Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

I looked at the blank word file and didn't know what to do for a while.

I like writing and I like writing novels. When I was at my lowest ebb, it was the words that accompanied me silently and never left.

I still remember her saying that she would draw illustrations for my future novels, and I also remember that I said that I would write a paragraph for her future drawings.

The promise to each other is as clear as yesterday.

I'm still writing novels, but she's gone.

I closed my eyes lightly, took a deep breath slowly, and kept the bitterness and pain in my heart from spreading to my eye sockets.I never deny that I still love her, and even miss her to the point of going crazy, no matter how many years have passed.

I will use my whole life to remember her.

I opened my eyes and closed my laptop, found the weekly notebook from the pile of books, propped my head on my hand and thought about what should I write?

Turning to the first page, I froze there after seeing the teacher's comments.

"You are also a very good and special student. 』

After staring at the red pen for a few seconds, I smiled lightly, picked up the pen again, and I probably knew what I should write in this weekly diary.

I seriously recalled the teacher sitting at the desk, bowing his head and concentrating on correcting the test paper. At that moment, I couldn't take my eyes off it, and it was deeply imprinted in my heart, so I decided to draw that picture this time.

"Miss." Uncle Zhang knocked on my door, I put down my pen and stood up to open the door. I saw Uncle Zhang pointing at the phone with his hand, so I took it suspiciously.

"Hey? 』

"Baby I miss you so much. 』The energetic voice on the other end of the phone reminded me of a certain person, and this strange name is probably only she can call it like that...

"what? 』My head started to hurt.

"Baby, you are so cold, anyway, I want to tell you──I'm going back to Taiwan next week, baby remember to pick me up from the plane!" ’ I rolled my eyes and said a few perfunctory words: ‘Oh well, I will ask Uncle Zhang to pick you up. 』

"It's been so long, can you be more enthusiastic?" 』The person on the other end of the phone complained, which made me really dumbfounded. "Then what reason should I ask for leave? 』

"I'm going back to Taiwan on Saturday, and it's in the afternoon.I know you work at six o'clock in the evening, so see you soon! ’ And she just died!

This woman really hasn't changed at all...

I returned the phone to Uncle Zhang, and heaved a long sigh. Uncle Zhang also looked at me with sympathetic eyes, and looked at each other.

"Uncle Zhang, did you hear that? She will be back next Saturday." My head really started to hurt.

"Okay, I'll be ready." Uncle Zhang said.

I looked at the tidy room behind me and silently mourned for the room.As long as that woman comes back, my room will not be tidy, it will be like an atomic bomb.Thinking of such a tragic situation, I feel powerless, "Uncle Zhang... I will trouble you then."

Uncle Zhang nodded in understanding, with a look of sympathy.

But... why did she come back this time?I rummaged through my schoolbag for my cell phone, and sure enough I didn't receive that woman's call, so she called home to look for me, right?

I slid open the screen lock and stared at the photo sent by the woman, feeling stunned.

Staring at the flying maple leaves and the Luohong maple leaves all over the ground in the photo, after staring for a few seconds, I slowly pressed the save button to save the photo.

It turned out to be this time, day after day, year after year, so fast that people almost forget certain days.

I was lying on the bed looking at the pure white ceiling, and suddenly I didn't feel sleepy at all. Then, I thought of the teacher.

Although she is not a tenant, she still leaves many memories in this space.

Then, I thought of Xu Haicen.

Although she is only one of the classmates in the class, it still makes my life in the class a lot more colorful.

Looking at the moonlight outside the window, I was suddenly glad that I could turn here and meet them.

Although the sea is so dazzling.

"It's drawing again this time?" When I handed the weekly diary to Xu Haicen, she opened the book and raised her voice, "Do you like drawing very much?"

"fine."

"And it's a painting teacher again, you are too flattering." Xu Haicen teased coldly, and then stuffed the notebook at the bottom of the stack of weekly diaries.

"Never mind." I rolled my eyes.

Xu Haicen pinched my cheeks, then patted my head and said, "Do you know what my first impression of you was?"

"What is it?" That's right, I've been here for two weeks, and I haven't thought about it.

Xu Haicen laughed a few times, and his hair fluttered freely with the breeze, which was so beautiful that it made people enchanted.I believe that humans are visual animals, who doesn't like "beautiful" things?It's just that if people fall in love with their eyes, they probably won't have so many emotional worries.

Because people can't see the heart, they can only use their feelings, and it will slip away if they don't pay attention.

Missing and being missed, I no longer dare to expect extravagantly.

"Azuo, did you hear what I said?"

I came back to my senses and met her plain expression, but there was panic and anxiety in her eyes that couldn't be hidden. What made her like this?

Her eyes full of eager anticipation only made me feel more guilty, I reached out to hold her hand almost as compensation, squeezed her soft palm, and asked with some uncertainty: "Uh... What did you just say? I didn't hear..."

Then her eager eyes and expression equaled the degree of indifference, as if the disorder just now was just my illusion.

...In any case, too emotionally fluctuating, that's not like Xu Haicen.

"It's nothing." She said plainly, but she let me hold her hand. The movement of not withdrawing was like a kind of compromise. It reminded me of a certain vocabulary—tolerance and pampering. This is really strange.

"You are a stupid lion." She cursed coldly, her tone slightly raised like an elf.

"You are the ice queen." I stuck out my tongue and made a face in return.

"So what exactly did you just say?" I asked persistently.

She turned her head and stopped looking at me. "Secret, what were you thinking just now?"

I scratched my head, a little embarrassed. "Uh.....Actually, I've been stupefied..."

The smile on the corner of Xu Haicen's mouth was too difficult for people to notice. She asked softly, but with a bit of viciousness, "What did you say? I didn't hear clearly."

I was annoyed and tried to see a trace of trying to play tricks on her face, but I only saw her serious and indifferent inquiry.

...well, I'll say it again kindly.

"I just think you're pretty! Damn..." I muttered, a little shy and irritated.

"Then, do you like it?"

I thought about it carefully, and then replied: "I don't hate it, I like it."

Xu Haicen looked at me for a few seconds, then smiled helplessly.

"Ah Zuo, you are really dull."

So....Where is my dullness!