Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"Miss, I'll ask for leave for you." Uncle Zhang stood outside the door, and I shrank back into the quilt with a low response, "Well, thank you."

"If there's something on the table when you're hungry, Miss will warm it up and eat it yourself." Uncle Zhang said respectfully.

"Okay, I'm fine. Uncle Zhang, let's go home first today, I won't run around." I closed my eyes, sleepiness disturbed my thoughts, it's only past eight o'clock, it's rare that I don't have to go to class, of course I have to seize the opportunity to sleep for beauty Sleep.

Being able to sleep until I wake up is a super blissful thing for me.While thinking, I struggled to reach for my phone from the bedside table, then searched for Xu Haicen's name in Line's contact person, and when I clicked on the window, I typed a line, "Little Queen, did you see the omelette?"I'm sleeping at home today, "Bye", after sending the message, I can finally sleep with peace of mind.

Maybe even the earthquake can't wake me up?I turned off the phone, turned over, and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up again, it was almost three o'clock in the afternoon, and it must have been too tired recently.I got up and yawned as I thought about it, I was going to fill my stomach, so I went out by the way to meet and have a look.

After a brief wash-up, I went downstairs, and I did see a well-wrapped meal on the dining table, just waiting for me to heat it up and eat it.While heating the meals, I looked at the calendar on the wall, gently flipping through the next month's calendar, staring at the circled date in a daze.

It wasn't until the warning light of the microwave oven sounded that I came back to my senses.Pulling out the chair and sitting at the dining table, I thought about what Xu Haicen and the others are doing now while eating the hot meal.

The way the little queen bows her head to pick up trash makes people laugh!By the way, I don't know which head teacher Uncle Zhang asked for leave from?Should I ask for leave from the teacher, or the original head teacher?

Oh, forget it, it doesn't matter anyway.

He touched his pocket and found that the phone was not in his pocket.Originally, I wanted to check for any news. Since I don’t have my mobile phone with me, let’s forget about it. I’m not someone who can’t live without a mobile phone.

Faced with the rare leisure after moving to Taiwan, and there are still more than two hours before work, why don't I go to the record store last time and sit down first!Thinking of this, I speeded up my meal. After putting the bowls and chopsticks on the table, I grabbed my bag and coat and walked out of the house.

There were very few pedestrians on the road. I walked through the streets and alleys, looking at a corner of the city, and suddenly thought of her.

If it was her, she must like this atmosphere very much, right?

I still remember how she was laughing in my arms, and she was wearing the same earphones with me, and she liked to sneak kisses on my cheeks...all these things, after so many years, are still clear It's like yesterday.

As if yesterday.

Is it easy to think about the past when you are alone?

It turned out to be profound... In the torrent of time, it has long been proved that even her breath has been integrated into everything about me.

I walked into the record store, went straight up to the second floor, and stood at the stairs, looking at the sunlit corner in front of me.

So.....I can't forget her.

I remember every way she acted like a baby, every time she laughed happily, and every moment when she was angry and cried. I haven't mentioned her, but it doesn't mean she doesn't exist.

"Xiao Zuo, you know that our human heart has four spaces, right?This means that there are four kinds of people in one heart.The first is yourself and your loved ones, the second is the person you can only miss but has no fate, the third is the person who makes you understand how to love, and the last is the person you will stay with for the rest of your life. 』

Sister Yuxin's words suddenly rang in her ears.So in my heart, are there two kinds of people missing?Is it possible for me to meet those two kinds of people in the future?

I was sitting on the sofa in the corner, looking out the window at the street, when suddenly a familiar March whizzed by.I froze for a few seconds, then burst out laughing.

It can't be such a coincidence, can it?This time...Looking up at the clock on the wall, it is still class time, so it is unlikely that the teacher will pass by here, and it is almost at the speed of a car, so the possibility is very low.

I retracted my body and leaned back against the soft sofa, putting my whole body weight on the sofa, and my thoughts became drowsy.

Gradually lost in the gentle ocean of sinking colors...

"Si Ting."

It seems that someone is calling me, I struggled a bit, but decided to continue to sleep, I am really tired and tired today. …

"Si Ting." Someone shook my shoulder lightly, and I managed to open my eyes. After seeing clearly who was squatting in front of me, I was completely stunned.

"Teacher?" I was surprised. When I wanted to get up, I became dizzy and couldn't use my whole body.

"Are you okay? What's wrong with you?" The teacher said worriedly, holding my cheek with both hands, "It's so hot, do you have a fever?"

"Fever? Teacher, why are you here?"

"Don't dare to say it." The teacher patted my forehead lightly, "Why is the phone turned off? Why didn't you come to school today? Xu Haicen said that you asked for leave because you didn't want to spend the money. Is it true?"

Facing the barrage of questions made my head hurt even more. "Yes, I told Xu Haicen, but I didn't know I had a fever..." No wonder I couldn't get enough sleep today.

"Really, you don't know your body?" The teacher got up and hugged me, and said worriedly, "Can you get up by yourself?"

"Okay..." I was about to sit up, but I couldn't use my strength.The teacher sighed lowly, and hugged my whole body horizontally. This posture made me a little embarrassed. "Teacher, I can go by myself!"

"Patient don't talk! And why are you so light? Did you eat on time?" The teacher gave me a glare, and silently carried me downstairs.

How old am I? It's... so embarrassing!

My head was dizzy and my whole body was limp and weak. I didn't really realize that I seemed to have a fever.I smiled bitterly, and smiled lowly, "Hehe...I don't even know my body...There are only two people in this world who know their physical condition better than me...."

"May I ask, who is it?" The teacher's words were very light. Is it because people are particularly vulnerable when they are weak?

"One... is my mother who has passed away, and the other..." Thinking of the girl's cheerful and gentle smile, I couldn't stop the sadness from hitting me like a tide, and I realized that Even after so many years, it still hurts.

"The other... is my girlfriend..."

The teacher stopped, then continued walking as if nothing had happened, and unlocked the car.

"Is she waiting for you in America?"

I shook my head, trying to picture her, and smiled. "I killed her... She is no longer in this world, just like my mother."

The teacher hugged me tighter, and I held on to the fabric of her chest tightly so as not to cry.

"She is definitely not an 'ex-girlfriend'. To me, she has always been my girlfriend and will always..." I closed my eyes lightly, wanting to cry, but couldn't.

I don't know why I can't say the second half of the sentence.

Suddenly, there was a warm breath on my face, I opened my eyes in surprise, and saw her forehead gently leaning against mine.

So close, so close that their lips almost touched.

"Rest well, I will take you home, I will accompany you, so...don't worry..."

The body's clinging consciousness seemed to be gently comforted by these words, and my thoughts fell into the endless abyss again.

But this time I know that I will open my eyes to the sun again.

So, I am not afraid.