scarecrow
Chapter 26
"You have waited for Ye Rou for more than ten years, but now you are hiding from Ye Rou. What do you mean? Could it be because of Fang Yinuo? Ah Qin, could it be that you have forgotten that your love with Fang Yinuo is just a confusion The outsider's cover is for you to be with Ye Rou. Now that you have worked hard for so long and suffered so much, why do you hesitate? Is it because you feel sorry for Fang Yinuo that you dare not accept it? Ye Rou's." The voice clearly resembled Gu Xun's.
It sounded like a bolt from the blue to Fang Yinuo's ears, making him feel cold from head to toe, staring at the phone viciously, as if he was going to poke a hole out of the phone.But in his heart, he really didn't want to believe it. How could it be possible? He and Ji Qin had known each other for ten years and fell in love for five years. How much have they experienced during this period.Those ups and downs, sorrows and joys are as fresh as yesterday, how could they be fake?
But the next words broke Fang Yinuo's little luck.
"Yinuo is a good man. He, I can't hurt him? I caused him to ruin his reputation and lose his studies. After all, he had just lived a good life for a few days, so I went to be with others. He would I can't stand it. I can't hurt him, I can't." After five years of getting along with this voice day and night, Fang Yinuo will never hear it wrong again.
"You are grateful or guilty towards Fang Yinuo, but that is not love. When we decided to let Fang Yinuo act as Ye Rou's cover to bear the anger of your parents, we already had no conscience. Now, tell me Say you can't? You can't what, can't pretend to like Fang Yinuo, or can't use Fang Yinuo to block the knife for your beloved? You can, after you have done all these, you say you can't. Ah Qin, you Don't do things that you regret. You told me back then that you would give up your life for Ye Rou. " Gu Xun's words were full of urgency.
"Now that you've done so much, you've come to the door, but you've come to give up. Just because of your guilt? It's completely unnecessary, just like what we said at the beginning, we can compensate Fang Yinuo and give him money You can give him all your assets now. You have to know that you are so cruel to him, to you, and to Ye Rou. If you continue to suffer, you should make up your own mind."
Fang Yinuo lost all strength in his whole body, and just fell to the ground, listening to the words on the phone like that.False, he made another double, a cover, a scarecrow.Yes, they all have someone to protect, but why come to hurt him.
He also has flesh and blood and a heart. He will cry and be heartbroken in pain. Why can't the people he cares about always see him.Yes, they know it, but they choose someone they care about more than themselves.
Fang Yinuo began to feel cold in his heart, he wanted to reach out and hang up the phone, it was not important, nothing was important anymore, but Fang Yinuo didn't have the strength to complete such a move.
The voice on the phone was still coming, "Yes, I admit that I am a bastard, I lied to Yinuo. I love Ye Rou, but weaved a love net to attract Yinuo's moths to the flame..."
The words "I love Ye Rou" are like the most poisonous and sharpest arrows, and they hit Fang Yinuo's chest that was already dripping with blood, and his mind went blank.Struggling to stand up, Fang Yinuo pounced forward, picked up the phone and threw it against the wall with all his strength.
Pop, snap, two sounds, the first sound was Yinuo falling to the ground, and the second sound was the sound of the phone falling to the ground.Fang Yinuo lay on the ground, turned his face to look at the broken mobile phone, and laughed loudly, but tears flowed out while smiling.
It's all fake, everything is fake, his desperate love turned out to be a lie woven by Ji Qin for decades, he thought, he thought Ji Qin was God's compensation for his happiness.But I didn't expect that this happiness is like a bubble, and it will disperse when the wind blows.
All the sweetness and beauty in the past were even more ironic in Fang Yinuo's mind.He is living in a premeditated love lie, entertaining himself, wondering if the other person in this scene is laughing at him from the bottom of his heart when he sees him so stupid.Look, how stupid this man is, but he jumped into the pit just to show some warmth and concern.
My heart hurts inch by inch. It turns out that love can make people hurt so much.Fang Yinuo burst into tears, covered his face and finally cried out.It seems that I want to pour out all the grievances, as if I want to cry all the sorrows of my life.
Unfortunately, even the tears were against him, his eyes were swollen, but there were no tears.
Carrying the suitcase, Ji Qin rubbed his eyes, rushed back overnight, and stood at the door of his and Fang Yinuo's house.After talking with Gu Xun, Ji Qin was even more flustered. The only thing he wanted to do was to meet Fang Yinuo as soon as possible.
Therefore, he took the first flight back and flew back, thinking that he would see Fang Yinuo soon, Ji Qin showed a cheerful smile on his face.
He took out the key and opened the door, "Yinuo, I'm back." The room was quiet, and no one answered him.
Ji Qin thought that Fang Yinuo had fallen asleep and hadn't woken up yet, so he didn't care. When he was going back to the bedroom lightly to scare Fang Yinuo, he tripped over his feet.
When I looked down, I found that it was a broken mobile phone.He shook his head, kicked the phone aside with his foot, and glanced at Fang Yinuo who was sitting motionless on the sofa.
"Yinuo, what's the matter with you, why are you sitting?" While speaking, Ji Qin turned on the light.
As soon as the light was turned on, Fang Yinuo subconsciously covered his eyes with his hands.When Ji Qin saw Fang Yinuo's appearance, he almost died of fright. The red and swollen corners of his eyes, his pale face, and absent-minded eyes all showed that something was wrong with Fang Yinuo.
Ji Qin has hardly seen Fang Yinuo in this state.He hurried over and hugged Fang Yinuo, "What's the matter, Yinuo, don't scare me. No matter how anxious you are about what happened, you can't make fun of your body. Don't worry, I'm here .”
Fang Yinuo jumped up and pushed Ji Qin away.
Ji Qin's face was a bit ugly, but he looked at Fang Yinuo in a daze, and while feeling distressed, he sat beside Fang Yinuo more patiently.
Fang Yinuo knew that Ji Qin was back when he heard the sound of the key, but he didn't want to move, not at all.He finds it extremely boring. What he thought of as happiness and love was actually just his wishful thinking, a performance by others.
But when Ji Qin hugged him, Fang Yinuo instinctively pushed him away.Maybe Ji Qin can act with emotion, but Fang Yinuo can't do it, and he doesn't bother to do it.No matter how beautiful the coat is, he won't want a fake love.
Pushing Ji Qin, Fang Yinuo seemed to have found strength, he couldn't just pass by without knowing why.Even if he dies, he still wants to be a ghost and ask for the truth.
Therefore, Fang Yinuo asked with a hoarse voice, "Who is Ye Rou?"
Hearing Ye Rou's words, Ji Qin was so frightened that his soul flew out of his wits, five thunders struck his head, his face was as pale as paper, and his hands began to tremble.The secret he can't tell the most, the secret that Fang Yinuo can't know the most, is just known by Fang Yinuo.
Ji Qin panicked, his first reaction was to deny, he knew Fang Yinuo, if Fang Yinuo knew that he was taking advantage of his feelings, then the relationship between them was really over.
Ji Qin raised his head and was about to say something, but his eyes swept over the hands and feet on the ground, and he froze amidst the thunder and lightning.Almost subconsciously, Ji Qin remembered that he put the phone on the table after answering Fang Yinuo's call yesterday because of his agitation, but he didn't press the end button.
And Fang Yinuo would never hang up his phone first, so Fang Yinuo heard the conversation between him and Gu Xun.No matter how much he heard, one thing is certain, Fang Yinuo knew about Ye Rou's existence, and even more so, he planned to let Fang Yinuo do things under Ye Rou's guise.
Fang Yinuo stared blankly at Ji Qin, the room was quiet, and no one spoke.
Ji Qin took out a cigarette from his pocket with unsteady hands, and lit it a few times but it didn't light up.Ever since he was with Fang Yinuo, Ji Qin never smoked in front of Fang Yinuo.But in the current situation, Ji Qin felt that only smoke could calm him down.
The cigarette in his hand was still not lit in the end, Fang Yinuo stood up, faced Ji Qin, and watched Ji Qin from the beginning to the end, making Ji Qin feel panicked, he wanted to say a lot, and wanted to There are many explanations, but I can't open my mouth.
"I'll pack up my things in the afternoon. For this house, we split half of the deposit. I will take whatever money is due to me. As for your so-called guilt, it makes me feel sick. Fang Yinuo loves the wrong person, so I will When it comes to tuition fees, I don't blame others, nor hate others, I just blame myself for being blind." After finishing speaking, he turned around and left.
Ji Qin reached out and grabbed Fang Yinuo's arm, "Don't go! Don't go!"
Fang Yinuo's eyes were still red. Back then, he was moved by Ji Qin's two words "Don't go!", but he didn't expect that it was a scene made by Ji Qin.Hearing this sentence now, Fang Yinuo couldn't be moved anymore. It turns out that even memory can be deceiving.
Fang Yinuo moved forward without looking back as he pushed away Ji Qin's finger.
"I was wrong, I was really wrong, Yinuo, please forgive me!" Ji Qin's sad voice passed Fang Yinuo's ear.
"Ji Qin, because I have loved you for so many years, please tell me, did you start our relationship for someone else? Am I the scarecrow you chose to replace your sweetheart?" Fang Yinuo turned around and looked at Ji Qin with sad eyes.
Facing Fang Yinuo like this, Ji Qin felt extremely distressed, and couldn't lie to him, "Yinuo, listen to my explanation..."
"Yes, or not?" Fang Yinuo interrupted Ji Qin, only asking for a one-word or two-word reply.
Ji Qin lowered his head slowly, but finally fell silent.
Silence is sometimes the best answer, Fang Yinuo has nothing to ask.I went into the house and took a box, packed all my clothes and shoes.Suddenly, Fang Yinuo seemed to think of something, picked up a big bag, and put his things in it. The big bag was not enough, so he went to find a big garbage bag.
Then, the bags were thrown into the trash can one by one.Ji Qin watched frightened and wanted to stop Fang Yinuo, but he didn't dare to go forward.He could only follow Fang Yinuo step by step, watching Fang Yinuo throw things crazily.
When the last bag of things was thrown away, Ji Qin stepped forward and circled Fang Yinuo, "Don't torment yourself, if you want to vent your anger, hit me and scold me, don't do that."
Fang Yinuo slapped Ji Qin twice with his backhand, kicked Ji Qin several times, and then, suddenly for a moment, he wanted to pull Ji Qin to jump off the building together.But he didn't move, and didn't hit Ji Qin again, just sneered a few times, "Why, did you find out your conscience? I feel uneasy at this time, then when I lose my reputation, lose my studies, and get abused and insulted by your parents. You should be lucky, after all, I am an insignificant person, and I have endured all the hardships that should have been on her for your sweetheart. You really have vision and know what kind of fool is best to deceive. However, trouble season The Eldest Young Master has been following me for so many years, and it is hard for you."
"I've been stupid for so many years, and today I'm finally not stupid anymore, and I don't want to be. Ji Qin, put away your disgusting face. If you don't want your calculations to be in vain, please don't appear in front of me in the future. Otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it for a while, and I'll give you a death sentence, and we'll die together." Having said that, Fang Yinuo took his wallet and ran out the door.
It sounded like a bolt from the blue to Fang Yinuo's ears, making him feel cold from head to toe, staring at the phone viciously, as if he was going to poke a hole out of the phone.But in his heart, he really didn't want to believe it. How could it be possible? He and Ji Qin had known each other for ten years and fell in love for five years. How much have they experienced during this period.Those ups and downs, sorrows and joys are as fresh as yesterday, how could they be fake?
But the next words broke Fang Yinuo's little luck.
"Yinuo is a good man. He, I can't hurt him? I caused him to ruin his reputation and lose his studies. After all, he had just lived a good life for a few days, so I went to be with others. He would I can't stand it. I can't hurt him, I can't." After five years of getting along with this voice day and night, Fang Yinuo will never hear it wrong again.
"You are grateful or guilty towards Fang Yinuo, but that is not love. When we decided to let Fang Yinuo act as Ye Rou's cover to bear the anger of your parents, we already had no conscience. Now, tell me Say you can't? You can't what, can't pretend to like Fang Yinuo, or can't use Fang Yinuo to block the knife for your beloved? You can, after you have done all these, you say you can't. Ah Qin, you Don't do things that you regret. You told me back then that you would give up your life for Ye Rou. " Gu Xun's words were full of urgency.
"Now that you've done so much, you've come to the door, but you've come to give up. Just because of your guilt? It's completely unnecessary, just like what we said at the beginning, we can compensate Fang Yinuo and give him money You can give him all your assets now. You have to know that you are so cruel to him, to you, and to Ye Rou. If you continue to suffer, you should make up your own mind."
Fang Yinuo lost all strength in his whole body, and just fell to the ground, listening to the words on the phone like that.False, he made another double, a cover, a scarecrow.Yes, they all have someone to protect, but why come to hurt him.
He also has flesh and blood and a heart. He will cry and be heartbroken in pain. Why can't the people he cares about always see him.Yes, they know it, but they choose someone they care about more than themselves.
Fang Yinuo began to feel cold in his heart, he wanted to reach out and hang up the phone, it was not important, nothing was important anymore, but Fang Yinuo didn't have the strength to complete such a move.
The voice on the phone was still coming, "Yes, I admit that I am a bastard, I lied to Yinuo. I love Ye Rou, but weaved a love net to attract Yinuo's moths to the flame..."
The words "I love Ye Rou" are like the most poisonous and sharpest arrows, and they hit Fang Yinuo's chest that was already dripping with blood, and his mind went blank.Struggling to stand up, Fang Yinuo pounced forward, picked up the phone and threw it against the wall with all his strength.
Pop, snap, two sounds, the first sound was Yinuo falling to the ground, and the second sound was the sound of the phone falling to the ground.Fang Yinuo lay on the ground, turned his face to look at the broken mobile phone, and laughed loudly, but tears flowed out while smiling.
It's all fake, everything is fake, his desperate love turned out to be a lie woven by Ji Qin for decades, he thought, he thought Ji Qin was God's compensation for his happiness.But I didn't expect that this happiness is like a bubble, and it will disperse when the wind blows.
All the sweetness and beauty in the past were even more ironic in Fang Yinuo's mind.He is living in a premeditated love lie, entertaining himself, wondering if the other person in this scene is laughing at him from the bottom of his heart when he sees him so stupid.Look, how stupid this man is, but he jumped into the pit just to show some warmth and concern.
My heart hurts inch by inch. It turns out that love can make people hurt so much.Fang Yinuo burst into tears, covered his face and finally cried out.It seems that I want to pour out all the grievances, as if I want to cry all the sorrows of my life.
Unfortunately, even the tears were against him, his eyes were swollen, but there were no tears.
Carrying the suitcase, Ji Qin rubbed his eyes, rushed back overnight, and stood at the door of his and Fang Yinuo's house.After talking with Gu Xun, Ji Qin was even more flustered. The only thing he wanted to do was to meet Fang Yinuo as soon as possible.
Therefore, he took the first flight back and flew back, thinking that he would see Fang Yinuo soon, Ji Qin showed a cheerful smile on his face.
He took out the key and opened the door, "Yinuo, I'm back." The room was quiet, and no one answered him.
Ji Qin thought that Fang Yinuo had fallen asleep and hadn't woken up yet, so he didn't care. When he was going back to the bedroom lightly to scare Fang Yinuo, he tripped over his feet.
When I looked down, I found that it was a broken mobile phone.He shook his head, kicked the phone aside with his foot, and glanced at Fang Yinuo who was sitting motionless on the sofa.
"Yinuo, what's the matter with you, why are you sitting?" While speaking, Ji Qin turned on the light.
As soon as the light was turned on, Fang Yinuo subconsciously covered his eyes with his hands.When Ji Qin saw Fang Yinuo's appearance, he almost died of fright. The red and swollen corners of his eyes, his pale face, and absent-minded eyes all showed that something was wrong with Fang Yinuo.
Ji Qin has hardly seen Fang Yinuo in this state.He hurried over and hugged Fang Yinuo, "What's the matter, Yinuo, don't scare me. No matter how anxious you are about what happened, you can't make fun of your body. Don't worry, I'm here .”
Fang Yinuo jumped up and pushed Ji Qin away.
Ji Qin's face was a bit ugly, but he looked at Fang Yinuo in a daze, and while feeling distressed, he sat beside Fang Yinuo more patiently.
Fang Yinuo knew that Ji Qin was back when he heard the sound of the key, but he didn't want to move, not at all.He finds it extremely boring. What he thought of as happiness and love was actually just his wishful thinking, a performance by others.
But when Ji Qin hugged him, Fang Yinuo instinctively pushed him away.Maybe Ji Qin can act with emotion, but Fang Yinuo can't do it, and he doesn't bother to do it.No matter how beautiful the coat is, he won't want a fake love.
Pushing Ji Qin, Fang Yinuo seemed to have found strength, he couldn't just pass by without knowing why.Even if he dies, he still wants to be a ghost and ask for the truth.
Therefore, Fang Yinuo asked with a hoarse voice, "Who is Ye Rou?"
Hearing Ye Rou's words, Ji Qin was so frightened that his soul flew out of his wits, five thunders struck his head, his face was as pale as paper, and his hands began to tremble.The secret he can't tell the most, the secret that Fang Yinuo can't know the most, is just known by Fang Yinuo.
Ji Qin panicked, his first reaction was to deny, he knew Fang Yinuo, if Fang Yinuo knew that he was taking advantage of his feelings, then the relationship between them was really over.
Ji Qin raised his head and was about to say something, but his eyes swept over the hands and feet on the ground, and he froze amidst the thunder and lightning.Almost subconsciously, Ji Qin remembered that he put the phone on the table after answering Fang Yinuo's call yesterday because of his agitation, but he didn't press the end button.
And Fang Yinuo would never hang up his phone first, so Fang Yinuo heard the conversation between him and Gu Xun.No matter how much he heard, one thing is certain, Fang Yinuo knew about Ye Rou's existence, and even more so, he planned to let Fang Yinuo do things under Ye Rou's guise.
Fang Yinuo stared blankly at Ji Qin, the room was quiet, and no one spoke.
Ji Qin took out a cigarette from his pocket with unsteady hands, and lit it a few times but it didn't light up.Ever since he was with Fang Yinuo, Ji Qin never smoked in front of Fang Yinuo.But in the current situation, Ji Qin felt that only smoke could calm him down.
The cigarette in his hand was still not lit in the end, Fang Yinuo stood up, faced Ji Qin, and watched Ji Qin from the beginning to the end, making Ji Qin feel panicked, he wanted to say a lot, and wanted to There are many explanations, but I can't open my mouth.
"I'll pack up my things in the afternoon. For this house, we split half of the deposit. I will take whatever money is due to me. As for your so-called guilt, it makes me feel sick. Fang Yinuo loves the wrong person, so I will When it comes to tuition fees, I don't blame others, nor hate others, I just blame myself for being blind." After finishing speaking, he turned around and left.
Ji Qin reached out and grabbed Fang Yinuo's arm, "Don't go! Don't go!"
Fang Yinuo's eyes were still red. Back then, he was moved by Ji Qin's two words "Don't go!", but he didn't expect that it was a scene made by Ji Qin.Hearing this sentence now, Fang Yinuo couldn't be moved anymore. It turns out that even memory can be deceiving.
Fang Yinuo moved forward without looking back as he pushed away Ji Qin's finger.
"I was wrong, I was really wrong, Yinuo, please forgive me!" Ji Qin's sad voice passed Fang Yinuo's ear.
"Ji Qin, because I have loved you for so many years, please tell me, did you start our relationship for someone else? Am I the scarecrow you chose to replace your sweetheart?" Fang Yinuo turned around and looked at Ji Qin with sad eyes.
Facing Fang Yinuo like this, Ji Qin felt extremely distressed, and couldn't lie to him, "Yinuo, listen to my explanation..."
"Yes, or not?" Fang Yinuo interrupted Ji Qin, only asking for a one-word or two-word reply.
Ji Qin lowered his head slowly, but finally fell silent.
Silence is sometimes the best answer, Fang Yinuo has nothing to ask.I went into the house and took a box, packed all my clothes and shoes.Suddenly, Fang Yinuo seemed to think of something, picked up a big bag, and put his things in it. The big bag was not enough, so he went to find a big garbage bag.
Then, the bags were thrown into the trash can one by one.Ji Qin watched frightened and wanted to stop Fang Yinuo, but he didn't dare to go forward.He could only follow Fang Yinuo step by step, watching Fang Yinuo throw things crazily.
When the last bag of things was thrown away, Ji Qin stepped forward and circled Fang Yinuo, "Don't torment yourself, if you want to vent your anger, hit me and scold me, don't do that."
Fang Yinuo slapped Ji Qin twice with his backhand, kicked Ji Qin several times, and then, suddenly for a moment, he wanted to pull Ji Qin to jump off the building together.But he didn't move, and didn't hit Ji Qin again, just sneered a few times, "Why, did you find out your conscience? I feel uneasy at this time, then when I lose my reputation, lose my studies, and get abused and insulted by your parents. You should be lucky, after all, I am an insignificant person, and I have endured all the hardships that should have been on her for your sweetheart. You really have vision and know what kind of fool is best to deceive. However, trouble season The Eldest Young Master has been following me for so many years, and it is hard for you."
"I've been stupid for so many years, and today I'm finally not stupid anymore, and I don't want to be. Ji Qin, put away your disgusting face. If you don't want your calculations to be in vain, please don't appear in front of me in the future. Otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it for a while, and I'll give you a death sentence, and we'll die together." Having said that, Fang Yinuo took his wallet and ran out the door.
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