Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

The girl once said that her favorite scenery is the sea.

"You love the sea the most, what about me?" Half coquettish and half complaining, I nestled in the girl's neck and smirked.She petted me, patted my head, pinched my cheek and said with teasing malice, "Hmm... let me think about it."

"You still have to think about it!" I raised my head and glared at her. The girl just held my face with a smile, pecked my lips lightly as if comforting, and said softly, "Do you know? , the sea is just a kind of scenery, after meeting you, it becomes a kind of mood──" The girl lengthened the ending sound, arousing my curiosity.

"What?" I leaned closer to the girl, and the girl noticed a bit of "drunkard's intentions not to drink".She lightly smiled and caressed my cheek, turned her head and whispered in my ear, "It has become 'deep love'."

I blushed and stretched out my hand to embrace the girl, unwilling to let her go for the rest of my life.

"Lan, let's go to the beach tomorrow, shall we? It's been so hot recently!" The girl rubbed against my chest, her warm voice was so sweet that my heart almost melted.

"But Ikai, didn't we just go there last week?" I tousled her hair, she gave me a coquettish look, and then said, "I still want to go...won't you go with me?"

Facing the girl's eager eyes, do I have any other options?It should be said that as long as it is a girl, my answer will always be "yes", so I laughed a few times, lowered my head and kissed Ikai instead of my answer.

The gentleness that is too familiar, how can I be willing...to forget...

When I opened my eyes, the dazzling white light slammed into my eyes, and I squinted, unable to adapt for a while.

It was very quiet all around, only the sound of the wind.I sighed lightly, feeling my head hurt a bit.

Could it be... an attack?I speculated and looked around the room. I was alone, but the noise of conversation outside caught my attention.

After listening quietly for a while, their conversation stopped abruptly, and then the door was pushed open.

"Xu Haicen?" Seeing the girl walking in, I was a little stunned.She is very cool and beautiful, but she seldom holds back the coldness like anger. I can't help shrinking down, and I can only look at her innocently. "What are you... doing?"

"Do you still dare to ask?" She narrowed her eyes slightly, those beautiful eyes were not warm, and her calm tone still made me scared to death...

Watching her approaching the hospital bed step by step, I felt like crying, "Cough, we have something to talk about, no, don't be angry..."

When Xu Haicen's shadow covered more than half of my body, I looked up at her, only to find that her eyes were bright and moist, and the undried tears stung my eyes, and I was speechless.

Her shadow seemed to be embracing me, making me feel her trembling, a kind of helpless astonishment.I sighed softly, stretched out my hand to hold her wrist, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"You have shortness of breath, why didn't you tell me? You are prone to emotional attacks, why didn't you tell me?" She scolded me coldly.I was stunned for a while, and replied falteringly, "Uh...you, how do you know..."

"Si Ting!" Uncle Zhang's hurried shouts and footsteps interrupted the silent confrontation between me and Xu Haicen. I was relieved immediately, and Xu Haicen quietly stepped aside, still staring at me.

"Are you okay? Is there any discomfort?" Uncle Zhang worried and carefully figured out.I laughed, "It's okay, isn't it all like that?"

Uncle Zhang sighed reassuringly, frowned and said helplessly, "Si Ting, why did you go to the beach? You are not..." I closed my eyes, smiled bitterly and said nothing.

Yes, can't I bear it?Why are you still going?

Uncle Zhang patted my head, "It's fine, you want to scare Uncle Zhang to death?" I laughed a few times and shook my head, "I don't know, no... I should say I expected it ...but..."But I want to see the teacher more than this...

After a few simple greetings, I asked Uncle Zhang to go back first, and there was only the suffocating silence between me and Xu Haicen in the ward.

"Just now..." Xu Haicen took the lead to break the silence. I turned my head to look at the girl seated by the window. Her thin body seemed a little more fragile. Her softness made her weak and vivid. . "I asked the doctor, so I found out."

Like an ice floe skimming the water, with a cold and light tone, he didn't know what to answer for a while.

"Xu Haicen...I'm sorry, please stop doing this, okay?" I begged helplessly.

The girl should be so confident and charming in the sun, swinging the racket every time and hitting back neatly, how can I forget that kind of girl?She is indifferent to everything, but she is extremely confident, she shouldn't be so weak and sad.

And it shouldn't be because of me.

She put her arms around her chest and gave me a cold look.I smirked, I knew it was her compromising pique.

"Dare to have a next time, I will definitely take your skin off." She raised her eyebrows, I dare not take that serious look as a fake...

"Yes~ Her Majesty the Queen." I deliberately elongated the ending, which made her smile slightly.

She walked towards me slowly, and this time she was no longer aggressively marking people. I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly thought that I seemed to have overlooked the core point.

"By the way, isn't it class tour now?" I asked while looking at the sky outside, everyone should be barbecue now, right?

Xu Haicen pulled up a chair and sat next to the hospital bed, "Well, I'm going to have a barbecue. I came with the ambulance, and I'm about to leave later. You don't need to worry if you're awake."

I was stunned for a while, and when I was about to speak, she interrupted me forcefully, "You are not allowed to go, give me a good rest. I came with the school nurse sister, and I will take her car back later. .”

"Isn't... Teacher?"

Some things, no matter how much you pretend to be nonchalant, want to bring them up as lightly as a feather, it turns out that you are deceiving yourself.

That kind of heartache cannot be calmed down.

Xu Haicen was silent for a while, then shook his head and answered my question.

The slight sourness in my heart also rippled with the girl's confession, I smiled slightly and said "OK".

I don't know how to express my disappointment other than "good".

I sat on the hospital bed, raised the mattress, and said to Xu Haicen: "...you go back first, panting is inertia, so I'm fine, don't worry, go play, I'm a little tired. "

There were emotions in her eyes that I didn't understand, she stood up and approached me, her slightly cold palm was attached to my cheek, and when I was surprised, my lips were kissed lightly, as light as a dragonfly on water.

And Xu Haicen's tone was as cold as thin ice, "I'm still waiting for you." The hot breath breathed on my face word by word, I was stunned and could only stare blankly at Xu Haicen's back.

door, closed.

I caressed my lips, the girl's tenderness only made the woman's tenderness more vivid.I know they're different and shouldn't be lumped together, and when I need a woman most, she's not there.

I thought she would be there.

I held back the soreness in my heart, picked up the phone from the bedside table, and clicked on a series of reads, which only showed that I was serious and seemed a little bleak.

I tried to clear my mind, and typed slowly: "Teacher, I want to confess something to you, as if I still think you care about me." 』

Have read.

I took a deep breath, trying to suppress the uncomfortable feeling in my chest.

"Remember Lan?That's my English name in Vancouver, and my ex-girlfriend is Ikai.Girls like the sea very much, Lanikai means "heavenly sea", and finally, the sea has become a paradise for girls. 』

Have read.

"She was drowned. 』

Have read.

"because I.I killed her. 』

Have read.

My breathing became more and more rapid, and my heartbeat became more and more disordered, which made my chest hurt. "Girls like the sea. In the past, I often accompanied her to the seaside. I confessed to her at the seaside, and she said she loved me at the seaside.On the third anniversary of my relationship with the girl, we still went to the beach to celebrate the anniversary, and the waves were big and the sun was shining that day. I still can't forget it. 』

Have read.

"As usual, the girl rushed into the sea first. I wiped the sweat from my face and shouted to her, "Is it hot? Can I buy a drink?" The girl didn't answer me, but just played in the sea. I laughed Laughing, turned around to buy a drink to cool off the heat, this turn was actually a farewell. 』

Tears fell unconsciously, I wiped the tears on the screen while crying, and continued to beat with trembling fingertips.

"When I walked back to the beach, I saw the girl struggling in the sea, drifting farther and farther...I threw down my drink and rushed into the sea, I couldn't touch the girl with my hand, I could only hear the girl's screams and Crying for help, gradually sinking into the deep sea...I could only stand there powerlessly, and my panting broke out again, I knelt down on the beach, letting the sea water drown my thoughts...』

Have read.

"At that moment, I really wanted to die with the girl.But, I didn't, I woke up, but the girl could no longer open her eyes.Teacher, I love you, I really love you...」

My tears kept falling, I bit my lower lip and begged the teacher to give me a reply, 1 minute, 2 minutes, 3 minutes... No new message popped up, I felt desperate.

Teacher, do you still love me?I thought this over and over again in my heart.

I wiped away my tears and mustered up the courage to call the teacher. At least, at least let me hear the teacher's indifference, so that I can truly die...

The moment the phone was connected, I seemed to hear my own heartbeat trembling.

"teacher......"

"Zuo Siting, you and Huang Youyun "Teacher" are really a teacher-student relationship!"

I'm stunned!

The man's low growl made my mind go blank, a fear spread from my fingers to the bottom of my heart, I couldn't say anything!

"So the rumors are true..." the man muttered to himself, "You... how can you go beyond the relationship between teacher and student! This, this is wrong... Shameful....this will kill Youyun, you know!" The man's voice was hoarse and angry.

"......Who are you?"

The cold fear in my heart instantly overlapped with the fear of losing the girl back then.

"Zuo Siting, don't make any more mistakes...don't cling to Huang Youyun's "teacher" anymore!" The man's voice was almost desperate, and finally hung up.

The constant beeping sound in my ears made me unable to return to my senses for a long, long time...