Serious people who keep a diary

"That was before," Wen Xia propped his chin to look through the menu, "It's okay now."

Eight years have passed, and people always change.

Although Wen Xia feels that he hasn't changed much since reuniting with Lin Fengqi, his personality is still the same, he is not good at speech and strict self-discipline, but his behavior and handling of things have changed compared to before.When Lin Fengqi was in high school, he was very straightforward in rejecting people, and he would not give the other party room. Sometimes he said things too simply, which would make people feel a little embarrassed.

But the current Lin Fengqi... Wen Xia has never seen him in the business world, but he has seen him talking with others at Fang Lianshu's birthday party, and also seen him slightly drunk after socializing twice.

He already knows how to deal with people.

If not, relying on technology alone, Fenghang may not be able to make it to where it is today.

Every time I think of this, Wen Xia will feel a little uncomfortable.

Each person had a glass of lemonade, and after Wen Xia finished his own glass, Zhou Yi arrived first.

"You two came early enough." Zhou Yixian sat down opposite them.

Originally, Lin Fengqi and Wen Xia were sitting face to face, but after Zhou Yixian entered the door, Lin Fengqi changed seats.The table for the three of them was not too big, Wen Xia moved in, and when Lin Fengqi sat down, the two of them bumped into each other with shoulders and arms.

Wen Xia handed over the menu: "Senior Brother Zhou, order first."

Zhou Yixian did not refuse, took the menu and ticked off a few items, and handed it back.

Wen Xia placed the menu between herself and Lin Fengqi, and watched it with him.

Seeing this, Zhou Yixian joked, "You two are like someone who didn't bring books to class."

Wen Xia was stunned for a moment, then raised her eyes to look at Lin Fengqi, and met Lin Fengqi's gaze who was also looking over.

This happened to me in high school.

The first and second grades of their school are not compulsory to live on campus, and they can study on their own. Only the third year of senior high school is required to live on campus.Wen Xia felt that living in school was not as comfortable as at home, so she chose to go to school, and Lin Fengqi went to school because living in school would incur an extra cost, and living in school would not allow her to take care of her family after school.

Under such circumstances, it was a coincidence that they all forgot to bring their textbooks.

The textbooks they forgot to bring were different. What Wen Xia forgot to bring was a chemistry textbook, and what Lin Fengqi forgot was a Chinese textbook.It so happened that they were at the same table, and that day's Chinese class and chemistry class were connected.

In the first Chinese class, Wen Xia found out that Lin Fengqi didn't have a textbook after 5 minutes of class. He was learning a new ancient prose at that time, and Lin Fengqi took a notebook to take notes, so he didn't notice it at first.After finding out, he poked Lin Fengqi with a pen.

Lin Fengqi turned his head to look over, Wen Xia didn't say anything, just sent the textbook to the middle.

The boy paused for two seconds, and then Wen Xia felt the person next to him leaning closer, keeping a slight distance from him, and reading the textbook together.

When the bell rang for the next class, Wen Xia poked Lin Fengqi with a pen again: "At the same table, I didn't bring any textbooks, so let's read together?"

Lin Fengqi didn't speak, just moved the textbook to the middle.

At that time, Wen Xia looked at the young man's cold face and wondered if he was just so reluctant.

Thinking about it now, it shouldn't be reluctance.

After waiting for a while, the hot skewers were served.

Zhou Yixian is a talkative person, with such a person, it is generally not easy to be cold, and Wen Xia is also a familiar character, most of the time the two of them are chatting, Lin Fengqi will only respond to the two when they are mentioned. sentence.

Wen Xia couldn't help asking: "Brother Zhou, do you often eat together?"

Zhou Yixian: "I will get together when I have free time, but I've been quite busy in the past six months, and I don't have much time. The last time we met was when he came to the nursing home to check the situation, and he was still hesitating whether to put my aunt there. It's been two months There must be."

"You usually eat when you sit down, and leave when you're done," Wen Xia said.

Zhou Yixian was taken aback for a moment, then glanced at Lin Fengqi who hadn't said a few words the whole time, laughed out loud, shook his head and sighed pretending to be melancholy: "Yes. Move your mouth once, and don’t move it without twisting it.”

After speaking, both of them were happy.

Only Lin Fengqi, who was complained by United, silently took a bite of the skewers in his hand.

When it was almost finished, Wen Xia asked if he wanted to order some more, Zhou Yi first said enough, and after a while, Lin Fengqi got up and left the table without saying a word.Usually this is for billing.

When he walked away, Zhou Yi first took out a tissue to wipe his hands, looked at Wen Xia and smiled, and said, "Speaking of which, I've been curious about you for a long time, but I didn't expect to see you today."

Wen Xia recalled Zhou Yixian's meaningful eyes after reporting his name in the nursing home: "Senior brother Zhou knows me?"

"Ah."

"Lin Fengqi mentioned me to you?"

"It's not like he brought it up on his own initiative," Zhou Yixian said, "When he was in his junior year, a major incident happened in his family. I don't know if you know it well..."

"Did his father pass away?" Wen Xia heard that there were classmates in his class who were admitted to the same school as Lin Fengqi, and many news about Lin Fengqi's recent situation came from him.

Later, Lin Fengqi also mentioned this matter when he proposed marriage, but he only mentioned it in one sentence and didn't say much.

Zhou Yixian nodded and said: "At that time, I just asked him to be in charge of a very important project. His father died of a sudden heart attack. He asked for a period of leave to take care of his father's funeral and accompany him His mother. Can you imagine that even after such a big blow, he still did everything I gave him in an orderly manner after he came back, without leaking. The project was very successful in the end, and he contributed a lot.

"At that time, I was still thinking, this little boy's heart is really not as strong as usual."

Wen Xia couldn't help but said, "He...isn't like that."

Wen Xia used to think that Lin Fengqi was born with a hard heart, as if nothing could shake him.

But no, he was just used to keeping everything in his heart, digesting it alone, and would not even leave too much ink in the diary.

Zhou Yixian took a deep look at him and said, "Well, he's really not like that."

Zhou Yixian only found out about it later.

After the project was completed, he organized a team building, and took everyone in the project team to play from dawn to dark, and spent the whole day relaxing as a reward for everyone.Although Lin Fengqi seemed to be out of group, he would not refuse such group activities.

They went to KTV for the last show that day, and they sang until the early hours of the morning before breaking up and getting drunk.

Zhou Yixian didn't drink much all day, just to stay awake and take care of the aftermath, he habitually wanted to ask Lin Feng to help him - after all, this elementary school boy has always been reliable, and he would never put himself in a situation where he could not control his actions in any drinking situation status.But that time when he went back to call Lin Fengqi, he found that he was also drunk.

He was sitting on the sofa with half a glass of wine in his hand. Hearing Zhou Yixian call him, he raised his head and drank the wine before getting up.

However, when he stood up, his body wobbled, and his steps were weak, as if he was stepping on a cotton cloud. He only took two steps, but he tripped over something and fell down.Thanks to Zhou Yixian's sharp eyesight and quick hands to catch him, he didn't fall to the ground.

Smelling the heavy smell of alcohol on his body, Zhou Yixian was stunned: "My God, how much have you drunk?"

Lin Fengqi mumbled something, but Zhou Yi listened to it twice but couldn't catch it clearly, so he put his ear to it: "What did you say?"

"Mobile phone..." The voice continued intermittently, "Give me... the phone..."

"Okay, okay, sit down first, sit down for a while."

He was completely drunk, Zhou Yi helped him back to the sofa, and as soon as he let go, he fell down without bones.

Some people's mobile phones were placed on the table indiscriminately. Zhou Yixian searched around for a long time but couldn't find his mobile phone. In desperation, he dialed the phone and heard the ringtone coming from his pocket.

Hearing the familiar ringtone, Lin Fengqi fumbled and took out the phone from his pocket, Zhou Yixian had already hung up the phone, and poured a glass of water to rinse his mouth to wake him up.

And Lin Fengqi was lying sideways on the sofa, the light in the box was dim, and the brightened mobile phone screen became a sudden beam of light, making him squint his eyes slightly.Zhou Yixian took the water and wanted to ask him to get up and take a sip, but when he squatted down, he heard him say: "Why is it Brother Zhou's phone..."

Zhou Yixian: "What's the matter, you're so disgusted?"

Lin Fengqi gave a muffled "Hmm" without any hesitation.

This made Zhou Yixian so angry that he couldn't laugh or cry.

"I thought it was him who called me." Lin Fengqi murmured again.

"he?"

"Well, he..." Lin Fengqi stared blankly at the phone screen, "Wen Xia..."

This was the first time Zhou Yixian heard of the name "Wen Xia", and it was the only time in the many years that followed.

"Wen Xia? Who is that?" Zhou Yixian joked, "Girlfriend?"

Lin Fengqi shook his head and said, "He's not a girl."

Zhou Yixian was slightly surprised that Lin Fengqi seldom mentioned his affairs, and sometimes everyone joked about each other's feelings, and it was inevitable that he would be mentioned.A man as outstanding as him is attractive everywhere, both men and women.It's just that few people would confide their feelings to him, because he looked too inaccessible, like a snow lotus growing on a snow-capped mountain that can only be seen from a distance.

However, the few suitors he rejected were all boys without exception.This also makes others, including Zhou Yixian, take it for granted that he doesn't like homosexuals.

But Zhou Yixian's astonishment lasted only two seconds, and Lin Fengqi seemed to be opened up by the word "Wen Xia".

"He's... very good-looking, the best-looking boy I've ever seen. Especially... when he smiles."

"He's my deskmate... We've been deskmates for two years and we haven't been separated."

"He likes to be lively, likes to talk to people, and I like to listen to him. He makes me feel that the whole world is alive and not so lifeless."

"he……"

Lin Fengqi babbled a lot intermittently, and occasionally his words would be a little vague.When he said these words, Zhou Yixian had a gentle expression that he had never seen before, like the thick ice and snow on the snowy mountain melting, the spring breeze passing through the border, and the velvet weed was born.

Speaking of the latter, the topic gradually changed from "Wen Xia" to his father.It was only at this time that Zhou Yi first felt the great grief of losing a loved one from him.It's not that he is sad, nor is his heart so strong, he just compresses them all and hides them alone.

Gradually, Lin Fengqi's voice became slightly hoarse, he didn't know if he was talking too much, or too much emotion was stuffed in his throat.

He paused and called out, "Senior Brother Zhou."

Zhou Yixian: "I'm here, what's wrong?"

"I want to see him."

"Who?" The drunken person jumped up, Zhou Yi reacted first, and carefully said the name, "Wen Xia?"

"Ah."

Zhou Yixian didn't know how to proceed for a moment, he didn't know that Wen Xia, so he had to coax the drunk man first: "Okay, I'll take you to see him, you get up first, and drink this glass of water."

Lin Fengqi didn't move, he shook his head and said, "No need."

"Ok?"

"He won't see me..."

"why?"

Lin Fengqi turned on the phone, pressed it off again, the sound of unlocking and locking was like the hands of a clock, day and night, never staying for anyone.

"Because I made him angry."

When the phone screen turned on again, Zhou Yixian saw his slightly red eye sockets in the short light.

Within two seconds, the light went out, and this time it did not come on again.

Lin Fengqi closed his eyes.

"I like him..." His voice was very soft, full of alcohol, and his floating murmur sounded like a speck of dust in the wind, "but I'm not good enough. Standing beside him will make him dust."

Sometimes liking someone is not all a happy thing, it is like a glass of lemonade, sweet and sour, and slightly bitter after drinking.

Wen Xia likes Lin Fengqi like this, and Lin Fengqi likes Wen Xia like this.

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