fourth rebirth

"Okay, let's continue." Chi Ran's tone suddenly became cheerful again, "Li Yiruo did a really good job, but it's a pity that it's not enjoyable enough. I'm also her daughter Ji Li's official guest, The short guard is also in the past. Do you want to build a sack and close the small black room in two days?"

She looked thoughtful.

Swallowing his saliva, recalling the miserable life of Cai who was just talked about, Chi Zhe was rarely moved with compassion: "Sister, he...he is miserable enough, let's not fall into the rocks." As a man, although he despises Cai Wenxin's character, this kind of derailment will ruin your life without any discussion, and the behavior of giving some relatives and friends free black bricks at any time still makes his scalp tingle.

"Well," Chi Ran raised his eyebrows, and stretched out two fingers to pinch the most sensual part of his younger brother's body except the butt, with a gentle and sweet tone: "Chi Xiaozhe, what did you just say? The wind is too strong, I didn't Listen carefully."

Looking at the tightly closed doors and windows around, feeling the increasing rotation angle of the muscles on his face, Chi Zhe struggled to pull out a smile under his sister's claws: "No, it's nothing, I mean if you want to cover For sacks, we can go to Guan Qi, there is a specialization in art."

Brother, I'm sorry.Chi Zhe muttered in his heart.

"Well, that's a good suggestion. You'll call later." Chi Ran pinched his smooth face again and finally let go.

Feels good.

"Yeah." Chi Zhe nodded repeatedly, this was not easy, relying on his relationship with Guan Qi, a phone call... He suddenly froze.

Sekisaki!Sekisaki! !

He groaned and groaned to dig out the snow-hidden name from the depths of his memory, and finally remembered the last time they met.Seems to be……

Inexplicably, a recently popular Internet phrase appeared in Chi Zhe's mind: "If you don't die, you won't die."Where on earth did he have a convulsion to think of speaking for that scumbag named Cai!

Chi Zhe can't wait to feel sad.

Chi Ran rested his chin in one hand, looking at his younger brother's hopeless appearance, he felt complacent and wanted to sigh.

The pride is that Guan Qi's bastard really hasn't succeeded, otherwise Chi Zhe would have responded happily and contacted that brat.Sighing, she felt that time was running out, her younger brother couldn't even touch the shadow of his sister-in-law except Guan Qi, so how could she feel relieved!That bastard Guan Qi is really useless, his childhood sweetheart, childhood sweetheart and deliberate release of water still can't get it done!

So in the end, it's all Sekisaki's fault!

Chi Ran squinted his eyes, and his two rows of fine, white teeth were grinding.

After teasing his grandson enough, Chi Yiqing finally remembered his extremely irresponsible daughter.Carrying two soft, fat and tender buns, he went straight to the capital.

Seeing his father's subversive appearance, Chi Xiaozhe froze immediately.

Chi Ran was wrapped in SpongeBob SquarePants pajamas, hugged a limited edition teddy bear, and greeted his father sleepily: "Dad, what is in your arms? Your illegitimate child?" She yawned big, tears It came out unconsciously.Woke up too early today, and didn't take a nap, Chi Xiaoran, who has always had a regular schedule, was really sleepy.

Coupled with what happened today, Chi Ran, whose mind was still fuzzy, directly regarded the two buns as private goods brought by his father.

"Chi Ran!" Chi Yiqing's anger finally exploded.

After a period of turmoil, Chi Xiaozhe huddled in the corner and watched in fear as his father led his still bewildered sister into the study to "have a good chat".Beside him are two meat buns who are yawning like his irresponsible mother, who seem to have not woken up.

Hurriedly holding the steamed stuffed bun for a while, covering it with a blanket, Chi Xiaozhe leaned against the wall and tiptoedly moved outside the study.

Chi Ran was too negligent towards his children, it was normal for him to be taught a lesson by his father, and he liked his two little nephews enough that he didn't want to persuade his father.

However, after a whole day of ravages, Chi Zhe, whose three outlooks were shattering, couldn't help but have doubts about the people and affairs around him.

Did what I saw really happen?The superficial renunciation may be a secret test, and behind the seemingly helpless compromise may be an indifferent and mocking smile.

Father came too suddenly and too strangely.

Without prior notice, without advance preparation, I came to Kyoto alone at such a time.The outstanding memory made Chi Zhe even remember the ordinary casual clothes on his father, which he had never seen before.

With soft and youthful colors, a cowboy hat, and a clean and refreshing smile, the father holding two children is very much like those single fathers who fly with their children at Kyoto Airport.

He couldn't help but doubt.

In the temporary room, the door panel outside the study is just a thin layer, tightly attached to the door panel, and Chi Zhe faintly heard a few words:

"You have decided...the Li family..."

"...potential...future...change...family..."

"... child... safe..."

Chi Zhe breathed a sigh of relief when the thought of "as expected" popped up in his mind.

The father will not come here for no reason, and Chi Ran will not ignore his children for no reason.Maybe his father and Chi Ran have hidden too much from him, but if all this is really put in front of him, I'm afraid his first reaction is not the joy of being taken seriously, but panic.

That world is horrible.

The constant rebirth made him have an instinctive fear of that world.Maybe one day he will break through, but before that, he would rather pretend that nothing happened, know nothing, and hide in his own world.

In a nutshell, he thinks he's the king of the universe.

Chi Zhe carefully supported the wall with his hands, moved slowly, and was about to leave, but suddenly heard Chi Yiqing growl: "I'm still alive! Can't I still protect my son?!"

Chi Zhe's pupils shrank suddenly.

This year, he is 19 years old.

"Father," Chi Ran's expression remained calm, the silver spoon was full of sugar piled up into hills, one spoonful, two spoonfuls... "We don't have time to deceive ourselves." After pouring almost half a cup of sugar, she was satisfied Stop your hands and slowly stir the coffee in the cup.

"I……"

"Grandpa Qiao has only two sons in his life." Chi Ran took a sip of his homemade syrup coffee, and his tone was unhurried. "The elder son is good enough, so he dotes on the younger son, both liking and killing him. He has fulfilled his wish." , his two children are brothers and sisters, and the rare brotherhood in the family. It's a pity that he didn't think of the eldest son he carefully cultivated..."

"Chi Ran!" Chi Yiqing suddenly raised his voice, "What on earth do you want to do!" There was undisguised anger and fear in the voice he tried to suppress.

This is the anger of a father.

Since she was a child, this daughter has been too determined. She doesn't need anyone to teach her. No one or anything seems to move her in the slightest.No love, no fear, no joy, no sorrow, not like a real person.

As a father, a father who can be regarded as caring about his children, he has been with him for decades, and he can't even be sure about his daughter's preferences.

But now that she said such a thing, Chi Yiqing couldn't help but grab her shoulders firmly to confirm the temperature of his hands.

"You are my daughter! I am your father! I have never used my daughter's life for anything!" Chi Yiqing's expression was almost ferocious, and he could not see the gentleness of the past at all.

"I know." Chi Ran glanced at his father calmly, and his tone remained calm, "It's just that, father, you should know how to measure gains and losses, and don't let your personal feelings blind you."

Chi Ran put down the cup in his hand, and sat upright in a rare way, with flat eyes as if he was talking about a trivial matter: "If there is no accident for me, the first thing you should do is how to use my death to fight for a better life." Great benefit."

The indifferent tone has a peace that makes people feel chills in the bottom of their hearts.

She really thought so.

This girl is the most indifferent but fairest person.

Men, women, children, the elderly are all human beings to her, without gender or age.Beggars, rich men, politicians, and even herself are all life to her, equal life.

She measures the lives of others by her interests, and likewise measures her own life.

No one has the privilege, including herself.

Chi Yiqing looked at the girl's calm face and stared for a long time, as if trying to find some trace of insincere words on that face, but in the end, the despair in his eyes became deeper and deeper.

He has never realized so clearly that his daughter has no nostalgia for this world, never has.

Nothing can leave a shadow in her heart.

He doesn't talk anymore, what can he say?

Walking almost staggeringly to the chair, he sat down slowly.

In the early hours of the morning, the night in Kyoto finally had a moment of tranquility.Through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, the central area was still brightly lit, but the surrounding area gradually fell into silence, little by little, as if something was greedily devouring the only remaining light.What is swallowed is light, but what is spit out is boundless darkness.

He suddenly remembered a passage he read in a travel book when he was young: "If you say such cruel words, you will make Dad live in hell, because you have said it today, so that I, the father, will never die I will live in fear every day, not knowing that one day, I will suddenly lose my daughter. If you do something to destroy yourself, you will be my enemy. I will not only be your enemy in this life, but I will be my enemy for generations to come. You are enmity, because——you, killed my favorite daughter.”【1】

At that time, he was still young, full of ambitions and ambitions, and only read from here the weakness of a father, so weak that he could only pray for his child to live with such words.He dismissed this, if he was capable enough, how could he not be able to control his children.If the benefits are sufficient, there is nothing to be afraid of sacrificing a child, or even sacrificing oneself.

And now he read despair.Despair because of too much love.

You love this child and do everything you can to just ask her to live in peace.But she doesn't care about life or death at all, what should you do, what can you do?

Kneeling on her knees and begging her to live?Useless.

Use all means to restrain her?She might be better off than dead.

Outside the door, Chi Zhe finally found a button-sized small box from a pile of groceries.It was a small prop from his last movie. It looked interesting at the time, so he kept it, but he didn't expect it to come in handy now.

On tiptoe, he wobbled outside the study, seeing that the door was still tightly closed, Chi Zhe breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, there is still time.

I leaned against the door panel, trying to find out what was going on inside, but I couldn't hear anything.

Chi Zhe was anxious, gritted his teeth, and simply took a gamble.

He lay down slowly, trying not to make a sound.Luckily for him, the thick carpet muffled the noise he made.

With her face pressed against the carpet, she pushed a small box into the door with her slender, white fingers.

There was not much movement, at least his father didn't notice.Unfortunately, by coincidence, Chi Ran, who still felt groggy after drinking the last sip of coffee, got up and prepared to make himself a cup of strong tea.Compared with coffee, she still finds tea leaves more refreshing.

The house is a temporary residence, and the items are not complete. The kind of tea she likes is in the cabinet in the living room, so she has to go out.

As for Chi Yiqing... he will have to face these sooner or later.

Chi Ran's expression is still calm, no matter when, she always has enough reason to watch everything with cold eyes.

But as soon as he walked to the door, he suddenly felt a bump in the front of his feet. He removed the slippers, and there was a button-sized bulge on the white carpet.After thinking about it for a while, you will know whose handwriting it is.

Chi Zhe?Chi Ran raised his eyebrows and had an idea in his mind.

Putting the cup on the cabinet against the wall, she poured herself another cup of coffee.

Chi Yiqing was awakened by the sound of running water, and he turned his head blankly to look at the place where the sound came from.

The shoulder-length short hair was smooth and black, and it slid down her shoulders as Chi Ran lowered her head, making her face even smaller against the backdrop.Round eyes, round face, with baby fat on the cheeks.When he smiles, his eyes are like crescent moons, sweet and lovely.

No one knows what kind of crazy heart is hidden under such an appearance.

Crazy to the extreme.

As if feeling Chi Yiqing's gaze, Chi Ran raised his head and smiled at his father with a bright and warm smile.

"Dad, leave the younger brother's affairs to me. He is also so old, it's time to learn something."

She walked in and took Chi Yiqing's cup, and made a cup for him too.

Holding a small cup, he took a sip, and the warm breath slid down his throat into his stomach, which seemed to warm his heart.

"Of course,..." Chi Yiqing softened his tone, wanting to have a good chat with his daughter.Maybe he can't change anything, but it's better than doing nothing.

"Dad," Chi Ran suddenly smiled wantonly and flamboyantly. She made an innocent expression to her father, "What are you worried about? I'm your daughter." She looked directly into Chi Yiqing's eyes "What I just said is just my point of view. As for reality," the corners of her lips curled up with disdain and sarcasm, "Which character in Kyoto do you think can make me pay such a price?"

Confident and arrogant.

She does have this capital.

Chi Yiqing stared into Chi Ran's eyes, and Chi Ran also looked at him with a smile. After a long time, he finally sighed: "Of course, remember, I only have one daughter like you."

This is believed.

Chi Ran is not a bad person, but he is definitely not a good person either.She and those who dare to reform and sacrifice for the country are basically people on two different paths.And there really is no opponent in Jingdu that requires the Chi family to sacrifice the next generation to kill.

There may be loopholes, but when parents argue with their beloved children, it is the parents who ultimately give in.Besides, for someone like Chi Ran, nothing can change her decision.The effect of the quarrel is only to erase the family affection that was not deep enough and not enough for her to linger on.

As for the rest... he will take care of it naturally.

But in the blink of an eye, Chi Yiqing has made a decision.

"Okay." Chi Ran responded with a smile, with shallow eyes and a gentle smile.

She just wanted to give her father a psychological hint, so that she wouldn't panic at the moment, so it's better to do it as soon as possible.

"Zhezhe, you can figure it out." Taking another sip of coffee, Chi Yiqing gave in to Chi Ran.

Chi Ran's expression was a little surprised, she looked at her father: "Dad, actually, I've wanted to ask for a long time, why are you so...relaxed towards Zhe Zhe?"

Even in political families, there are many people who do not have this ambition, and a considerable number of them choose to remain anonymous and engage in their favorite careers alone.It's just that there are very few people like Chi Zhe who are completely forbidden from touching family affairs.Almost all of them are used to praise and kill those juniors who are talented enough but shouldn't be so talented.

Mediocrity needs to learn, so as not to offend people who shouldn't be offended in the future.Genius needs silence, and thick accumulation can make thin hair.Chi Zhe, on the other hand, has enough IQ but has no reason to be killed.

Chi Ran had doubts about this for a long time.

Chi Yiqing sighed, "Of course, Zhezhe has no friends, never had."

"Isn't it Guan Qi?" Chi Ran was still puzzled.

Chi Yiqing closed his eyes, shook his head slightly, "No."

Now, besides Chi Ran, there was also Chi Zhe who was eavesdropping outside the door.

Sekisaki...not my friend?

Did my father know about that bastard Sekizaki's confession to Chi Zhe/me?The thoughts of the two siblings were unified at this moment.

"Dad, do you know?" Although after a little thought, he realized that his father didn't mean this, but in order to test his father's attitude and to remind a certain idiot outside the door, Chi Ran still chose ask out.

Outside the door, Chi Zhe pricked up his ears, his face flushed with a blush that he hadn't even noticed.

"Know what?" Chi Yiqing looked at his daughter blankly.

Could it be that his son's autistic tendency is getting worse and worse, and he has been diagnosed with autism?

"It's nothing." Chi Ran shrugged casually, "Guan Qi confessed to Chi Zhe."

For a moment, Chi Ran suddenly felt that what he was doing in front of him was not his father, but a lion that was so angry that his whole body was burning with flames.

Simply, the fire came and went quickly, and Chi Yiqing returned to his usual calm and superior demeanor.

It's a pity that his son didn't inherit his talent, and his whole face was almost bleeding.

With a silent wail, Chi Zhe slammed his face into the soft carpet.

If someone finds out, what should I do?

The people inside the door didn't know about his entanglement, and the conversation continued.

"That's it, that... that's fine."

Chi Ran swore that she definitely heard the sound of her father grinding his teeth.He silently lit a candle for Guan Qi, and then continued to poke his father's thunder point without hesitation: "Then you agree?"

Chi Yiqing restrained his momentum, stroked his forehead and smiled bitterly, "Can I disagree? Didn't Zhezhe make a decision long ago?"

I decided?Chi Zhe's eyes widened.

"Zhe Zhe?" Chi Ran was puzzled, "When?"

"Just when that kid first came." Mentioning Guan Qi, Chi Yiqing still gritted his teeth.

When you first came?Chi Ran frowned and recalled carefully, isn't that...?

Coincidentally, the siblings inside and outside the door thought of the conversation on the lawn at the same time, and then a thread gradually formed in their minds.

The first arrival of Guan Qi—did not meet Chi Zhe—the two met and knew their relatives—became close friends—talked about everything—the parents introduced the two acquaintances—and quickly became friends.

Broken/No wonder!The two suddenly realized.

Replacing certain keywords, this is simply love at first sight plus the rhythm of childhood sweethearts.

As the parties and insiders, they naturally understand Chi Zhe's disregard for outsiders and the importance he attaches to Guan Qi.

But Chi Yiqing and Qiao Rou don't know!

So in their eyes, it was because the IQ was high enough that the son, who was smart and withdrawn since he was a child, had the right eye for a new kid who came to the family.At first they were happy to see the results, but later, they found out that their son had a second generation who could talk to his son with a shameless face, and the others were simply regarded as air.They were in a hurry. A teenage boy never went out for dinner, entertainment, or even playing games. He didn't even go on pornographic websites. It was simply unscientific!

You are not required to have a girlfriend anymore, son, is your physiology still normal?

And later seeing the way Chi Zhe liked girls, the hearts of the two were even more ups and downs.On the one hand, I am gratified that my son is still normal, he can develop admiration for human beings, and he has physical desires.

On the other hand... what is this feeling of love at first sight again? !Isn't it exactly the same as seeing Sekisaki's reaction? !

Could it be that my son is born bisexual?

Glancing at Chi Zhe who was holding the puppy and calling Guan Qi regularly every day, Qiao Rou rubbed her temples hard.

If you think about it this way, everything makes sense.

Because of his admiration for the same sex—Guan Qi—, Chi Zhe thought he was abnormal.He was a withdrawn kid who refused to talk to his parents about it, so he didn't act like a normal boy at all.Later, I found out that I also had a crush on the opposite sex—girls—so I started pursuing them crazily.

It's a pity that Guan Qi has been with him for more than ten years. In addition to love at first sight, he also added elements such as childhood sweethearts and long-term love, so he couldn't let Guan Qi go while pursuing girls.

……

When talking to smart people, it's always better to tell only half of it than to confess everything, because what they are best at is brainstorming.The logic is clear and the plot is reasonable.

Obviously, Chi Zhe was filled with an extremely tragic love history by his parents.

Chi Ranmao suddenly realized, no wonder his father was furious when he mentioned Guan Qi. At first, he thought it was because Guan Qi's careful thinking towards Chi Zhe was too obvious.It turned out that it was his father who made up Chi Zhe's lingering love by himself.

Tsk tsk, my younger brother is being treated as the hero of a bitter drama.Chi Ran laughed unkindly from the bottom of his heart, she was in the dark under the lights, if it were someone else, everyone would feel that his brother was something he couldn't ask for.

A certain party outside the door was so ashamed and angry that he smashed his head into the carpet, wishing he could smash a crack so that he could get in.

I have a crush on girls!girl!A girl who is fragrant and soft, can act like a baby, and smiles sweetly!It has nothing to do with Sekizaki, who is taller than me, has more muscles than me, and even looks more masculine than me!

Will he act like a baby?Does he have black hair?He...uh, he imagined Seki Qi with waist-length hair, waving his fist on his chest and acting coquettishly.

Chi Zhe was dizzy, and a mouthful of blood almost gushed out.

If you get hit by his fist, you will die, right?

In the hospital, a man in a white robe with a big smile looked at Guan Qi's injured hand and laughed wildly.

"I said Guan Qi, you are now one of the top ten outstanding youths of the underworld. How can this skin be so tender? The document was actually scratched by paper. Do you want to be so delicate? My 16-year-old sister Hands are thicker than yours."

Guan Qi looked at the wound on his hand with a depressed face, and rubbed his fingers, the touch was delicate and warm.This life is really well raised, except for the calluses on the fingertips, other parts are really more delicate than girls.If I abandon the weapons I am used to, I am afraid that such a fist will only break a few bones, and be careful not to cut my hands by the decorations on other people's clothes.

What a shame!Looking at the palms of Zhang Zhanghe, he will be a leader from the beginning of his life. Guan Qi, who lacks real training, made up his mind to strengthen training in this area in the future.The standard... well, at least half-life with one punch is always there.

Ah Choo!A couple of protagonists of "Misery" sneezed at the same time half a distance away from Kyoto

The author has something to say:

[1] This passage was mentioned by San Mao in an article titled "Phoenix" in "How Many Flowers Fall in Dreams".

Those who have read Sanmao's book should know that she has a loving husband who accompanies her to those strange corners of the world and gives her the skeleton of a camel in the Sahara.

After Sanmao's death, a group of people verified that the relationship between Sanmao and Jose was not as deep as she described.I was born too late, and I didn't have the chance to see Sanmao's demeanor, and I couldn't verify these things.

It's just that I believe this is definitely a sincere enough relationship.

So after Jose's death, Sanmao once had the idea of ​​suicide.This scene is Sanmao's answer to her father when she mentioned that she wanted to end her life when she was talking to her parents one day.

When I first read it, I was still young, and I liked the sunny and happy days in the Sahara more than Phoenix.But when I was older, after witnessing the growth of a child with my own eyes, I suddenly recalled this passage.

Cough cough, what, the above paragraph is too heavy, come on, let's change the topic of cheerfulness, such as black long straight or something.

I didn't feel much after writing. Guo Biting's long hair left a deep impression on me. When I looked back, I instantly felt that I was so wretched and out of control.

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