Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"Aren't you going to catch up?" Xu Haicen moved to my side, "Teacher, she..."

"Actually, sometimes..." I lowered my eyes, feeling a little cold in my body, and even felt a chill in this sunny day, "If you don't stay, it's an accumulation of disappointment. I thought I could believe it again and again Teacher, I found out later that some concealment may be due to different ideas, but she is willing to explain to me when I know something..."

I took a deep breath, turned around and took a step, "I always feel that chasing the past will be over. I have this intuition. Moreover, I am tired and tired, and I don't want to catch up."

Xu Haicen quietly walked with me, walking aimlessly around this huge amusement park.Suddenly I wish I could go on quietly with Xu Haicen like this...

"Hey, Xu Haicen." I stopped her, "Shall we take the cable car together?"

Xu Haicen glanced at his watch, then nodded and said, "Okay, but...you keep walking in this direction, and you won't be able to reach the place you want to reach."

I was still chewing on the meaning of her words, and her cold voice said softly and slowly: "If you lose your way, then follow your feeling. would be bewildered."

"Xu Haicen..." I was speechless.

Those bright eyes looked straight at me, quiet and beautiful. "I've always been sure it was you I wanted, so I'm never at a loss."

I lowered my gaze, patted her head, and felt a warmth in my heart, and timely applied ice to those painful wounds.

"teacher.....?"

It's just a bit of pain, and sure enough, the moment I saw it with my own eyes, it still hurts.

A girl with short hair was tugging at the teacher, and in the end it seemed that she couldn't help the girl's waywardness, the teacher hugged her.

Yes, hug her.

I turned my head and said to Xu Haicen, "Let's go, I'm afraid there will be no seats for us when we arrive later."

"... Zuo." Xu Haicen turned cold and was about to yell at her, but I interrupted her with a smile, "If you see it, then pretend you didn't see it, don't make the scene so stiff, break into it now I'd look ridiculous if I got in between them."

She sighed softly, smiled helplessly, leaned forward and took my hand, "Okay then, let's go."

At this moment, I am grateful to Xu Haicen for his thoughtfulness from the bottom of my heart, but the pain is still faint and lingering.

Feeling sad, rippling in my heart, I can only smile to face all this, all this absurdity.

Really, so stupid...

I sat in the last car with Xu Haicen, and only the last car was empty, the rest were full of people.I sat side by side with Xu Haicen, after a long silence, I spoke first: "Hey, Xu Haicen, why did you want me to call you "Xiaohai"?"

Xu Haicen raised his eyebrows, tucked his hair behind his ears casually, and said flatly: "Because it feels strange to be called by my full name, but now I hope you will continue to call me by my full name."

She patted my head and said softly, "The only people around me are you who call me by my full name, and I want to keep this special."

I froze.

"Of course, it's just a trivial matter." Xu Haicen turned his head away and looked at the amusement facilities outside the window, "But you and the teacher are okay?"

Seeing my silence, Xu Haicen just kept the same posture, and said a little coldly: "Zuo, only the teacher can give you happiness, at least it seems to me like this."

"Why do you say that?" I don't understand.

"Eyes. You can't deceive someone if you like someone's eyes. As long as the teacher appears within your sight range, the originally lazy eyes will converge on the teacher unintentionally, just like seeing the stars in the night sky... Moreover, neither happiness nor pain can be hidden...." Having said that, Xu Haicen paused, and then continued, "But what I don't understand is..."

"what?"

"Why you..." Xu Haicen suddenly turned his head and leaned closer to me, "The way you look at me recently, is it similar to that?"

I'm stunned!Immediately speechless, unable to answer this question.

"Excuse me, can they sit with you?" The friendly question made Xu Haicen and I look at the car door at the same time, and suddenly we saw a shocked expression.

"...that's fine." I turned my head away, lowered my gaze, and involuntarily moved closer to Xu Haicen, feeling like a clamor in my heart.I looked down at the shoes desperately, fidgeting.

On the other hand, the atmosphere on the other side was so peaceful that I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Youyun! Youyun! Let's eat ice together later!"

"Youyun, take care of her! Hey...why don't you talk?"

There was a weird atmosphere in this carriage, which made the chattering girl finally shut up. I knew the teacher was answering her perfunctorily, but it was still like a sharp blade, slashing at my heart...

it hurts.....

"Well, do you know each other?" Hearing the girl's angry voice, I took a deep breath, and finally had to meet the eyes of the two people opposite me.I smiled slightly, looked at the girl and replied lightly, "I don't know."

The girl's suddenly enlightened expression was quickly replaced by apology. "Ah... I'm sorry! It must be weird for me to ask this question, right?"

"No, we probably haven't met before, I don't know..." His eyes slowly fell on the teacher, with that calm expression, I thought I loved such a calm teacher very much, but it turned out that I couldn't bear it at all, "This Miss."

The teacher's body froze slightly, his expression was stiff, and he wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he swallowed it back forcefully. In the end, he didn't say anything.

What else can I say?

The facts are in front of my eyes, what else can I say?

The affectionate and intimate love words in my ear that night can make people feel so sad.

I don't want to count how many times this is. I don't want to think about how unstable the past six months have been.

I took out my phone from my bag and typed slowly word by word...

──『I am very disappointed in you. 』