighed, it seemed unlikely.

She remembered the conversation between Chi Zhe and Guan Qi earlier, and with that experience, each other always had a special presence in each other's eyes.

Special usually means special case.

It's time to have a baby.Chi Ran closed his eyes, leaned on the recliner, and thought wildly.

Suddenly, a face appeared in my mind, a face with a silly smile.

Yang Ye.

Chi Ran suddenly opened his eyes.

……

Perhaps because of the different moods, when reading the script these two days, Chi Zhe slowly turned towards those pure and beautiful love stories.

Simple background, simple men and women, simple love and breakup, but it makes most girls cry and sad movies.

Although he made up his mind to pursue the girl again, Chi Zhe knew very well that now was not the best time.

Born in a patriarchal family, the girl has a stubborn heart under her soft and shy appearance. She is studious and extremely studious.Because grades are the only thing she can change her parents' concept, before the end of the college entrance examination, she will never delay her studies because of love.

It's a pity that she lost her previous level because she took study too seriously, as the last straw in her life, and was too nervous in the examination room.

He once heard her mention her test paper, and she got all the difficult questions right, but she almost didn't get a point for the previous basic questions. However, when the bell rang at the end, she remembered everything again.

Chi Zhe sighed, no one else could help with such a problem.

As soon as school started, Chi Ran took a long vacation and went to Hong Kong.Due to the relationship between longitude and latitude, close to the equator, even at the end of summer, the weather in Hong Kong is still so hot. Chi Ran is not a character who loves herself. Yellow, black and yellow skin is not good-looking.

In this city that pursues beauty and is full of fashion, it seems out of place.

One or two o'clock in the afternoon, when the sun was at its worst, the crowds on the street were much less. Chi Ran was walking on the street wearing a pair of kicking slippers, a white T-shirt, and denim shorts.

After a whole morning of work, her head was a little dizzy. She wanted to go out for a walk by herself and buy some desserts. The desserts in Gangdu are very famous.

"Ah." After a short and hasty scream, Chi Ran was squeezed to the ground.

In the scene of two men fighting over a woman, Chi Ran became the innocent fish in the pond.

Hitting his waist, he frowned, Chi Ran struggled to support his waist and slowly wanted to get up, but fell to the ground because of a burst of pain.

At this time, the two men and one woman had already gone a long way.

There may be quite a few enthusiastic people in Hong Kong. However, it was the hot weather, and it was only a black and fat young girl who fell on the ground. She didn't seem to be seriously injured. walked by.

"Are you okay?" A hand suddenly appeared in Chi Ran's eyes, accompanied by a caring male voice.

Good sound, very magnetic.

Chi Ran raised his eyes and saw a man wearing huge sunglasses. The line protruding from his jaw, it is not difficult to judge that as long as the eyes are not ridiculously ugly, this will be a good-looking man.

Good looking, good voice, and love.

Well, these days, such young people are becoming more and more rare.

Chi Ran thought with a blank face.

"Thank you."

When she stretched out her hand to grab the man, something happened suddenly, and the two men and one woman ran back again!

He also easily pushed down the man who was bending over and stretching out his hand.

You... are here to be funny.

Those with a strong psychological quality like Chi Ran couldn't help but twitch their faces.

Chi Ran was like this, and the man opposite was even more speechless. He looked dully like a man and a woman who ran from the front of the street to the back of the street, and then walked back and forth, one circle, and another circle.

Are they here to run a street marathon?

Surprised, the man didn't realize that his sunglasses had fallen off.

Well, it's pretty good.

Looking at the faintly familiar face, Chi Ran came to a conclusion.

Looking at Chi Ran's gaze, the man suddenly felt that his field of vision had changed, and only then did he realize that his sunglasses had fallen off.

He opened his eyes wide in surprise, and met Chi Ran's eyes.

Eyes wide open.

stare,

keep staring...

Chi Ran looked at the man in front of him inexplicably, "Whether you can pull him or me, get up by yourself."

After lying down for a while, the pain in Chi Ran's waist eased a lot.

"You, don't you want to sign?" The man was also puzzled, he was waiting for Chi Ran to scream, and then took the opportunity to escape.This kind of thing has happened several times, and he has experience in how to avoid fans.

"Are you a star?" Asking this, Chi Ran's voice did not fluctuate, it was affirmative.

No wonder.

"You don't know me?" Man, no, Le Feng was a little surprised, he is considered a popular entertainer, and he recently accepted a very popular TV series, in which he played a protagonist who is both good and evil.

With bronzed skin and a sinister smile, he is not a popular handsome boy, but has an alternative sexiness that attracts women.He thought that a little girl like Chi Ran's age was his fan.

Cough cough, of course, that's just the image on TV. In private, Le Feng is a good boy whose manager said he would never go west, never smoke or drink, sleep and eat on time.

Really.

"Why should I know you?" As a human being who only loves the two-dimensional world, Chi Ran also felt very innocent. She really didn't watch TV.

"That's right." The man scratched his head and laughed, the sun was shining brightly, and he also carried some stupidity that didn't match his handsome appearance.

Suddenly, Chi Ran thought of that day, when the sun was so scorching hot, the big boy with a silly smile was wearing a white T-shirt.

Inexplicable palpitations, she heard her own heartbeat.

Chi Ran closed his eyes.

When he opened it, his eyes were clear.

She knew what to do.