Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"Don't come to me today. 』

Hearing the notification sound from Line, I opened my eyes in a daze, and slid open the screen lock full of drowsiness. The text in the small window that popped up instantly woke me up.

I sat up in a panic, and fell into a daze after reading the line of words over and over again.I quickly typed a few words to reply, asking anxiously and anxiously, "Why?"What's wrong with the teacher? 』

Have read.

"Hey, don't worry, I'll take care of it. 』

I opened the curtains in the bedroom to let the sunlight penetrate into the room and spread all over the floor, but I didn't feel any warmth at all.

"Does the school know? 』I felt uneasy while typing, and sat on the bed holding my breath waiting for the teacher's reply.

"I'm currently skeptical, so don't come to me for now.Don't worry, I'll take care of it. 』The teacher also quickly replied to me. I read this sentence repeatedly, and the fear in my heart kept pouring out, which almost made me suffocate.

"It will be fine. 』As if knowing my uneasiness and pessimism, the teacher comforted me and gave me a sense of stability.

I paused for a few seconds before typing a reply slowly. "Teacher, promise me - if something really happens, don't take everything on yourself, I don't want you to take all the responsibility on your shoulders in exchange for my innocence, I don't want that, I love you." 』

The teacher has read it, but did not reply.

I sighed, put down my phone dejectedly, and fell back on the bed again.

I knew there would be such a day.I have always hoped that the love between me and my teacher will not become a reprimand from anyone. I love my teacher, I love her, why is it not allowed?

I closed my eyes weakly, unwilling to think about the worst, worst, most painful outcome...

The teacher's math class is on leave, and the original teacher will take over.

The moment I saw the head teacher walk into the classroom, I couldn't help being stunned and stopped doing math calculations.The class teacher looked serious, opened the handout and said calmly to the class: "Don't make a fuss, just listen to me quietly."

It was the first time I saw the class teacher so serious, the whole class fell silent, and everyone looked a little dazed.

"Mr. Youyun has something to do today, so I'll take over as a substitute. Oh, and wait for the little math teacher to come to me after class. Alright, let's start class."

I was really surprised!Facing the concerned eyes of my classmates, I could only shake my head to express my incomprehension, although I vaguely knew in my heart that the reason why the class guide asked me to come over should be related to the teacher.

Could it be... did something really happen?

I secretly took out my phone from the drawer and clicked on Line. The last conversation was still read, and my heart was half cold.

Anyway, teacher, please be okay, I believe you will handle it well, but I can't not worry... I sighed and put the phone back into the drawer again.I couldn't hear every single word of the class teacher's lecture content. I tried to concentrate, but I just kept thinking of the teacher.

After five or ten minutes, I took a long breath and looked up at the work supervisor. I had no choice but to stand up, leave my seat and walk to the podium.

"Come with me." The head teacher said to me while collecting the handouts. I nodded slightly and followed the head teacher out of the classroom.

The class guide took me to the empty classroom that was usually rented, and then chose a seat at random to sit down, pointing to the vacant seat opposite and beckoning me to sit down.

As soon as I sat down, the head teacher said, "Do you know why I asked you to come here?" I paused for a few seconds, then shook my head.Even though there is a huge wave in my heart, I can't show any abnormality, in order to protect the teacher...

"Well...it's hard for me to explain this situation. We won't misunderstand the students for no reason. We just want to confirm something and relax." The head teacher persuaded softly. I can see that the head teacher is trying to maintain a neutral attitude as much as possible. , I took it easy, but...the surprise in the head teacher's eyes and the strong desire "I have nothing to do with the teacher" still couldn't hide it.

Such a look.... makes me chill.

"Si Ting, you're just Teacher Youyun's little teacher, right?" the head teacher asked in a hurry, and suddenly I felt like I was going to fall into the endless deep sea.

The sound of distant waves hit my ears again and again, accompanied by suffocating questions that almost drowned me.

If you want me... how can I deny the love with the teacher?

How do I hide my love for my teacher?

How can I tell people that those deep feelings are all false feelings?How do I pretend it never happened?

"Si Ting?" The class teacher asked cautiously, forcing me to give a decisive answer.

"I..." The heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, making people breathless.I forced a smile, and replied lightly, "Yes... I'm just the teacher's little math teacher, why did the class teacher ask such a question..."

The moment I said it, my thoughts completely sank to the bottom of the sea, unsearchable.

"I think so, that's right! Well, it's okay, you can go back." The class teacher showed a relieved smile, and the class teacher who usually played happily with the students came back again.

I can't get back my love for the head teacher.

A class teacher who is approachable with students, open-minded, outspoken and straightforward, will still be afraid of such a relationship.

I stood up, dizzy, but braced myself to keep the tears from falling from my eyes.

I indirectly denied... the relationship with the teacher.

Powerlessness, sadness, grief and indignation... Emotions suddenly emerged, like a dark vortex on the bottom of the sea, approaching people's life and death, and the madness filled my heart.

I walked slowly towards the door, and when I was about to step out of the classroom, I heard the head teacher muttering to himself, "I'll just say...how is it possible that a teacher-student relationship is possible? Alas, those gossips The young teacher is also really...」

I raised my hand to wipe away the tears that were about to burst out, and quickly ran away from the place that suffocated me.

I want to see the teacher.

At this moment, I just want to hug the teacher tightly, cry hard, and hold on to the teacher to prevent her from leaving me, and I don’t want to let her go far...

"Can we meet after school? 』I stabilized my trembling hands, tried to type these words, and then mustered up the courage to send them.

I am eagerly looking forward to the teacher's reply. At this moment, I just want to see the teacher still smiling at me gently, pampering my wayward and acting like a baby, just like before.

As always.

The teacher has read it.

A heart hangs and wavers, at this moment, I just want to know if the woman is okay?Has that all been resolved, has.....

"Okay, I'll meet you at the park near the cafe at nine o'clock. 』

I smiled, and finally smiled with peace of mind.

"Also... I'm sorry. 』

My eyes widened, and I could hardly believe the message from the teacher a few seconds later.I almost lost control and called the teacher to find out, but I knew I couldn't.

I held back the tears that were almost overflowing, and quickly replied, "Why do you say I'm sorry?"I don't want the teacher's sorry at all! 』

I almost guessed the meaning behind the woman's words, and couldn't wait for the woman to reply, so I typed another sentence, "Don't give up on me, okay?"If you love me, don't leave me...」

The teacher has read it, but did not reply.

And the tears I cling to in the corners of my eyes could not wait for hope, and finally slipped slowly...