Actually together

The ward became noisy, and they also ran over to watch me.

A few minutes later, the ward was full of people I didn't know well, and they all talked to me about not becoming a cripple in the future.

At this time, Zhou Qichong, who was going to eat breakfast, came late, with one arm hanging by gauze and colorful potions on his face.

As soon as he came back, he kicked everyone out arrogantly, and said without shame: "What are you looking at? I haven't seen it yet. What are you doing here?"

I don't know who is still in the mood to go out for breakfast while I'm lying down.

I looked at him silently, and he sat down and touched my face: "Does it hurt?"

I blinked.

Zhou Qichong was confused: "Is it painful or not?"

I watched him silently.

He didn't speak for a while, and there was a kind of relief and joy in his expression that I couldn't ignore, and then he suddenly lowered his head and kissed me hard: "I'm going to ask about the ticket."

After he finished speaking, he sat in the distance and peeled an apple with one hand with difficulty. After peeling, he glanced at me and murmured: "I forgot that you can't eat, do you want water?"

Then he took a bite of the apple and poured me water with a calm expression: "These bastards don't even remember to pour you a glass of water when they're watching the excitement."

You can't even catch up with the excitement.

After I drank the water, Zhou Qichong asked again: "Does it hurt?"

I didn't answer, I closed my eyes tiredly, and heard him say beside me: "Sleep, I'll be with you."

It's the worst when you're recovering.

Zhou Qichong was obviously more tired than me, and while helping me to walk, he panted and said, "You know, you," he gasped twice: "You now, you remind me of when I was in high school, and I practiced with you body up."

I said angrily, "Since when did you practice with me?! You're just sarcastic all the time!"

Zhou Qichong's eyes widened: "How do you think you got full marks in the end? I, I," he said, and finally sent me to the yellow line, hugged me, and roared angrily, "I will give you a full score in the back!" Hold on! You fucking thought you did it yourself!"

I flew into a rage: "Do you think the teacher and everyone else are blind?!"

Zhou Qichong roared angrily: "Others are not happy to think that I am protecting me down there!"

On the day Zhou Qichong retired, I was still unable to be discharged from the hospital. Doctor You insisted on a [-]-day injury, and asked me to stay for three months.

So Zhou Qichong quietly led me away: "I know this place the best," he carried his luggage and carried me through several small doors: "I ran out from here before."

"Before?" I grasped the key words sensitively: "How many times have you been hurt?"

"No, no, no," Zhou Qichong said, "The team is strictly controlled, and it's easy to run from the hospital—otherwise, why do you think I have so much time to see you?"

"Yo, Captain Zhou, you're so proud." I teased, "I think I can see why you've been promoted so slowly."

Zhou Qichong turned me upside down, tilted his head and said with a smile: "I can't help it, my wife can't worry about dragging the family."

I scratched his ears: "Put me down, don't want you to recite."

I was busy with the smart program before, and there were still a lot of things to deal with before I left. After procrastinating and procrastinating, I only boarded the plane on my birthday.

I didn't tell my mother that I was going back, and stood at the door nervously with Zhou Qichong.

Zhou Qichong said: "Knock on the door."

Just as I was about to knock on the door, there was a loud "bang" sound inside the door, and the stepfather's voice was thunderous with fury: "Get out!"

The door opened, and Su Ping pulled a man out. When he saw me, he greeted me with a relaxed expression, and then pulled the man to the nearby guest house without looking back.

Zhou Qichong and I were dumbfounded at the same time.

The stepfather stood at the door panting heavily, and noticed me three seconds later, his face quickly returned to calm: "I'm back? Why did you come back suddenly? Come on, come in quickly."

My mother poked her head out and exclaimed, "It's gone?! Xiao Zhou?!"

I brought Zhou Qichong into the door, and the child of Su An's family sat on the floor playing with building blocks with his father, looked up at me, and called out obediently: "Uncle."

Su An ran out with the milk: "Call me Uncle."

The child changed his words: "Uncle."

My mother disliked the things I brought to Zhou Qichong: "Why do you buy so many things?"

The stepfather looked at Zhou Qichong, and Zhou Qichong was a little nervous: "Hi uncle, I am a friend of Shen Jiangyou."

The stepfather nodded: "Can you drink?"

Zhou Qichong answered the meeting.

The stepfather nodded: "Yeah." He took Zhou Qichong to see his collection of wine.

I went to the bathroom to see my mother, she was washing Su An's child's clothes, saw me go in, and complained to me in a low voice: "Hey, I'm not happy again, he is the one who urged people to get married, and he is the one who refuses to get married now .”

"Why?" I asked.

"That man is a big boss," my mother said excitedly with gossip, "he thinks it's unreliable."

I was puzzled and said, "But Liang Xufeng doesn't like him either."

My mother nodded: "In fact, he just couldn't bear it—where did Pingping go?"

"I saw it was going to the guest house." I replied.

My mother nodded confidently: "I will definitely come tomorrow morning, I'll go and persuade him—why did you two come back?"

I smiled: "Mom, we want to come back and settle down."

She raised her eyebrows in surprise: "What?"

I nodded and said seriously, "I want to come back to accompany you."

The next second, my mother was furious, and the water in the basin splashed all over my head and body: "What are you talking about?! Don't do a good job! Run back to such a small place?!"

Zhou Qichong and I were kicked out in disgrace, and met Su Ping and her boyfriend in the guest house.

Su Ping looked at me gloatingly: "You were kicked out too?"

She shifted her gaze between Zhou Qichong and me, then narrowed her eyes suddenly, and let out a meaningful "oh".

I looked at her anxiously.

Su Ping turned his head to the main station and said, "Open another room."

I think she seems to have misunderstood something, but she doesn't seem to have misunderstood.

Zhou Qichong tossed and turned on the bed—he was too long, and the bed in the hostel was too small, so he could only curl up pitifully.

I got up and asked him if he wanted to make a floor directly.

Zhou Qichong curled up and let out a "hum".

I was busy making the floor for him in the middle of the night, but there were not enough mattresses, so I contributed my own, and finally came down to sleep with him.

The two of them slept together on the floor, and there were only two boards left on the bare bed.

We laughed and hugged each other and fell asleep.

However, after nearly an hour, I still couldn't fall asleep with my eyes wide open.

Zhou Qichong didn't fall asleep either, I heard his breathing was not as steady as he usually sleeps.

So no one pretended anymore, and looked at each other on their stomachs, and he asked me: "Will you go back to school tomorrow?"

"Go back and see what?—Didn't you say that you will never go there in your life?" I laughed at him.

He laughed at himself: "At that time, I was young and ignorant."

The moonlight shone through the gaps in the curtains, spreading a bed of silver frost faintly and coldly.Zhou Qichong looked at me quietly, raised a hand to touch my head: "I forgot to say——Happy birthday, thirty, that's it."

Fast-forward 30 years, and we can still discuss life together on the floor. A few months ago, I almost turned into over-oxidized protein powder and disappeared.

That year, when the train stopped slowly, I looked around with my luggage on my back, and saw Zhou Qichong standing in the crowd of strangers, shouting to me like a turtle: "Here! Shen Jiangyou! You really are this class."

In that month, Zhou Qichong changed the refills for the exercise books that were piled up high, and asked me with a playful smile on his face on the table: "Good student, would you like to be a soldier?"

On that day, the years were quiet and the sun was warm. Zhou Qichong was woken up by Xia Lanjin. He looked around blankly, then lazily raised his hand and turned his head to greet me. I smiled and said, "Hi, my name is Shen Jiangyou."

Back in time, I was standing at the corner of the alley with my schoolbag on my back, and I saw a black and thin boy standing against a man and a woman not far away, and a circle of people watching the fun.

The boy looked up at the man, but there was no trace of timidity in his eyes: "Zhou Weiguo, I want to tell mom."

The man became angry from embarrassment: "You should still be in class, right?! How dare you skip class! I'll go back and beat you to death!"

Without saying a word, the boy suddenly poured a can of drink in his hand towards the woman next to the man. The woman screamed, and in the chaos, the boy got into the crowded crowd.

The crowd roared with laughter.The man was furious and stamped his feet on the spot, while the woman covered her face crying and wanted to leave.

I had seen enough excitement, smacked my lips, turned around, and saw the boy who ran into the crowd standing behind me at some point, staring at me: "Squad leader, what are you looking at?"

I replied calmly, "I saw you quarreling."

The boy narrowed his eyes: "Did you bring any money today?"

I said unhappy: "No. You should come back to class, the teacher said she will let your mother go to school next time."

The boy flinched, then turned his nostrils to the sky, and snorted: "Don't worry about me."

I proudly said: "I just saw my aunt looking for you. Next time you ask me for money, I will tell her."

Hearing this, the boy rushed up and stepped on me viciously, yelling threateningly: "How dare you!" Then he made a face at me and ran away.

I jumped with my feet covered and yelled at him angrily: "Zhou Qichong! You wait for me!"

I opened my eyes, the sun was a bit dazzling, Zhou Qichong blocked my eyes with his hands to prevent my eyes from being uncomfortable: "Are you awake?" He asked.

I stared at him and blinked, finally regained consciousness, and nodded.

"Get up when you wake up," Zhou Qichong began to tidy up the quilt on the ground: "Quick, it's over, I'll fold you in."

I stretched and sat up, moving my position from time to time to cooperate with him.

Finally, Zhou Qichong put the mattress back in place, and I was still sitting on the ground in a daze.

After Zhou Qichong cleaned up, he let out a sigh of relief and turned to look at me dumbfounded: "What are you doing in a daze?"

I laughed: "What are you busy with?"

Zhou Qichong also smiled: "Busy going home."

The author has something to say: Flowers at the end~~~~

Uh ok, there's a side story

Now on-demand episodes are

1. Husband and wife daily life + bb (chubby look at me)

2. Zhou Qichong's perspective

3. The days of Shen Jiangyou's parents

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Ah, it's over, hahahaha I'll talk about other things when I write the postscript

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☆, Fanwai Zhou Qichong Chapter ([-])

People like Shen Jiangyou are typically cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

In high school, we met again after six years, and I feel that this fate is really rare.But I didn't recognize him at first. It was only when he took the exam that I saw his posture holding the pen and the name he wrote stroke by stroke, and I remembered who he might be.

When he wrote the character "Shen", the strokes were wrong, and he never bothered to change it after all these years.When everyone is "冖" first and then "帿", only he is still stubbornly "帿" first and then "冖".

There is no one in the world who is more stubborn than him.

So I suddenly came over - oh, he was my original monitor at the same table.

After recognizing him, I began to look at his changes over the years.

He was handsome since he was a child, his eyes were a bit like phoenix eyes, but not so exaggerated, but when he looked at people from the corners of his eyes, he had a kind of cold arrogance.

I didn't like this kind of pretentious good student at first.However, when I managed to go to the last class, I saw him standing on the podium with his head bowed and meditating.

Outside the door, the sports students were watching happily, and the students inside the door were talking about it, and there was a "buzzing" sound.

However, Shen Jiangyou still stood straight and finished reading the review without moving his brows. It sounded like reading a speech under the national flag, but when the teacher patted him and sighed that he was obedient and handsome, the corner of his mouth twitched.

That's when I thought he might be an interesting guy too - despite his studies.

Such a boy with good academic performance and good looks is bound to become the object of discussion among girls in the class.

It's just that he is not as polite and gentle as those girls imagined. I found out how impatient he was when I asked him to give me extra lessons.

He hates me asking him certain questions repeatedly. Every time I ask too many questions, he will narrow his eyes and mock me.

His level of ridicule skills is very high, not only can he not use a single dirty word from beginning to end, but he can also repeat the question while being sarcastic.Sometimes I can't even hear it, I just feel that he is talking nonsense, but after thinking about it carefully, I find it wrong. When I ask him to reason, he denies it.

I remember that the three years of high school gave me very few memories, but all the impressive memories are related to Shen Jiangyou.

For example, the only thing that accompanied me was his cold voice, his two thin lips opened and closed, and he clearly turned the corner and scolded me for being stupid.

Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.

At the end of the term, he received a love letter. When I first arrived in class, I saw the pink envelope ostentatiously placed on our desk, with his name written on the envelope.

I couldn't help being curious, and before he came, I quietly opened the love letter to read, planning to despise him after he came.

The content of the letter described a sprouting heart in detail, and also included many little habits of Shen Jiangyou that I didn't know. It was written as if she was very familiar with Shen Jiangyou. The scumbag way of confessing, I don't know which young girl is holding her heart and wanting to be presumptuous before graduation.

But Shen Jiangyou actually ignored all my complaints, and read it from the beginning to the end seriously, without missing a single word, and said casually: "The writing is pretty good, but why didn't you write the name?"

My heart was so angry that I didn't know why, and I wanted to stab him: "Don't you still want to know his name, so you can get rid of being a virgin and single before graduation?"

Hearing this, Shen Jiangyou squinted his eyes and looked at me coldly, his thin lips slightly curled up: "Opening and reading other people's letters without permission, how do you still have the face to commend your great achievements to me?"

My anger exploded immediately, and I jumped up and said, "Ha! Anyway, I wouldn't want to attack any girl at this time!"

The whole class stopped to look at us.

Shen Jiangyou put down his pen, sneered, and retorted: "Only dirty people will always have dirty thoughts in their heads. If I were you, I wouldn't be so anxious to prove that I really lack basic education. Intelligence quotient is not Gao, I want to waste your EQ all day long."

I have never hated Shen Jiangyou's eloquence so much, and hated his indifferent and calm appearance no matter what.

So I wanted to use the most vicious words to make him angry.We quarreled so much that we almost got into a fight, and finally someone came up to fight—in fact, I was the only one who got excited all the time. Shen Jiangyou kept holding hands and talking calmly, at most, his voice was a little louder than usual.

Realizing this, I felt cold all over my body, threw the book in my hand, and turned to leave the classroom.

That was the first time I skipped class after getting acquainted with Shen Jiangyou.

I went to play ball for a whole day, and went to the Internet cafe to vent at night.

I played until midnight before climbing over the wall and returning to the dormitory.

I had a dream at night, I dreamed that I pressed a person on the bed and kissed him so hard, the more I kissed, the more unbearable I became, so I let go and touched the person to untie the person's clothes, but the person suddenly pushed me away and scolded me One sentence: "Zhou Qichong, are you stupid?"

I woke up suddenly, touched my pants, and was dumbfounded.

This tone, this tone and voice belonged only to my deskmate.

My cold sweat came down with a "shua", and then I heard the roommate on the opposite bed complain: "Fuck, Zhou Qichong, you are so loud."

Several people woke up very quickly, and after figuring out what happened, they laughed and taunted me, and then began to tell nasty jokes.

I stayed up all night. The next morning, I went to an Internet cafe and booked a room to play games absently. After the ninth failed copy, I finally gritted my teeth and entered "gay" in the search box of the browser. Character.

After looking at it all day, I am not well. In the end, I only want to believe the answer given to me by netizens: it is just because I get along too much and I am too familiar.

However, Shen Jiangyou did not disappear from my dream so far.

He appeared more and more often, and the dream scenes became more and more beautiful.Once I actually saw him lying on the bed with his back naked, like a clean fish, he squinted at me, the corners of his eyes were a little red, and said lazily and hoarsely: "Shut up, Zhou Qichong."

When I woke up, not only were my pants wet, but my nose was bleeding.

Fortunately, I was the only one who could see me in such a disgrace.

Later, something new diverted my attention, and finally I was not nearly schizophrenic by "Shen Jiangyou"——Zhou Weiguo came back and hoped that I could take the economics major, but I didn't want to, I didn't want to have anything to do with him again .

When I went back to school again, Shen Jiangyou didn't pay much attention to me. It wasn't until I used Zhou Weiguo's topic to lead him to make a comment that he finally looked at me: "Don't choose or not choose anything for your father. Do you want to play tricks like a child?"

What he said was very reasonable, and I began to seriously consider my future path.

Later, I finally found a place that I could completely escape Zhou Weiguo's control and was very interested in——

That day I was lying on the table watching Shen Jiangyou write, and I helped him change a pen refill, and suddenly blurted out: "Good student," the words were out of my mouth, and my tongue couldn't hold them back, and I couldn't take them back—even though I realized that these words seemed like It was very ambiguous, so I had no choice but to bite the bullet and finish the sentence: "Would you like to be a soldier?"

I tried my best to make what I said later seem like a joke, and thought that if he felt strange, he would just pass it off casually.

However, Shen Jiangyou was immersed in a physics and electromagnetic problem and couldn't extricate himself. Hearing this, he said without raising his head: "Okay."

I realized that he didn't hear the other meanings in the words at all, and I didn't know whether I was more fortunate or more disappointed. I was about to change the subject, but while talking to me, he grabbed my textbook casually and found it on the catalog page. Write down a large line of formulas and a bunch of numbers, and stroke them a few times: "It's not bad to be a soldier, you have such good physical fitness, you can try it," he said, absently crossing out the formula a few times. In a few seconds, there is only one answer left on the paper: "But there are many rules in the army, can you bear it?"

He seemed to be thinking about me very seriously, and my mood suddenly improved: "I can bear it, I can bear it, there are no rules."

Hearing this, he finally looked up at me curiously, then turned his head and copied the answer on the paper: "You can say such a thing." After speaking, he raised a finger to signal me to shut up, and then frowned. I went to check the draft I just typed, and after a while, I found a mistake, and started turning the pages to find the name unhappily, muttering: "Whose book is this?——yours?"

Before I criticized him for using my textbook as a scratch paper, he changed the answer with a look of disgust, and made me up again: "No wonder the calculation was wrong."

I have heard this kind of words no less than a hundred times in three years, but this time I think he is still cute, so I pretended to retort: ​​"Oh, big squad leader, you are really... your ass is crooked and you blame the latrine."

Shen Jiangyou did the following questions calmly, looked at the paper lazily with his head propped on his left hand, and said in a drawn-out voice: "You are too vulgar," he said, and glanced at me from the corner of his eyes: "I don't Talk to someone like you."

He is very beautiful when he raises the corners of his eyes, especially when he slightly squints his eyes and looks lazy, just like a cat.

My heart skipped a beat, and I unconsciously thought of those weird dreams.

Then I felt that I really like Shen Jiangyou.

I like the matter of Shen Jiangyou, I accept it very calmly - I thought about it carefully, if I get married in the future, I will find someone to spend my life with, except for Shen Jiangyou, I can't find anyone else.

So will Shen Jiangyou like me?

——Shen Jiangyou doesn't have a girlfriend, and he doesn't seem like a guy who likes men.

This makes me very distressed, and I'm even more afraid that he doesn't like either.

I didn't know until he went to college that he also has something he particularly likes—such as computers.

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☆, Fanwai Zhou Qichong Chapter ([-])

Shen Jiangyou treats technology very simply.He usually looks cold and indifferent, but he is really excited and serious when facing the computer. Sometimes I see his eyes light up when he touches the computer and looks at the program.

He came to our school for the first time and visited as a delegation from A University. He didn’t visit the kennel or the cafeteria where I lived. He just begged the teacher to let him stay in the computer room and linger on the two servers.When he left, he still had a look of reluctance, and told me sadly that he should cherish it: "There is only one server on our side." He showed rare anger on his face: "Every time I get stuck, I really want to put the Screw the heads off of those who watch the movie."

I touched my neck, and when I went back to the dormitory, I silently deleted a bunch of sneaky photos from my notebook.

He knew very few people in the imperial capital, and I was the one he knew best——I often went to him in violation of school rules.He verbally criticized me for not doing my job properly, but he never refused to go out to eat with me.

I guess he probably has a mentality of "being a stranger in a foreign land"-at this time, if I try to get him to accept me, although the method is not open and aboveboard, it is probably the best and the last chance.

The ideal is plump, but the reality is skinny.A person like Shen Jiangyou looks shrewd, but if you don't explain it to him all your life, he will really be a good brother to you all your life.

So I made a mistake on purpose and took him to an alley where the comrades in the imperial capital were rumored to be concentrated.

Sure enough, Shen Jiangyou followed me without knowing it, and complained to me in a low voice along the way, but still followed me trustingly and continued to go all the way to the dark, "lost" until I was a little embarrassed, and finally arrived at the destination.

We were lucky to meet a couple, and Shen Jiangyou was indeed shocked, but the way the man who showed us the way looked at Shen Jiangyou made me feel very sick.

So I knew I had to change tack - I didn't want him to be exposed to the darker part of that scene.

I began to popularize this knowledge to him from time to time—this process was very thrilling—but I had to speak in a less blunt manner, and I couldn’t make him wary of me.Fortunately, Shen Jiangyou recognized the three words homosexuality, but he never thought of connecting these words to the people around him—he himself never thought about falling in love with a man.

Their department is like a monk's temple. There are three or two girls and cats, and none of them are "self-produced and sold." The students in the school are not conservative. From time to time, some girls will stare at two boys with green eyes.So their department and the mathematics department next door became "hardest hit areas".

When he once spoke to several people in the same dormitory, his tone was puzzled.However, the people in their dormitory are not like him who are in front of the computer all day long, so he has obtained detailed information without my own explanation.

Shen Jiangyou has an advantage—he will take the initiative to understand all the things he doesn’t understand—this is probably the thirst for knowledge he has always emphasized to me.

His evaluation of homosexuality is: "It is relatively unconventional," he said solemnly while holding the book in his hand: "But you can't say it is wrong. According to the probability, such a small probability event exists—and It seems that there is still a certain growth trend in these years, and it is reasonable to exist.”

He thought for a while, and added another sentence: "Even if this phenomenon is wrong, everyone in the society where this phenomenon exists is a necessary condition for the occurrence of this event, and no one can evaluate it from the sidelines—— It’s like a calculation program, if the calculation is wrong, you can’t blame the display, right? There must be a part of the program that is wrong, and you have to check the whole thing.”

"And, since it already exists," he said, putting back a copy of Burdell's "1+1 Encryption" I was holding: "—don't want this one, this man is a liar—even if it's wrong , The way society responds should also be to increase its own social fault tolerance rate, and the increase in fault tolerance rate is one of the manifestations of program upgrades—the same is true for society.”

I let out a deep breath, only to feel the throbbing pain in my brain, and asked him slowly: "Social fault tolerance rate?"

Shen Jiangyou spread the books in his hands, tilted his head and seriously wanted to find a simple explanation for me: "For example," he looked up at me: "I have endured people like you for so long, which means I have a high tolerance for error."

I just have to shut up.

Shen Jiangyou does not hate homosexuality, and his attitude towards homosexuals is almost a passer-by—this makes me very happy, and I hope his fault tolerance rate can be higher, because only in this way can my "dream" come true as soon as possible.

In fact, it is very simple to gain Shen Jiangyou's trust - he is a person who can't take care of himself.

When I first found out that he had a stomach problem, I almost quarreled with him, and even tried hard to persuade him to change his major for a few days.Shen Jiangyou insisted on going his own way lying in front of the computer without moving, and I escorted him to the cafeteria several times.

The first time I warned him with a hard voice, if I saw him not eating on time again, I would sell his notebook.

Shen Jiangyou said indifferently that this kind of disease is not considered a disease at all, just take care of it.

So I took him out for dinner whenever I had time, watched him eat three meals a day, and sometimes called and texted reminders, and even bribed Li Feng and others to help me watch him.

After coming and going, several girls in their department teased him and said, "Shen Jiangyou, hello gay friend is here again?"

Shen Jiangyou's rough nerves finally sensed something was wrong, and when he went out to dinner with me, he suppressed his voice and said: "Zhou Qichong, don't you all go to class? Don't always come to me."

My heart beat violently a few times, and I didn't dare to say a word for a while.

He obviously felt that his words were a bit strange, so he didn't continue, and silently bowed his head and started eating.

I watched him eat with his head down, absent minded mouthfuls, and suddenly my head twitched, and I blurted out a sentence: "Hey, Shen Jiangyou, let's be together."

When I finally said it, I immediately relaxed a lot, quietly clenched my fists under the table, and said in my heart: He is already suspicious, if he keeps hiding, there is really no chance.

Shen Jiangyou's hand paused, his expression froze for a moment.

My breath also stopped suddenly, and I looked at him nervously from the corner of my eye-I remember this kind of tension very clearly, it felt like I was showing my homework to him to check in high school.

However, he didn't say anything, lowered his head in silence, quickly finished his food, stood up, left the money on the table, and said in a cold voice:

"Don't come to me again."

I remember that at that time, my mind was blank for a few minutes, and then I let out a long breath, feeling a little uncomfortable in my heart, and felt that I couldn't think of anything.

How many confessions are successful the first time?

At least he won't treat you as a brother, I told myself softly.

Shen Jiangyou began to avoid me, avoiding me, and staggering all the times and places he was used to before.

Sometimes I don't know if I should be happy, because he may soon find out that if he really avoids me, he will probably have to change basically all his habits.

I caught him a week later in the computer room, dying from stomach pains.What made me laugh and cry the most was that he was in so much pain that he couldn't sit on the chair anymore, and he was still kneeling on the ground, covering his stomach and staring at the screen.

I was so angry that I kicked the host button, pulled him up and scolded him.

Shen Jiangyou was also furious: "You are sick! I managed to provoke the two of them!"

I went to the hospital with Shen Jiangyou on my back. He was irritable because of stomach pain, and I broke things again. He swears very rarely along the way, completely forgetting that he didn't want to talk to me before.

When he got to the hospital, he was put on an IV, and his stomach healed a lot. Then he finally realized what was wrong, and looked at me with a cold face: "What are you doing here?"

I was angry and funny: "You have the strength to bother me now?"

Shen Jiangyou didn't speak, and after a while he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Zhou Qichong, don't come."

I said angrily: "You drive me away after you have used me up?!"

"Who took advantage of you!" Shen Jiangyou was not to be outdone: "Is it necessary to buy and sell by force in this kind of thing? Is it interesting to be in such a comfortable place?!"

Of course what he said is the most sensible way, but the last thing I want to see is his reason.

If I turn around and leave now, then Shen Jiangyou and I will really be strangers from now on, and it will never be possible to go back to the past—I don’t want to go back to the past, let alone be strangers, I just want to be with him.

I kissed him.

In my impression, such passionate things are not done much.His reaction was also very calm, and he waited until I realized that he had no reaction, then he turned his head away flatly, and said softly: "Are you interested, Zhou Qichong?"

He didn't look at me: "I'm not gay, you just make me feel sick."

Immediately, my heart felt cold, and I said sternly, "Shen Jiangyou, you like me."

Shen Jiangyou narrowed his eyes, with an indifferent expression, and slightly raised his chin: "I don't like you, Zhou Qichong. There is no need to argue about this kind of issue."

Sometimes Shen Jiangyou is so indifferent and rational that it is outrageous—at least the outer shell of him is like this—there is no doubt about it.

He wouldn't let it start at all if he didn't think it should exist - like our relationship.He didn't even want to try it, so he had to deny all possibilities—because it shouldn't be, so it wasn't necessary.

He habitually arranges all his life from the most rational point of view, in order not to suffer any harm—however, emotions cannot be determined by reason.

He also admitted later, he said that this kind of thing is like getting on a pirate ship, and he can't help himself at all.

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☆, Fanwai Zhou Qichong Chapter ([-])

After the quarrel in the hospital, I wanted to be alone and didn't go to him.

I couldn't bear it anymore, so I went to their school anyway.

When Shen Jiangyou saw me, he still didn't want to talk about it.I am not discouraged, the boy in our class chased his girlfriend for nearly five years before catching up, let alone Shen Jiangyou who I was chasing.

So I still went to him like before, and he gradually softened his attitude, but he still resolutely kept his mouth shut when he talked about similar topics.

The long march to chase Shen Jiangyou is endless, but I don't think there is anything lost.I pestered him shamelessly, as if I had returned to the previous state, but for me, it was a little more ambiguous, and for him, it was a little more embarrassing.Sometimes he gets close to me habitually, but he reacts immediately and stands a little farther away stiffly.

We used to get along like this, and we still get along like this now.

Sometimes I feel that our way of getting along is no different from those couples - I just can't treat him this way or that, he is too used to me, and he is so used to it that he doesn't even bother to change some small habits that I have developed.

Sometimes people tell me that people like Shen Jiangyou who usually don't talk much will only speak harshly when they talk to people who are familiar with me.

But sometimes I also think, if he keeps refusing to agree to me, will it be so exhausting?But so what if I agreed--Shen Jiangyou probably still thinks I'm stupid by the left and annoying by the right, but he will subconsciously accommodate me many times-there won't be any change.

So now it's good enough.In fact, I don't insist on a name, I just want to be with him.

I guess Shen Jiangyou likes me, but he doesn't know it—or he doesn't want to reveal it.

The turning point came after I signed up to join the special forces—I thought I was just going to report, but as soon as I arrived in the military region, I was stripped of all contact equipment and went directly to recruit training.

I originally wanted to call Shen Jiangyou, but I thought it would be better to calm down, so I didn't say anything.

After three months, I will go back to school and wait for the pass.