scarecrow

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Ji Qin still had relatives to run away, Fang Yinuo ordered noodles, and the two of them ate some.When he walked to the door, Ji Qin looked at Fang Yinuo who was sitting alone on the sofa watching TV, and suddenly felt a little sour in his heart.

So, after running away with several relatives in the morning, Ji Qin rushed back to accompany Fang Yinuo to have lunch.The two of them went shopping in the afternoon. Everyone was at home on New Year's Day, and the street seemed a little deserted, but this did not hinder Fang Yinuo's interest in shopping.

Until the third year of junior high school, Ji Qin was urged by his parents to go back for two days, and spent the rest of the year with Fang Yinuo.

On the day of the Lantern Festival, Ji Qin ran over to watch the lanterns with Fang Yinuo after having dinner at home.

There are lanterns in the old city in the urban area, and the two of them also went to join in the fun.

There were so many people, old and young, that Fang Yinuo and Ji Qin couldn't move their feet when they walked.Ji Qin was sweating from being squeezed, and gradually lost his temper, pulled Fang Yinuo to protect him, and rushed forward.Both of them were young lads, and they gradually reached the entrance of the lantern.

Fang Yinuo leaned close to Ji Qin's body, and could almost hear Ji Qin's heartbeat, as if it hit the apex of his own heart.It made him dizzy all over, and he was sweating profusely as he held Ji Qin's hand.Just looking at Ji Qin protecting him, Fang Yinuo's heart suddenly became very still at this moment.It was as if what I had been looking for for many years had finally been found, and my heart was filled with joy.

That night, Ji Qin watched the lanterns all night, but Fang Yinuo watched Ji Qin all night.

After school started, Zhuang Nan suddenly became out of sorts, acting silly every day.The two still wholesaled some small items to sell at school, but Fang Yinuo still found that every time he ran to the girls' dormitory building, Zhuang Nan became a hundred times more active than before.

This situation continued until Zhuang Nan awkwardly dragged Fang Yinuo across the city to buy gifts. Finally, Zhuang Nan hugged a one-meter-tall bear man and smiled foolishly all the way. I know that Zhuang Nan has someone he likes.

Zhuang Nan was not embarrassed by this discovery, but Fang Yinuo fell into an unspeakable embarrassment.Because he discovered that Zhuang Nan's care and joy for his sweetheart was actually similar to his pattern for Ji Qin.Does that mean that he also fell in love with Ji Qin, like a lover.

This realization made Fang Yinuo terrified and terrified all day long.From the day he understood this feeling, he began to avoid Ji Qin. He ran to the library, or even an Internet cafe he had never been to, to check his own feelings.In the end, he discovered that he was not born with the same sex, nor did he only have feelings for the same sex, but that the person he liked happened to be of the same sex.

But this kind of liking is not allowed and is not accepted.After understanding this feeling, Fang Yinuo felt even more painful. He didn't dare to imagine how Ji Qin would treat him if he knew that he had such unspeakable feelings for him.

Is it disgusting contempt, or regret that I shouldn't have come to know myself in the first place.Thinking of such a situation, Fang Yinuo felt exhausted all over his body.Therefore, he told himself to bury all the extravagant thoughts and delusions in his heart.Just be Ji Qin's good brother and good friend for life.

But once the gate is opened, how can the feelings be closed? Fang Yinuo understands Ji Qin's cleverness, and even more knows that if he is with Ji Qin every day in his current state, he will not be able to hide it for long.He didn't want to lose Ji Qin as a friend, even if they would only be friends for the rest of their lives.

Therefore, Fang Yinuo began to avoid Ji Qin, and even made a report that he wanted to live in school again.

It's not like Ji Qin didn't feel it. When Fang Yinuo looked at him and began to avoid him, the well-informed Ji Qin suddenly realized that he had committed a crime.Surprisingly, Ji Qin was happy from the bottom of his heart, glad that Fang Yinuo had himself in his heart.

He felt that he also fell in love with Fang Yinuo, but how could this kind of feeling be possible, and it was too far from his original idea.It seemed that everything was out of control, making Ji Qin feel tangled and confused.

He didn't dare to accept Fang Yinuo's feelings, even if he knew Fang Yinuo was avoiding him, he didn't dare to take any action.Even though this was the result he wanted at the beginning, it made him afraid to accept it now.Because, he knew that if he really accepted it, then it would really be over for him and Fang Yinuo.

Ji Qin felt that he had entered a dead end, and he could not take a step back, nor could he go further.

But just watching Fang Yinuo stay away from his life like this, Ji Qin really couldn't do it.He thought that in the past few years he was making amends and accompanying Fang Yinuo, but in turn, Fang Yinuo also occupied too much of his life, and he was used to Fang Yinuo's existence.

Until Fang Yinuo smiled and told him that he was going to move to the dormitory and invited him to dinner, Ji Qin was still confused.

That day, they drank a lot of wine, perhaps knowing that after this time, the two of them would never be able to again, so they indulged themselves like that.

Compared to Ji Qin who was drunk and stupefied, Fang Yinuo was still somewhat sober.Therefore, when Ji Qin hugged Fang Yinuo and said to Fang Yinuo one by one: "Don't go, don't go, Yinuo, I like you. I'm sorry for you!", Fang Yinuo's heart can be imagined. And know.

When Fang Yinuo was shocked and delighted, he also couldn't believe it, so he asked almost subconsciously: "Ah Ji, do you like me like a lover?"

After speaking, he held his breath and waited cautiously for Ji Qin's final verdict.

Ji Qin raised his head, seemingly unable to react, waved his hand, approached slowly, and kissed Fang Yinuo's forehead.The kiss like a touch of water made Fang Yinuo's eyes turn red, leaving nothing but happiness in his heart.

After waking up, Ji Qin forgot everything about that night, but he found that Fang Yinuo not only did not move away, but started to cling to him even more.Even, the love for oneself is no longer hidden.

Such a change made Ji Qin happy, but at the same time he fell into entanglement again. If he refused, he would not bear it. If he accepted it, the result would be even worse.

And here Fang Yinuo also saw Ji Qin's hesitation, he himself had just come out of confusion, and looking at Ji Qin, he could naturally compare his heart with his heart.After all, it takes not only courage but also time to accept that you are different from ordinary people.

Therefore, Fang Yinuo just accompanied him, but didn't say anything.To be liked by the person he likes, in his opinion, his feelings are already worth it.

Even if Ji Qin gave up, Fang Yinuo felt that apart from regret, he would have no resentment.Because, at least they liked each other and felt this feeling.At that time, Fang Yinuo's literature and art were hopeless, but he was so easily satisfied.

The sophomore year passed by like this, Fang Yinuo and Ji Qin got along with each other tacitly, without crossing the threshold, but they became more and more tacit.

On the day of Ji Qin's 21st birthday, he booked a private room and invited a few friends to play together, and Fang Yinuo was among them.When he went, everyone had already arrived, and Gu Xun smiled meaningfully when he saw him coming.

Everyone else left after playing until nine o'clock that day, leaving only Gu Xun, Ji Qin, and Fang Yinuo.There was also a song playing in the box, it was Gu Xun's sweetness.The three big men had nothing to say while listening to the tiresome love songs.

Gu Xun and Fang Yinuo sat across from each other, took a cigarette and started smoking, and said with a smile after one cigarette was finished: "I've always heard about you from Ah Qin, and it's better to hear about you than to hear about you. Student Fang is indeed a good-looking talent." , but there seemed to be half of the words in the eyes.

For such a look and attitude, Fang Yinuo was at a loss for a while.Ji Qin directly stopped the conversation and said: "Today is my birthday, cousin, Yinuo is my best brother, you can't make fun of his thin skin."

"Okay, you protected me before I said anything. Sure enough, you have a daughter-in-law and forgot your cousin!" Fang Yinuo and Ji Qin were stunned when these words came out. They looked at each other, and suddenly blushed No, I was too embarrassed to speak.

But seeing Ji Qin's appearance, Gu Xun frowned, doubts flashed in his heart.However, he is older than Ji Qin, so his ability to deal with situations is naturally not comparable to the two stunned young men in front of him.

He quickly said with a smile: "See that I get drunk as soon as I drink this wine, and talk nonsense when I get drunk. Don't mind, don't mind."

Fang Yinuo is not a tough character at all, not to mention that he still has some unspoken thoughts in his heart, so naturally he won't do anything just because of a word.Ji Qin's complexion turned pale, and they dispersed after eating.

That's how people are. With a layer of paper covering them up and covering them up, it can be assumed that nothing happened.But once this layer of paper is pierced, he can no longer act as nonchalantly as before, at least Fang Yinuo can't do it.

Therefore, after returning home, Fang Yinuo did not go back to his room to sleep, but went to Ji Qin's room with a glass of warm water.

Ji Qin was smoking on the balcony, his face could not be seen clearly in the smog.Until the door was knocked, seeing Fang Yinuo, he cut off the cigarette butt, "Are you still asleep?" He took the water glass in Fang Yinuo's hand.

Fang Yinuo suddenly felt so nervous that it was difficult to breathe. The tip of his nose was sweating, and he couldn't help cheering up.Fang Yinuo found that from the time he learned that Ji Qin also had feelings for him, and even liked him, the more he got along with Ji Qin, the more he wanted more.

Today's matter is like a key, which released the delusions in his heart, and he also understands that it can't be like this.He learned from the student union that Ji Qin would study abroad after graduation, so once Ji Qin went abroad, they might not even be considered friends.

Therefore, Fang Yinuo wanted to tell Ji Qin his feelings, even if he was not accepted, at least, he had worked hard for the happiness that might belong to him.

"Ji Qin, I like you!" Fang Yinuo spit out these words while pressing his throat.

Ji Qin was stunned, staring fixedly at Fang Yinuo, the water glass in his hand fell to the ground with a bang.Water splashed on both of them, but neither of them moved.

The wind from the balcony blew in, and Fang Yinuo's face slowly paled in this quiet environment.Clenched hands, really still can't do it?

He didn't speak, and turned to leave when he suddenly felt Ji Qin's hand stretched out from his arm.

"Don't go, don't go!" The silent Ji Qin looked at Fang Yinuo's back, panic flashed in his heart, and subconsciously grabbed Fang Yinuo's arm.

Fang Yinuo turned around, looked at Ji Qin like this, and smiled slowly, but that smile was too faint.

"I like you is my business and has nothing to do with you. If you also like me and want to be with me, then give me an answer. If not, then please keep silent. I think, maybe, after a few years ,we are still friends."