Zerg's Golden House Insect

The male in the photo had a slight smile on his mouth, his face was unparalleled, younger and brighter than the face familiar to the media, it was taken by Xia En from an old group photo.Manson and Rem's are also from the same set of photos.

Xia En raised his head and looked around. The cemetery was empty and quiet, and the night wind rustled the leaves and flowers, making it even more desolate.

The last time he came here was the day when the empty coffin was buried.It was different from now, when the shadows of insects overlapped, those he knew and did not know all gathered for the same thing, although they all lowered their voices to talk, but they still gathered together to make a buzzing sound, which annoyed and annoyed him.

He has always disliked social situations where too many people/bugs gather.It was like this in the last life, especially in this life.One-to-one relationships are usually simple and manageable.However, if a third party, fourth party, or fifth party is involved, it will take a lot of effort to maintain it ingeniously.

It's hard, he can do it; he's done it, he doesn't like it.

It was so hard for him to end his life like that, and he felt relieved and relaxed in the last moments of his life.But when he opened his eyes again, he found that what greeted him was not the end, but another beginning.

And this new life is actually very similar to the previous life he has endured so hard. It is set by a great nobleman who is difficult for devils from the beginning!God knows, when he knew his identity, he was so depressed and desperate that he wanted to kill himself!

"Brother..." Xia En looked at Yuri's photo and let out a long sigh, looking very tired, "If I will avenge you all, throw it all to Lloyd, Will you be angry? Will you feel regret? I have been so kind to me for more than ten years, and I have raised a selfish white-eyed wolf..."

"Actually, I didn't tell the truth and left Looster alone. After I leave, I will keep an eye on it, uh, through various methods, and I won't talk about the specifics. Although there may be labor pains or a split For a while, but it will definitely continue for several generations of insects, and it will not be extinct immediately."

Thinking about it in your heart is not the same as saying it completely.Xia En rarely felt something was wrong, so he immediately added:

"I know it is very important to you, and it is something you have to protect with your life. But brother, look, there has never been a long-lasting family in history. One day, Looster will perish and become a family that needs to be annotated. noun."

"This family was either defeated by me, or by another unworthy descendant who needs to take the blame. From this point of view, what difference does it make if it is earlier or later?"

Xia En stared at the photo of his eldest brother, with a serious attitude and a serious tone, as if there was really a male insect sitting opposite him, pouring out his inner thoughts sincerely:

"Ah, I know you're going to be upset again when I say this. But I really think so. We, compared with time and the universe, are too humble and weak. If you want to say that this is depression and depression, in fact That’s right. But that’s what I think, what I’ve learned, what I’ve experienced.”

The wind picked up and squeezed the gray clouds together, the shadows of the clouds changed and moved, and the sky turned dark in an instant.

There was no response, no sigh of resignation and connivance, no slapping as if getting up and compromising.

Only the cold tombstone, and the silence of death.

"Boring..." Xia En pressed his forehead against the rough and hard surface of the stele, "It's really boring."

He closed his eyelids tiredly, covering the tiredness and numbness in his blue pupils, and murmured:

"Brother, you said that you want to live in the present moment. I tried my best. I really... hooked up with female insects, online battle games, and various shopping parties. I tried everything I could. I thought I was fine..."

He slammed a fist on the stone tablet: "But you have abandoned me again!"

His punch was fierce and direct, and the skin was directly torn and blood was seen, but the blond Xiongzi, who has always been the most pain-resistant, didn't say a word, and directly buried his head in the space supported by his arms.

…………

'Are you going to run away from home? '

The young blond boy stood under the high wall, looking up at him curiously.

Xia En had just climbed over the wall with great effort. He was riding on the top of the wall and looked at the distance from the ground at a loss. When he heard this sentence, he was so scared that he almost fell off.

He hurriedly retracted his feet, and sat down obediently on the top of the wall: "It's none of your business." '

'But, I am your brother. '

As a matter of course, Yuri didn't dwell on this issue at all, and asked again, 'Do you really want to leave? '

At that time, Xia En had just pieced together the memories of the previous life, and was so annoyed to death, when he heard this, the black face snorted coldly:

"I'm not some disgusting bug! I don't have a brother either!"

Xiao Xiongzi under the wall showed a hurt expression. Although he didn't quite understand why Xia En said that, he had received the emotion.He was silent for a while, then climbed up the wall without saying a word.

So Xia En stared dumbfounded at the towering wall that had troubled him for a long time, and was conquered by Yuri in three or five strokes.The other party climbed up like walking on the ground, and moved to his side without changing his face:

'I'll take you out. '

Xia En instinctively wanted to refuse, but he really wanted to leave this ghostly place, so he nodded his chin and agreed.

Just when he was about to ask how the kid who didn't look much stronger than himself took him out, Yuri turned his head, grabbed him without saying a word, and then jumped up.Its speed was so fast and his attitude was so indifferent that Xia En didn't react at all, and fell into a soft object in a daze——

He fell on top of each other.

Although there was a worm pad under it, Xia En, who was afraid of heights, was still in a mess because of his panic. On the contrary, Yuri pulled him up calmly and patted the dust and leaves from his body and hair. Asked him in a completely ok way:

'Which area are you looking for?How much credit has been saved, enough to pay rent for several months?Remember to count the security deposit.Well, is food and a change of clothes ready? '

Sean was bewildered by his series of methodical questions.It was only a few days after he recovered his memory, the extra memory was only swallowed roughly, and he was still a mess if he lost it. The only clear and concentrated thought was that he wanted to escape.

As for how to escape, how to live in the future, and solve the status and income and other practical issues, I have never thought about it at all-because the high wall that stands straight up has crushed the follow-up thirst for knowledge and there is no room for survival.

Yuri glanced at him lightly, as if he was not surprised, he took Shane's hand and walked in one direction with a clear purpose: "If you don't have any ideas, just follow my plan for now, okay?" '

This was the first conscious contact between Xia En and his brother in this body.Yulina, like him, is still in its infancy—this is the weakest and most helpless stage in the Zerg society—but it has already shown a calmness and wisdom beyond its age.

He calmly arranged for his younger brother to "run away", and concealed the panic-stricken adults without any flaws.A month later, Xia En, who hid in the dilapidated small hotel and learned the basic knowledge of the Zerg society and the general history of the empire, chose to return home after Yuri's revisit.

In his last life, in the world he lived in, he abandoned fame, fortune and wealth, and as long as ordinary people didn't have too much ambition, they could live a vulgar and ordinary life as long as they were busy;

But the Zerg, an underage male with no background and strength, would only die a miserable death if he broke away from the protection of his family and the government.The grim and harsh reality that there are more females than males makes the illegal black market worm trade popular among the stars.

This huge and sinister social status quo is totally beyond what Sean's decades of human experience can handle.

When he ran away from home, Yuri never asked Xia En any more.They didn't talk about it for years afterwards, as if it never happened.

It was a little secret that only existed in the past, shared by their brothers and sisters, like an unopened gift, with the silent tacit understanding and consideration that only existed between the giver and the receiver.

Yuri understood him.Know it from the beginning.So when Franz died, Manson and Rem were in tears, and when he silently retracted into the shell, his elder brother withdrew his contemplative gaze, patted him on the shoulder, and frequently looked at the adult insects they were whispering to each other While watching, he got up and stood up.

"Why... why did you leave me alone..."

"I knew it earlier, I knew it earlier..."

The young man hammered his fist angrily, and the bright red blood left traces on the mottled stone tablet:

"At that time, I won't come back with you..."

The rain dripped sparingly from the overcast sky, and the stone paths nestled among the overgrown greenery in the cemetery soon became slippery and sticky.Xia En fell on the stone tablet, feeling depressed and lost, full of confusion and entanglement.

Should he selfishly only care about his own preferences and interests?Make smart choices when you can still get out.Or to inherit his brother's last wish and take on the responsibilities that belonged to this body, the real Shane Looster?

This is what he owed to Franz and Yuri.He should pay it back.No!wrong!Yuri understands him, and he certainly doesn't want him to force himself for these illusory and worthless things...

His head hurt again, and Xia En raised his head, letting the cold rain water stick to his parched cheeks.At this moment, he suddenly felt a chill hit him from behind——

Xia En nimbly turned to the left, narrowly avoiding the cold light, but before he could react again, a black shadow restrained him from behind. Almost at the same time, his throat tightened, and a strong and thick rope was tight. strangled his neck.

Xia En grabbed the edge of the rope with both hands and tried to break free with all his strength. He kicked the ground randomly with both feet, but he couldn't find a point of support.The rope was getting tighter and tighter, even if his fingers were deeply inserted into the gap, it could not block the increasingly thinner air and gradually blackened and narrowed vision.

The strength of the other party's pressing on him was too great, Xia En felt as if he was being suppressed by a boulder, no matter how he struggled to fight back, he couldn't pry it off.

He wanted to call for help, but the eye sockets were about to burst, and he could only make vague breath sounds.He tried to touch the communicator on his wrist, but the assailant, who sensed his intention, snapped off his wrist. Both arms were pulled behind his shoulders, and his whole body was crushed inch by inch into the bushes in front of the tomb. middle.

——What are you still struggling with?It's all over, ushering in the end of eternity, isn't this what you've always wanted?

——Give up resistance, let go of your strength, and accept this ending generously and docilely, isn't it good?You no longer need to learn new skills, deal patiently with blind relatives, argue with those mentally retarded idiots, make ambiguous provocations and then have sex with females, and you don’t have to face the next problem when you are worried about the last problem. A difficult time, you don’t have to exhaust yourself to get used to it, and suddenly you have nothing to start over...

You can rest forever, completely free from all bondage.

The heavy rain poured down, Xia En's limbs that were struggling violently suddenly became quiet, the blue pupils began to slacken and enlarge, and the expression on his face was no longer distorted and painful due to suffocation... He agreed.

With a "poof", hot thick liquid poured on Xiao Xiongzi's face.

The thick light-colored eyelashes lingered for a while, and then trembled a few times belatedly, slowly blinking from the bottom to the brow bone.

The dilated pupils retract little by little, gathering the scattered brilliance, clear and clear like sapphires.Immediately, he began to gasp for breath.All of a sudden, amidst the sound of the rain, the rapid and heavy breathing and heartbeat almost merged into one, hitting the fragile eardrum of the male insect.

The two corpses collapsed beside his legs, two narrow and deep wounds almost split their bodies in two, blood kept gushing out from the deep gully, and was washed pale by the heavy rain.

A tall and strong figure stood between them, Xiao Xiongzi, limp in the black shadow cast by him, wiped off the blood on his face, and looked up at the visitor who had just saved his life.