Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

In fact, waking up from the dream only means that everything has returned to the original point. No, it should be said that it has returned to the "beginning" earlier than the original point.

I don't talk about the teacher anymore, although she still appears in my life.

I still go to meet the coffee shop to work every day. When sister Yu Xin asked about the teacher, I just smiled and said: "Ah, it seems that we broke up..."

I don't cry anymore, I just smile and mention the teacher...that's all.

I also talked to my sister on the phone. She said that she would definitely come to see me during the summer vacation. I was so scared that I ran up with goosebumps all over my body. After I hung up the phone, I silently looked at the bed and sighed softly...

I know, I don't have the courage to tell my dad those facts, it's just...before I made up my mind to be honest with my dad, I had already separated from my teacher. In fact, it was unnecessary.

After the three-day and two-night trip, I bought a large bunch of gypsophila, took the bus with Xu Haicen, passed one stop after another, and went to the cemetery to visit my mother.

My regret, maybe it's because I didn't visit my mother with my teacher...

"Mom, how are you doing recently?" I held a large bunch of gypsophila stars, looked at the large gypsophila swaying in the wind, and smiled softly.

Xu Haicen leaned close to my body and gently held my hand. The warmth that was different from her indifferent appearance was slowly spreading throughout her body. "I, I'm having a great time recently! Bi Lu is very fun and happy, and I have decided on my college goals. I came here to see you today because I want to tell you something very important... "

"...This is my girlfriend, her name is Xu Haicen, she is very beautiful, right? Mom, you will definitely like this warm girl, although she is very dishonest... It hurts!"

Xu Haicen squeezed my thigh hard, I made a face to her, looked at the tombstone and continued: "Mom, Teacher Youyun is doing well now! She has fulfilled your dreams - a math teacher, Another Chinese teacher, I believe that you are all the best teachers, I firmly believe so.”

I leaned over and gently put down the bouquet in my hand, took Xu Haicen's hand, and smiled happily.

That's great.

The large sky full of stars is still in full bloom, but it will never bloom again in my flower season.

The fact that I was with Xu Haicen quickly spread to every corner of the school, and it was simply because of the great reputation of Xu Haicen, the school belle, and my ordinaryness.

Some people bless and some feel astonished. Most of them become the topic of other people's gossip, and it is a good subject for gossip.

Because Xu Haicen and I are in a same-sex relationship, the topic of "homosexuality" was inexplicably raised in school, so I could only smile helplessly and shrug my shoulders.

Needless to say, Xu Haicen, she adapted well at all.

After all, she never cared about other people's eyes liking me.

"Hey, Xu Haicen, why did you come to strike up a conversation with me on the first day I transferred here?" One day at noon, I looked up at her while eating a bento, "I've always been curious!"

"Curiosity about such trivial things?" She raised her eyebrows.

"It's very important!" I glared at her, "Is it because I'm so cute? I know that."

She rolled her eyes to me, "Shameless. Because, you seem to be trying to be brave, and people can't help but be curious."

"Huh?" I almost choked on my food.

"I remember when you introduced yourself on stage, not only was it very concise, but your eyes kept floating out the window, as if you were looking at the sea in the distance, so I wanted to get to know you."

Xu Haicen's answer made me try hard to recall my feelings at that time, it was so stupid that I laughed out loud.

When I transferred to this school on the first day, I knew that this school was near the sea, and I could even see the sea from the classroom.

I couldn't help longing to get close to the sea, but hated to see the sparkling deep sea. This kind of contradictory mood made me really unable to laugh at the time and greet everyone, but I didn't expect that because of this, Xu Haicen wanted to know me. idea......

It can only be said that everything is unpredictable, right?

After breaking up with the teacher, I still clearly remember that Xu Haicen said to me coldly: "If this is the case, you can stay with me."

That's not an imperative sentence or an interrogative sentence, it's an affirmative sentence.

I shook my head, embarrassed and a little distressed. "I can't...I can't help..."

"I'm willing to wait for you...but at least give me a chance... Zuo."

That was the first time I saw Xu Haicen's fragility, the way she whispered softly, I couldn't bear to reject her, even, it can be said that I longed to be able to rely on her - a girl who loved me wholeheartedly

Therefore, everyone knows that I am with Xu Haicen.

I am indeed happy, Xu Haicen is very kind to me, she loves me and dotes on me very much, but she is merciless when she should scold me, but I know she will never leave me.

This is a relationship that everyone blesses, and they can love each other openly.

Will not be condemned or bound by any...

My math teacher is still Huang Youyun, but we are strangers.

The lottery will no longer read my name, and will not keep me deliberately, and will not meet my eyes when explaining in class.I also gradually developed the habit of only reading notes in class, and my eyes will never fall on the teacher again.

Her warm and beautiful voice, occasionally, only occasionally wets my math lecture notes.

Regarding the rumors that my teacher and I were speculated by the school a while ago, after I got together with Xu Haicen, these rumors also disappeared, as if they were unreal like a dream.

Even the substitute history teacher who was very annoying at that time stopped making things difficult for me when he saw me, which made me feel angry and funny.

The teacher stopped showing up at the Met Café, and sometimes I would go to the record store for an afternoon, and the teacher stopped showing up.The cheering pictures that would appear on the exam papers in the past have also disappeared without a trace.

I just realized... I haven't seen the teacher's delicate and correct handwriting for a long time.

One day, when I was in biology class, I looked down at the diagram of the heart in the handout, and suddenly remembered a sentence that sister Yuxin once said to me...

──"Xiao Zuo, you know that our hearts have four spaces, right? This means that there are four kinds of people in one heart. One is yourself and your loved ones, and the other is that you can only miss but have no fate. The third is the person who makes you understand how to love, and the last is the person you will stay with for the rest of your life.”

I know that the teacher will not be the person I stay with for the rest of my life.

At least, I said goodbye to her well, so that's enough.

"What are you thinking?" A familiar embrace hugged me from behind.I shook my head, squeezed her hand and said, "I'm thinking of you!"

"Come on, big liar." Although Xu Haicen was scolding me, he still showed a faint smile.

I smiled slightly, leaned over and kissed her, and my whole body fell into that gentle sea of ​​dullness...