Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

In early summer, the sun was not too hot, but the baby's breath in the corner of the desk bloomed on time. At the same time, this is the eighth potted plant in my life.

When I was working in school, a breeze made the stars dance in the sky, and the swaying posture in the sky reminded me of a person...

"Xiao Zuo, don't be in a daze anymore." A book was shaking in front of my eyes, covering up the starry sky.As soon as she looked up, she met Pei Xuan's smile, "Look what I got!"

My editor in charge is the lively woman in front of me, Wu Peixuan.She excitedly shook my shoulder and said, "Look, look! It's your new book!"

"Why are you more excited than me?" I laughed out loud, "I'll take a look at the new book."

"Wait!" Pei Xuan smiled mysteriously, even hiding the book behind her back.Seeing this, I could only smile helplessly, "What do you, a ghostly woman, want to do?"

"Answer me first! Is this story true?"

I was slightly stunned, and after a pause for a few seconds, I put away my bewilderment. Looking at Peixuan's momentum of "breaking the casserole and asking the end", I couldn't help sighing and said, "The ending is just a delusion."

"what does it mean?"

Turning my eyes at the baby's breath I put on the table, I felt an indescribable sadness. "Isn't the ending in "Love on the Left Bank" that the teacher reunited with that female student and got together?"

"Yes." Pei Xuan nodded.

"But, I didn't. It was just a hope I had when I was young." I shrugged and pretended to be indifferent: "Girls have tried to find women, but no matter how many relationships they use, women are like disappearing from the world. , there is no news. After many years, the girl has become a woman, and all that remains are the memories of that year."

"Little left..."

"The eight years since the woman left were like a marquee to the former girl. There was no deep, painful memory—any memories that she could remember or even relish. It took three years to find a woman, and three years to find a woman. I gave up looking for her for two years, and tried to forget her for two years... When I was in college, the girl studied hard and had no time or desire to fall in love. After leaving society, she went directly to work in her father's company until she wrote When I read a novel and was approached by the Queen's writer, life began to have meaning again."

I took a long breath, and suddenly felt that my young years were wasted like this, and I felt infinitely moved.

"Have you ever thought about why you like girls?" Looking at Peixuan's sincere expression, I lowered my head and thought for a while, then asked: "Then why do you like boys?"

Peixuan seemed to be stunned, and I continued to say softly: "I really love someone, as long as it is love, I am sincere. What I love is that person, not her gender. I know that heterosexuality is very A common thing, but homosexuality is equally common in my world. I find it very hurtful to use the word "acceptance", we are not abnormal, really, don't need heterosexual "acceptance" or " tolerate"."

"That's it, I understand." Pei Xuan nodded, and was finally willing to hand me the book, "Congratulations on publishing a book, my chief author."

"Don't be disgusting!" I smiled and lowered her shoulders. The thick feeling of the book actually made my nose sore.

Some things will not change under the changing times, such as paper books.Even now that everyone has a mobile phone and e-books are on the rise, I don’t know why, I still like paper books, and I’m still willing to support my favorite writers out of pocket. Now, I’ve finally taken a small step, with mixed feelings in my heart. Warm.

"The book signing will be one month later! It will be published at the end of the month. I believe you will... woo!" Before Pei Xuan finished speaking, I threw myself on her and hugged her tightly. , "Thank you...my best editor!"

"Missing you!" she wailed.She and I laughed and quarreled, each other's laughter swayed with the stars in the sky...

This time of year is also the day when Xu Haicen should come back.

After getting the physical book, I specially left one for her, and sat quietly in the pick-up area waiting for her to appear.We agreed on 03:30, but it was almost four o'clock and she still hadn't shown up, so I couldn't help but smile wryly.Getting the plane on time is simply a rare thing.....

When I was about to fall asleep, I finally saw that indifferent figure in the crowd.I smiled and walked towards her and shouted, "Xu Haicen!"

She took off her sunglasses and smiled calmly.

From time to time, passers-by cast appreciative gazes. Indeed, Xu Haicen has faded away from her high school youth, and now she is a charming but simple and generous woman. She is still iceberg cold, but has more warmth and tenderness.

We held hands naturally, and I pulled her small suitcase with one hand and said, "Where did you go this time?"

"Maldives, while the island is still there, you must visit it once."

"Huh? Is it beautiful there?" We walked out of the airport side by side and hailed a taxi, "I heard that the travel fare is not expensive and the scenery is beautiful."

"Yup."

I rolled my eyes instantly, "Didn't the sun in Maldives melt your iceberg?" She raised her eyebrows and looked at me with great interest, "Come and see."

"I, I still don't want to try it." After getting in the taxi, I took out the packaged book from my bag, "No, you are the first to see it except for my colleagues in publishing."

Xu Haicen was obviously taken aback, her always indifferent expression fluctuated slightly, she took the book in a daze, and even her voice was unbelievable, "You published the book?"

"Yeah, it was an accident."

"Is it "Love on the Left Bank"?" Xu Haicen whispered, and said slowly: "Is this something from that year?"

"Well, it's just a slight adaptation, including the ending..." I paused for a few seconds, and smiled bitterly, "It's too beautiful to be true."

"Have you found the teacher?" Xu Haicen looked carefully at the book in his hand, "Sure enough, the cover is the starry sky."

"No... I can't find the teacher. I guess it was deliberately made me not find it. Even my father's relationship has been used, but there is still nothing. Now, I have tried my best to forget the teacher."

Xu Haicen said coldly: "The more I want to forget, the more I will never forget it." As expected, it still hits the nail on the head, and it hasn't changed over the years. "I can't forget it until the end."

The taxi stopped slowly, and I paid the fare, thanked the driver, and got off with her luggage as well. "But I still have to try my best!"

"You've been trying for eight years, Zuo. You spent three years looking for a teacher, and three years gave up looking for her. Now? Two years trying to forget her..."

I was speechless to argue and could only smirk.

"This is intentionally left blank for you, do you think you can fool me? It's not blank, it's you who left blank." Xu Haicen sighed lightly, staring at me, "Zuo, we are both 25, we will be [-] later. It will be thirty in five years, how long are you going to continue like this?"

"...until I found the teacher and said goodbye to her." I opened the suite and pressed the switch, and her weak and indifferent voice came from behind: "You even bought this suite, are you an idiot? ?”

"I'm waiting for the teacher to come back here." I sat on the ground and looked at Xu Haicen, "Do you know how many paper stars the teacher folded that year?"

She shook her head.

"The teacher folded 99 paper stars..." I took a long breath, "Even if there are only paper stars left in this suite, I will wait here for the teacher to come back, even if she said she Won't love me anymore...I'm still waiting for her."

Xu Haicen shook his head and laughed a few times, "So stupid."

"We're all the same." I smiled back.

Teacher, I am still waiting for your return.

I'm still waiting for you...

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In fact, I have thought about skipping the eight years in the middle, will it be too fast for people to keep up with the rhythm of the story?But in the end I still plan to cut it off directly, this chapter is to explain the reason a little~

For Xiao Zuo, the eight years after she separated from the teacher, she left it blank, so I don’t think it’s necessary to write it out, it’s written like this on purpose (nod

If I think of a better way of writing, I will make a small revision before the book is published next year~ I just don’t move the plot at the moment (hope