beautiful patron

Lin Weinan went back to the bedroom and fell asleep. To be precise, it was more like passing out on the bed for half an hour.It was a strange feeling—eyes closed, brain blank, body heavy, as if unconscious, but I could hear the slight movement of the autumn wind blowing the curtains.

feeling bad.So Lin Weinan got up after lying down for a long time, went to pour himself a glass of warm water, and drank slowly on the sofa with the mug in his hand.

Autumn in City D is a bit too dry for Lin Weinan, even though he has lived in this city for many years, he still hasn't fully adapted.While drinking water, he gradually recalled a lot of images, the profile of the teenager who accompanied him to hide in the corner of the playground secretly listening to music with his mobile phone during physical education class in high school, the weird track lights in a bar near the university, and suddenly on his birthday. Carrying the messy black hair of the man who ran to the beach until he was out of breath, and the affectionate eyes when he looked back at him.

Lin Weinan hates this about himself very much. It is obviously a thing that has passed away and a person who has cut off the ties, but he always thinks of it suddenly when he is depressed.He felt like he was caught in some strange circle that he couldn't get out of, and he could only get annoyed about it in vain.

Memories that used to be good, now I just feel sick when I think about it.Meng Jiuxiao wanted to disgust him, and in a sense, he had achieved his goal.

Sometimes Lin Weinan hopes that he can really become a heartless and ungrateful person. In this case, life should have a lot less troubles.

After drinking a glass of water, the doorbell just rang.

Lin Weinan put down the empty cup, got up and opened the door for Zhuang Yan, the figure of that man was reflected in his pupils, and quickly magnified.Then, the tip of his nose hit the soft cloth, and his eyes were dark.

——Suddenly, as soon as he opened the door, Zhuang Yan hugged him into his arms, a warm palm covered the back of his head, and carefully pressed him to his chest.

"Boss Lin!" Zhuang Yan's breathing was rapid, "I'm sorry, I came too late."

"No..." Lin Weinan raised his arms to hug him back, buried his face deeper, and murmured softly, "It's not too late."

The two hugged for a short moment at the door and then separated. Zhuang Yan closed the door, sat down on the sofa with Lin Weinan, took off the mask, and took a little breath.Seeing that Lin Weinan was wearing home clothes and his hair was a little messy, he asked, "Did you just wake up?"

"Yeah." Lin Weinan lowered his eyes and whispered, "I'm waiting for you."

Lin Weinan's tone was very flat, without any suggestive words, but Zhuang Yan's face was red when he heard it.

"That's great." Zhuang Yan looked at him with joy in his eyes, "I also... really want to see you."

Since their birthdays, there were very few opportunities for them to meet each other, and the communication was basically on the mobile phone. Zhuang Yan thought about Lin Weinan to death.

Zhuang Yan's emotions were still as contagious as ever. Lin Weinan looked at his bright eyes and felt a little queasy, so he stretched out his hand and gently squeezed Zhuang Yan's face, saying, "You are so dumb, but..."

Zhuang Yan waited anxiously for the second half of Lin Weinan's sentence, looking very innocent.

"However, the makeup photos are very good-looking." Lin Weinan was not stingy with his compliments, "He is very handsome."

Zhuang Yan was so excited that he threw Lin Weinan to the side on the sofa: "So you read it!!"

"Shuyu took it, and then it was transferred to me." Lin Weinan gently stroked the back of the man who was pressing on him, "How is today?"

"It's going well today." Zhuang Yan rested his arms on Lin Weinan's shoulders and propped up his body a little. "Although Director Rao looks a bit fierce, he doesn't seem to be a bad person."

Lin Weinan asked, "Did he bully you?"

"I've been bullied...but I haven't been bullied!" Zhuang Yan gave a rare smug smile.

Lin Weinan also laughed, put his arms around Zhuang Yan's neck, raised his face and kissed him.

Zhuang Yan pressed down again, put one hand under the back of Lin Weinan's head, and responded to the kiss.Zhuang Yan is already very proficient in kissing, and knows how Lin Weinan likes to be treated.He opened Lin Weinan's teeth, and the tip of his tongue moved wantonly in the warm mouth, his lips and teeth entangled endlessly.

When they were separated, both of them were panting a little. Zhuang Yan was afraid that Lin Weinan would be uncomfortable if he was pressed for a long time, so he got up and helped Lin Weinan up too.In fact, Zhuang Yan is a little emotional, but Lin Weinan has the final say on whether to do this thing, and Zhuang Yan will not take the initiative to do anything unless Lin Weinan asks. Besides, he can see that Lin Weinan is not in a good mood, and he is obviously not doing those things now opportunity.

Zhuang Yan turned his head to look at Lin Weinan. The other party was still breathing calmly, his head was slightly lowered, his eyes were a little wandering, and he didn't know if he was distracted.

Zhuang Yan felt that it was not good to go on like this.Since getting along with Lin Weinan, he had a faint feeling that this person seemed to be living in a very depressed life, and it was better to express his thoughts clearly, but Lin Weinan always said nothing. If he continued to hold back, he might get sick.

How about trying to ask...?

Zhuang Yan was a little hesitant. He knew that as a lover, he shouldn't care too much, but he really couldn't just watch Lin Weinan feel sad.

"...Mr. Lin." He gritted his teeth, still grabbed Lin Weinan's arm, and decided to ask even if he risked being reprimanded.

Lin Weinan slightly raised his face and looked at him: "What's wrong?"

"You may think that I talk too much, but..." Zhuang Yan mustered up his courage and asked, "Boss Lin, I think if you feel uncomfortable, it's better to talk about what's in your heart..."

"Well, I didn't mean to preach!" Zhuang Yan was afraid that Lin Weinan would be angry, so he quickly explained, "I feel sad even when I see you sad...so I want to help you and make you feel better."

"...Well." Lin Weinan seemed to be a little hesitant when he heard this, and his brows were slightly frowned, probably feeling embarrassed.

Lin Weinan's silence made Zhuang Yan feel a little lost. He thought, maybe he was too abrupt, but the relationship between him and Lin Weinan hadn't developed to the point where he could confide in each other.

Zhuang Yan exhaled lightly, planning to change the topic.

"...Can I trust you?" Lin Weinan suddenly spoke in a low voice, as if he was asking Zhuang Yan, but also asking himself, "Can I?"

"Yes!" Zhuang Yan hurriedly replied, "I will listen to you carefully and keep it a secret!"

"Actually, it's not something that has to be kept secret... I just find it a bit difficult to say." Lin Weinan lowered his eyes, "I'll talk about it casually, you can listen to it casually."

In fact, about Shen Yuting, he has never said anything to anyone in a sober state, and Dong Xiaoru knows that it is because he is not sober after drinking and talking nonsense.He has never expressed his feelings for Yao Lin'an.

Why did you choose to tell Zhuang Yan...

The two people in Mr. Lin's memory are Shen Yuting and Yao Lin'an.

It's not far from joining the group, Sanhuo and Mr. Lin will be separated for a while, that is to say...

It's Thursday off!