Zerg's Golden House Insect

Sean's memories of before he was ten years old are still a mess.

Reminiscing hard and sorting out hard can make something clear about [-]%, but if it’s okay, who wants to torture himself and find a headache.Isn't it good that he has that time to play games?

Shane's ability to recognize the scene in front of him so quickly now is due to the time he sneaked into Lloyd's mental picture.

The eclectic scenes of the imperial general's self-blasphemy flooded in.Xia En's face became hot, and when he stepped back subconsciously, he twisted his feet and fell backwards.

"Little master?!"

The ceiling flashes past.Immediately, a stern and handsome face and broad shoulders covered Xia En's field of vision.

He seemed to have fallen into the snowy forest in winter.The cool woody fragrance filled the nose, and the chilled skin was soft and hard.They wrapped him tightly, comforting the fear and confusion in Xia En's soul.

Lloyd sat down on the bed with Sean, the meatball.The little golden head was buried in his chest, and the rapid breathing came in and out, itching him so much that goose bumps all over his body.

Fortunately, the little male didn't fall down.The other party held on to him, embarrassing.

"Young master, it's okay, it's okay."

The female patted Xia En's shoulder and her hoarse voice seemed to be enduring something: "...can you let me go?"

Only then did Xia En reluctantly raise his head, and then noticed what embarrassment his "little accident" had brought to the other party.

Lloyd's hair was wet and dripping.The same goes for the body.Obviously, he was wearing nothing.

A woody fragrance emanated from the female worm.It's the Lloyd pheromone.Sean is very familiar with this smell.At this time, it seemed to overturn the richness of a bottle of essential oil, reminding Xia En of what the other party was doing just now.

The little male looked down.Lloyd had some suspicious fluid on his lower abdomen and thighs.He got up and leaned his head over, trying to see more clearly.

In a blink of an eye, the female insect has already fled from the edge of the bed and rushed into the bathroom.The sound of splashing water rang for a long time this time.

In the bedroom, Xia En moved and got under the quilt.The suddenly smaller body made him very uncomfortable, but it also reminded him of the weirdness of the current scene.

【Xia En...don't stay...】

Yuri's call was much quieter.Xia En can only catch a few words if he listens intently.

His elder brother still repeated this sentence.

Shane was very confused.He knew he wasn't supposed to have access to this memory, but it happened.He didn't understand why, and he didn't know how to get out and get into the right part.

Thinking of this, Xia En's mouth was bitter, his throat was astringent, and his heart was full of loneliness and sadness.His limbs seemed to be decomposed into countless pieces, each piece was floating in the desolate and vast universe, tortured by endless time.

—He wanted to just disappear.

Sean was startled.It was odd that the emotion had come on so suddenly and violently.It was very similar to the panic that suddenly fell outside the meeting room of the warship.

It was under the manipulation of those fears that he told Yuri the trap of garrisoning the base.It was also because of those words that he broke away from that node and saw the new future that extended...

Of course, those "futures" were just a huge stream of information flooding his mind in a flash.Sean was pretty sure they didn't happen.Because of his refusal to accept.

But what if he hadn't broken away from that past?

If the timeline continues like this, the second brother and the third brother are still alive and well, everything is going according to plan, he is studying in his art department, and Lloyd is the deputy commander of his army...

Seems like there's nothing wrong with that?Why did he refuse?

My hand hurts.Sean bowed his head.It was found that the nail of the index finger was torn apart by him, and there were thin lines of blood soaked out.

Cold sweat ran down his spine, and Xia En held his fingertips in his mouth.

Something, he was sure, was invading his consciousness.At the same time, his every move is being monitored by something.He sat up involuntarily and looked around in the dark bedroom.

He found nothing out of the ordinary.The sense of crisis of being voyeurized and manipulated still hangs over him and lingers.

The sound of water in the bathroom disappeared.The door opened.In the bright light, the Imperial Admiral put on his nightgown with his back to Xiao Xiongzi.Then he turned off the light, lifted the covers and lay down beside Sean.

"It's getting late, little Sean."

The deep voice of the female insect is like the summer evening wind, and just a simple sentence pulls Xia En back to the stable and solid present.

"It's up to you to choose, choose one of the two. Do you start mental therapy now, or sleep well first, and then do it when you wake up tomorrow morning?"

Sean approached Lloyd and rested his head on the female's arm: "I don't want to do treatment. But I don't want to sleep either."

"What does little Sean want to do?"

The admiral of the empire lowered his voice, his facial features softened.And the one who looked at him coldly not long ago are exactly two worms.

I want to kiss you.want to hug you.Want to... fuck you.

Xia En muttered in his heart, but looking at his short, fleshy arms, he was depressed and could only turn to lie on his side.

They are getting closer.The little males can count the short stubbles on the female's chin and the pores underneath.

Lloyd reached out to help Sean pull the blanket up around his neck and wrap it up.Then adjust the position, so they face each other.

Xia En's entire head was almost pressed against the female's chest. Hearing his strong and steady heartbeat, it seemed that the world collapsed, and there was nothing to be afraid of.

Blue eyes looked up and met Lloyd's.The latter disappeared quickly, but it did not prevent Xia En, who was very familiar with him, from quickly capturing and carefully recognizing the fragility and pain inside.

Thinking of what he did in the bathroom, a sentence came out of his mouth naturally: "You are not happy."

"I'm not happy when I'm eating at night... Ah, to be precise, I'm not happy when I come back from the female father."

The elders were shocked.He propped himself up, his eagle eyes under his messy short hair were uncertain: "I, I'm not..."

"Don't lie." The immature childish voice was very determined, "...Since you are unhappy here, why don't you go back?"

"Where are you going?" The female didn't respond.

"Central Legion."

Xia En raised his head, under the warm yellow light, Xia En's small body was wrapped in the quilt, only a lovely round face was exposed outside.

"Father Xiong said that you used to be a very powerful general in the Central Army. You must have many friends there. It must be very lonely to leave them and come to Bruskay."

Sean had asked Lloyd that question.That's when the female worm answered.Of course, there is basically no difference between saying and not saying.

In Sean's view, Lloyd came back because Franz spoke up.As for whether it is guilt or residual love, it doesn't matter.

What's important is that Franz's influence on Lloyd has caused Shane to worry about him from before to now.Even if the old man passed away, even if he and Lloyd already had cubs, he still couldn't get rid of the shadow cast by the male worm.

Young Lloyd fell silent.The silver-gray forehead hair fell between his brows, covering up the usual hard and stern look of this female insect.He seemed to be in deep thought, with a bewildered expression that Xia En had never seen in reality.

"Young master, what do you want to do when you grow up?"

Just when Sean thought that Lloyd would not respond, the female suddenly spoke:

"Could you tell me the career you want to pursue, what you want to do, and where you want to go?"

Question to question, changing the subject, old hand.Xia En rolled his eyes in his heart, but he still had that cute and cute look on his face: "...I want to marry you."

"The first big thing I want to do as an adult is to marry you." Xia En emphasized.

The female covered her eyes: "It's not such a thing..." He sighed, "What we're talking about now is our expectation for the life we ​​want to live in the future."

"It's fine now."

Sean certainly knew what answer Lloyd wanted, but it wasn't his first time being a child. Talking about dreams, life goals, etc. too early was meaningless, and talking too late would only increase troubles.

"Father male, father female, big brother, second brother, third brother, Kurt, and you, everything I want is here."

The room fell silent.Xia En grabbed the female's broad palm and looked at him with big eyes blinking.He didn't want Lloyd to take that as a child's joke.

The female's gray-green eyes stared at him calmly.After a while, his straight lips slowly curled up in a very gentle arc.

"Master, when I was your age, I liked to climb to the roof of this house to look at the stars."

"When the stars twinkle, I get excited. I know that some of those stars, like Bruskay, have sky, rivers, and woods, but others are deserts, or scorched rocks, and even There's none of the air we breathe."

"But I don't care. I just want to see. I want to try and experience all the scenery and things I haven't done before."

"You did it." Shane muttered.He recalled that the female worm in the archives of the military department was full of several large pages of densely packed resumes. In terms of the places she had been to alone, this female worm was definitely at the top of the pyramid.

Lloyd stroked the little male's head and whispered:

"Yes, I did. I kept going, and kept going. Until one day, I suddenly found that I couldn't find my way."

"So I'm back. Back to Bruskay, back to Looster."

"After all, I grew up here too, young master. For example, this room is my bedroom when I was a teenager."

"I know this! There is your height line on the wall."

Xia En was dissatisfied, and muttered in a low voice: "You were too able to grow when you were young... The cliff is the ceiling of female height..."

His muttering Lloyd was overheard.The smile on the corner of the female's mouth deepened.

"You're right, young master. There's nothing more important than family. I used to go so fast I almost forgot that."

"When I came back here, I only wanted to stay here for a few months at first, treating myself as a long vacation. Then I met you guys. Yuri, Manson, Rem, and our little Sean."

"It's very warm, young master, it's really warm." The female's voice slowed down, and the smile on her face disappeared, "But...it's different."

After ten seconds of silence, the female spoke again.

"I've already written the letter of resignation. I will resign from the Legion and return to Redhart after I help you complete the treatment during this period and finish the matter with Lautning."

"Young master, you are the first one to know about this, so keep it a secret for me."

Lloyd taped the little male's forehead.He paused for two seconds, then suddenly opened the distance between the two insects, and was about to get out of bed.

Sean subconsciously grabbed Lloyd's hand and stopped him.

This is the home of Shane Looster, the home of Franz Looster, and the home of Hudson Looster.But not Lloyd Clive's.

"...you can stay."

Xia En looked at the depressed and fragile side face of the female insect, and suddenly a sentence popped out of his mouth:

"You can marry the male father and be my second female father! Then you can stay!" he added eagerly.

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Xia En regretted it.At that moment, he seemed to be controlled by something.The disgusting feeling of being peeped spontaneously made his face turn pale and his body tremble.

Also stunned was Lloyd.

"Frantz." Shane's voice trembled, and he grabbed the female's wrist even tighter, "He still likes you, Lloyd."

"Since you're back, why didn't you accept him?"

"...Little Master, what are you talking about..." The general of the empire panicked completely.

The female turned her head in disbelief.He stared at the little male worm, anger, astonishment, humiliation and guilt flashed across his eyes, his face turned pale and pale.

"—You can feel it. Can't you?!" Sean growled.He couldn't help himself.

That immature child's voice, whether it is intonation or grammar, is the way of speaking of adults.This creates a very strong sense of incongruity.

He seemed to be separated from his body and soul. For a few moments, Xia En even found himself floating on the ceiling, and everything below was as clear as a mirror.

More images flooded Shane's mind.The memory that has been dusty in the corner is picked up by an invisible thread, shaking off the pungent dust, revealing its former appearance.

that attic.

When he was a child, Xia En broke into the attic many times by mistake.The attic in Lloyd's mental picture.

Franz Looster sat in the chair, surrounded by the gorgeous sunset and flowing light and shadow.The various video and text materials pouring out from the database terminal are projected into three-dimensional images one after another.

They walk the room, they speak harshly, they spread their wings and fight...they are all a worm.

Lloyd Clive.

After the accident in 2270, according to Lloyd, he and Franz had no contact for several years.It wasn't until later that he found out that he was helped by the other party when he was promoted to major general.So, he took the initiative to contact Franz.

Franz didn't hate his childhood sweetheart for being rejected.Instead, he has been secretly watching the other party, and finally waited for the communication from Lloyd.

Franz has been keeping an eye on Lloyd.In the name of friendship, he silently loves this female insect.Even if he already has Hudson and four cubs.He did not forget this initial and deepest feeling.

"As long as you stand back...he'll give you a home, Lloyd," Sean begged.

There was a knock on the door.There was a constant knock on the door.

In the still picture in the room, it was the smaller worm that moved first.

The unreal feeling is gone.But Xia En still didn't regain control of his body.He saw himself jumping out of bed in bare feet, ran quickly, and opened the door.

"Clang clang clang! Sleep~before~big~surprise~happy~oh~~"

A tray appears behind the door.Chicken Burrito Cupcakes Beef Jerky squeezed together with piping hot milk.

A handsome and deep smiling face moved out from behind.

"Little Xia En, I didn't eat anything for dinner, are you so hungry that you can't sleep now? ~Look what Xiongfu brought you~~"

"F, Fran..."

"If you dare finish reading, the little cake will be gone." Franz feigned displeasure, "It's called 'Xiongfu'."

"Father male." The little male worm called.

"That's good."

Franz stepped in and touched Xia En's head.Then he put the tray on the coffee table, stretched out his long legs, and lay down on the couch by the window.

"Hey, that stupid big guy over there, for the sake of your boss's hard work in handling military affairs, can you rub it for me?"

He turned over, buried his face down in the pillow, his arms hung down, and he scratched and pulled a few times in the air.

"... Where's Your Majesty the Queen?" Lloyd's voice was dry and astringent, like gravel rubbing against each other.

"It's so late, you should go to bed." Franz's voice was muffled in the pillow, and he couldn't hear clearly. "He has a very regular schedule. I guess even if the Leslie Chamber of Commerce is about to go bankrupt, it won't be delayed by a minute."

"Come on!" Franz urged.

"Ah, fuck my old waist, I'm really old, I can't compare with before. Let me tell you, I really don't want to go to Lautning... I have been talking nonsense with Attlee for a long time, let them change Worm, good guy, I've got it all back..."

"The heart is smaller than the eye of a needle. Father Xiong has been his boss for many years, so he still holds grudges. Tell me that it was Prince Felipe. Felipe is not stupid. The planet thinks that I am a treacherous traitor, let us go, because the situation over there is not complicated enough..."

"--do not go."

Sean interrupted Franz's chatter abruptly, and Lloyd stood still, like a statue.

"You will die, and so will Hudson." Xiao Xiongzi's voice was tinged with tears.

Reversing the traces left by the past, changing the accident at the age of five, and regaining the strength he should have... At this moment, these words are like sand washed by the sea, disappearing from his mind bit by bit .

The 25-year-old Shane and the [-]-year-old Shane gradually merged into one.He was forcefully pressed into this body by a force, and the memory after the age of ten was rapidly disappearing, only the deepest wish in his heart became clearer and stronger.

—He wants everyone to be happy.

"Lloyd will not be happy, the eldest brother, the second brother and the third brother will all disappear... I will be left alone..." Xiao Xiongzi sobbed.

"Don't leave me..."

"What's the matter?" Franz got up in a hurry, and hugged the little bug cub into his arms.

"Didn't I say it during the day, the male father is very powerful, Xiao Xia En must have confidence in the male father."

"Anyway, you can't go! The female father can't go either!" Xia En said in a childish voice, tears streaming down his face, "Lloyd can't go either!"

"Okay, okay, don't go, don't go..."

Franz didn't retreat, and hurriedly wiped away the tears of the little bug, and at the same time asked for help from his friend who was still standing there: "Lloyd, get the paper, this little guy is made of water... the Bitterly River Breaking the embankment is exaggerating..."

【Xia En!Sean! 】

The little male insect held his head and struggled.

【Not here...continue...】

The familiar voice grew louder, and Xia En's tears gradually stopped.He raised his head in a daze, and found that the two worms in the bedroom suddenly stopped moving.

Obviously Franz's embrace is still hot, Lloyd's pheromone is still blowing on the tip of his nose, and the food is still exuding aroma, but everything has turned into black and white with different light and dark.

"Snapped".

A tear dripped from Shane's chin onto the carpet.

The mirror was shattered.The scene in the bedroom crashed and splashed into scattered debris.

Sean returned to his original body.He was floating in the void, and saw some pictures again——

The Looster Corps refused to go to Lotning.The last to carry out this mission was their old neighbors, the Wilson Corps.Although the war lasted for half a year, in the end they still won the Luotning star.

At the age of 75, Franz was finally promoted to the S class.In the same year, the 39-year-old Yuri was also promoted to S, becoming the youngest S-rank male in the history of the empire.

Looster was in the limelight for a while.The single females of the rich and noble families all wanted to marry into Luoster, and a large number of married military females applied for transfers one after another.

Xia En was spoiled by his parents and brothers and grew up carefree.He has good grades, and his private life is also very clean. In the photos on Starnet, he always smiles a bit shyly, with a pure and warm temperament.Xingwang fans sent the nickname "Forever Sweetheart".

In the same year that Franz was promoted, Lloyd left Looster to return to the Central Army.After being trained and promoted by Prince Felit, he was promoted to Marshal of the Empire ten years later.

The news about the young marshal on the Starnet, apart from the steady stream of military achievements, is his love life that attracts the most attention.

Over the years, he has been photographed intimately with the Grand Duke of Looster.Franz always smiled and gave a clear answer to the question of "whether he will marry General Clive" from the media.

Netizens look forward to it again and again, and are disappointed again and again.What they finally waited for was the report that General Clive had left Bruskay alone.

After graduating, Xia En entered the Central Mecha Research Institute to work.Here, his excellent driving talent was discovered by worms, and he was recruited into the secretly formed mecha special forces team, becoming the first-generation driver and captain.

There are rumors that Looster's young master has courted Imperial Marshal Kreve.What's more, I've seen them kiss.But in the end, this very good male followed the ancient aristocratic tradition and married Roanne Manche, the head of the Manche family.

Lloyd Clive was never married and had no scandals.It is said that he rejected the many blind dates and courtships arranged by His Majesty Zongdi, and applied for transfer to the Suril Starfield, where he guarded the border of the empire until his death.

When he was alive, after a few sneak attacks by the Federation, they stayed in the country obediently—it wasn't until after Clive's death that they started to move around again.

…………

"why……"

"Why is it still like this..."

Sean muttered to himself.His outstretched hand passed through the phantoms, touching nothing.

【Keep going, don't stop...】

Yuri's voice echoed, especially clear and firm at this moment when everything returned to nothingness.

…………

At the same time, dense rainwater hit the transparent film, creating a whitish halo of water.

Yuri stood by the lake, the pale golden light emitted from his body, illuminating his hair and eyelashes.He opened his eyes, the ice-blue pupils were wrapped in golden silk, and they were spinning rapidly.

His gaze clearly fell on the front, and it has extended into another dimension.

【Xia En, hold on. 】

Yuri called out.The barely audible whispers caused the waves of the lake not far away.

It was also bright there, as if a meteorite fell into the pool from outside the sky.While the flames were transpiring, the falling rain, surrounding leaves and grass made continuous high-frequency friction sounds.The sky and the earth are trembling.

A fine layer of sweat dripped from the male's forehead.

He's been there and knows what his brother is dealing with.

In this journey, compared with reversing the traces, accurate positioning is the most difficult.

They know the weakest thoughts, the most greedy and ugly natures of travelers.They create one trap after another for travelers to stay voluntarily.

Some S-class males have historically referred to this as "going home".

The return of the spirit, the integration of the soul, corresponding to the material world, is the ultimate annihilation.

The more powerful beings are, the hungrier they are.

Yuri could only say those theories tirelessly.I hope his younger brother can understand a few words.More or less, they all have the potential to be key.

Shane's power is too unstable.The accident at the age of five is the most appropriate node.Other forced reversals will only fail.

In the space of consciousness, Yuri walked through the vast sea of ​​clouds.The life fluctuation of another worm came from far away along the golden silk thread.

He couldn't quite see the details of Shane's experience.But he knew it wasn't there yet.

[Not here, Sean. 】

Strong emotions surged like an electric current.Yuri shook his head and repeated again.His reassurance was useless, however.The surge of emotion became more and more violent, and even the clouds and mist were affected, and quickly dissipated and disappeared.

In the center of the lake surrounded by halos, the blond young man was sleeping quietly.Tears flowed from his eyelashes, like shining diamonds, flying upstream from the bottom of the lake.

No no no no……

Yuri was taken aback.He raised his hand to try to stop it, but at this moment, a sharp pain rushed from his chest to the back of his head, taking his breath away.

—K!

Yuri's body trembled, almost falling out of the mental picture.When he came back to his senses again, the thin light that was pulling between him and Xia En had broken.

…………

The screen keeps spinning and collapsing.

Sean walked in the complicated data flow, saw countless futures, and countless Lloyd Clives.

Better yet, this military hen was honored and stood at the top of what he had hoped for.

Worse, he was notorious, either died in the assassination of the enemy, or was involved in the political vortex and could not escape.

But no matter which one, the shadow between the eyebrows of this female insect is getting bigger and bigger.He seemed to be one with the darkness, and no matter what, he couldn't get rid of the pain and sorrow that followed him everywhere.

His body is strong and tall; his soul is tattered.

Even the best and best endings.Everyone gets a seemingly happy life, and Lloyd will be that exception.

The worm he loves the most can never be happy no matter what.

So Sean understood.

Fate always has regrets.His humble desire to make everyone he loves happy is simply impossible.

……No.wrong.

Sean's eyes lit up.There is one more node that he hasn't tried yet.

His heart was beating wildly, and he almost burst out with excitement.

Imperial Calendar 2270.That rainy night.The isolated island surrounded by the sea.

At that time, he was not born yet.

Everything is wrong, it hasn't started yet.

The colors began to condense in nothingness, like a paintbrush coming out of thin air, smearing blue waves on the dark background.

[Xia En, you can't——! 】

Intermittent syllables, pieced together into a broken sentence, wiped the corner of the youth's clothes and was swallowed by nothingness.

He went in.

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