Serious people who keep a diary

"I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up with Lin Fengqi."

Can't catch up with Lin Fengqi...

Can't catch up with...

Who is Lin Fengqi?

...as if it were his own name.

But why is this sentence so strange when connected?

Lin Fengqi was in a trance, and suddenly he didn't know if what he just heard was a hallucination or something else.Some vague memories surged in his mind, he seemed to have heard similar words somewhere...

where is it?

When Wen Xia came back, she brought back a few small keychains, one for each: "Customs clearance souvenir."

When it was sent to Lin Fengqi, the other party didn't answer it for a long time, he passed the keychain forward and said, "Why are you in a daze?"

Lin Fengqi took it in a daze. The keychain was made of acrylic, and it was printed with a Q-version of the character named John that he got, which was very cute.

He looked up at Wen Xia again, but Wen Xia's attention was no longer on him, and he took the keychain to look for the two little girls who were about to leave.

"Brother Wen, are you going home directly now?" Xiao Ma asked, "Do you want to have a meal together?"

They came early in the morning, but they waited for two hours after arriving, and it took more than an hour to clear the customs. It is now lunch time.

Wen Xia looked at Lin Fengqi, wanting to ask his opinion, but found that this person was in a daze again.

He raised his elbow to hit Lin Fengqi, and the man suddenly came back to his senses: "Huh?"

"Let's have dinner together, do you want to go?" Wen Xia asked.

Lin Fengqi said "um" in agreement, but he was still a little absent-minded.

The four of them went out together, the young couple walked in front, after Lin Fengqi almost stepped on the empty steps, Wen Xia grabbed him and frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you, you don't feel well?"

Lin Fengqi was shocked, turned his head mechanically, looked at him with a dull expression, as if he was sleepwalking: "...it's nothing."

"Really? Didn't I really get something wrong when I fell down the cellar?" Wen Xia reached out to touch the place where he was pressed by himself, but was grabbed by the wrist.

"It's really...all right." Lin Fengqi said.

Wen Xia frowned: "You are really weird too."

"..."

"Forget it, it's up to you."

Wen Xia broke free from his hand and strode forward.

He was a little annoyed, Lin Fengqi now understood better and better, it was not just something wrong, it was something big.And judging by the way he dodged, this matter might have something to do with him.

What can't be said?

Lin Fengqi followed up at a loss, he was half a step behind Wen Xia, looking at the back of Wen Xia's head, he was still thinking about what Zou Boyan said - "Are you afraid you won't be able to catch up with Lin Fengqi?"

really.

How can there be such a thing?Wen Xia chased him?In high school?

how is this possible……

How could Wen Xia like him in high school, that gloomy, reticent, poor boy with a lot of debt at home, who knows nothing but studies.

Cloud mud is different.

Human beings can reach out to catch the sunlight, but they can never touch the real sun.

Lin Fengqi didn't know how he ate this meal, his thoughts were very chaotic, even more chaotic than when he woke up and found himself taking advantage of the wine to confess to Wen Xia.After eating in a daze, as if someone had said something to him, he answered vaguely twice, and when he came back to his senses, Xiao Ma and his wife had disappeared, and he was sitting on the co-pilot of the car.

Wen Xia started the car, glanced at him indifferently, and gave orders: "Seat belt."

Lin Fengqi was stunned for two seconds, put on his seat belt, and belatedly asked, "Where are they?"

"I'm on a date." I don't know whether it was intentional or not, the word "date" was bitten hard, as if to remind me of something.

But now Lin Fengqi couldn't remember the plan he made for this day's date at all, his head was like a paste, and he could even hear the sound of water as the vehicle shook.

This paste is too runny.

"Where are we... going?" He heard the sound of water in his head, and the car had driven a long way before he remembered to ask.

"Nursing home," Wen Xia said, "Didn't you say that yesterday?"

Lin Fengqi slowly stirred the mud in his mind: "Hmm..." That's what happened.

Passing by a flower shop on the way, Wen Xia stopped to buy a bouquet of perfumed lilies.There was a fruit stand next to him. After thinking about it, he bought another bag of fruit and put them in the unoccupied back seat.

The scent of flowers stimulated the sense of smell, seeing Wen Xia putting on the pair of rings before starting the car, Lin Fengqi's blunt brain seemed to wake up a little.

He unconsciously began to recall all the things he had with Wen Xia in high school, and felt that everything had become extremely unreal.like a dream.And he didn't dare to make a sound to disturb her, for fear that the dream would pass without trace.

When they arrived at the nursing home, the nurse happened to come to measure Ye Shixue's blood pressure, blood sugar and a series of basic indicators.Everything is fine, except for some anemia - which is her old problem.

"I told you that you don't come here so often," Ye Shixue took the perfume lily from Wen Xia's hand and put it on the TV cabinet, "Xiao Xia, you too, come when people come, why do you bring so many things?"

"The one who comes here frequently is Lin Fengqi. It's rare for me to come here. Of course I have to bring you a little gift." Wen Xia put down the fruit and put the book in his hand on the bedside table, "By the way, Mom, This collection of poems looks very interesting to me, it should be the type you like, I put it here, you can pass the time when you have nothing to do."

Ye Shixue picked up the collection of poems and glanced at it, with surprise on her face: "I have heard of this poet, but I remember this edition is out of print..."

"I just found it, just don't think it's old."

"Why, it's too late for me to like it," Ye Shixue said, "It's costing you..."

"It's nothing, as long as you like it."

Lin Fengqi watched from the side, feeling a little dazed.

He saw that Wen Xia took a book out this morning, but he didn't pay attention to it at the time, thinking that Wen Xia wanted to read it when he was bored outside, so it wasn't...

At this time, an old lady who lived in the next room came to visit, she was older than Ye Shixue, she had seen Lin Fengqi, but not Wen Xia, and asked curiously after entering the door: "Xiaoye, this is...?"

"Sister Li, I told you, my youngest son," Ye Shixue said with a smile, "Ah Qi's lover."

Sister Li looked at Lin Fengqi in surprise, then took a closer look at Wen Xia, and sighed: "You are really blessed, your son is a good-looking talent, and your son-in-law is also so handsome."

Sister Li came over to give Ye Shixue the scallion pancakes she had just baked. Seeing Lin Fengqi and Wen Xia, she turned around and went back to get some more. She was so enthusiastic.

Ye Shixue quickly expressed that enough was enough and asked her to keep some for herself.

Sister Li said: "It's okay, I have to go back to bake. Today my granddaughter came over, and the little girl likes to eat the scallion pancakes I baked. I have to bake more for her so that she can take it home."

Just as I was talking, a little girl suddenly poked her head at the door and called out crisply: "Grandma—"

"Hey, grandma is here!"

The little girl's voice sounded familiar, Wen Xia turned her head and bumped into a pair of big black eyes.The little girl blinked her eyes, looked happy, and called him with a smile: "Brother Wen Xia!"

As she said that, she broke away from grandma's hand, and rushed over to hug Wen Xia's thigh.

Who is that girl who loves martial arts who lives next door to Wen Xia?

Sister Li was surprised and said, "You guys know each other?"

Wen Xia squatted down and touched the little girl's head, and said, "I was a neighbor before."

"Oh, I see, you are the heroic brother who lives next door that our daughter-in-law often talks about, right?"

Wen Xia paused. Although the description was strange, it should be him, so he nodded.In fact, according to age and seniority, the little girl should call him uncle, but the little girl doesn't like it, so she likes to call him brother.

Sister Li smiled so elatedly, saying that the two families are destined, Ye Shixue still didn't understand the situation, Wen Xia simply explained to her and called the fate magical.

"Brother, come and play with me," the little girl still liked Wen Xia so much, and dragged his arm coquettishly, "I want to hear you tell the story of wandering the rivers and lakes!" She was still thinking about the words that bluffed children last time.

Wen Xia had no choice but to look back at Ye Shixue and Lin Fengqi who had become dumb after arriving here and stood aside as an electric pole.

"Go, let's go." Ye Shixue said joyfully, like a parent who allows their children to go out and play wild.

Wen Xia was dragged by the little girl to tell stories about martial arts, and the excitement in the room came and went quickly.

Until Wen Xia disappeared from sight, Lin Fengqi looked away, and opened the fruit bag: "Mom, peel an apple for you to eat?"

Ye Shixue didn't speak, just looked at him with a slight smile, which made him stop unnaturally: "What's wrong?"

"Did you two quarrel?" Ye Shixue asked.

Lin Fengqi was taken aback for a moment, and said, "No."

"Really? Then what's the matter with you being out of your mind? I think you can just buy a 502 and stick your eyes on Xiao Xia." The mother who knows her son best, "Just pretend I don't know you, It was when I was a child that I behaved virtuously when I made a mistake.”

Lin Fengqi wanted to say that there really wasn't, but Wen Xia was not very happy, it was true.

Seeing him like this, Ye Shixue sighed: "You... stuffy gourd."

Lin Fengqi didn't speak.

"I don't know how you are like this, how you chased Xiao Xia," Ye Shixue said with a bit of blame and depression, "It's just that Xiao Xia has a good temper and can bear you. If it's a different person, no matter how good-looking you are, you will be more beautiful." Money, people have to break it with you."

Lin Fengqi can't hear the word "chasing" now, and when he hears it, he feels restless.

Ye Shixue said: "Tell me, what happened between you two?"

It was hard to answer this question truthfully, once it was answered truthfully, the fact that he and Wen Xia were married in a fake manner would be exposed.

But... Isn't he in the process of turning "false" into "true" now?

His eyes suddenly fell on the bouquet of perfumed lilies next to the TV. For some reason, he suddenly felt... a little weird.

Inexplicably, he glanced at the fruit in the bag and the collection of poems that Ye Shixue put beside his pillow.

Ye Shixue likes them all.

From the first time he took Wen Xia to the hospital to visit Ye Shixue, Wen Xia was like a prophet, and everything he brought to see Ye Shixue was precisely in line with the other party's preferences.But he never told Wen Xia Ye Shixue what she liked from the beginning.

Wen Xia said it was a coincidence every time, guess.

Seeing his eyes turn around, Ye Shixue couldn't help asking: "What are you looking at?"

"Look... flowers." Lin Fengqi said.

Ye Shixue looked at the bouquet of perfume lilies with a gentle smile: "The flowers are really beautiful, and Xiao Xia is very good at picking them."

"Mom," Lin Fengqi asked suddenly, "Have you added contact information with Wen Xia?"

"Huh? Added it, what happened to you today, you are really stupid," Ye Shixue said with a smile, "When you took Xiaoxia to the hospital to see me for the first time, we both added it in front of you. It’s WeChat.”

Lin Fengqi was still looking at the bouquet of flowers, and with some complicated emotions in his voice, he said in a low voice, "But... the first time he went there, he brought you a bouquet of perfumed lilies."

Known child Moruomu.

Maybe the tacit understanding between mother and child is really hard to explain sometimes.

Ye Shixue heard something, looked at him meaningfully, and said slowly: "Yes, because we have been old friends for a long time. Otherwise, when you were in high school, the lily that occasionally appeared on my window sill, you Who do you think sent it?"

In order to coax the little girl to her heart's content, Wen Xia's saliva was almost drained.When he returned to Ye Shixue's room, the first thing he did was look for water.

Ye Shixue didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Why does that little girl like you so much?"

"Maybe when we first met, I climbed a tree to help her take down the balloon," Wen Xia sighed. "After that, she always thought that I was like the heroes in martial arts movies, able to fly over walls."

Ye Shixue couldn't be happier.

The two of them left the nursing home at dusk. Zhou Yixian didn’t spend much time in the nursing home. This is a family business. After he stabilized, he went to manage his own company. According to Lin Fengqi, it was also related to smart devices, but it was only for The kind for the hospital.It is not the same as Fenghang Technology for the public.

Wen Xia found out that since he returned from telling the little girl a story, Lin Fengqi's state was not right.

He still didn't speak much, and became even more silent. His gaze was deeper than usual, obscure and difficult to understand, as if too many emotions were mixed together, like a crater about to erupt.

It was so hot that he didn't dare to look directly at it for a few moments.

But obviously he is the one who is upset now, why is he afraid to face Lin Fengqi instead?

so weird.

Wen Xia drove the car back.

Lin Fengqi looked out the window all the way, even when he was waiting for the traffic lights, he never turned his head to look at Wen Xia.The atmosphere was inexplicably depressed.

This kind of depression is not sinking, but a sense of urgency that is on the verge of firing, as if someone is constantly compressing the air.

When the traffic light came on again, the cars moved, and Lin Fengqi also moved.

But instead of facing Wen Xia, he took out his phone and clicked on Wen Xia's wechat circle of friends.

Wen Xia concentrated on driving the car and couldn't pay attention to what he was doing.

Lin Fengqi browsed down one by one, and almost all the circles of friends that he misunderstood deeply at the beginning have been deleted—the reason for almost is because there is still one left.

It was Wen Xia who once went to a certain western restaurant with the staff of the studio, took a picture, and said: I want to bring someone.

He clearly remembered that the previous post of this post was a screenshot of the chat record of Wen Xia inviting Fang Huai to dinner.

Lin Fengqi compared this with Wen Xia's other news.

Now he has Zou Boyan's friend in his WeChat, and after scrolling all the way, among all the mutual friends who liked or commented on Wen Xia's post, Zou Boyan was added.He found that as long as Wen Xia posted a post, Zou Boyan's likes and comments would always be indispensable, except for one, without exception.

The only post that Zou Boyan didn't get involved in was the "I want to bring someone here" with the photo of the western restaurant.

Not only is there no Zou Boyan, but now that this post has been here for so long, there is no one like or comment.This dynamic is caught in the excitement of the upper and lower, as lonely and lonely as being abandoned by the world.

It seems that only Lin Fengqi, only he can see.

Lin Fengqi's heart was beating a little fast, and thinking back to those Moments posts deleted by Wen Xia, it seemed to be the same.

It seemed that it was sent to him alone.

It might be mean, but he... wanted to check it out.

The two returned home in silence all the way.

This time Lin Fengqi was not even in the mood to be tender with Ah Moo who was warmly welcoming him home. When Wen Xia returned to the house and came out after changing into his home clothes, he took a deep breath and said, "Lend me your phone."

Wen Xia never thought that this was the first thing he said to himself after returning home, and he was stunned and said, "What are you doing?"

Lin Fengqi pointed to the surveillance camera in the living room with a normal face: "I don't know what's wrong, I can't watch today's surveillance video on my mobile phone, try yours."

There was no abnormality, Wen Xia did not doubt that he was there, handed over the phone, and said, "I'll get Wen Dage something to eat, just put it on the coffee table after you finish watching."

Lin Feng made a "hmm" sound, and secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

When Wen Xia walked into the kitchen, he pursed his lips, but what he clicked was not the surveillance app, but Wen Xia's WeChat.

He didn't check the news on WeChat, but went straight to Moments.

I flipped through one by one, and finally turned to the one that said "I want to bring someone here".Under the photo, there is a sign that can be seen in a certain range.

Lin Fengqi's heart was about to jump out, he closed his eyes, as if he was making the most important decision in his life.Taking a deep breath, he clicked on the little icon.

Turn the interface——

[Friends whose photo is visible: Observe subject. ]

Observe... object?

Lin Fengqi was startled, he was very familiar with the profile picture in front of the note.Click it to jump to your personal information interface.

It's him.

It was Lin Fengqi.

Only Lin Fengqi can see this circle of friends.

At that moment, countless pieces of information were strung together, like a swarm of meteors across the sky, dragging a long tail, creating a unique splendor in the Milky Way.

For a moment, the night was as bright as day.

As soon as he cut half of the thawed raw meat that he took out when he went out in the morning, Wen Xia heard hurried footsteps approaching from the living room, and soon reached the door of the kitchen.

He turned his head, but before he put down the knife, there was darkness in front of his eyes.

Lin Fengqi's hug came suddenly and restrained, as if he wanted to rub him into his body with force.

Wen Xia was taken aback, the clear mint aroma entered his nostrils, his mind went blank, he just remembered to quickly put down the knife in his hand.

"...Lin Fengqi?" It took him a while to find his voice.

The hug got tighter.

There was a man's heavy breathing next to his ear, as if his suppressed emotions were being released. Wen Xia's brain continued to go blank, and his hands were full of raw flesh and oil. He wanted to hug Lin Fengqi.

In just a few seconds, the heavy breath was buried between the shoulders and neck.

A numb shudder ran from his back to his scalp, and Wen Xia was about to speak when he suddenly felt the person holding him tremble.

Even breathing trembled.

In the next second, something slightly cool and wet fell on his neck.

Wen Xia was stunned, his Adam's apple rolled and rolled, and finally he could only call him by name: "Lin Fengqi."

Following this call, a heavy sigh was buried deep in his neck.

The embrace loosened.

Lin Fengqi raised his head, Wen Xia had never seen him in such a panic, his eyes were red, his long eyelashes were wet with tears, and there were slightly random tear stains on his face.The tip of her nose was also red, and her cold and deep eyes were filled with moisture, looking at him wetly.

It's like looking at a treasure that has been lost and then returned.

"I'm sorry," he said hoarsely, "may I kiss you?"

Wen Xia couldn't establish the causal relationship between these two sentences at all, but Lin Fengqi didn't wait for his reply, his flushed eyes enlarged.

A kiss fell.

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