Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

I walked side by side with Xu Haicen on campus, although Xu Haicen is usually very indifferent, but now her silence makes me feel that she is holding back something, and it can be said that she is very tired and powerless.

A feeling of powerlessness slowly took hold of me, and I didn't like it, so I mustered up the courage to say, "Hey, do you know the president?"

Xu Haicen looked at me expressionlessly, and then sighed, "Zuo, I really don't understand, you are actually very delicate, why can you be so slow about some things that I want to beat you up?"

I was taken aback by what she said, and replied with a dark face, "Are you complimenting or derogating?"

"Depreciation." Xu Haicen replied in a second, almost making me overwhelmed by the black line above my head.

I rolled my eyes, "Xu Haicen! Thanks to my kindness for caring about you!"

Xu Haicen raised his eyebrows, then leaned on my right arm, and the next second my hand was held by her.Her hand slid gently into mine, then squeezed tightly.

I blushed, and looked at her calm expression with wide eyes. She interrupted my words first, "If you want to comfort me, that's fine."

"Oh.....Really?" I scratched my head, but didn't withdraw my hand, letting her lead me.

She didn't answer, just held me quietly.

When the fallen leaves fall to the ground, they must first swirl and dance against the wind, and they fly in September. At the same time, they also raise unreasonable and constant sorrow.

The loneliness of Yuyin is a wound that even I am afraid to mention.

I also once walked that long, long distance alone, carrying longings that will never return, hunchbacked, pulled, and walked alone for a long, long time...

It's been so long that I don't believe that there is someone who will accompany me without hesitation and go on.

"Ah Zuo." Xu Haicen spoke softly, riding the cool breeze, they floated into my ears together. "Why did you transfer here?"

No matter how you listen to this question, it is an affirmative sentence...

"I...."

"No matter what the reason is, I want you to know about it." Xu Haicen interrupted me and said to himself, "Thank you for having you."

I froze.

"It's good to have you by my side during my sophomore year of high school." She said softly, her arms were close to mine, and she could almost feel her cold skin relieving the heat I had just finished playing.

It seems that it is not just the cold touch, but the indelible sincerity of the cold words...

If the teacher's words were the motivation to cheer me up, then Xu Haicen's words iced the wound in my heart, making it no longer red, swollen and uncomfortable.

I turned my head to look at Xu Haicen's beautiful and indifferent expression, and she also turned her head to look at me, with stars twinkling in her eyes

Like stars in a summer night.

"Lan Tianqing and I have known each other since junior high school, and at that time... Lan Tianqing's basketball was suppressed and played by someone." Xu Haicen looked forward and held my hand tightly, "Do you believe it?"

I nodded, although I was surprised that the president and Xu Haicen really knew each other before, and I was even more surprised that the president's golf skills in the past are very different from those now.

So what made the president change?

Xu Haicen sighed lowly, his eyes flickered as if remembering something. "Ah Zuo, why don't you doubt my words at all?"

"Why do you have to doubt?" I was puzzled, but I just answered according to what I thought in my heart, "Because it's you, I won't doubt."

Xu Haizen paused for a few seconds, then sneered, "Zuo, you are such a stupid lion."

I glared at her angrily.

"Lan Tianqing has been a basketball idiot since junior high school. She has a passion and stupidity for basketball. Although her skills were not as good as others at that time, she still practiced hard." Xu Haicen lowered his head slightly and said in a low voice: "She The dedication to basketball is the same as liking me.”

I'm stunned!

"Only she and I know about this matter, now," Xu Haicen stared at me quietly, with serious eyes, "You are the third."

I was too surprised to speak.

"I want to tell you just because I want you to know, and at the same time, I just want you to know." Xu Haicen said lightly, "I don't want to hide it from you."

I was stunned for a long while before I found my thoughts, and then asked in a daze, "...So, the president has liked you for four or five years, right?"

"Well, it's been five years."

Suddenly I thought of the president's sunny smile, how did he insist on liking this little iceberg queen for five years...

"Azuo, you are not surprised that she is a girl and I am also a girl, but does she like me?" Xu Haicen stared at me closely, her eyes seemed to be trying to see through something that made me unable to resist, she held tightly My hand seems to be comforting and persistent. Finally, I have to face the things I have been avoiding.

I heard my voice was a little hoarse, I wanted to laugh but couldn't, I shook my head with a forced smile, and suddenly found that the corridor under my feet was like a corridor of time, and it would never end—

"I..... like girls, I have been since I was a child." I smiled wryly, turning my head and not daring to look at Xu Haicen's expression.

I have seen too many people who hate homosexuals... Even if they are not disgusted, they will smile unnaturally to cover up their embarrassment, but those people can only respond with a wry smile.

Xu Haicen smiled slightly, and then asked, "Are you good at Chinese or math?"

I was confused about her question, so I answered hesitantly, "Chinese is a hobby, mathematics is a talent, both are good."

"Well, I see that you usually have good grades in these two subjects, so—" She drew the end of the voice and looked at me meaningfully, "I have never liked girls."

After chewing on this sentence for a while, when I understood what it meant, my head thumped, and I looked at Xu Haicen's cold expression in astonishment, and I stopped in surprise, stunned...

How is it now?Three people came out to me directly (or indirectly) one day...

I let Xu Haicen lead me away, I looked at her slender back in a daze, and suddenly I wanted someone to protect her.

When I walked into the classroom, the eyes of the whole class were on me and Xu Haicen, including her holding my hand as if nothing had happened. This is what made me astonished and shy.....

And the teacher who was writing the math problem also put down the chalk and looked at the two of us quietly.