fourth rebirth

Nagging the whole three years of junior high school, and planning to continue nagging about the figures of the three years of high school, maybe... not enough for him to spend the night in a dull way now.

Lying on the bed, Chi Zhe stared at the ceiling with his eyes open, and reached out to fumble on the bedside table.

Finally, I found a pack of cigarettes, and another string of foreign characters.

He tore open the package casually, lighted it up, a little rusty.The stimulating and charming smell of tobacco made him cough crazily.

He coughed so badly that he even had a phantom in front of his eyes.

In such a suffocating feeling, he thought of many, many.

At first it was heartless forgetting.The days when you have money and power are too good, as if everything is crawling under your feet.

Top appearance, top life, top talent, no one will say no to you, the whole world is your slave.All men are created equal, what a joke.Some people are born to be the masters of this world. At that time, he was just reborn, holding a glass of red wine, standing on the top of the tallest building in the magic city, mocking this cold world with the pride of looking down on all living beings.

As for his former parents, they were so far away from him that he almost forgot about them. Now that he recalled them, it wasn't that he didn't think of them, but he was afraid.Because subconsciously, I know that none of this belongs to me, and I am a sneaky thief, delusional and greedy for things that don't belong to me.

Besides, this is another world, different time and space are naturally different, isn't it?

Especially when he gained his own influence later, and found out that his original parents did not know each other and got married, he must have been secretly delighted.It seems that in this way, I have an aboveboard reason to continue to occupy everything I have now.

And then.When he found out that he had already revealed his secrets, that Chi Yiqing and Qiao Rou were not the NPCs he had imagined, he was panicked and lost, but he also made himself forget his parents on purpose.Still scared, but this time it was death.Being attacked, the moment when the soul is separated from the body, it hurts, it really hurts.Guan Qi thought he didn't know, and Chi Yiqing thought he didn't know, but how could he not know.Danger and difficulty come suddenly and disappear suddenly.

He's not a fool, it's just that he doesn't dare to move, not at all.He was afraid that the man who seemed omnipotent and omnipotent would just notice everything like this.

He never brought them happiness, so he is not qualified to bring them pain.

Different time and space, different experiences, different lives... Maybe, he and them are two parallel lines.

As for now...

It was getting bright, and with the last bit of darkness and turbidity, he finally had the courage to reopen the computer and log in to the familiar account.There are two survey forms in it, which he asked someone to investigate after he was reborn using his foreknowledge.

Inside, are the life experiences of those two people.

Chi Zhe had already read it once, but the last time he just scanned it briefly, this time... He took a deep breath and opened the web page.

In the first half of their lives, their life trajectories were almost similar to what they remembered.Same parents, same school, same regrets.The initial turning point came that afternoon, when they were supposed to meet each other, but due to heavy rain, a train was delayed.Father and mother just passed each other in the rain.

Then...they get married and have children.

His mother married a poor boy in the countryside by blind date, and then started a business together, owning a small listed company from scratch.There is no true love, and there is no mistress.That man loves this woman who fights and weathers together with her, loves her beauty when she was young, loves the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes when she is getting old, and loves her stubborn and strong character.

They have a daughter who is smart, well-behaved, kind, beautiful, goes to the best university, and is sincere and warm to people.

Beautiful like a family in a fairy tale.

Instead of meeting a beautiful and strong wife, his father married a gentle and gentle Jiangnan woman.For his weak little wife, he went to sea early.

Wealth, fame, a gentle and considerate wife, and a lively and intelligent son.

Looking at it, a strange smile appeared on Chi Zhe's face.

There is no endless quarrel, no embarrassment of not being able to lift your head after attending the parent-teacher meeting, no embarrassment when being compared to the child by colleagues, no pain of being together for the sake of the child...

Without that encounter in the rain, without his existence, everything seems so perfect.

Without him, his mother would have married a man who didn't care about her dominance.

Without him, his father would have had a studious and hardworking son.

Without him, Chi Ran would have a younger brother who was born a child prodigy.

Without him,...

Your existence is a mistake.

You are redundant.Everyone would be better off without you.

In a trance, Chi Zhe seemed to hear such a voice in his ear.

His rationality clearly told him that it was wrong to think so.This is a different world, so much different from the previous world, and the changes of his parents happened before he was born. The death of "Chi Zhe" was not caused by him, he never hurt anyone.

None of this has anything to do with him.

However, he couldn't restrain his wild thoughts.

In a world without you, everyone lives happily.

Wearing Chi Zhe's skin and relying on Chi Zhe's genius mind, he is no match for Chi Ran.

And after everything has faded away, the original him is no match for those two children.

Whether it's appearance, grades, brains, or... filial piety.

The girl's bright smile, the woman's brows and eyes showing happiness, the child's innocent and firm words, and the man's pampering and loving look.Chi Ran's wanton smiling face, Qiao Rou's gentle and beautiful face, Chi Yiqing's proud and straight figure...

They were laughing and joyful in their own world, but he was isolated outside a glass door.The scene in front of him, the person in front of him, is so clear, but he still can't reach it.I can only be like a mouse in the gutter, squatting silently in a dark corner, looking at the happy person jealously and gloomily.

All good things have nothing to do with him.

Everyone would be better off without him.

Should he really exist?Who is he now?

His former parents were married and lived happily ever after.

Therefore, he is not that 16-year-old otaku Chi Zhe.

He is the son of Chi Yiqing and Qiao Rou?So whose 16 years in memory belonged to it?

He used to think that he was just a time traveler, but now, even he himself can't tell who he is.

Chi Zhe slowly closed his eyes. At this moment, he even hoped that he would never wake up again.

People who have lost themselves.

He starts to be afraid, starts to resent.

He is not Chi Zhe, but if he is not even Chi Zhe, he should really disappear.

His former parents would not accept him, because they were strangers in this time and space.Chi Yiqing and Qiao Rou would not accept him either, and the two deaths made him clearly understand this fact.

Therefore, he has been pretending, pretending that he is the gifted boy who is held in the palm of his parents and knows nothing about the world.However, maybe it's been pretending for too long, even he himself can hardly remember his own face, his own character.Just like a formatted person, without independent thinking, without a distinctive character, pale and powerless like a piece of paper.

He envied Chi Ran, Chi Yiqing, and Guan Qi. That envy was mixed with jealousy and resentment, such deep jealousy for no reason.

The better they treated him, the deeper this jealousy became, and the more angry he became with himself.He was so dark and dirty that he made himself sick.

He has been escaping, escaping from things he doesn't even know, hiding himself in a fictional world, imagining that everything is as usual.

However, today, when I saw those two people and saw the happy smiles on their faces, this pretense was torn.The sun was pouring down and he had nowhere to run.The happier they laughed, the meaner and dirtier he was.

Once, intoxicated by the beauty of the car, he really forgot his parents.He didn't remember it at all, and even for a while, he hoped that these two people would never exist in this world.In this way, he can enjoy all this with peace of mind.

Once, he cursed Chi Yiqing and Qiao Rou wantonly and crazily, wishing that they would turn into a vegetable or die the next moment.They were too smart and too detailed for him to hide from them.At that time, he completely forgot that he occupied their child's body.

He's so vicious and despicable that he doesn't even care about it.

In the composition text, the words "you must be filial to your parents in the future and repay them" on the test paper seem so ironic.

He thought he was a mortal, but he was an asshole.

Lying on the bed, Chi Zhe realized this painfully and soberly.However, what made him desperate was that even so, the resentment in his heart still did not diminish.

Why?The world is so big, why am I put in such a situation?Why should I be given the chance to show my mean side?Why would you want me to meet them and let me know what a jerk I am?

He didn't know why he became like this, and he didn't even know who to blame.

His parents have their own family, Chi Yiqing and Qiao Rou just love their children, and he should have died long ago, but he has the opportunity to live in the world and breathe fresh air.

No one seems to have made a mistake.

But that resentment never went away.

The little bud called resentment finally got nourished, and slowly stretched out the second leaf.The author has something to say: Well, this chapter is quite painful. I have changed it several times, but it still feels quite messy.But just like that, Chi Xiaozhe is such a contradictory person.

From here on, it should be that Chi Xiaozhe was really dug out and written.In fact, there is really nothing to write about him earlier, because just like in the text, he is almost a formatted person, who doesn't even have himself.

Well, I owe a lot of chapters, and I have worked hard to make up for it in the past two days.I think Wuhan and I must be at odds. When I need to be cold, it is extremely hot.It's damn cool at night when I'm sick and need to keep warm.Over and over again, I almost feel exhausted physically and mentally.

I'm not staying in Wuhan anymore, I'm going home and typing small print with the air conditioner on.

68

University life is very dull.What Beijing University advocates is a free and open style of study, which pays attention to the combination of academics and reality, and the professors and teachers hired are also very famous in the industry.There is no roll call at class, and no detention after class.They come here in a rush, and they leave in a cool and unrestrained way. Their time is precious, and they have no time, just like in high school, holding on to the students and forcing them to learn.

Because of this, an extremely interesting phenomenon has arisen.The most proud and optimistic students of a certain department's tutor are often not from the major.The person who talks about history, politics, cultural relics and antiques is probably from the mathematics department next door.The person who talked about programming codes and digital information may be specialized in foreign languages.Walking on the road, the person carrying the camera may not necessarily be a student of photography, but may also be a civil engineer who changed his career halfway.

When filling out volunteer applications in high school, most of them just look at the employment prospects or just hear about the professional name. Few people have clarified the content and direction of their interest before university.

Therefore, the double degree and transfer rate of Jingdali students is quite high, especially when they first enter the campus, there are various novel majors and interesting courses, which make people dizzy.At this time, even if they don’t change majors, there are always students who like to hang out in twos and threes, go to the teaching building to look at the bulletin board, randomly choose a class that interests them, and go in and listen for a while.

Among these youthful and enthusiastic college students, Chi Zhe seemed a little out of place... It has been a few months since school started, and he is quiet, doesn't live in the dormitory, doesn't make friends, and disappears after class.In class, I always sit in the corner, with a thick stack of printing paper in front of me, and rarely speak.Most of the time, they are whispering on the phone while drawing something on the paper with the tip of a pen.When talking to him, he has a good attitude and a gentle voice, but there is always a faint sense of alienation.

He seems to believe in Buddhism, with a statue of Guanyin hanging around his neck and a string of beads on his wrist.I don't know what material it is made of, but the color and luster is not common. When you walk in, you can faintly exude the fragrance of Buddha.

Autumn in Kyoto is long. At this time, the sun is warm but not glaring. Chi Zhe is sitting by the window, with deep and shallow yellow leaves outside and the river flowing quietly.

He was born well and fair-skinned.He often wears a warm white sweater, his skin is so white that it is almost transparent, the sun stays on the tip of his hair, coating him with a light golden layer, he lowers his head slightly, and inadvertently turns his wrist, brown Buddhist beads, The white wrist makes people unable to move their eyes away.

People in Lubian are like the moon, and their arms are frosty and snowy.

Just one glance is enough to make people fall.Even if you have never been to Jiangnan, even if the person in front of you is a man, looking at him, you can't help but have infinite reverie about the misty and rainy water town.

A girl from a foreign department came to the classroom to attend the class, sitting in the back row of the classroom, her eyes passed him inadvertently.After a moment of silence, first fascinated and then sighed.

What is obsessed with is his appearance, and what sighs is the prayer beads in his hand.The girl's family believes in Buddhism, and there is a small shop in Kyoto that sells Buddhist beads and Buddha statues. Although the shop is small, it is also very famous in the industry.Growing up in such an environment since childhood, the girl also has a certain understanding of the quality of Buddhist beads.

The Buddha beads of Shenshui Qinan have a greasy and smooth surface, light and ethereal air, soft and waxy texture, spicy and numb tongue when eaten, and the air is as strong as rain to moisten the body after a long time.

The agarwood beads on the market are now flooded with counterfeit and fake ones, but the string in Chi Zhe's hand was something she had seen in the hands of her grandfather.

Grandpa picked up the goods in person a year ago.

A total of 14 beads, each worth hundreds of thousands.

The girl is an only daughter, and she has been in contact with the family business early on, and is well versed in it.Therefore, he did not explicitly tell his companions the value of the string of beads, but only vaguely mentioned the value of the real agarwood beads.

However, this is enough to make people amazed, after all, Buddha beads are not common hard goods.There are many people who spend 10,000+ or ​​hundreds of thousands to buy diamonds and emeralds, but it is rare to buy Buddhist beads.

As a result, Chi Zhe's "beautiful boy" and "the number one scholar in the college entrance examination" have a layer of "rich second generation" added to the shiny skin.

Some are close to this, and some are farther away from him.

It can be seen from a distance but not played with.

This has become the consensus of the students in this department.

Chi Zhe didn't notice this, and he lived peacefully for the past few months.In addition to finishing the last movie step by step and looking for inspiration for the next one, most of the time he stays in Buddhist temples outside Kyoto.

Prostrating to the Buddha, chanting scriptures, and asking the heart.

The majestic Buddha statue of Baoxiang is high above, but there is always a compassionate smile on his lips.It seems happy, but also helpless.Logs hit the ancient bronze bells, and there are nests built by birds on the towering ancient trees in the temple.

Sunrise and sunset, life ups and downs, but that's it.

Chi Zhe's heart suddenly let go.The unspeakable and inescapable resentment in my heart calmed down under such circumstances.

Whom to hate, whom to love, so what?

The Buddha said that people have past lives and present lives.

Could it be that the sins he is suffering now are not the sins he committed in his previous life?

Get it calmly, lose it calmly, let nature take its course.

Chi Zhe began to eat fast, recite scriptures, and worship Buddha without any reluctance, as if he was born to be like this.

People who have been reborn always have a deeper understanding of past and present lives.

He remembered a story he had read: There was an eminent monk who used chess pieces to distinguish between good and evil in his mind when he sat in meditation every day.When good thoughts appear, take a white chess piece and put it aside, when evil thoughts appear, take the black chess pieces, and make a check every night.

He once felt that no matter how many times he was reborn, he had never harmed or hurt anyone, so why did he come to the point where he even lost his own nature?

Now I understand in a trance, probably there are evil thoughts in my heart.He never harmed others, but after all, he had the intention of harming others.How can a person with evil thoughts in his heart have a good death?

He remembered the monk with a compassionate smile he had seen before, that Xiao Chiran with calm eyes in the green mountains and green waters, that Chi Yiqing who was cold to others and doting on himself, and that strong man in his memory who would be with his father The mother who quarreled but spoke softly to him...

He deserved it.

Chi Zhe closed his eyes, looked at the compassionate Buddha in front of him, and bowed devoutly.

……

Guan Qi, who was on a business trip and stayed abroad for several months so that he didn't pick up people in time, felt that he was frightened when he saw Chi Zhe like this.

This is... Chi Zhe? !

In addition to not wearing monk robes, I still go to school every day and still have hair.His temperament, movements, and even the tone of his speech are exactly the same as those of the monks in the temple.

After trying food temptations, beauty temptations, and mansion temptations, Guan Qi had to admit painfully that Chi Zhe was probably really going to convert to my Buddha this time.Well, by the way, I'm going to be a Madonna in which you slap him on the left cheek and he puts his right cheek too.

In the modern age of materialism and luxury, it is indeed a remarkable thing to be such a Buddhist who is not confused by the world and piously guards the pure land in his heart.

As a friend, he should be gratified that his friend has pursued his dream... Shit!

A well-meaning young man with ideals, aspirations, and knowledge has only been in the capital for a few months, and he looks like he has nothing to do and wants nothing.

How could he communicate with those three monsters from the Chi family!

He said that he is not in Kyoto, so he is not sure.

Well, that's a breach of guardianship.My dear son, if you didn't pat your chest and say that Kyoto is your base camp, would you let him come alone?Before coming here, I swore that I would take good care of people, but after coming here, I went on a business trip for several months and did not return!Maybe my son is the one who believed in the Buddha after being hurt by your ruthlessness and ignorance!

So you say you are in Kyoto?

Chi Ran was able to find out what color his underwear was after going to the bathroom several times in any foreign hotel!

Lying, the crime is aggravated!

Sekisaki really wanted to cry.

If Chi Xiaozhe is really an 18-year-old teenager, he is still a good baby who has never left his parents and was raised in the palm of his hand.He must be waiting on the saddle, serving tea and water, doing everything by himself, afraid that the young master will be abducted if he doesn't pay attention.

However, Chi Zhe is obviously not such a person.In her previous life, after Chi Zhe left home, she spent most of her time with him, traveling around mountains and rivers, and seeing all the beautiful scenery in the world.Eat and sleep in the open, the sky is the quilt, and the earth is the bed.Except for the last few years, Chi Zhe's health was really bad, and they didn't have an easy life.

I remember that they had also been to the temple beside the Shu Road, met the legendary eminent monks, and heard the preaching of the Dharma in the temple.At that time, Chi Zhe listened carefully but did not reveal any special feelings.

Because of this kind of experience, he dared to issue a military order in front of the family guards.

Who would have thought that it was because of his rebirth that Chi Zhe would do this for him.

When he went to persuade him, he also told Guan Qi reasonably that he thought these ghosts and gods were very credible, and he began to believe in past and present lives, reincarnation and karma.He also asked Guan Qi to listen to two paragraphs, saying that he was also tainted with karma.

How can he explain this to others!

In desperation, Guan Qi called Chi Ran.

……

"You mean to say that my little brother was deeply influenced by the Buddha within a few months after he arrived in Kyoto, and he began to eat fast and chant Buddha, and determined to become a generation of Buddhist masters?"

"Yeah." Guan Qi nodded in pain.

"Have you checked who he has met recently?" Her fingers tapped rhythmically on the table, she lowered her head slightly, her long and thick eyelashes covered Chi Ran's sight and her thoughts.

The first time she heard the news, what she thought of was the impact of rebirth.

Could it be because of his rebirth that Chi Zhe believed in these naughty things?

However, if this is the case, the process is too abrupt.Before I left, I was still attached to a certain girl, cared about the promotion of the film from time to time, and nagged at myself, nothing changed for more than ten years, and it was only a few months since I left home... There must be something very important in the middle happened before.

perhaps……

"Guan Qi, send me a copy of the information you have investigated. It should be the most detailed. If he meets someone, it's best to briefly explain that person's parents and family." Chi Ran felt faint guess.

……

Sure enough.Looking at the two unfamiliar but familiar names on the computer, Chi Ran couldn't help but sigh.

Chi Guoliang, Zhang Jing.

Chi Zhe said the names of his parents.

69

Chi Ran has always been a man of action, and when he understood the problem, he quickly packed his luggage and took his son all the way to Kyoto.

After hesitating between the two children for a few seconds, Chi Ran finally decisively picked up the quiet and well-behaved little son.

Therefore, Chi Xiaozhe, who experienced the impermanence of life in the Buddhist temple and the changes in the world, was dumbfounded when he received a package.

Chi Ran personally delivered the goods to his nephew in a small cart.

"The milk powder he's used to drinking, the diapers he's used to, and the special clothes. I've prepared about a month's supply and put it in Guan Qi's place. Remember to get it." Chi Ran put it into his youngest son's mouth neatly. A pacifier was stuffed to block his cracked mouth that was about to cry.

"In the white bag is a note with the address of the things he used to buy."

"sister……"

"It's best to call the doctor two or three times a month. Babies of this age are very delicate and need to be taken care of all the time..." Chi Ran packed the suitcase with one hand and answered the phone with the other, and took the time to stuff the doctor's business card into the pool Zhe hands.

"sister……"

"But don't worry too much. You and Guan Qi can take good care of such a delicate Yorkshire breed. Humans are much more adaptable than animals."

"Sister!" Chi Zhe finally raised his voice.

"Huh?" Chi Ran raised his eyebrows, stepping on high heels, with full aura, looking down at his younger brother.

Chi Xiaozhe, who was oppressed and formed a conditioned reflex, suddenly became deflated like a balloon poked by a needle.No amount of reasons or excuses can be said.

What can I say?Say I want to worship Buddha, so I don't have time to take care of my nephew?

Chi Ran can make him really go to the Buddha to honor his old man in a second.

"Okay, that's about it." Chi Ran raised his hand and looked at his watch, "I'm leaving right away, I'll be back before Chinese New Year, and I'll probably stay in Kyoto in the future. Parents can also take care of the children, but after all, they are far away from each other. It's been a generation. It's better for children to live with their parents. I'm not good at this, and I don't feel relieved to hand it over to others. You should adapt in advance and take good care of my son, bye."

Chi Ran got up, waved his sleeves, and walked in a very chic way.

The younger brother who was still in a daze and the son who was wrapped in a fur ball and stuffed in the stroller were left behind.

Eyes wide open.

Eyes wide open.

……

My mother doesn't want me anymore, and no one cares about me.

The baby pursed his mouth, blinked his big eyes, and there were tears on his eyelashes.

Chi Zhe picked him up in a hurry, and subconsciously imitated the way he was seen in TV movies, humming a little tune from somewhere.

The baby is a good baby, although this uncle's voice is not as nice as grandma's, and his arms are not as soft as grandma's.But as long as someone pays attention to him, he is very happy.

Being hugged by Chi Ran, the baby was actually a little tired after bumping along the way.Opening his mouth and yawning a little, the baby hooked half of Chi Zhe's neck with his soft and tender hands, rubbed his little head, and fell asleep on top of him like this.

Feel the soft, furry little head drooping on his shoulders.Hot, small breath sprayed on the neck, and Chi Zhe froze all over.

It's so small, so soft, and he even has the feeling that as long as he moves a little bigger, he will be frightened and stop if he seems to breathe.

He felt that he had been pressed the pause button, and he almost stopped breathing.

It's a pity that the person in his arms couldn't detect his subtle thoughts.The singing and singing to sleep are gone, and the baby's favorite rocking is also gone. He frowned faintly, and his little head began to shake restlessly.

Feeling the baby's dissatisfaction, Chi Zhe breathed lightly, humming a little tune from memory while walking.

The baby smacked his lips, satisfied, and fell asleep again.

After walking like this for more than ten minutes, after making sure that the baby was really asleep, Chi Zhe gently put him back into the small stroller.

The baby kicked his calf, rubbed and rubbed, and finally became quiet.Chi Zhe breathed a sigh of relief, moved his stiff limbs, and looked around at the surrounding environment by the way.

The Buddhist temple is not big, but the environment is quiet and the incense is flourishing.The small hermit hides in the mountains, and the big hermit hides in the city.The people who come and go here every day are no less than those in some famous temples.

He lives in the meditation room reserved for guests in the temple, with a bed, a cabinet, a table, a futon, and nothing else.If you want to practice Buddhism, this is naturally a good place, but if you have an extra child...

Leaving aside the various inconveniences of daily necessities, the incense and human voices in the temple alone are enough to damage the immature throat of a child.

How about... Let Guan Qi take it?

Just when Chi Zhe was hesitating, the baby woke up. Babies in this period are always so easy to sleep and wake up.Rubbing the big eyes, kicking the calf.Round eyes are facing the ceiling.

It was a vast expanse of white, with no patterns whatsoever.

Rub your eyes and look again.Still nothing, no colorful balls, no furry toys, no blue sky and white clouds.There was no one in sight, and no one noticed that the baby was awake.

The baby is a good boy, and he found himself in an unfamiliar environment, so he didn't cry or make trouble.Pushing down hard with his little hands, his limp little body moved.

He took a breath, wiped off his sweat, and finally sat up.

The baby who sat up saw the back of the uncle in front of him, and felt happy. Finally, he saw an acquaintance, and moved his big head forward again. He was about to yell twice to remind him of his existence, but in the end...

Extreme joy begets sorrow, forgetting that he is still a three-headed doll, one of them couldn't sit still, and his big head hit the bed.

"Woooooo..." No matter how well-behaved the baby was, he couldn't stand such a torment, and the baby cried.

When Chi Zhe heard the crying, he looked back and almost scared himself to death.The baby's head hit the railing of the crib, and a little further away, he landed directly on the ground, still head-down!

He hurriedly hugged and coaxed the baby to comfort him, feeling the little body trembling in his heart.The little head under the palm, whose temperature is slightly higher than that of an adult, quietly leans on him, and the little hand wraps around his neck tightly, as if he can't survive alone without him.There is no accusation of negligence in the big black and white eyes, but only full of trust and joy.

Such a weak and clean life, such a feeling of being attached and needed.Chi Zhe's heart couldn't help but warm, and he let out a long sigh.

Forget it, let's move out tomorrow.

"Chi Zhe, how long did you say that Chi Ran has been planning to buy that Yorkshire?" After helping the little devil change the nth diaper, Guan Qi slumped on the floor on his back and asked the people around him with a painful face.

"She probably planned to let us take care of her baby, didn't she?"

Chi Zhe shrugged, "Didn't you figure it out until now? Come over a little bit, let me carpet this place too. The doctor said the baby should be more active." Chi Zhe lifted Guan Qi's waist with his toes.

"No." Guan Qi lay on the floor and refused to get up, "This guy made a fuss all night last night, and I didn't sleep well." He grabbed Chi Zhe and was only wearing a thin layer of pajama pants. calves. "Come on, sleep with Grandpa."

Because of taking care of the children, the two of them slept in the same room recently. Last night, Guan Qi remembered very clearly that Chi Zhe also stayed up all night.

"If you didn't feed him messy food, would the baby be so uncomfortable that he couldn't sleep at night?" Chi Zhe was also full of anger when he said this.

"Get up quickly, I bought the binding tape, paste all the corners of the room for me, don't be lazy."

On the first day of the child's arrival, Chi Zhe went to hire a nanny.However, when he found out that the nanny coaxed the baby to call her mother, he fired her without hesitation.Just kidding, you are not capable of being the mother of this child.

Later, I invited a few more one after another, but unfortunately they were almost unsatisfactory.There are only two male masters and one baby in a family, especially when the two male masters are both very good-looking, it will inevitably give people room for imagination.

Either Mao Sui recommended himself to express his willingness to give for free, to comfort him or Guan Qi's seemingly lonely and lonely heart and body, or he peeked at them with self-confident eyes, tsk tsk, two men with a child...

Not necessarily contempt, but also curiosity and excitement.However, the look in the eyes that look like a giant panda is still very uncomfortable.

Both Guan Qi and Chi Zhe were sensitive to such slightly malicious gazes, and together, they decided to take care of the children by themselves.Although tired, both of them are extremely unlikely to have children in the future, complaining on the lips, but still happy in their hearts.

Chi Zhe was naturally born again.Guan Qi is because he has seen too many gangsters, and there are very few people who have children, really few.Maybe I really complied with the saying that there is a definite number in the dark, there are too many gangsters, and after a long time, it is inevitable that there will be some hurdles in my heart that I cannot get over.The person you abused in one moment may treat your descendants in the same way in the next second.Otherwise, why is it still so popular for the underworld to accept adopted sons and adoptive sons?Everyone understands the truth of when it's time to repay grievances, but few people can really let go of their hatred.

Therefore, he is also willing to take care of this child with his own hands, and if there is no accident, he will surely have a safe and happy life in the future.If he can occasionally remember such an uncle he was in childhood when he has nothing to do in the future, he will find time to collect a corpse for himself.When sweeping the tomb during the Qingming Festival, if he took out two flowers and a glass of wine from a pile of offerings, he would be satisfied.If it can be better, when taking the child there, let him go to the grave and call Grandpa Guan at himself, then he can wake up laughing from his dreams.

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Chi Zhe kicked over, "Get up, why are you in a daze?"

Guan Qi raised his head, facing a pink and tender, chubby little face, a pair of big round eyes were looking at him curiously, his light-colored mouth as soft as petals was slightly opened, and some suspicious transparent liquid hanging in the corner of the mouth.

Ahem, with a thick skin like Guan Qi, he couldn't help feeling embarrassed.

This child is not even a year old now, when will he have a child.

He sighed, counting his age, the 30 before rebirth plus the current 22, he is also over 50.

Old man, no wonder I always have so many strange thoughts recently, and I have reached this age.

You never know how much effort it takes to take care of a child until you take care of it yourself.

As soon as he arrived at Guan Qi's house, Chi Zhe still thought about it, he had to attend classes, he had to chant scriptures, and he could still worship Buddha at home.It's a pity that the plan can't keep up with the change.

It's not that the baby is such a mischievous child, in fact, compared with most children, he is well-behaved and obedient.Give him a small ball, and as long as someone stays within his sight, he can play quietly all day.

The problem is that he is too obedient, peeing, hungry, and uncomfortable. Unless it is really to a certain extent, he never cries.

Looking at his big wet eyes, watching him sitting on the ground holding a colorful ball, entertaining himself.Chi Zhe's heart seemed to be soaked in the sea, sour and astringent.

It is often said that sweets are only available to children who can cry.Indeed, crying and making trouble will make more people pay attention to that child.Well-behaved and quiet, it is always easy to be ignored.However, that refers to the time when there is more than one child in the family. When there is only one child in the family, you either finish your day's work in a busy or leisurely way, and get up to make yourself a cup of tea and eat some snacks.Suddenly, it was discovered that there was another child in the family.

No crying or fussing, a small body holding a big ball or plush toy