Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

Dim lights scattered all over the floor, and the elegantly furnished restaurant seemed to be occupied by us alone. There were no other customers in the restaurant, which made each other's every move so clear.

Xiaoye sat on my right side, drank drinks with me, and did not leave the seat for a long time.I drank Jane's milk, turned away from looking at her, and asked, "Why don't you go pick up some food?"

Xiaoye looked at the vegetable pickling area, "There are many people." The scribbled tone seemed to contain a profound meaning, which made me a little overwhelmed.

With his left hand propping his cheek, his long brown hair hangs casually on both sides of his neck. He is dressed in a green uniform and exudes a charming atmosphere.She opened her mouth slightly, "What about you? Why are you still sitting here?"

"I'm a little dizzy." I smiled wryly.The aftermath of the unhappy farewell still made me feel heart-piercing.

How deeply you love, how much you hurt.

"Drink something hot? Or go see a doctor?" Asked casually, with his feet crossed, like an inviolable king, he couldn't afford it...

It can be said that I was flattered, I smiled and shook my head, "It's okay, just take a rest."

"Because of heart disease, there is no cure, right?" She raised the corner of her mouth, poked my cheek with her index finger and said, "What is the feeling of being broken in love?"

I was stunned, thought for a long time and replied, "Breakdown is not the loss of a lover, but because of that person, all the hard work and the beauty of the imagination are instantly emptied and become groundless, which makes people feel flustered." .”

She patted my head, with emotions in my eyes that I don't understand, she said softly, "I have never been in love...but there are many people who are sad because of me."

I laughed, "I can see it." The girl in front of me was too perfect and attractive, and she looked like a natural leader in every gesture and gesture, which reminded me of someone.

It's just that the person's ambition is hidden in a pair of calm eyes.

"As long as I want, I can get it by my own ability." The calm tone was meaningful, a kind of oppression came over the mountain, and I almost got up in a panic, I apologized in a low voice: "I'm going to the toilet. "

There is something in the eyes behind the back, which always makes people flustered and frightened.

Dragging my heavy body, I crossed the crowd, and when I was about to go into the bathroom, my peripheral vision suddenly became brighter, and I froze at that moment.

I used to be deeply infatuated with the elegant back with writing on the blackboard.

My feet were fixed in place, my eyes were stiff, and an indescribable coldness spread rapidly from my fingertips to my forehead, numb my thoughts, and fell into a blank.

The man seemed to have noticed my figure, and whispered a few words in the teacher's ear, and then, those autumn-colored eyes that I love so much, suddenly met me.

When the four eyes met, the man's hand covering the teacher's hand did not withdraw.

I am still like a vexatious child, but I have already learned what it means to "take a step back, and the sea and the sky will be brighter". I smiled and nodded to say hello. I walked to the bathroom and stared blankly at myself in the mirror.

Zuo Siting, wake up, how can a woman as good as a teacher love herself...

Zuo Siting, you clearly know that there is no such thing as forever, why do you still believe so easily?

Zuo Siting...Why is she getting farther and farther away from you when you love her with all your strength?

I laughed a few times, shook my hands, and splashed cold water on my face desperately. I couldn't tell whether it was tears or tap water on my face. I wiped the tears I was desperately falling with my sleeves, and I laughed.

Laugh at your own naivety.

I leaned against the wall, with a splitting headache, those roars, those low growls, and those tears kept bombing in my mind.

"Are you okay?"

It was as if all the energy in my body had been sucked out, my eyes went dark, and I fell into a warm embrace, which made me temporarily escape from everything I should be familiar with...

What year it is is no longer important.

I am afraid to open my eyes.

As soon as I opened it, I had to face the cruel fact that "she no longer belongs to me".My wishful thinking can finally be freed.

How sad to be trapped like a prison bird in an endless love.

I miss Yong Zhen so much.

I really miss it...

"Are you awake?"

I froze and continued to doze off.The breath sprayed on my face was so clear that when I was astonished, my lips were gently grabbed.I opened my eyes in astonishment, but the teacher's aggression was even worse.

I struggled, but the woman held me down and wouldn't let me break free.I can only cry to express all my anxieties and mixed feelings these days.

How many grievances I swallowed, I was deceived in the dark from the beginning to the end.

I don't understand how much the teacher and my mother once loved each other. I only know that what the teacher loves is only the shadow of my mother in me.

I once heard from my father, "You and your mother really look alike, and your temperament and personality are also similar. 』I used to be so proud to feel happy.

Now it's my worst nightmare.

Finally, the teacher was willing to let me go. She stood on top of me with sad eyes.She said hesitantly, "That was just now..." I interrupted her lightly, "It's okay, there is no need to tell me."

The teacher was stunned.

I took a deep breath, wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and tried to smile happily, "I don't care, what does it matter? You can lie to me for more than half a year, what is such a trivial matter?"

"Zuo Siting!"

This is the first time I have seen the teacher's sad yell out of order.

I lowered my gaze and asked in a low voice, "Teacher, do you still remember what you said to me, 'You are very suitable for long hair'? My mother also has long hair, but I have short hair." I pushed away The teacher stood up from the bed and looked at her.

Gently twisting the ends of my hair, I said, "I kept my long hair for more than half a year, all just for you. But now I know that my hard work is just to be more in line with another person's appearance in your eyes."

"I....."

I shook my head, picked up the scissors on the desk beside me, and cut off my long hair without hesitation.When he let go of his palm, each hair fell randomly and slowly fell to the ground.

"I want to try to hate the teacher, but I can't do it, I only know how to love you." I whispered softly: "The teacher should have seen it? I left the "EBO" in the toilet."

The teacher sat on the edge of the bed, looked at me quietly from bottom to top, and nodded slightly.

"If the teacher knows me well enough, he will know what that means." I smiled wryly.Then turn around and prepare to leave.At this time, a cold declaration seemed to be suppressing to some extent...

"I can give you time to be alone, but I will not agree to break up."

I paused for a few seconds, opened the door forcefully, and closed it.

Looking at the deep night sky, I can't find a star point, just like our love, I can't find the starlight.

Lightly flicking the long hair I had cut off, I sat outside the door, leaning against the closed iron door, and smiled weakly.