Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"If the teacher wants me to go to the class tour, I will go." I said with a stack of exam papers in my arms.The teacher seemed surprised by my answer, a pair of piercing eyes looked straight at me, and I was the bottom of her eyes, seeing myself.

The teacher smiled, walked up to me, and patted my head.

She didn't say much, but it made me think she was very happy.

That faint joy can't blow away the sorrow, and it is still... flying in the autumn.

I walked side by side with the teacher, shuttling through the crowd, in the corridor with people coming and going, I secretly glanced at the tall figure of the teacher, and the crisp sound of high heels almost equaled the existence of the teacher.

The teacher is already tall, but wearing high-heeled shoes looks more majestic and professional, as if deliberately alienating the crowd.

The teacher is very kind, but that kindness often brings a kind of polite indifference, but often the teacher's care for me still makes me almost burnt by the warmth.

...I suddenly felt that I owed too much to my teacher.

I looked ahead and called softly, "Teacher."

"What's wrong?" Even if I didn't see the expression on the teacher's face, I can still be sure that the teacher must be smiling softly at this time.

The treetops beside the corridor are dancing, the sound of rustling and the sound of the distant ocean waves hit my heart, and there are fragments of light floating in front of my eyes from time to time, making me almost wish that this corridor has no end.

"Why... the teacher is so nice to me?"

I even hope that I can go on like this forever, as long as the woman next to me is a teacher.It's almost so longing, or it's an illusion, it doesn't matter.

I only hope that this moment, in your heart, is also beautiful.

"I don't know either." The teacher laughed a few times, and then said, "Maybe it's because I hope."

I am confused.

"Si Ting, why can people distinguish the North Star?" the teacher asked.

"Because it's the brightest." I replied intuitively, which caused the teacher to laugh: "But I don't rely on the brightness to find Polaris like ordinary people."

I looked at the teacher and listened to her quietly.

"I don't need to think about how to identify the North Star, because I won't look for the North Star. I don't need a guide star. What I want more is to lend my light to another lonely star."

"Another... lone star?"

"Yes." The teacher hooked her hair behind her ears, revealing her light blue earrings.I muttered to myself: "Yes...another lone star. Although that lone star is hidden among many stars, I still believe that I will find her, and then I will lend my light to that lone star. Girl, make her shine."

I was stunned, feeling a little indigestion for what the teacher said.

The teacher laughed a few times, and said with a slight sigh, "Maybe it's an occupational disease...well, it's not important, don't worry about it."

"But I do care," I muttered. "Accepting someone's kindness for nothing is not something I would do."

"Stubborn little lion." The teacher patted my head, "Because I am a teacher, I should treat students well. Do you accept such an excuse?"

I was silent for a few seconds, letting the sudden bitterness spread to my chest, slowly blurring my thoughts. "okay......"

"So reluctant?" The teacher joked, with a teasing smile on the corner of his mouth, which made me a little bit overwhelmed, so I had to curl my lips to protest silently.

"Okay, don't be sulky."

The teacher patted me on the shoulder comfortingly, and my attitude softened.

"You Yun."

Suddenly someone called the teacher's name, and the teacher and I turned around at the same time, and saw a school girl in uniform smiling energetically.

"Oh, it's you." The teacher's tone sounded ordinary, and he didn't seem to think there was anything wrong with the school girl calling the teacher's name directly, and then they chatted.

I watched the teacher talking and laughing with the junior girl, and I still felt strange—she called the teacher by his name, but the teacher was not angry at all.

I always thought that the teacher is the kind of teacher who attaches great importance to the relationship between elders and children. It seems that I have to change my mind.

"Okay, see you tomorrow." The teacher waved to the junior girl, then walked to me and said, "Let's go."

I paused for a few seconds before replying, "Oh good."

"What's wrong? I feel that you are confused?" The teacher smiled, with a look of anticipation and amusement, as if expecting something, but I was a little afraid that I would ask the wrong question, but I still mustered up the courage and was very excited. Ask sincerely, "Isn't the teacher angry when the school girl calls the teacher by his name?"

The teacher was obviously stunned for a few seconds, and then laughed a few times uncontrollably.

"I really expected too much... um... no, actually, I think teachers and students can be friends."

"Right."

Just in front of the teacher's March, I opened the car door and sat in the passenger seat, and the teacher walked around to the other side of the car and opened the door.As soon as she got in the car, she started the car and asked, "Am I that bad to you?"

"Ah?" I was taken aback.

"If today I was not a teacher, but just an ordinary woman, would you still reject me as your friend?" the teacher said lightly.

"I......"

"You are always cautious. In fact, you are very defensive towards me. I can feel it. Why? That kind of guarding is not like hating me, but like being afraid of something happening. You should distance yourself before you get hurt. , keep a safe distance.” The teacher said while looking at the traffic ahead.

Facing the teacher's naked questioning, I was a little overwhelmed.

"For a teacher, I seem to be a bit of a failure."

The teacher's dry smile made me suddenly look up, and I was surprised that my dodge seemed to hurt people inadvertently. When I realized it, what I got was a woman's forced and fragile smile.

"Si Ting, I can't be unkind to you, so I can't answer your question. I can only tell you that before you shine, I will still be so kind to you."

"Teacher, actually you—"

As if he knew what I was going to say, the teacher interrupted me first, and he was a little tough. "Maybe it's Capricorn's stubbornness. Now that I've made my decision, I won't change it easily."

I'm guilty, really.

I don't like living up to people's expectations, I really don't, because it makes me very disappointed in myself too.

Can I really get close to a teacher as good as my teacher?

"Teacher..." I sighed and smiled bitterly, "I think that as long as it is a person, it will disappear."

"So you're scared?" the teacher asked softly.

I hesitated for a few seconds, then nodded. "Yes, I will be afraid of getting used to someone by my side. When that person disappears, I will not be able to bear the pain of loss. I will graduate, you will not be my teacher forever, I will leave this high school eventually, And the teachers will stay and teach."

I glanced at the teacher, then lowered my head and said, "Actually, I am very envious that my junior can call the teacher by his name, just like a friend, but I don't think I will do that after all."

The teacher parked the car on the side of the road, leaned back against the back of the chair and sighed deeply, frowning tightly.I was very nervous and felt like I had done something wrong. This kind of inexplicable oppression also made me want to escape, but I couldn't.

"I guess, you want to escape now, if you can get out of the car, you will not hesitate to get out of the car."

The teacher glanced at me, then sighed again.

"Don't look at me with that look, it's easy to guess what you're thinking."

I lowered my head, then looked at the scenery outside the car window, and leaned my head gently against the car window.

"You won't do that after all..." I heard the teacher repeat my words softly, then sighed, and said tiredly: "I still feel sorry for your depression, so let me take the initiative... ..」

After the words fell, I suddenly smelled the faint bath fragrance on the teacher, and when I turned my head in astonishment, the corner of my lips was gently kissed by the teacher.

Very light, very light, a very cherished kiss, lightly fell on the corner of the lips.