Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

From the floor-to-ceiling windows, I saw Xu Haicen's expression was determined, but his cold eyes were full of eager anticipation.

I was at a loss, my thoughts stopped.

After a while, I whispered, "Xu Haicen, do you like me?"

She rolled her eyes instead of answering, and after I took a deep breath, I mustered up the courage to say, "What kind of me do you like, do you know?"

I took a long breath, and Nuosheng said: "You have never thought about what kind of person I am, whether my character is bad, or there is someone I like at all, and then maybe it is an illusion that you like me or something. ....." She looked straight at me, making me feel more guilty after speaking, so she stopped talking.

After listening to the series of questions, Xu Haicen just smiled easily, as if these questions were not enough for her to fear. "Ah, I have great confidence in you."

I am slightly taken aback.

"Do you think... I'm the kind of person who cares about 'ex-girlfriends' or 'competitors'?" Xu Haicen just smiled slightly, even the corners of his eyes were slightly raised.

I curled my lips and muttered, "...Where did the confidence come from?"

Xu Haicen stretched out his hand and rubbed the top of my head, and said in a calm tone, "Maybe love is an illusion, but it is a fact that you are in my eyes now."

What do I look like in her eyes?

"So, Zuo, are you going to answer my question?" Xu Haicen asked angrily and amusedly with a cold face.From the way she played with my fingers, I knew she should be nervous about my answer, and I was nervous too.

Looking at her like this, I am actually at a loss...

After a while, I slowly shook my head and said, "I don't know."

"I don't know?" Xu Haicen's slightly raised tone made me feel a little guilty, I pinched her palm as if to comfort her, and said, "I don't hate you, I even like you, but... .But it seems that something is missing..."

I am annoyed. "It's a little bit worse...you know what I mean? I don't hate you! I just don't know...well, really."

I sincerely looked at Xu Haicen, who was a little dazed, and then she chuckled a few times, and then said, "Well, anyway, we still have a lot of time."

"A lot of time?" I repeated her words lightly, her slender end sound seemed to be blended into the hot air, exuding a rich aroma like coffee.

"Well, there is still a lot of time for you to fall in love with me." Xu Haicen caressed my face, as if the light of the whole world was shining in her eyes, which made my heart beat disorderly.

"So Zuo Siting..."

I held my breath, waiting for her next sentence.

"Tomorrow, you start preparing to live a life squeezed by me."

......How can I hear the little queen's oath?

That night, I couldn't sleep.

Whenever I'm in a trance accidentally, the kiss that is too gentle and ethereal always flashes in my mind...or the feeling that is too eager, which makes me unable to hold back.

Then, in a trance, I remembered the girl's smile.

"Yong Zhen..." I looked at the pure white ceiling and whispered softly to her who I missed day and night, "I miss you so much..."

Tossing and turning only made me more and more anxious. Finally, I sat up and suppressed the suffocation in my chest. I sighed deeply, and then looked at the mobile phone on the bedside table. I picked it up and pressed the power button— ─

The photo of me and the girl on the screen is as clear as yesterday.I still remember the girl stepping on the waves, smiling brightly, I remember the sun was shining brightly that day, the sea surface was sparkling, like the gleam in the girl's eyes, which reminded me of fireflies in summer night.

The sand on the soles of my feet was warm and not hot, but the happiness that was branded at that time caused me to be tossed to pieces in the future, and my eye sockets were completely burned.

I'm really... not ready to forget you yet, why did I fall in love before that?

There is only one piece of sky that can make me stop.

There is only one season that can fascinate me.

"You don't need to rush to bloom in other people's flower seasons, it's too beautiful to bloom in your own season. 』

This is what the teacher once said to me.

Thinking of the gentleness and kindness of the teacher, and those sincere and bright eyes, there is always an illusion of being able to see through people.What is the motive behind the soft kiss?

...I don't have self-confidence, and I don't dare to imagine that the teacher may treat me a little──

"I don't have anyone I like. 』

No, it's impossible.I shook my head, trying to clear my mind, and stop letting my thoughts go out of control, but I found that the water was hard to stop, just like the mud and sand disturbed at the bottom of the lake, the more blurred and blurred, the bottom could not be seen.

Face buried in the pillow, I'm almost going crazy...

I laughed dumbly, Zuo Siting, you are really crazy...

After that day, Xu Haicen and I seemed to have a legitimate affair. She was always waiting for me at the school gate, holding my hand without fear of other people's eyes, and we nestled together as a matter of course.

It's just that no one doubts whether there is a relationship beyond friendship between me and her, except that occasionally when we pass by the teacher, the teacher will look at us, smile politely, but keep his eyes on us.

The teacher's eyes were deep, but he stopped looking for me to say anything.

It's like... the kindness and concern that time was just me being overwhelmed.I still wear the earrings my teacher gave me. Occasionally, when I look at the hot bento during Chinese food, I will lose my mind and think of the gentle smile when the teacher handed me the bento.

So... people disappear, right?

As soon as the class bell rang, Xu Haicen squeezed my face and sat back in his seat.Looking at the girl's slender back, the feeling towards her seems to be different.I can't tell the difference, it's just that...it's not the same as the original feeling...

I took out the math handouts, calmed down and started to solve the math problems. I vaguely felt that the teacher walked into the classroom, because I probably knew the reaction of the students behind me.

I looked up at the teacher, then lowered my head and continued to do math.

Maybe.....it is escaping.

"I'm going to take a math test this Wednesday." The teacher wailed as soon as he finished speaking, but the teacher turned a deaf ear and said, "So I want to find a little teacher to help me register the scores and distribute the test papers. Is there anyone willing?"

As soon as the teacher finished speaking, the reaction in the class was very enthusiastic, and many people, regardless of gender, volunteered.Holding his head on his hands, he looked bored at their enthusiasm, wondering who the teacher would choose?

At this time, Xu Haicen turned her head to look at me, and I met her eyes, and she smiled faintly, as if she wanted to confirm whether I was willing to be a teacher's little teacher, and then turned back again.

"I didn't expect so many people to volunteer." The teacher chuckled a few times and narrowed his eyes. "Okay, I'll draw lots to decide."

After the words fell, the teacher randomly drew a lottery, then looked at the lottery and said, "Who is number 23?"

I froze for a moment, then raised my hand, and immediately attracted many sad eyes. I looked at the teacher awkwardly, and the teacher just smiled. "It's Si Ting, are you willing to be my little teacher?"

"Uh..." To be honest, I don't hate it, it's just that I will be in close contact with the teacher, should I be happy or...

The teacher's eyes urged me, and I sighed and nodded, which was my agreement.

The teacher stared at me for a few seconds, and then said, "Well, after class, follow me to the office to get the registration form."

"Okay." I responded in a low voice, then lowered my head and pretended to be serious about math. In fact, I couldn't get a single number into my mind.

As long as I see the teacher, my eyes will drift to the teacher's lips unconsciously. This is really not a good phenomenon for me...

After the bell rang for the end of get out of class, I bit the bullet and followed the teacher out of the classroom with a heavy heart.

The two walked down the corridor side by side, silent to each other, as if there was a transparent wall between us.

Could it be that the distance between us has been so far from the beginning?

"Are... are you hiding from me?" the teacher asked lightly.

I froze slightly, then shook my head instead of answering.

"That's because you're with Xu Haicen, so you don't have time to look for me?" The teacher's tone was slightly raised, and there was nothing weird about it, as if he was asking "Can this math problem be calculated?" "There is no sense of violation.....

"...Not together." I replied, but with a bit of anger.

But why am I angry with the woman next to me?I think I'm probably dragged by being too tired these days.

"Oh." The teacher's tone sounded so indifferent, very indifferent...

I responded with a low voice, without saying a word.

"It seems that you two have been walking very close recently... If you are not together, it is better to keep a little distance." The teacher said calmly.

I let out a soft "oh", and I heard it.

"Si Ting, what are you unhappy about?" the teacher asked calmly, but there was a hint of restrained anger.

I raised my head and realized that I hadn't seen the teacher so close for several days.Hearing the teacher's question, I just feel aggrieved.

I said angrily, "I'm not unhappy."

The teacher just smiled helplessly, looking very weak. "real?"

"I just feel baffled." After looking around to make sure no one was there, I continued: "Is it because I don't ask...the teacher won't tell me the reason for kissing me?"

The teacher's expression was as gentle as usual, but a little less gentle. "Think you don't care."

I was so stuck I couldn't speak.Indeed..... I was the one who said I didn't care, and now I'm the one begging for a reason, even I find it funny.

I quickly took away the registration form on the teacher's desk, feeling embarrassed, I wanted to escape quickly, but was stopped by the teacher in a cold voice.

I really feel ashamed....

I heard the teacher sigh softly, with a soft and doting tone, "Not only are you hiding from me, but you don't give me a chance to say it, so how do you want me to tell you?"

Holding the registration form, I slowly turned my head to look at the teacher, waiting for the teacher's "reason".