Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"Sister! Let me go!" I was furious, and gave the crazy woman who was stuck to me a big white eye for free.

The teacher's expression suddenly eased, and his eyes became playful, slightly slender eyes rolled, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more angry.

"Ah—it's not fun! I'm calling you old." The old sister finally got off me, she smiled brightly and held out her hand to the teacher, "Hello! I'm Tingting's older sister, and my name is Zuo Nianyun. .”

The teacher also extended his hand and shook it lightly, "Hi, I'm Si Ting's teacher, Huang Youyun."

The old lady smiled brightly, I stood beside the teacher nervously, and kept telling the old lady with my eyes not to play cards according to the rules!

"It's been a long time since we saw each other, and Tingting is facing someone else?" The old lady teased, and at the same time withdrew her hand.Squinting his eyes slightly, he looked at the teacher with a smile on his face, "I didn't expect it to be a teacher...a very beautiful teacher."

"Thank you." The teacher just smiled politely.I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately my sister didn't mess around.

"However..." the old lady raised her voice and tilted her head slightly, "Why do I feel like I've seen you somewhere?"

As soon as the words came out, the teacher and I were stunned for a few seconds.I glared at the old lady angrily, "It's better, I think you have lived abroad for too long, and your head is broken."

The teacher just smiled and said, "It should not be possible."

"That should be my mistake." The old lady shrugged and turned to look at me, "Tingting, don't bother the teacher all the time."

I stuck out my tongue at my elder sister, "Don't bother Uncle Wang!"

"Smelly brat." Then a hand knife came down, I folded my head and stared at the old lady's bright smile. Just as I was about to reply, I heard the teacher's soft laugh, and my face turned red for a while.

If I wanted to argue, I was blown away by the teacher's light laughter.

"It's getting late, you guys rest, I'll go back first." The teacher patted my head and smiled politely at the elder sister. The elder sister responded with a bright smile, which amused the teacher.

After the teacher left, I turned to my elder sister and asked, "Hey, aren't you coming back tomorrow?"

"That was to lie to you──to give you a surprise, haha!" She laughed so boldly that I couldn't help but laugh.I sighed, turned my head and wanted to walk into the house, and the old lady also chased after me, "Wait for me!"

I rolled my eyes. "We both live under the same roof, what do you want me to wait for?"

"Tingting is so ruthless." The old lady was crying, but unfortunately the sly smile on the corner of her mouth still couldn't be hidden. I just gave her a sideways look and didn't want to pay attention to her at all.

I put my hand on the doorknob, and when I was about to open the door, the old lady's voice came from behind.

She said, "Tingting, have you forgotten about Yong Zhen?"

I'm stunned!

Unexpectedly, it seemed as if someone was pinching my chest hard, which almost made me breathless... I smiled bitterly, but I couldn't say what I wanted to say.

"I don't mean anything malicious, it's just...I think you've become happier, so I think...you should feel relieved a lot, right?" The old lady asked seriously, and the concern in it almost made my eyes warm Nasal acid.

But the heartache is greater than the emotion, I still... can't laugh.

"It's impossible for me to forget her." Holding the doorknob tightly, I replied in a low voice, "It's impossible for a lifetime."

"Then let me ask another question, have you fallen in love with someone else? Finally...you can once again have the happiness of a lover from those pains."

I pause for a few seconds, then shake my head. "Impossible." He said it forcefully, but it made me feel guilty and doubtful.

Impossible... I will always only have Cai Yongzhen in my heart...

"Zuo Siting!" The old lady walked up to me, put her hands on my shoulders, and forced me to face her. "You can't stick to someone who no longer exists forever!"

I trembled all over, and my emotions followed. "You know that I don't like other people mentioning this matter. I transferred to Taiwan to avoid touching those memories. Why did you mention her?"

The pain in my heart slowly spread to my eyes, and I saw the stubborn me in her eyes.

"I know!" The growl burst with tears at the same time, "I know...I know she's gone...I know..." The blurred vision suddenly made me Think of the days full of sea water.

And, the girl's smile.

"But..." I looked at the old sister's cold eyes, which were full of distress.I said dumbly: "But...I still love her...I can't stop loving her..."

The elder sister just looked at me coldly, gritted her teeth and said, "Zuo Siting, this is not love."

I am stunned.

"It's missing, it's guilt, it's escape, it's not love. If you really still love Cai Yongzhen, you won't make yourself so bad. How long do you want to deceive yourself? Two years is enough, Zuo Siting, Really enough."

My tears flowed down my cheeks, and I couldn't beat my elder sister's shoulder. She just hugged me quietly and let me cry.

The old lady patted my back, patted my head and said, "Tingting, you see some things better than anyone else, right? Don't lie to yourself anymore, don't pretend to be stupid anymore, okay?"

I said nothing, just closed my eyes lightly.

After a long time, I opened my mouth slowly, but my eyes were still closed. "I don't want wishful thinking, I don't want to lose important people in my life again, I don't want to see clearly, I don't want to know, I don't want anything..."

The old lady didn't speak, but just hugged me tighter.

"Sister....I miss Yong Zhen so much, I really miss her. If she is still here, I will definitely stay with her forever, but she is gone..." The corners of my mouth tasted bitter and salty, and I missed her. Pentium, out of control.

"You have to come out, you will have a new life, besides... I think you have a good life now..." The old lady said meaningfully, I raised my hand to wipe away my tears , turning his head away from her.

The elder sister didn't force me either, she just sighed, "Tingting, I'll wait for you to tell me personally, but remember—don't regret it if you miss it, and Yong Zhen won't want to see you like this."

I nodded slightly, as if I had listened.

The old lady pushed me into the house. At this moment, there was a vibration in my pocket and I reached out to take out my mobile phone. I was stunned when I saw the message.

"Si Ting:

I haven't answered that sentence you said to me today.I thought about it carefully, and I still want to tell you that that person will not become happy because I fell in love with her, but because she has me, I will promise her forever.Accompanying is, whether she needs it or not, I will be there.

Go to bed early, good night.Sender: Huang Youyun'

What made me stupid was not the content of this text message, but—that person was "she" instead of "he".

I froze in place, bewildered.