Zerg's Golden House Insect

--what happened?

The female's concerned face was close at hand, but Xia En only felt hypocritical and irritated.He jerked his arm away and took another gulp.The cold liquid rushed into the throat, which seemed to shrink the flames burning in his heart.

"No assassination or persecution, I'm fine. Don't worry, even if I drink ten more bottles, I won't be able to mess up that damned ball. Oh, but then again, I'm a good-for-nothing snack. If I mess up, it's a normal development. "

The blond boy smiled in the dark.He felt as if a big hole had opened in his chest, and the cold wind poured in, making him bitter and self-pitying:

"Actually I bet they were 100% expecting me to make a big fool of myself that day. Of course, they said the exact opposite, 'young and old' 'needs to grow up' 'will be fine later'... hahahaha these people, these Insects, it's the same everywhere, praise the high and step on the low, bully the weak and fear the hard, hypocritical and disgusting..."

He knew it was time to stop.These complaints are useless, and he should have gotten used to it by now.But for some reason, just tonight, at this moment, when this female worm appeared in front of him, looking at him with worried and persuasive eyes, the disgust surged out uncontrollably, and quickly reached the extreme.

Xiao Xiongzi scratched his hair in dismay, and continued uncontrollably, as if talking to himself, but only he knew what he was waiting for:

"Ismir, ha, my dear cousin, you pushed me to the forefront, used it to test the position of other great nobles, and also played an emotional card, and at the same time provoked the relationship between you and me... He is really cunning, As expected of His Majesty the Emperor Zong, who has fought against Prince Felix for many years..."

"Me? What can I do? It's just a pawn. I can only be obedient and make choices that are in the interests of everyone... Lloyd, who are those candidates that you only care about? Since I have to choose, I might as well keep the benefits." For you? After all, you have worked hard in our family for so many years..."

Sean knew he was testing.Talking about the doubts that have always existed in the bottom of my heart.They were suppressed in the corner by reason, but never really dissipated.

No matter what the real purpose of the military hen beside him is, he has won Xia En's trust to a certain extent with his sincerity, patience and physicality.Although most of this trust came from Sean's trust in his father and brother, but the remaining half, only he knew, was taken away from him by Lloyd openly.Imagine if you change your position, Xia En doesn't think he can do one or two tenths of the other side's humiliation.

He resented his downfall.With Lloyd's real and fake goodwill, he lost much faster than he thought.After so many years, he thought he had improved, but he still seemed to be repeating the same mistakes.

Sean was waiting for Lloyd's response, whether it was anger or rebuttal, he could accept it, this was what he wanted at the moment, he wanted to reveal the mask of calmness and indifference on the other side, and see what was hidden underneath.But the female worm remained silent.

...So, did it fail?

That's right, I said such a bunch of things out of the blue, not only did not conform to the status of the Grand Duke of Looster, but also didn't sound like a son of a big noble family should have arguments.In their world, feelings and interests are always entangled, conflicting and inseparable, blindly pursuing purity, futile and unintentional.

As the raindrops fell, the blond boy stretched out a hand to touch the cold water droplets over the eaves of the terrace.The lines of his side face are sharp and weak, his thick eyelashes are half drawn down, his eyes are empty and blank, his whole body huddles unconsciously, as if feeling cold from the sudden summer rain.

The tall and strong female stared at him silently, the cramping pain in her chest had faded away, but there was still a faint pain left.He got up and took off his outer shirt, and wrapped the clothes around Xiao Xiongzi's body with his bare upper body:

"Young master, you are drunk, let's go back to the room and rest."

"What's wrong, did I say it too harshly?"

Xia En lazily raised his eyelids, his gaze slowly scanning from bottom to top.He hooked one corner of his mouth, his blue pupils shrouded in mist overflowed with coldness:

"Lloyd, in fact, you can force me to be your little puppet. I have a low rating, my physical fitness is rubbish, and I have no ability to earn a living. As long as you meet my conditions, I will do whatever you ask me to do. What agreement , What are the three chapters of the agreement, in front of the powerful General Clive, it is all bullshit."

"No. It's not."

The female caressed his back, slowly knelt on one knee and satirized him, shaking her head and vetoing: "You are the Duke of Looster. As I said, I have no intention of being a female monarch. I am not interested in controlling Looster either." Ster. This is your family, and it belongs to you. No worm has the right to force you to do something you don't like against your will."

"Pleasantly said. I obviously don't want to be this duke! You know that!"

Xiaoxiongzi suddenly roared.After shouting, he froze for a while.As if feeling ashamed, he lowered his head again, hanging between his knees, and nervously pulled the strands of hair on top of his head with his hands:

"... I'm drunk... I shouldn't have said these things... What's the point of saying this now..."

He murmured softly, more like talking to himself, but the good ear of the female worm heard him word for word.

"I forced you, young master. I forced you with family righteousness and Franz Uri's love for you. I admit it."

Compared with the direct questioning just now, the little male's inaudible whisper to himself is more lethal to the female.It's been wrapped around him for so long that the hard shell that Lloyd has gotten used to and almost forgotten begins to loosen.

The body seemed to have its own will, driving him to kneel down on one knee in front of Xiao Xiongzi.For the first time, those facts that I knew in my heart were turned into clear words and resounded in the night:

"If the male was still around, he'd probably say 'Loost is nothing, it's not worth the trouble for little Shane'; Yuri would 100% yell at me and accuse me of violating the 'Take care of you' promise."

"...that's what they would say..."

Xia En put his head on his knees, remembered something, and smiled lowly, but the laughter soon dissipated and turned into a kind of sadness.He stared blankly at the female in front of him, as if caught in some kind of memory:

"They're all good bugs... and super nice to me... so I can't escape, Lloyd, you know, I can't escape... and you, you work so hard, guard me, guard This family is also because of this?"

The starlight fell into the cold eyes of the female insect, overflowing with tenderness.He looked into the young man's eyes, passed through the dense layer of water vapor, pushed aside his outer protection, and penetrated into his heart, which was actively exposed by alcohol: more delicate, sensitive, vulnerable and helpless than he thought.

He nodded, responded to the boy's gaze, and replied in a low voice: "Loost gave me everything I have."

"you're lying!"

Alcoholism had obviously devoured the teenager's sanity, and he made another mistake that he often made when he was young, mixing the simplest words in the Zerg language into a strange pronunciation:

"Loost is just a crowning box, Lloyd. You like Franz, you love my father, and that's the answer to everything."

"!!"

It was like a thunderbolt exploding in my ears.One second, his chest was still full of sour pity, and the next second, the secret that had been hidden for many years was pulled out by the worm. For a moment, the female worm completely froze.

The rain became heavier at some point, and densely woven white threads penetrated the sky and the earth, submerging the breathing of the two insects under the sound of the rain.There was a buzzing in Lloyd's head, and he couldn't think of anything.His heart was beating extremely fast, and after reaching its peak in just a few seconds, it slowly came down again under his control.

The imperial general let out a deep breath, and when he was about to deny it, Xiao Xiongzi leaned forward and pressed his lips with his fingers:

"Don't deny it. Everyone knows it, doesn't it?" He suddenly smiled, "What makes you think I won't find out what Xiao Xia En can see at the age of ten?"

"General Clive, you failed to dedicate yourself to Yuri, and you found me again. What are you doing to find a substitute?"

Shane smiled maliciously.

"No, no!"

The tall female slammed the boy's hand away, and stood up abruptly. His usually calm face turned pale rapidly, but his ears turned red at the same time, and his exposed chest was tense, trembling slightly:

"it's not like that."

Xia En let out a soft snort from his nasal cavity. He lifted his hair, tilted his head and squinted at the female in front of him: "Have you slept with Franz?"

"—Little Master!"

In the shadows, the veins on the female's arms bulged, and her clenched fists rattled.He never expected that the boy would say such a thing.

"Okay." Sean slid off the stool, walked in front of him barefoot, looked at the bronzed skin in his eyes, and smiled slightly, "Then let me change the question, are you 'Vasago'?"

So, in the eyes of the young man, the female who was on the verge of anger just now suddenly quieted down, and the panic and restlessness he had never let out seemed to be suppressed by something more urgent, and he almost instinctively returned to that A taciturn and powerful military female.

"……I'm."

Lloyd looked at Xiongzi, and slowly knelt down again.In the answer was a sense of relief that he didn't even realize.Compared with those questions that were caught off guard and seemed to peel off his whole worm from the inside out, the upcoming cross-examination was something he had expected a long time ago.

The young master already knew about Vasago, so regardless of the channel, his kneeling was absolutely necessary.The outer worms all felt that General Clive was high-ranking and arrogant, and even the worm emperor couldn't make him kneel down willingly.That's right.But since that accident, he has knelt down to the boy in front of him many times.

The meaning here is completely different.As the older one, no matter how good the young master is at disguising, he can see the restlessness and fear of the other party.This is the vigilance that a male born in an aristocratic family should have.And his own existence is one of the sources of pressure for the opponent.

So he knelt countless times, instinctively trying to reduce his danger in Xiongzi's eyes.He never expected that the young master would believe him completely, but the other party, no matter what he said, had indeed entrusted his entire wealth and life to him.Tiantai's sharp heart-wrenching words and the other party's subsequent performances all show that this is not the ignorance of a spoiled little Xiongzi.He is guarded, afraid, uneasy, suspicious, but in the end, he still chooses to trust him.

And myself...

Lloyd smiled bitterly in his heart, his face remained calm, and his voice was cold:

"I am 'Vasago', the sixth-generation leader of 'Vasago' No. 30, the male guard directly under the Looster family."

"Oh."

Xiaoxiongzi responded with an unknown meaning, and his smile in the night was tinged with self-mockery.Sure enough.After the death of his elder brother, he was the only male left in Looster's family. Logically, the leader of the guards would inform him of the situation as soon as possible and swear allegiance.

But that didn't happen.There are only two possibilities.The most powerful and ruthless female beside him blocked this one-way connection for a certain purpose.Or, another, more likely, Lloyd himself was 'Vasago'.

Thinking in this way, it is not difficult to explain why the high-ranking and powerful empire will be loyal to their family, and would rather commit themselves to a waste snack and work hard to help him advance, rather than simply take away the family Great power, reckless behavior.

"Then you obviously liked Franz back then, but you didn't stay with him. Is it because of this?"

Having said that, since I learned the information of "Vasago", the questions that have been lingering in my heart naturally floated out like this.

Sean Looster, who is conscious, would never ask such a question, even if he minds so depressed, gets angry for no reason and throws a tantrum, eats worms but abstains from sex for half a month, he will never ask.

"...?!"

The female thought that the other party was going to mobilize everyone to question his concealment, but unexpectedly, Xiao Xiongzi actually answered this sentence in the second sentence, and suddenly raised her head in astonishment, and looked over in a daze.

"talk!"

Xia En pulled the female off the ground impatiently, and stretched out his hand to press his chest.The skin of the tentacles is firm and flexible, emitting a warm heat.The soft light of the stars at night casts a layer of shining light on this healthy and strong texture.

A few minutes ago, Xia En was dazed by this scene.But at this moment, thinking that this body is likely to be touched by another worm, violent thoughts rushed into his mind, combined with the accumulated alcohol to play a role again, forcefully squeezed out the long-standing questions in his mind.

——I want to imprison him, and never let other bugs look at him!

He bit the female worm's chest, angrily, so hard that the broken skin was bleeding directly.

"No."

The general of the empire, who came back to his senses and quickly sorted out his emotions, let him do whatever he wanted.He hugged the young man with lowered eyes, his body tightened instinctively, and then relaxed again, as if he didn't feel any pain at all: "Frantz and I are not what you think, young master."

"No, no, no, nothing..." Xia En gritted his teeth in the arms of the female insect, "What the hell is that! Tell me!"

Lloyd was silent again.Xia En waited for two seconds, and just when his patience was exhausted, he heard a helpless sigh.

This tremor from the chest aroused the uneasiness of the young man, and a burst of belated regret suddenly surged out.No matter which world, everyone and every worm will have some old things hidden deep in their hearts, and they don't want to touch them.

He himself is like this, after many years, in a different life, he doesn't want to think about it, how can he force the other party to dig his own wounds, just because of his little temper and little care?

He... crossed the line... a cross that cannot be covered up by alcohol...

"Forget it...you don't need to answer." Xia En said in a muffled voice, breaking free from the female's arms, "Just treat it as me talking nonsense after drinking, forget it."

Even if asked, what's the point?He cannot change the past, nor can he participate in it.Whether Lloyd and Franz love or hate, it has nothing to do with me.

He wished he never knew that Lloyd had a crush on his father.In this way, he can still be complacent about the cheapness he got, instead of having to be in a dilemma and unable to choose after being forced to discover his true intentions.

In fact, thinking about it, it's not surprising that Lloyd and Franz have something.The two childhood sweethearts grew up together, and they meet and accompany each other every day. They are both excellent and hardworking, with similar personalities and similar hobbies.It's sad not to be together.

But it was just a name that blurted out when he was in a daze. What position did he, Shane Looster, have to accuse and question the other party?

Xia En is not the kind of inexperienced child who insists that the object of his admiration must be as clean as a piece of white paper, and all the first time of the other party must belong to him completely.

Because it's simply not possible.

He understands this.But the stabbed heart was always aching, until he could no longer deceive himself, until on this rainy night, under the influence of alcohol, he completely collapsed, and then he couldn't control it, asking ridiculous and stupid questions one after another.

"...my adoptive father, Belik, was the leader of the previous 'Vasago'."

Just when Xia En was about to give up and turn around to flee from this place, the low, magnetic voice of the female worm sounded faintly behind him:

"'Vasago' is a shadow who dedicated his body and mind to the Grand Duke. The predecessor of the shadow, you should know, is the 'Male Guard'. In other families as old as Looster, becoming a shadow, For a female, it is a very honorable thing."

The author has something to say:

This love scene has been changed many times before and after

Every time I substitute into the young master, I torture myself to the point of screaming

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