Suishuihe

The days are so dull, Zhou Suihe adopts a resigned attitude towards the relationship with Xie Tingyu, he can feel the subtle changes in it, but who can guarantee whether it is him in the end?

When the wind blows, the leaves on the ground shake, the clouds in the sky flutter, and finally they all return to calm.People are not as firm as a tree, and vows are easier to break than colorful clouds.

People are strong and fragile, they can walk in loneliness, and tall buildings will collapse after people walk away.

Zhou Suihe got off the crowded subway, the oncoming cold wind forced him to bury his face in his scarf.

He has an appointment.

Two days ago, a strange call came into the mobile phone, and the person on the other end of the phone said that she was Gao Shanshan.

As the evening approached, there were some people chatting in the coffee shop. Zhou Suihe found a relatively conspicuous place to sit down and ordered a cup of coffee.

A flower is pulled out from the surface of the coffee with a thick and smooth liquid, and a sweet joy is born in the heart of Zhou Suihe.

When old friends meet, he likes this little surprise in life.

I thought that when we met for the first time, I would be a little unrecognizable, but after Gao Shanshan came in, she walked towards him directly.

"Zhou Suihe, do you still recognize me?"

It seems that the first sentence of most people who haven't seen each other for a long time is "Do you still recognize me", as if this can resolve the embarrassment of not being recognized.

But Zhou Suihe recognized it. His memory has always been very good, and Gao Shanshan's appearance has not changed much, but her temperament has become calmer.

"Of course I recognize it." Zhou Suihe got up and helped her pull the stool away, and then asked, "What do you want to drink?"

"Just like you."

While waiting for coffee, Gao Shanshan stared at Zhou Suihe for a while, and then said: "It's been so many years, you haven't changed much, you're still as good-looking as you were in high school."

Whenever he is praised by others, it must be his appearance. Zhou Suihe knows that he is good-looking, but it is only limited to the level of ordinary good-looking.

"Thank you, the school committee looks more temperamental than before."

Gao Shanshan smiled and said, "Have you matured a lot?"

"really."

"Leading a group of students all day long, if I'm immature, how can I hold them down."

"The profession of teacher is very suitable for you."

"I also like the feeling of standing on the podium, staying with the students, I feel younger. What about you? How have you been these years?" Gao Shanshan asked him.

"pretty good."

Gao Shanshan glanced at him, then lowered her head and pulled her hair behind her ears, "Are you...married?"

Nearly half of the high school classmates are already married. An outstanding person like Zhou Suihe must be pursued by many people. Gao Shanshan is not sure whether he is married or not.

Zhou Suihe pursed his lips and smiled, so he has already reached the age to be urged to marry?

"of course not."

A gleam of joy flashed in Gao Shanshan's eyes, "Then do you have a girlfriend?"

Hearing this sentence, Zhou Suihe had a premonition in his heart. He might have guessed what Gao Shanshan was going to say next, but he still answered honestly: "No."

"Actually, I've been looking for you for a long time. I just met Wu Wensheng some time ago and asked for your contact information." Gao Shanshan glanced at him again, her calm face was followed by red ears, "I... have always wanted to say something. Tell you, I like you."

Zhou Suihe was slightly taken aback, he didn't expect Gao Shanshan to be so direct, "Huh? I...I never knew."

"Of course you don't know. You don't care about anything other than studying. Think about it, if a girl takes the initiative to talk to you, asks you for help, what else could be the reason besides liking you?"

"I'm so slow, but...sorry."

Being rejected as expected, Gao Shanshan was not only a little sad, but also relaxed after years of obsession was released, "It's okay, I guessed this kind of result a long time ago, but if I don't say it, I will always live with this regret , Things that you can’t ask for will always make people think about it all the time, which is not fair to my future boyfriend. I said it today, and it can be regarded as an account of my secret love time.”

"I, I'm going to have a serious relationship."

Finally letting go of the person she missed in the green years, Gao Shanshan wasn't sure how much she liked Zhou Suihe, but in those few years, she said to herself: "Wait a little longer, wait a little longer."

When she stepped onto the podium by herself and saw the restless youthful secrets of the boys and girls who were the same age as her back then, she felt that everything was beautiful and all the waiting was worth it.

Because young and immature like pure without a trace of impurities, it can be forgiven by everyone.

Gao Shanshan's eyes are full of ease, without the unwillingness and resentment after being rejected, Zhou Suihe likes this kind of calm and open-minded personality.

He was sincerely happy, "I wish you happiness, you will meet a boyfriend who loves you very much."

"You also want to be happy, Zhou Suihe," Gao Shanshan said, "You have an outstanding appearance and a good personality, but I always feel that there is a barrier between you and others. Maybe you have your own world, but people cannot escape from it." The environment exists independently, and we are connected with the people and things around us every day, so don’t close yourself off. There are many beautiful things in the world, flowers, applause and love, each of which makes people feel happy. You are fine , Boldly accept the praise and applause of others, try it, maybe you will like that feeling yourself.”

After drinking a cup of coffee in the coffee shop, they talked slowly about the past, as if the confession just now had never happened, and they were just two old classmates who reunited after many years.

Time has changed not only people's appearance and temperament, but also their attitude towards the world.Gao Shanshan's words kept circling in Zhou Suihe's heart. He watched the people around him come and go, but he seemed to be the only one standing still.

The fallen leaves on the tree swirled down and landed at Zhou Suihe's feet.The color is withered and yellow, but the veins are still clear.The leaves follow the natural law, from green to yellow from spring to winter, and finally fall into mud and dust.

What about him?Does he also move forward.

The phone in his pocket buzzed, and Zhou Suihe put the fallen leaves on the bench to answer the call.

Xie Tingyu's voice came from the phone, "Aren't you at home? Where did you go?"

"out there, something happened"

"Is it done?"

"Ah."

"Where is now, I will pick you up."

After Zhou Suihe told Xie Tingyu the address, Xie Tingyu found him soon.

Xie Tingyu got out of the car and walked over. Zhou Suihe glanced at him and then turned away, sitting on the bench without moving.

"What's the matter? You're depressed." Xie Tingyu asked.

Zhou Suihe twirled the leaves on his fingertips, and waited for a while before speaking: "Xie Tingyu, do you like me?"

"No, I love you." Xie Tingyu didn't care why Zhou Suihe suddenly asked him this question, he always wanted to tell him: he loves him very much.

"But I was confessed again today."

Zhou Suihe stuffed the leaves in Xie Tingyu's hands, and got into the car, leaving Xie Tingyu alone to digest the words.

In the car, Zhou Suihe ignored Xie Tingyu's hesitant expressions.

Hmph, he just didn't want to tell him, he just wanted him to guess.