Love on the left bank, you on the right bank
Chapter 91
The sound of the sea made my mind a little drowsy, but I never stopped painting, and it hit my ears over and over again, almost making me fall into the endless deep sea almost irresistibly.
After applying the last touch of light blue, I finally stopped the brush and gently patted the white fine sand on the canvas.
"Wen Chengguang──"
I sighed softly, Tang Mengyu was the only woman with such a hoarse voice and no temperament.
"You guy came to the beach to paint again, what's the problem! The wind is so strong and you want to eat sand, that's not the case. You get up for my old lady, who said to go to the bookstore to find books?" I let Tang Mengyu whisper in my ear I was yelling, I lowered my head and silently packed the painting tools, the more she urged, the slower I was.
By the way, she is Tang Mengyu, my green plum, everyone calls her Tangtang, except me.I picked up my painting tools and warned coldly, "I'll kiss you again."
Tang Mengyu opened her eyes wide, desperately wanted to curse but couldn't, and finally burst out a single sound, "You!" Then there was no more words.
I raised my eyebrows and looked at her calmly.
"Don't think that you are handsome and everyone will like you! You little boy!"
"Yes yes yes." Ignoring Tang Mengyu's whispers in my ear, I walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus.
"So I said, are you listening!"
I shrugged, "Of course not."
Tang Mengyu took a deep breath, then angrily squeezed beside me, glaring at me sideways.
"What would you do without me!"
I raised my eyebrows and turned my head to see her blushing to hide her shyness, still wanting to be bullied.
"I won't be able to survive." I replied lightly.
Tang Mengyu pouted and leaned quietly on my shoulder.
I looked down at her messy hair due to the sea breeze, and smiled slightly.
After a while, the bus came.I picked a seat by the window and sat down.Quietly looking at the sea view outside the window, fell into a moment of silence.
I like the sea, and I also like to draw seascapes. Even though the teacher asked me not to hand in pictures about the sea in my homework, I insisted on my own opinion. In the end, the teacher let me go. It is the top three in the school, and there is no bad performance.
Behind my persistence, there is an indescribable difficulty──I have never been able to draw the "sea" I want.
"Hey, Wen Chengguang, what kind of book are you looking for?"
I dragged Tang Mengyu into Chengpin Bookstore, looking left and right.Shuttle among the dazzling bookshelves, trying to find the book that is very important to me.
"This is a bookstore, please keep your voice down." I said sharply, causing Tang Mengyu to look aggrieved, so I could only sigh and pat her head, "Okay, don't put on such an expression."
"You idiot." Tang Mengyu squeezed my cheek hard, and I just smiled helplessly.
Woman, what a hassle.
"Hey, Wen Chengguang, have you read this book?" Tang Mengyu tugged on my sleeve, I turned my head, and the two familiar titles fell into my eyes, and my eyes froze.
"It's "Love on the Left Bank" and "You on the Right Bank" in capital letters on the left! I have read both of these books, and I cried to death after seeing them." Tang Mengyu took out two books and said to himself: "This Both books are very good-looking, but there has been no news about Zuo Da for a long time, and I don’t know where she has gone.”
I smiled and said nothing.
"Wen Chengguang, I think you will like these two books! The first book is about the sea, and the second one is about paper stars, and it's a story from teacher-student love to finding happiness again, but , It really tortured me to the point where I'm so bad." Tang Mengyu stuffed the book into my arms, wagging his tail like a puppy and said, "Buy it, buy it!"
I shook my head and laughed, and asked without leaving a trace: "Then which one do you like? The Left Bank or the Right Bank?"
Tang Mengyu fell into distress and analyzed on her own, "The left bank is writing "Love Missed and Regretted", while the right bank is writing "Happiness Found Again". To be honest, I like both books, but I really have to choose If it is, I might choose Zuo An, which is the regret between the protagonist and the teacher."
"Why?" Putting two books into the basket, I walked slowly and took out a light novel from the bookshelf.
"Because the relationship between Xiao Zuo and the teacher is really too tearful!"
The gap as thick as a book made me accidentally see the figure on the other side looking down at the book, and I was stunned for a while.
"However, I still want to know how Zuo Da is doing now! Are you living happily with her last star? How can anyone disappear from the literary world after writing these two books..."
A woman with a ponytail crossed the vast crowd and took the arm of the woman opposite, and the two looked at each other and smiled affectionately.
I quietly looked at them in front of me, and then put those two books back on the shelf again.
"I think they must be very happy."
"Hey, Wen Chengguang, wait for me! Why did you put the book back on the shelf and leave without looking back!"
I didn't leave without looking back, but, I think I understand.
Tang Mengyu took my hand, and I squeezed her back tightly.
I had just walked out of the bookstore, and I couldn't help but turn my head back with a sense of warmth. Then, I followed the woman and smiled.
The woman in the group of books smiled sweetly and waved goodbye to me.
"See you next time, Xiaoguang." The woman said silently.
"Wen Chengguang, where are you going now?"
On the bus, Tang Mengyu asked persistently, "What book are you looking for?"
I patted her on the head and took out star candy from my pocket, "I'm going to a cafe now, a cafe named 'Meet'."
"Ah? Where is that?" Tang Mengyu asked puzzled, and suddenly thought of something and exclaimed, "There is also a cafe with the same name in "Love on the Left Bank"!"
"Don't be so excited." I rolled my eyes, "I don't know if this one is the same as that one."
"I think it must be! Definitely!" Tang Mengyu said with certainty, which made me stunned for a moment.
"...Why, are you so sure?" I hesitated with a guilty conscience.
"It's a feeling." She smiled contentedly, her expression bright, "Because you took me there."
I saw Tang Mengyu's smile from the car window, and suddenly understood what happiness is.
Because of her, I am happy, right?
"Welcome-"
As soon as you enter the store, the rich aroma of coffee can't help but relax you.Tang Mengyu looked around curiously, and praised in a low voice, "This place is so elegant and beautiful, and the barista uncle is so handsome!"
I raised my eyebrows, and ordered food first regardless of Tang Mengyu's nympho, "Two heavy lattes."
The uncle who was said to be handsome by Tang Mengyu suddenly turned his head, looked at me calmly, then nodded at me with a half-smile, and I also nodded politely.
"Do you know each other?" Tang Mengyu jumped around beside me, like a kid, oh no, it should be said that the third year of junior high school is indeed the age of a kid, but I matured a little earlier.
"Maybe you know it too." I shrugged, "Didn't you read a bunch of novels?"
"But it's impossible for that uncle to be called 'Ajie' so coincidentally, right?"
I chuckled, seeing the black lines on the face of the barista from the corner of my eye, I laughed even more heartily.
Seeing Tang Mengyu's puzzled face, I breathed smoothly, and I almost laughed out loud. "Don't take this as a novel, idiot."
"Know it!"
I randomly found a comfortable seat and sat down. I suddenly saw the couple in the corner and thought it was a coincidence.
"Hey, Tang Mengyu, didn't you just say that the uncle is handsome? But I think the guy in the corner is even more handsome." Tang Mengyu followed the direction I pointed, and her nympho nature was revealed again, "Hey, really. It's so handsome! It's so handsome! It's so handsome that it's scumbag!"
"You are too exaggerated." I rolled my eyes, "Don't forget that there is a boyfriend sitting next to you."
Tang Mengyu stuck out her tongue, still staring at her. Of course I ruthlessly shattered her dream, "That handsome guy is a girl, and the iceberg beauty opposite is her girlfriend. Don't miss her."
"Ah?" I heard Tang Mengyu's heartbroken voice, but cockroaches have the vitality of being unbeatable, and Tang Mengyu's nympho nature is also so tenacious, "I can do that handsome T!"
"It's okay." I tapped her head.
The two in the corner seemed to sense the commotion and looked up at us blankly at the same time, making me smile apologetically.
──Sorry, I just want to see how Miss Zuo's best friend is doing?
The twilight falls lightly on the campus, as if sprinkled with a layer of golden powder and a little warm orange, which paints the most beautiful color for the paint of memories.
Gently opening the wooden door of the library, I took Tang Mengyu's hand and walked towards the bookcase quietly.
"Are you... are you sure that people outside the school can enter here at will? Although we are indeed going to be freshmen in this high school..." Hearing Tang Mengyu's uneasy confirmation, I just raised my eyebrows and smiled, " Tang Mengyu, who am I?"
"You are Wen Chengguang..." Tang Mengyu raised his head and opened his innocent eyes like a puppy.
"With me here, what's there to be afraid of?"
Tang Mengyu was stunned for a while, then nodded vigorously, "Yes!"
I turned around, and the twilight that suddenly came through the window made me squint my eyes, and when I adjusted to the light and opened my eyes again, I froze there...
It was a sea of shining golden light.
I immediately took out my painting tools from my bag and stared intently at the sparkling sea outside the window, almost crying with excitement.
"Xiaoguang, do you know where the sea is the most beautiful?" 』
"I don't know, I've been to almost all the beaches in Taiwan, even the Suhua Highway, but I can't find the feeling I want. 』
"The sea seen from my alma mater is the most beautiful. 』
"Eh?Really? 』
"In the evening, the whole walrus is sprinkled with a layer of gold powder, sparkling... It is like "Lanikai", like a heavenly ocean, which will make people want to cry. 』
".....real? 』
『However, there is another reason why the sea is so beautiful. 』
"What is it?" 』
"You'll understand when you see it with your own eyes. 』
"Wait, Wen Chengguang, you used orange and yellow to draw the sea, are you crazy?" Tang Mengyu, who is also in the art class, exclaimed, almost going crazy.
"I also think I'm crazy." I whispered, "But the real beauty doesn't need rigid colors, I just want to paint as I like."
"Omg...I'm about to pass out..."
Miss Zuo, I think I understand, I understand why this sea is so beautiful......
──Because, this is the most important place between you and my mother...
I breathed a sigh of relief, slowly put down the brush, and wiped the corners of my eyes.
Staring quietly at the deep sea on the canvas, the twilight has receded, and the touch of that moment has been deeply imprinted in my heart.
"Wen Chengguang... Look at the bookcase on the left, there is a very familiar book..." I followed Tang Mengyu's astonished gaze, and the book I had been looking for finally fell into it. Under my eyes.
""Love from the Left Bank, You from the Right Bank" by Xi Cheng. Why, why is it so similar to Zuo Da's book title?"
I took out this book with the ocean as the cover, and the heavy weight in my hand almost made me reluctant to turn to the last page—the part that Miss Zuo had never written, was finally complete under Xi Cheng's pen.
"What is the relationship between Zuo Da and Xi Cheng......?"
"Little Hikari, I want you to know something. 』
"What's up? 』
"There is one part of the two books "Love on the Left Bank" and "You on the Right Bank" that I have never written. When you grow up, go to my alma mater to find a book. The last page of that book is you The truth that my mother disappeared for eight years. 』
"......what book? 』
"Love on the Left Bank, You on the Right Bank" by Xi Cheng. 』
"Xicheng?What is her relationship with Miss Zuo...? 』
"It's a secret, but I think you'll understand when you read that book. 』
With trembling hands, I slowly turned to the last page of this book, and the delicate and beautiful handwriting on the whole side was imprinted in my eyes, and I immediately understood that it was my mother's handwriting.
In the end, my eye sockets were reddened, my heart ached, my body trembled, and I couldn't help crying...
Si Ting:
When you read this letter, there should be a woman by your side who is willing to break [-] stars for you, right?She is a very lucky woman, and you are also a very happy person, please cherish her well.
Si Ting, have you ever blamed me?Did you hate me for disappearing without a word for eight years?I have been slow to tell you the reason, and now, I can tell you frankly.
Eight years ago, when I found out that I was suffering from stomach cancer, I immediately checked my family history and found that my aunt and grandmother all died of stomach cancer. What should I do in the future? ’ but ‘What should you do? 』
You who love me deeply, you who are stupid, what should I do...
If I let you know that I have cancer, you will insist that you stay with me. At that time, I will be powerless to force you to go. Then, both of us will be unhappy, why?
Because, even if you have to go bankrupt, I believe you will not hesitate, because you are such a fool, so I dare not let you know, and I dare not let myself ruin your bright future.
From your eyes, I see your strength and persistence, and you will definitely shine in the future, so how can I hold you back selfishly?
You will definitely ask, why did I choose Wen Guanyu instead of you?Si Ting, my baby, please accept what I want to say next calmly, and don't blame God or the law.
Because same-sex marriage is illegal in Taiwan.I don't have dual nationality like you. According to my physical condition, I can't go abroad to register for marriage. Therefore, Taiwan's laws can't protect you, my beloved...
When I need to sign a medical consent form, you can only watch me; when I need to change the beneficiary of the insurance, I can't fill in your name. Even though we have been in love for most of our lives, we don't have each other's ID cards name.
On the actual legal level, I have no way to protect you, so I left you.
But, I didn't want to leave you forever.
After Wen Guanyu quickly completed all the leaving procedures for me, I concentrated on receiving treatment. After a year or two, I thought I was cured and could return to you, but my stomach began to have problems again, just like that... ..Three years, four years, five years have passed, the disease has recurred and recurred, and the hope of returning to you has gradually faded.
I know my physical condition, maybe, this life is over, however, it is my child, Xiaoguang, who supports me to live.
While I miss you, I grow up with Xiaoguang. I gradually understand that I can’t heal, I can’t return to you and love you. My last wish is that I can see you, but I’m afraid of seeing you. Sometimes it will drag you down.
Although, I still hope to see you again...
Maybe God heard my wish. When you appeared in the ward, I panicked. I didn’t know whether to run away or recognize you. I was thinking: If I recognize you, I will live like many years ago In the fear of dragging you down; pretending not to know you, my heart will ache again...so painful...
So, I left, and I returned to the original place, thinking: If you appear here, then, I will love you with the rest of my life.
Finally, you did show up, thank you.
Thank you for walking with me through the final journey, thank you for holding my hand and walking to the end.
It's great to see you in this life.
I love you, I really love you...
I'm happy, don't worry about me.
EBO
祐昀
I slowly closed the book, I think I understand the relationship between Xicheng and Zuo Da.
Tang Mengyu hugged me tightly, I turned around and hugged her tightly, crying in her arms.
The love between Xiao Zuo and her mother is over, and this story will always, always remain in my heart.
I took out the magic pen and slowly wrote in the lower right corner of the canvas:
The love on the left bank is only born for you on the right bank.
It was a sea with the names of Zuo Siting and Huang Youyun.
Here, the tide never ebbs.
Until that star becomes the brightest star in the night sky.
Again, found each other.
──End of the full text
☆, postscript
Dedicated to you who are all wounded
This is a story about "regret".It is a pity that I wrote this story.
I remember that the serialization started at the end of March this year (2014). It took half a year for the serialization to finally finish writing the main text. There were many things in the middle, such as changing the pseudonym, starting to work in POPO, setting up a fan page, and more importantly, I am officially promoted from high school to high school.
I once wanted to abandon this story (positive color) but because I couldn't bear it, I finished writing it.
I can't bear the teacher and Xiao Zuo to stop like that, they exist so clearly in my heart...
Because of Zuoan, I have met many, many readers, which made me very flattered and moved. I always felt that it was not I who attracted you, but you chose me. As an author, I must write the best. .
At least, I have to write in such a way that I am moved and have no regrets.
The text of Zuoan has a total of 22 words, which is the work with the largest number of words in the past two years that I have written. Thinking about it, I started writing it out of an impulse. There is no special structure, but I just wanted to write it naturally.
At the age of 17, I was really happy to finish writing Left Bank.
In fact, up to this moment, I still have no sense of reality, maybe because I still believe in the characters in the story, their stories will not end one day, but I think I can formally say something to the "past" Bye now.
We have all been hurt because of love, it’s okay, you will not be alone, this world is not alone, and I am silently writing to accompany the lonely people.
The value of an author does not lie in how much applause he receives for his writing, but in his willingness to write for others.
Words should not hurt people, but give people strength.
I am still learning and trying to become such an author. For this original intention in my heart, I must work harder in all aspects.
The weather has gradually turned from hot to cool, and my mood has gradually changed from restlessness to calm. After writing the final chapter, I broke down and cried for a long time XD and now I am writing the postscript calmly, but no matter how calm it is, I can see everyone’s thoughts I'm still really excited XD
I think I probably squandered the romantic nature of Pisces on writing novels. In real life, uh... I have to admit that I am probably the one who leads the crowd, and I always take the lead in speaking, which is actually very tiring Yes, it's a Capricorn at all (I'm pulling away
In short, that's why we have teachers.
Huang Youyun, a gentle and sad woman, in fact, I seldom described her decisive indifference, which I overlooked, but the teacher's episode will make up for this, after all, it is not from the perspective of Xiaozuo, it will naturally be more objective , will see more different teachers.
Next is Xu Haicen.
In fact, when I was thinking about this novel at the beginning, there was no such character as Xu Haicen, it was a character that was accidentally described by a flash of inspiration, and it also established the ending that she would not be with Xiao Zuo (bomb) So, President The blue sky is fine, which is actually an accident haha.
However, what surprised me is that Xu Haicen's supporters are much more unusual?Now I’m really ashamed of my senior sister (hiding my face) I’ve said something about my senior sister on Fanzhuan, basically, Xiaohai is based on my senior sister.
Gradually, Xiaohai became more and more clear in my writing, so clear that I have to feel sorry for her infatuation, as if seeing myself a long time ago... I digress again haha.
The last person is Zuo Siting.
A lot of people are speculating about my relationship with Xiao Zuo, but I have to say it again, the ending is deliberately written as a secret relationship (?) Haha, please guess for yourself, I haven’t seen the correct answer yet XD Maybe next year (2015) I will Include the truth of this secret in a physical book.
The postscript writes this, I know that parting is approaching, so I am a little sad...but some separation is for meeting again.Of course, I don’t know how many familiar readers I will see when I come back next year. I will not intentionally hold on to hope. I will move towards my goal school day by day and become a college student in the Department of Chinese. This is my goal at this stage up.
Then, happy to come back and write, and start all over again.
The next work is a story about "Dream", see you next year! :)
1022.2014 Xicheng pen
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1,
"Love on the Left Bank, You on the Right Bank." "Reminders on the first time I saw Zuo An.I found it when I was very bored looking for good-looking novels.
At that time, I was attracted by the introduction, so I clicked on the page of Zuo An.Follow me chapter by chapter.Countless words made me fall in love with Zuo An deeply.Zuo just transferred to school when I was a child, and the dialogue with Xu Haiqin, and after meeting the teacher, the teacher's considerate behavior towards Xiao Zuo made me more and more addicted.
When I saw the teacher and Xiao Zuo together again, I was really happy, but at the same time I felt sad that they could only interact secretly.I seem to be able to feel the pain that Xiao Zuo and the teacher encountered time and time again.The part that made my heart hurt the most was the part where Xiao Zuo and the teacher cried loudly through the door.They are clearly in love with each other, but they can only be separated.Numerous suspicions and doubts rushed over love for a while.At that time, I really cried to death.After that, no matter when the teacher handed out the wedding invitation or when the teacher sang at the graduation ceremony, the paper stars in the suite.As long as there is a passage that may affect emotions, it will bring tears to my eyes.
Maybe it's because I, as a reader, become one with the moods of the characters in the book.
Eight years later, Xiao Zuo wrote "The Love of Zuo An", which made me feel her incomparable attachment to her teacher.And when she reunited with the teacher, but the teacher pretended not to know her, I really felt very sad!When the teacher said the meaning of 8 paper stars.I really feel... the teacher loves Xiao Zuo very much, really loves him very much.That true love...brought me to tears.After the teacher passed away, when Xiao Zuo found the 9999th star on Christmas.I'm really happy for her.Xiao Zuo, just as the teacher expected, found a person who was willing to fold paper stars for her, and shed tears of emotion and sadness.
I enjoyed the ending a lot.The teacher's letter made me feel the teacher's most sincere love for Xiao Zuo.It also made me feel the injustice of Taiwan's marriage law for homosexuals.I support the legalization of gay marriage in Taiwan.Not just because I'm bisexual myself.I was also moved by Xicheng's Left Bank.From beginning to end, I was deeply moved.
Thank you Xicheng, and thank you to the characters who live in Xicheng's works.Xiao Zuo, the teacher, Xu Haiqin, the president, Li Xingyou, Xiao Guang... Thank you for your touch!experience.over. (Super immature experience) I will definitely buy the physical book! !
By Crystal
2,
In fact, when I first read "Left Bank", I accidentally saw the chapter where the teacher was seriously ill, but since I didn't know the plot of the story, I went back to the beginning.At first I thought it was a love triangle story and I would be with Xiaohai in the end (because I saw the teacher was seriously ill at the beginning, and the bento tasted strong.) In fact, Xiaozuo is a very depressive character. For Yongzhen's death, love The distance between the teacher and the teacher has been suppressed.But the teacher's approach is indeed a light, shining on Xiao Zuo, and as the article says, it is the person who makes Xiao Zuo learn to love.Although I regret the ending of Xiao Zuo and the teacher, it is also in line with reality. The favorite in my life may not be together forever.Finally, I really appreciate Xiao Zuo's belonging and ending chapters, which are unexpected but reasonable.Thank you Xicheng for writing this regrettable but wonderful story. (In the end, although I am very much looking forward to the book, but I am a Hong Kong student studying in Australia, it should be difficult to buy QQ)
Their love affair is really sad, I cried when I saw the part of breaking up and the death of the teacher.In fact, teacher-student love is not a big problem for me. They like each other without hurting others. Why can’t they be together (teacher~~) I remembered that my Chinese history teacher said that she had a high school classmate and a male teacher together, but the teacher didn’t have time. Take her to McDonald's, and finally broke up in college XD
But her teacher is really hard to come by, but at least the teacher who has been in high school for three years and my high school classmates are really good.
Finally, Xicheng has to work hard for his university studies, and looks forward to the birth of the new book "Left Bank".
BY Lin Mixin
3,
left bank oh...
I have been waiting for an update every day for half a year.
In a generation where teachers and students are not allowed to fall in love, Xiao Zuo and the teacher have loved each other with all their strength and heart.This really touched me.Because of immaturity, because of anxiety, because of suspicion, they separated, but even after a long, long time, they still love each other deeply. It's just that they met the right person at the wrong time. Even though they were careful, even though they cherished each other, they still hurt each other. Even if they didn't mean it, it hurt even more. .
The teacher's departure is a kind of pain and a kind of growth for Xiaozuo. I believe that even if the time comes again, she will still be separated from the teacher and she is still willing to spend such a long time looking for the teacher. (Zuo An is really a very worrying article!!!
Xicheng is a person of the same age as me, but her writing touches the hearts of many people.Her articles show her heart and specialness. I think after years of training and growth, Xicheng must be an excellent and great writer (hug~
BY Momo
4,
The novel "Love on the Left Bank, You on the Right Bank" is probably the most touching story to me so far
The story clearly describes the interaction between the teacher and Xiao Zuo
From trust at the beginning to disappointment and love to separation...
In fact, I originally hoped that Xiao Zuo could be with the teacher.
But the ending is beyond my expectation
The teacher is dead, Xiao Zuo and Li Xingyou are together, this is a development that I can never imagine
It's not the best ending for me but I still like the story
After all it also lied to my tears several times(?
BYZongJyunLin
5,
I'm a snorkeler who hasn't dived yet~~~
Zuo An, a novel written from the perspective of Xiao Zuo, so we can feel Xiao Zuo's various moods the most, and I think Xiao Zuo is really a very happy person. There are also many people who care about her, such as Sister Yuxin, Sister Yunxi, Ajie, Sister Zuo, Uncle Zhang, (Papa Zuo!
Although they are relatively light actors, when Xiao Zuo was at a loss, they all guided and comforted her from the bottom of her heart, so I say that Xiao Zuo is actually very happy as a whole!
Watching Xiao Zuo's love, from healing to sprouting new seedlings, confusion between liking and love, falling in love, and then experiencing ups and downs, being separated from the teacher, waiting for the teacher, and the teacher's departure...
Looking at the teacher... I know that the teacher loves Xiaozuo very much, so I want to take care of her as much as I can, but I also want her to grow without relying on myself. This is the way she loves Xiaozuo, which makes me feel Too much human thinking, because ah... Teacher, you really think too far for Xiao Zuo! ! !
Teacher, weren't you only 26 years old at that time? ! ! !In fact, you are young too! ! !It may be that the two teacher-student relationships and the same-sex relationship make the teacher a little immature (tilt his head
I believe that when the physical book reads the teacher's story, I can understand her better
Watching Xiaohai's first love, Xiaozuo (love at first sight?) silently caring for Xiaozuo, quietly accompanying Xiaozuo, although a bit domineering and unreasonable, the little queen (tsundere)
But her infatuation and relief, and her compassionate Xiaozuo?This is what makes her very popular ヾ(*'?'*)? (But President Lan Tianqing's infatuation is also very long...but I am longer than her hahahaha)
When the finale was about to end, I was already mentally prepared that the teacher and Xiao Zuo would not be able to be together after all, but the two still had a sweet and beautiful reunion, and that was enough. The tears in my eyes made me cry so much that I had a snot and no snot
love each other
"Be courageous, think for the good of each other, and face it together"
If two people are like this, there will be more ways to choose for many things, how wonderful it would be... But love is really hard to understand
Thank you, Chengda, for this sad but wonderful story.
BY Yi Shun Umbrella
6,
In fact, no matter on FB or popo, I have left countless times to provoke (?
So I really don’t know what to say to provoke me. I can help Chengda sort out all the things I have kept for a while and then add a few more sentences (paragraphs) XD
At the beginning, the interaction between Xiaozuo, Xiaohai and the teacher was really similar to that of Xiaozuo at the beginning. I didn’t know who I wanted to be with (XD), so I just let it go and followed the story to see how Xiaozuo chose, saying Really, my selfishness is to think that I will be with Xiaohai, but I didn’t expect to choose the teacher after many twists and turns.
Later, Xiao Zuo and the teacher were so sweet that they once thought that this novel was so sweet together so early?? It was so difficult to be sweet all the way to the end!??? ...Just to pave the way for the sad QAQQ
Following Xiao Zuo's mental journey, and the stories written by Chengda, every time the abuse is very heart-wrenching, but I still want to continue watching the abuse. How should I put it, this kind of abuse is not BD abuse, because I always believe in this story, It’s not BD, even if the ending is not what you expected, but it’s definitely not BD, it turns out...it’s trueˊˇˋ
I feel a sense of relief seeing the ending now
Although there will still be resentment, but it is the kind of unfinished feeling
When I saw it before, I thought it would be better if Xiao Zuo was braver at the beginning >_
But now I think this might be the best ending, Eun-jin ((nods)
This is the really good ending
no... is the right ending
Chengda's writing style is very magical, I don't know if Chengda will find it annoying, but as a young reader, I am very shy to confess my love to the author I like ((shame
In short, I really like Chengda's writing and stories full of realism and touching people's hearts. They always bring us unexpected developments. I really like "Left Bank". ) story, not only the teacher lives in Xiao Zuo’s heart, but “Zuo An” will live in my heart foreverˊˇˋ
that's all.
BTW... I will miss Cheng Da la la la la la la la TAT
BY private message anonymous
7,
The left bank is the big pit I found when I was watching my seniors. I am a reader who has been captured since the first episode (congratulations on catching a grapefruit?!), and my favorite thing every time is to drink a coffee latte and then re-read it. Fu watched Zuoan two or three times, waiting for new updates, and sometimes waiting for updates at night, with the awareness that he must see the updates before going to bed.
When I first saw Xiao Zuo, it reminded me of a friend of mine,
After applying the last touch of light blue, I finally stopped the brush and gently patted the white fine sand on the canvas.
"Wen Chengguang──"
I sighed softly, Tang Mengyu was the only woman with such a hoarse voice and no temperament.
"You guy came to the beach to paint again, what's the problem! The wind is so strong and you want to eat sand, that's not the case. You get up for my old lady, who said to go to the bookstore to find books?" I let Tang Mengyu whisper in my ear I was yelling, I lowered my head and silently packed the painting tools, the more she urged, the slower I was.
By the way, she is Tang Mengyu, my green plum, everyone calls her Tangtang, except me.I picked up my painting tools and warned coldly, "I'll kiss you again."
Tang Mengyu opened her eyes wide, desperately wanted to curse but couldn't, and finally burst out a single sound, "You!" Then there was no more words.
I raised my eyebrows and looked at her calmly.
"Don't think that you are handsome and everyone will like you! You little boy!"
"Yes yes yes." Ignoring Tang Mengyu's whispers in my ear, I walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus.
"So I said, are you listening!"
I shrugged, "Of course not."
Tang Mengyu took a deep breath, then angrily squeezed beside me, glaring at me sideways.
"What would you do without me!"
I raised my eyebrows and turned my head to see her blushing to hide her shyness, still wanting to be bullied.
"I won't be able to survive." I replied lightly.
Tang Mengyu pouted and leaned quietly on my shoulder.
I looked down at her messy hair due to the sea breeze, and smiled slightly.
After a while, the bus came.I picked a seat by the window and sat down.Quietly looking at the sea view outside the window, fell into a moment of silence.
I like the sea, and I also like to draw seascapes. Even though the teacher asked me not to hand in pictures about the sea in my homework, I insisted on my own opinion. In the end, the teacher let me go. It is the top three in the school, and there is no bad performance.
Behind my persistence, there is an indescribable difficulty──I have never been able to draw the "sea" I want.
"Hey, Wen Chengguang, what kind of book are you looking for?"
I dragged Tang Mengyu into Chengpin Bookstore, looking left and right.Shuttle among the dazzling bookshelves, trying to find the book that is very important to me.
"This is a bookstore, please keep your voice down." I said sharply, causing Tang Mengyu to look aggrieved, so I could only sigh and pat her head, "Okay, don't put on such an expression."
"You idiot." Tang Mengyu squeezed my cheek hard, and I just smiled helplessly.
Woman, what a hassle.
"Hey, Wen Chengguang, have you read this book?" Tang Mengyu tugged on my sleeve, I turned my head, and the two familiar titles fell into my eyes, and my eyes froze.
"It's "Love on the Left Bank" and "You on the Right Bank" in capital letters on the left! I have read both of these books, and I cried to death after seeing them." Tang Mengyu took out two books and said to himself: "This Both books are very good-looking, but there has been no news about Zuo Da for a long time, and I don’t know where she has gone.”
I smiled and said nothing.
"Wen Chengguang, I think you will like these two books! The first book is about the sea, and the second one is about paper stars, and it's a story from teacher-student love to finding happiness again, but , It really tortured me to the point where I'm so bad." Tang Mengyu stuffed the book into my arms, wagging his tail like a puppy and said, "Buy it, buy it!"
I shook my head and laughed, and asked without leaving a trace: "Then which one do you like? The Left Bank or the Right Bank?"
Tang Mengyu fell into distress and analyzed on her own, "The left bank is writing "Love Missed and Regretted", while the right bank is writing "Happiness Found Again". To be honest, I like both books, but I really have to choose If it is, I might choose Zuo An, which is the regret between the protagonist and the teacher."
"Why?" Putting two books into the basket, I walked slowly and took out a light novel from the bookshelf.
"Because the relationship between Xiao Zuo and the teacher is really too tearful!"
The gap as thick as a book made me accidentally see the figure on the other side looking down at the book, and I was stunned for a while.
"However, I still want to know how Zuo Da is doing now! Are you living happily with her last star? How can anyone disappear from the literary world after writing these two books..."
A woman with a ponytail crossed the vast crowd and took the arm of the woman opposite, and the two looked at each other and smiled affectionately.
I quietly looked at them in front of me, and then put those two books back on the shelf again.
"I think they must be very happy."
"Hey, Wen Chengguang, wait for me! Why did you put the book back on the shelf and leave without looking back!"
I didn't leave without looking back, but, I think I understand.
Tang Mengyu took my hand, and I squeezed her back tightly.
I had just walked out of the bookstore, and I couldn't help but turn my head back with a sense of warmth. Then, I followed the woman and smiled.
The woman in the group of books smiled sweetly and waved goodbye to me.
"See you next time, Xiaoguang." The woman said silently.
"Wen Chengguang, where are you going now?"
On the bus, Tang Mengyu asked persistently, "What book are you looking for?"
I patted her on the head and took out star candy from my pocket, "I'm going to a cafe now, a cafe named 'Meet'."
"Ah? Where is that?" Tang Mengyu asked puzzled, and suddenly thought of something and exclaimed, "There is also a cafe with the same name in "Love on the Left Bank"!"
"Don't be so excited." I rolled my eyes, "I don't know if this one is the same as that one."
"I think it must be! Definitely!" Tang Mengyu said with certainty, which made me stunned for a moment.
"...Why, are you so sure?" I hesitated with a guilty conscience.
"It's a feeling." She smiled contentedly, her expression bright, "Because you took me there."
I saw Tang Mengyu's smile from the car window, and suddenly understood what happiness is.
Because of her, I am happy, right?
"Welcome-"
As soon as you enter the store, the rich aroma of coffee can't help but relax you.Tang Mengyu looked around curiously, and praised in a low voice, "This place is so elegant and beautiful, and the barista uncle is so handsome!"
I raised my eyebrows, and ordered food first regardless of Tang Mengyu's nympho, "Two heavy lattes."
The uncle who was said to be handsome by Tang Mengyu suddenly turned his head, looked at me calmly, then nodded at me with a half-smile, and I also nodded politely.
"Do you know each other?" Tang Mengyu jumped around beside me, like a kid, oh no, it should be said that the third year of junior high school is indeed the age of a kid, but I matured a little earlier.
"Maybe you know it too." I shrugged, "Didn't you read a bunch of novels?"
"But it's impossible for that uncle to be called 'Ajie' so coincidentally, right?"
I chuckled, seeing the black lines on the face of the barista from the corner of my eye, I laughed even more heartily.
Seeing Tang Mengyu's puzzled face, I breathed smoothly, and I almost laughed out loud. "Don't take this as a novel, idiot."
"Know it!"
I randomly found a comfortable seat and sat down. I suddenly saw the couple in the corner and thought it was a coincidence.
"Hey, Tang Mengyu, didn't you just say that the uncle is handsome? But I think the guy in the corner is even more handsome." Tang Mengyu followed the direction I pointed, and her nympho nature was revealed again, "Hey, really. It's so handsome! It's so handsome! It's so handsome that it's scumbag!"
"You are too exaggerated." I rolled my eyes, "Don't forget that there is a boyfriend sitting next to you."
Tang Mengyu stuck out her tongue, still staring at her. Of course I ruthlessly shattered her dream, "That handsome guy is a girl, and the iceberg beauty opposite is her girlfriend. Don't miss her."
"Ah?" I heard Tang Mengyu's heartbroken voice, but cockroaches have the vitality of being unbeatable, and Tang Mengyu's nympho nature is also so tenacious, "I can do that handsome T!"
"It's okay." I tapped her head.
The two in the corner seemed to sense the commotion and looked up at us blankly at the same time, making me smile apologetically.
──Sorry, I just want to see how Miss Zuo's best friend is doing?
The twilight falls lightly on the campus, as if sprinkled with a layer of golden powder and a little warm orange, which paints the most beautiful color for the paint of memories.
Gently opening the wooden door of the library, I took Tang Mengyu's hand and walked towards the bookcase quietly.
"Are you... are you sure that people outside the school can enter here at will? Although we are indeed going to be freshmen in this high school..." Hearing Tang Mengyu's uneasy confirmation, I just raised my eyebrows and smiled, " Tang Mengyu, who am I?"
"You are Wen Chengguang..." Tang Mengyu raised his head and opened his innocent eyes like a puppy.
"With me here, what's there to be afraid of?"
Tang Mengyu was stunned for a while, then nodded vigorously, "Yes!"
I turned around, and the twilight that suddenly came through the window made me squint my eyes, and when I adjusted to the light and opened my eyes again, I froze there...
It was a sea of shining golden light.
I immediately took out my painting tools from my bag and stared intently at the sparkling sea outside the window, almost crying with excitement.
"Xiaoguang, do you know where the sea is the most beautiful?" 』
"I don't know, I've been to almost all the beaches in Taiwan, even the Suhua Highway, but I can't find the feeling I want. 』
"The sea seen from my alma mater is the most beautiful. 』
"Eh?Really? 』
"In the evening, the whole walrus is sprinkled with a layer of gold powder, sparkling... It is like "Lanikai", like a heavenly ocean, which will make people want to cry. 』
".....real? 』
『However, there is another reason why the sea is so beautiful. 』
"What is it?" 』
"You'll understand when you see it with your own eyes. 』
"Wait, Wen Chengguang, you used orange and yellow to draw the sea, are you crazy?" Tang Mengyu, who is also in the art class, exclaimed, almost going crazy.
"I also think I'm crazy." I whispered, "But the real beauty doesn't need rigid colors, I just want to paint as I like."
"Omg...I'm about to pass out..."
Miss Zuo, I think I understand, I understand why this sea is so beautiful......
──Because, this is the most important place between you and my mother...
I breathed a sigh of relief, slowly put down the brush, and wiped the corners of my eyes.
Staring quietly at the deep sea on the canvas, the twilight has receded, and the touch of that moment has been deeply imprinted in my heart.
"Wen Chengguang... Look at the bookcase on the left, there is a very familiar book..." I followed Tang Mengyu's astonished gaze, and the book I had been looking for finally fell into it. Under my eyes.
""Love from the Left Bank, You from the Right Bank" by Xi Cheng. Why, why is it so similar to Zuo Da's book title?"
I took out this book with the ocean as the cover, and the heavy weight in my hand almost made me reluctant to turn to the last page—the part that Miss Zuo had never written, was finally complete under Xi Cheng's pen.
"What is the relationship between Zuo Da and Xi Cheng......?"
"Little Hikari, I want you to know something. 』
"What's up? 』
"There is one part of the two books "Love on the Left Bank" and "You on the Right Bank" that I have never written. When you grow up, go to my alma mater to find a book. The last page of that book is you The truth that my mother disappeared for eight years. 』
"......what book? 』
"Love on the Left Bank, You on the Right Bank" by Xi Cheng. 』
"Xicheng?What is her relationship with Miss Zuo...? 』
"It's a secret, but I think you'll understand when you read that book. 』
With trembling hands, I slowly turned to the last page of this book, and the delicate and beautiful handwriting on the whole side was imprinted in my eyes, and I immediately understood that it was my mother's handwriting.
In the end, my eye sockets were reddened, my heart ached, my body trembled, and I couldn't help crying...
Si Ting:
When you read this letter, there should be a woman by your side who is willing to break [-] stars for you, right?She is a very lucky woman, and you are also a very happy person, please cherish her well.
Si Ting, have you ever blamed me?Did you hate me for disappearing without a word for eight years?I have been slow to tell you the reason, and now, I can tell you frankly.
Eight years ago, when I found out that I was suffering from stomach cancer, I immediately checked my family history and found that my aunt and grandmother all died of stomach cancer. What should I do in the future? ’ but ‘What should you do? 』
You who love me deeply, you who are stupid, what should I do...
If I let you know that I have cancer, you will insist that you stay with me. At that time, I will be powerless to force you to go. Then, both of us will be unhappy, why?
Because, even if you have to go bankrupt, I believe you will not hesitate, because you are such a fool, so I dare not let you know, and I dare not let myself ruin your bright future.
From your eyes, I see your strength and persistence, and you will definitely shine in the future, so how can I hold you back selfishly?
You will definitely ask, why did I choose Wen Guanyu instead of you?Si Ting, my baby, please accept what I want to say next calmly, and don't blame God or the law.
Because same-sex marriage is illegal in Taiwan.I don't have dual nationality like you. According to my physical condition, I can't go abroad to register for marriage. Therefore, Taiwan's laws can't protect you, my beloved...
When I need to sign a medical consent form, you can only watch me; when I need to change the beneficiary of the insurance, I can't fill in your name. Even though we have been in love for most of our lives, we don't have each other's ID cards name.
On the actual legal level, I have no way to protect you, so I left you.
But, I didn't want to leave you forever.
After Wen Guanyu quickly completed all the leaving procedures for me, I concentrated on receiving treatment. After a year or two, I thought I was cured and could return to you, but my stomach began to have problems again, just like that... ..Three years, four years, five years have passed, the disease has recurred and recurred, and the hope of returning to you has gradually faded.
I know my physical condition, maybe, this life is over, however, it is my child, Xiaoguang, who supports me to live.
While I miss you, I grow up with Xiaoguang. I gradually understand that I can’t heal, I can’t return to you and love you. My last wish is that I can see you, but I’m afraid of seeing you. Sometimes it will drag you down.
Although, I still hope to see you again...
Maybe God heard my wish. When you appeared in the ward, I panicked. I didn’t know whether to run away or recognize you. I was thinking: If I recognize you, I will live like many years ago In the fear of dragging you down; pretending not to know you, my heart will ache again...so painful...
So, I left, and I returned to the original place, thinking: If you appear here, then, I will love you with the rest of my life.
Finally, you did show up, thank you.
Thank you for walking with me through the final journey, thank you for holding my hand and walking to the end.
It's great to see you in this life.
I love you, I really love you...
I'm happy, don't worry about me.
EBO
祐昀
I slowly closed the book, I think I understand the relationship between Xicheng and Zuo Da.
Tang Mengyu hugged me tightly, I turned around and hugged her tightly, crying in her arms.
The love between Xiao Zuo and her mother is over, and this story will always, always remain in my heart.
I took out the magic pen and slowly wrote in the lower right corner of the canvas:
The love on the left bank is only born for you on the right bank.
It was a sea with the names of Zuo Siting and Huang Youyun.
Here, the tide never ebbs.
Until that star becomes the brightest star in the night sky.
Again, found each other.
──End of the full text
☆, postscript
Dedicated to you who are all wounded
This is a story about "regret".It is a pity that I wrote this story.
I remember that the serialization started at the end of March this year (2014). It took half a year for the serialization to finally finish writing the main text. There were many things in the middle, such as changing the pseudonym, starting to work in POPO, setting up a fan page, and more importantly, I am officially promoted from high school to high school.
I once wanted to abandon this story (positive color) but because I couldn't bear it, I finished writing it.
I can't bear the teacher and Xiao Zuo to stop like that, they exist so clearly in my heart...
Because of Zuoan, I have met many, many readers, which made me very flattered and moved. I always felt that it was not I who attracted you, but you chose me. As an author, I must write the best. .
At least, I have to write in such a way that I am moved and have no regrets.
The text of Zuoan has a total of 22 words, which is the work with the largest number of words in the past two years that I have written. Thinking about it, I started writing it out of an impulse. There is no special structure, but I just wanted to write it naturally.
At the age of 17, I was really happy to finish writing Left Bank.
In fact, up to this moment, I still have no sense of reality, maybe because I still believe in the characters in the story, their stories will not end one day, but I think I can formally say something to the "past" Bye now.
We have all been hurt because of love, it’s okay, you will not be alone, this world is not alone, and I am silently writing to accompany the lonely people.
The value of an author does not lie in how much applause he receives for his writing, but in his willingness to write for others.
Words should not hurt people, but give people strength.
I am still learning and trying to become such an author. For this original intention in my heart, I must work harder in all aspects.
The weather has gradually turned from hot to cool, and my mood has gradually changed from restlessness to calm. After writing the final chapter, I broke down and cried for a long time XD and now I am writing the postscript calmly, but no matter how calm it is, I can see everyone’s thoughts I'm still really excited XD
I think I probably squandered the romantic nature of Pisces on writing novels. In real life, uh... I have to admit that I am probably the one who leads the crowd, and I always take the lead in speaking, which is actually very tiring Yes, it's a Capricorn at all (I'm pulling away
In short, that's why we have teachers.
Huang Youyun, a gentle and sad woman, in fact, I seldom described her decisive indifference, which I overlooked, but the teacher's episode will make up for this, after all, it is not from the perspective of Xiaozuo, it will naturally be more objective , will see more different teachers.
Next is Xu Haicen.
In fact, when I was thinking about this novel at the beginning, there was no such character as Xu Haicen, it was a character that was accidentally described by a flash of inspiration, and it also established the ending that she would not be with Xiao Zuo (bomb) So, President The blue sky is fine, which is actually an accident haha.
However, what surprised me is that Xu Haicen's supporters are much more unusual?Now I’m really ashamed of my senior sister (hiding my face) I’ve said something about my senior sister on Fanzhuan, basically, Xiaohai is based on my senior sister.
Gradually, Xiaohai became more and more clear in my writing, so clear that I have to feel sorry for her infatuation, as if seeing myself a long time ago... I digress again haha.
The last person is Zuo Siting.
A lot of people are speculating about my relationship with Xiao Zuo, but I have to say it again, the ending is deliberately written as a secret relationship (?) Haha, please guess for yourself, I haven’t seen the correct answer yet XD Maybe next year (2015) I will Include the truth of this secret in a physical book.
The postscript writes this, I know that parting is approaching, so I am a little sad...but some separation is for meeting again.Of course, I don’t know how many familiar readers I will see when I come back next year. I will not intentionally hold on to hope. I will move towards my goal school day by day and become a college student in the Department of Chinese. This is my goal at this stage up.
Then, happy to come back and write, and start all over again.
The next work is a story about "Dream", see you next year! :)
1022.2014 Xicheng pen
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1,
"Love on the Left Bank, You on the Right Bank." "Reminders on the first time I saw Zuo An.I found it when I was very bored looking for good-looking novels.
At that time, I was attracted by the introduction, so I clicked on the page of Zuo An.Follow me chapter by chapter.Countless words made me fall in love with Zuo An deeply.Zuo just transferred to school when I was a child, and the dialogue with Xu Haiqin, and after meeting the teacher, the teacher's considerate behavior towards Xiao Zuo made me more and more addicted.
When I saw the teacher and Xiao Zuo together again, I was really happy, but at the same time I felt sad that they could only interact secretly.I seem to be able to feel the pain that Xiao Zuo and the teacher encountered time and time again.The part that made my heart hurt the most was the part where Xiao Zuo and the teacher cried loudly through the door.They are clearly in love with each other, but they can only be separated.Numerous suspicions and doubts rushed over love for a while.At that time, I really cried to death.After that, no matter when the teacher handed out the wedding invitation or when the teacher sang at the graduation ceremony, the paper stars in the suite.As long as there is a passage that may affect emotions, it will bring tears to my eyes.
Maybe it's because I, as a reader, become one with the moods of the characters in the book.
Eight years later, Xiao Zuo wrote "The Love of Zuo An", which made me feel her incomparable attachment to her teacher.And when she reunited with the teacher, but the teacher pretended not to know her, I really felt very sad!When the teacher said the meaning of 8 paper stars.I really feel... the teacher loves Xiao Zuo very much, really loves him very much.That true love...brought me to tears.After the teacher passed away, when Xiao Zuo found the 9999th star on Christmas.I'm really happy for her.Xiao Zuo, just as the teacher expected, found a person who was willing to fold paper stars for her, and shed tears of emotion and sadness.
I enjoyed the ending a lot.The teacher's letter made me feel the teacher's most sincere love for Xiao Zuo.It also made me feel the injustice of Taiwan's marriage law for homosexuals.I support the legalization of gay marriage in Taiwan.Not just because I'm bisexual myself.I was also moved by Xicheng's Left Bank.From beginning to end, I was deeply moved.
Thank you Xicheng, and thank you to the characters who live in Xicheng's works.Xiao Zuo, the teacher, Xu Haiqin, the president, Li Xingyou, Xiao Guang... Thank you for your touch!experience.over. (Super immature experience) I will definitely buy the physical book! !
By Crystal
2,
In fact, when I first read "Left Bank", I accidentally saw the chapter where the teacher was seriously ill, but since I didn't know the plot of the story, I went back to the beginning.At first I thought it was a love triangle story and I would be with Xiaohai in the end (because I saw the teacher was seriously ill at the beginning, and the bento tasted strong.) In fact, Xiaozuo is a very depressive character. For Yongzhen's death, love The distance between the teacher and the teacher has been suppressed.But the teacher's approach is indeed a light, shining on Xiao Zuo, and as the article says, it is the person who makes Xiao Zuo learn to love.Although I regret the ending of Xiao Zuo and the teacher, it is also in line with reality. The favorite in my life may not be together forever.Finally, I really appreciate Xiao Zuo's belonging and ending chapters, which are unexpected but reasonable.Thank you Xicheng for writing this regrettable but wonderful story. (In the end, although I am very much looking forward to the book, but I am a Hong Kong student studying in Australia, it should be difficult to buy QQ)
Their love affair is really sad, I cried when I saw the part of breaking up and the death of the teacher.In fact, teacher-student love is not a big problem for me. They like each other without hurting others. Why can’t they be together (teacher~~) I remembered that my Chinese history teacher said that she had a high school classmate and a male teacher together, but the teacher didn’t have time. Take her to McDonald's, and finally broke up in college XD
But her teacher is really hard to come by, but at least the teacher who has been in high school for three years and my high school classmates are really good.
Finally, Xicheng has to work hard for his university studies, and looks forward to the birth of the new book "Left Bank".
BY Lin Mixin
3,
left bank oh...
I have been waiting for an update every day for half a year.
In a generation where teachers and students are not allowed to fall in love, Xiao Zuo and the teacher have loved each other with all their strength and heart.This really touched me.Because of immaturity, because of anxiety, because of suspicion, they separated, but even after a long, long time, they still love each other deeply. It's just that they met the right person at the wrong time. Even though they were careful, even though they cherished each other, they still hurt each other. Even if they didn't mean it, it hurt even more. .
The teacher's departure is a kind of pain and a kind of growth for Xiaozuo. I believe that even if the time comes again, she will still be separated from the teacher and she is still willing to spend such a long time looking for the teacher. (Zuo An is really a very worrying article!!!
Xicheng is a person of the same age as me, but her writing touches the hearts of many people.Her articles show her heart and specialness. I think after years of training and growth, Xicheng must be an excellent and great writer (hug~
BY Momo
4,
The novel "Love on the Left Bank, You on the Right Bank" is probably the most touching story to me so far
The story clearly describes the interaction between the teacher and Xiao Zuo
From trust at the beginning to disappointment and love to separation...
In fact, I originally hoped that Xiao Zuo could be with the teacher.
But the ending is beyond my expectation
The teacher is dead, Xiao Zuo and Li Xingyou are together, this is a development that I can never imagine
It's not the best ending for me but I still like the story
After all it also lied to my tears several times(?
BYZongJyunLin
5,
I'm a snorkeler who hasn't dived yet~~~
Zuo An, a novel written from the perspective of Xiao Zuo, so we can feel Xiao Zuo's various moods the most, and I think Xiao Zuo is really a very happy person. There are also many people who care about her, such as Sister Yuxin, Sister Yunxi, Ajie, Sister Zuo, Uncle Zhang, (Papa Zuo!
Although they are relatively light actors, when Xiao Zuo was at a loss, they all guided and comforted her from the bottom of her heart, so I say that Xiao Zuo is actually very happy as a whole!
Watching Xiao Zuo's love, from healing to sprouting new seedlings, confusion between liking and love, falling in love, and then experiencing ups and downs, being separated from the teacher, waiting for the teacher, and the teacher's departure...
Looking at the teacher... I know that the teacher loves Xiaozuo very much, so I want to take care of her as much as I can, but I also want her to grow without relying on myself. This is the way she loves Xiaozuo, which makes me feel Too much human thinking, because ah... Teacher, you really think too far for Xiao Zuo! ! !
Teacher, weren't you only 26 years old at that time? ! ! !In fact, you are young too! ! !It may be that the two teacher-student relationships and the same-sex relationship make the teacher a little immature (tilt his head
I believe that when the physical book reads the teacher's story, I can understand her better
Watching Xiaohai's first love, Xiaozuo (love at first sight?) silently caring for Xiaozuo, quietly accompanying Xiaozuo, although a bit domineering and unreasonable, the little queen (tsundere)
But her infatuation and relief, and her compassionate Xiaozuo?This is what makes her very popular ヾ(*'?'*)? (But President Lan Tianqing's infatuation is also very long...but I am longer than her hahahaha)
When the finale was about to end, I was already mentally prepared that the teacher and Xiao Zuo would not be able to be together after all, but the two still had a sweet and beautiful reunion, and that was enough. The tears in my eyes made me cry so much that I had a snot and no snot
love each other
"Be courageous, think for the good of each other, and face it together"
If two people are like this, there will be more ways to choose for many things, how wonderful it would be... But love is really hard to understand
Thank you, Chengda, for this sad but wonderful story.
BY Yi Shun Umbrella
6,
In fact, no matter on FB or popo, I have left countless times to provoke (?
So I really don’t know what to say to provoke me. I can help Chengda sort out all the things I have kept for a while and then add a few more sentences (paragraphs) XD
At the beginning, the interaction between Xiaozuo, Xiaohai and the teacher was really similar to that of Xiaozuo at the beginning. I didn’t know who I wanted to be with (XD), so I just let it go and followed the story to see how Xiaozuo chose, saying Really, my selfishness is to think that I will be with Xiaohai, but I didn’t expect to choose the teacher after many twists and turns.
Later, Xiao Zuo and the teacher were so sweet that they once thought that this novel was so sweet together so early?? It was so difficult to be sweet all the way to the end!??? ...Just to pave the way for the sad QAQQ
Following Xiao Zuo's mental journey, and the stories written by Chengda, every time the abuse is very heart-wrenching, but I still want to continue watching the abuse. How should I put it, this kind of abuse is not BD abuse, because I always believe in this story, It’s not BD, even if the ending is not what you expected, but it’s definitely not BD, it turns out...it’s trueˊˇˋ
I feel a sense of relief seeing the ending now
Although there will still be resentment, but it is the kind of unfinished feeling
When I saw it before, I thought it would be better if Xiao Zuo was braver at the beginning >_
But now I think this might be the best ending, Eun-jin ((nods)
This is the really good ending
no... is the right ending
Chengda's writing style is very magical, I don't know if Chengda will find it annoying, but as a young reader, I am very shy to confess my love to the author I like ((shame
In short, I really like Chengda's writing and stories full of realism and touching people's hearts. They always bring us unexpected developments. I really like "Left Bank". ) story, not only the teacher lives in Xiao Zuo’s heart, but “Zuo An” will live in my heart foreverˊˇˋ
that's all.
BTW... I will miss Cheng Da la la la la la la la TAT
BY private message anonymous
7,
The left bank is the big pit I found when I was watching my seniors. I am a reader who has been captured since the first episode (congratulations on catching a grapefruit?!), and my favorite thing every time is to drink a coffee latte and then re-read it. Fu watched Zuoan two or three times, waiting for new updates, and sometimes waiting for updates at night, with the awareness that he must see the updates before going to bed.
When I first saw Xiao Zuo, it reminded me of a friend of mine,
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