Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"Looking at you, you seem to remember me." The girl's bright smile actually made me feel a chill and my scalp tingle.

The visitor is not good.Looking at her calmly, I asked coldly, "Come here in the dead of night, what's the matter?"

"Of course it's the time when Youyun can't protect you." The girl smiled wildly, "And I really want to talk to you in person."

"I have nothing to say to you." I was about to close the door, but she stopped me abruptly, "What are you doing? Are the students of Beiyi Girl so rude?"

"Don't use the label Bei Yi Nu to restrain me!" She gritted her teeth, "Are you Youyun's girlfriend?"

girlfriend?

Does the teacher still care about me?

I laughed a few times and sighed softly, "If you want the teacher, I won't snatch it from you. I'm tired and I don't want to fight anymore." I stopped resisting and opened the door, "Anyway, you were originally It’s just a pair of lovers, acting like I’m the third party.”

The girl narrowed her eyes slightly, "You are."

My heart twitched slightly, "So, I don't want it anymore, I'll give it to you!" After speaking, my voice also became louder, "It's mine, no one can take it away; if it's not mine, it's best to get out!"

The girl was visibly stunned.

I laughed at her disdainfully, and I was also laughing at myself, "Bless your old love again, get out." I slammed the door hard, not only isolating her, but also rejecting all, all expectations.

With my hand still on the doorknob, I still wanted to open the door, but I couldn't turn it open.

Those stars are too illusory, everything is like a dream, I should wake up...

It's time for me to wake up.

"Ah Zuo..." Xu Haicen's cold voice made me want to cry unconsciously.She hugged me, leaned her head on my shoulder, and comforted me in a low voice: "Actually... the teacher just said to me, 'I will return to Si Ting after I have dealt with everything, please forgive me. .’ Just now the roll call is what the teacher told me.”

"Why? Why do you want me to wait for her!" I wiped away my tears, "Is it difficult to tell me the truth? Why do things always happen and I'm tired, so she knows how to tell me? Everything about me is covered by her. Knowing clearly, I will have nothing to do with the teacher, and that scares me..." I knew my emotions were getting out of hand, out of control.

Xu Haicen hugged me tighter, and whispered softly: "...I think, I was wrong."

"What.....?"

"Is it better?" She patted my head, "Since you are here in Bilu, please be happy."

Under her coldness and gentleness, I gradually calmed down my restless mood.I held her hand and smiled slightly, "It's getting late, don't you want to sleep?"

"That's right, it's almost two o'clock. If you don't sleep, you will be very tired tomorrow." She approached the bed, turned her back to me and said, "Are you going to Kenting tomorrow?"

"That's right, it feels so hot." I also lay down on the bed, feeling a little nervous for some reason. "Aren't you tanned? Why are you so white?"

"You are too dark." Damn it!This poisonous woman!

"But... Zuo." Xu Haicen turned his head to look at me, the fragrance was a little ambiguous, "Don't you like the beach?"

I froze.

"Before the beach cleaning and class tour, didn't they all repel you because they were near the beach?" She asked calmly, "It was the teacher who took you out of the pain, right?"

I don't know why, but Xu Haicen's words made my heart sore.

I looked at the ceiling and always thought it was time to tell the girl next to me.

"Xu Haicen, your English is not bad, right? Although the spoken English is a bit weaker, the written test is almost at the same level as mine, so...you should understand this." I took a deep breath, never thinking that I would have the opportunity to speak in this life Talk about it for the second time. "I once had a girlfriend. She was my playmate growing up. Her name is Cai Yongzhen, and she is Taiwanese-American. I am Taiwanese, but I immigrated to Vancouver when I was very young."

"Girls like the sea, like no one else... In summer, she goes to the beach to play every day, and always pulls me, and I always accompany her. I like watching girls play in the water She looks so beautiful and brilliant like that, so her English name and I have something to do with the sea.”

"Her name is Ikai, and I'm Lan." I closed my eyes lightly, as if I could hear the sound of the waves, accompanied by the girl's laughter, echoing in my ears again.

It's been a long time...

"So," Xu Haicen said lightly, "the combination is Lanikai, which means 'heavenly ocean', right?"

I admired Xu Haicen's intelligence and sighed softly, "That's right, that's what it means. However, in the end...that beautiful deep blue ocean really became a girl's paradise. Once, I I just left the beach to buy a drink, and when I came back, the girl was already floating in the sea, shouting for help, over and over...with the sound of the waves hitting the reef, calling my name , I myself had asthma, and the reaction was too intense at that time, and I had an asthma attack... The girl drowned right in front of my eyes, and I also fainted, and when I woke up, the girl had returned to the embrace of the sea."

I laughed a few times, tears stayed for some reason, I was obviously so happy.

"I couldn't bear being in Vancouver where there were girls everywhere, so I moved back to my hometown, to the place my mother always said was the warmest and most beautiful."

"My mother always said... Taiwan, the most beautiful scenery is "people". She found the most beloved person in this small land. I thought it was my father at the time. After many years, It was only then that I realized that... there was someone else. Next to my mother’s grave, baby’s breath is planted every year, but I don’t know why, maybe my mother likes it?”

"Zuo, do you know the flower language of the stars?" Xu Haicen interrupted me coldly.

"I'm not familiar with flower language..." I stared at her blankly.She narrowed her eyes slightly, the shimmering light in her eyes was like a firefly in a summer night, so precious.

"The flower language of Gypsophila is──Missing, true love and sweet dreams."

Suddenly, I understood a lot of things.

Teacher... Missing my mother.And I really like the teacher.My mother is a dream for teachers...is that so?

It turned out that when the simple and elegant white flowers swayed in the wind, they had already told the future between me and my teacher, the past between my teacher and my mother, and I... didn't know anything.

The teacher who planted the stars, has long known the future, will it be like this?

Did she already know...

I leaned over and hugged Xu Haicen, crying loudly in her arms.

"Ah Zuo, what's wrong with you?" She asked worriedly.

"I think I..."

──I finally lost my teacher