Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

When I opened my eyes again, the constant ringing of my phone woke me up.I stayed for a while before answering the phone and said hoarsely, "Hello? Who is it?"

"...Don't you recognize my voice?"

I trembled all over and couldn't make a sound for a while.

Obviously...the person I've been thinking about day and night is right in front of my eyes, but my heart is still cold.I looked at the small desk calendar on the bedside table and fell silent for a while.

"Hello? Are you listening?" The teacher's voice is still gentle, like the spring breeze that suddenly turns warm, making people feel so warm that they want to cry.

"...I'm listening." The voice was so hoarse that even I couldn't bear it anymore.After a few seconds of silence, the teacher asked worriedly, "Are you feeling unwell? Why didn't you come to class?"

I rubbed my dry eyes and smiled slightly, "I accidentally overslept, now it seems... well, it's already afternoon, so I probably won't go to school today."

"Today is Christmas, why don't you come? There are many activities in school." The teacher's voice sounded a little helpless.

"Teacher, can you meet me tonight? I have a gift for you."

"Meet?" My voice was a little louder, and I responded in a low voice, "Yes, a Christmas present."

"Okay!" The woman's voice was joyful and warm. I laughed, but also cried.

It turned out that when I didn't realize it, I loved my teacher so deeply...

"Then...bye." I hung up the phone, and I buried myself in the quilt and cried loudly, feeling so distressed that I was going crazy.

Goodbye, can I see you again?

Is every love for me mixed with other people's love?

I bit my lower lip, tears still welling up.The figures that were leaning against each other made me feel so painful.

Uneasy love is a kind of pain.

The stars next to the tombstone have withered.

I patted the dust on the tombstone and looked at my mother's grave quietly.

It's windy and cold today.With half of my face buried in the scarf, I tried to keep my breathing steady and slow to maintain my body temperature.

"Merry Christmas, Mom." I whispered, rubbing my dry eyes, trying to force a smile, but heartache.

Suddenly, I remembered many, many things...

"Mom... I'm sorry."

I stood up, patted the dirt on my knees, leaned over and placed the bouquet in my hand on Mom's grave, finally clasped my hands together, and slowly closed my eyes.

"I will go on well, live my life hard, and not let my sister and dad worry about me." I promised, and the bouquet was blown away by a breeze, like my mother's promise, I smiled.

"Mom's relationship with that student failed, and I will try my best to go on with the teacher."

The whirling sound of the tree-shaded avenue is like a long-lasting sigh...

In the evening, Encounter was crowded with people, but only the seats in the middle were reserved.

I stood behind the bar, quietly watching the lively atmosphere in the store.Suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder, and when I turned around, it was Sister Yuxin who was frowning slightly, "What's wrong? Shouldn't Sister Yuxin be preparing in the lounge?"

Sister Yu Xin patted my head and said softly, "Xiao Zuo, are you really going to do this?"

I was silent, then nodded. "Sister Yuxin, please." I don't know what I look like in her eyes at this time, but from the worry on her face, I think it doesn't look good, right?

Sister Yuxin smiled helplessly, walked around me into the lounge, and was about to sing on stage.I turned around and looked at her carrying the guitar, which reminded me of a person.

A...someone I can't forget.

I still remember Ikai with his guitar on his back, looking confident and charming, with the twinkle in his eyes, I will never forget it.

She looks so happy like that.

Thinking of this, I laughed.Could the teacher and I just get together under the illusion of each other?

The light bar was dimmed a bit, and when sister Yu Xin came out of the lounge, there was a burst of cheers in the store, and sister Yunxi also came to my side and said cheerfully: "Little lion, look at you! Yu Xin is super excited! ~It’s handsome!”

I chuckled, "Yes, why does sister Yuxin like you?" I was a little teased, but she just narrowed her eyes slightly, staring at sister Yuxin standing on the stage, and said softly, "I, from junior high school I started to watch Yuxin perform."

Sister Yunxi turned her head, she seemed to be looking at me and she seemed to think of something, and said: "Probably...at your time, Yuxin is really attractive on stage, and many people like her, just like A person born to stand on the stage. We were inseparable at that time, and then..." She paused for a few seconds, then said calmly: "When we were in college, one of us was in the north and the other was in the south."

I was surprised, "Why don't you read the same section?"

Sister Yunxi smiled wryly, "Because I hurt her unintentionally... She took the finger test on purpose to avoid me, and then enrolled in a school in the south, probably like this."

I nodded to show my understanding, and she continued, "We have come together after a long detour. If we are together, no matter how long we have been apart or how many detours we have taken, we will be together in the end."

The crisp guitar sound interrupted the thoughts of sister Yunxi and me. Our eyes, no, it should be said that the eyes of the audience were all on the stage. I also discovered one thing——Sister Yunxi was right, stand Sister Yuxin on stage is very attractive.

At this time, the door of the store was also pushed open.I stared blankly at the teacher wearing a peaked cap. In the dim coffee shop, the figure of the teacher was still dazzling in my eyes.

In any case, I can still recognize women at first sight.

Ajie led the teacher to the empty seat I had specially left, and gradually disappeared in the crowd.

The Christmas event lasted three hours tonight. In addition to the open song request and sister Yuxin's self-composed song, Ajie also specially recruited a few college students to increase the staff. It can be said that this is the most lively day I have met in a while.

The activity gradually came to an end, and my heartbeat also accelerated.Sister Yu Xin seemed to sense my nervousness, she looked across the crowd, gave me a reassuring look, and then said into the microphone: "Good night everyone, thank you for coming to meet and celebrate Christmas together. Now, this song It's a little sadder, it's the song of Xiao Zuodian, the cutest little lion in our store."

Several regular customers turned over to look at me, I smiled awkwardly and waved.

When the song came out, the audience fell silent.

i thought you called me

i thought you said me

It turns out that I have too many tails of breathing

i thought you loved me i believed you loved me

but no one

no one can prove me right

The familiar gaze crossed the crowd and fixed on me, and I also looked at the teacher.

i thought you were looking for me

i thought you were looking at me

It turned out that it was just passing by outside my window day and night

I'm waiting for you to accompany me, in fact, you just came here

you ignore me

love makes people unwilling to be lonely

Putting a hand on my shoulder, comforting softly, "Xiao Zuo, don't cry." I touched the corner of my eye in surprise, it was wet.

walk together

Finally

if you think there is a problem

as long as you want

I can really

Turn a relationship into a personal affair

"Turn this relationship...into one person's business." I murmured in a low voice.

Suddenly, someone stood in front of me, grabbed my wrist, and pulled me out of the bar.I was forcibly pulled out of the coffee shop in this way, and then pushed into the familiar March. I stared at the woman in front of me in astonishment, wanting to be angry but unable to.

Seeing the astonishment, surprise, resentment, and sadness in the woman's eyes, I couldn't speak.

".....This is a gift from you?" The teacher's voice was cold, and he looked directly at the car ahead, "This song is for Naying alone, isn't it?"

I nodded, she was silent.

The suffocating silence reminded me of the scene that I shouldn't have encountered that night.

The car drove into the residential area of ​​Area C, and finally stopped in front of a suite.After parking the car, the teacher got out of the car directly. I sighed and opened the door and got out of the car.

In fact, this is the first time I have seen the teacher so angry.

I was dragged away by the teacher, and as soon as I entered the suite, my back slammed against the wooden door, and I was pressed against the door and kissed violently.

I was frightened and tried to push the teacher away, but my strength was no match for the seemingly thin teacher.My lips and teeth collided violently, and I could smell a faint smell of blood. I didn't push the teacher away until I tasted bitter and salty tears at the corner of my mouth.

When I saw the woman's tears, I was stunned!

The teacher didn't give me a chance to speak, but just pulled me into the bedroom and pinned me on the bed. The red eyes seemed to vent my anger. I was powerless and helpless.

"Teacher...don't do this..." I was powerless and chilled.

She put her hands on my sides and looked at me from top to bottom, with many emotions flashing in her eyes.

"Zuo Siting, I just wanted to ask you why you did this? Do you know that my heart hurts..."

I lowered my eyes, stretched out my hand and pushed the teacher's hair to my right ear, when I was about to apologize, a light red hickey fell under my right ear, and hit my eye without hesitation.

In an instant, the storm is coming.