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I didn't see the last of my father's body, and Maggie told me that all the remains of the Nistola family had been cleaned up so as not to disturb me again.

All the valuables in the family were looted, and the bodies of all the family members were cleaned up. The most prosperous Nestola family in Kaqistan town in the past has been completely reduced to a ghost city.

I have been shutting myself in the room all the time, and I only rely on the porridge cooked by Maggie for three meals.

"People from several families outside said they want to condolences to you," Maggie leaned against the door, brushing her hair, and said calmly, "How do you do it?"

"..." I sat on the corner of the bed, put my arms around my knees, and said indifferently, "Let them go."

Although I don't know the twists and turns in the mall, my father kept telling me that there are no permanent enemies in the mall, let alone permanent friends.Those family representatives who came under the banner of condolences were just looking at the joke with a wicked heart, and looking for any clues of profit by the way.

At the beginning, people came to my house to "visit" one after another, but when they found that they couldn't get past Maggie's cold line of defense, they gradually disappeared. The tail never appeared.

I locked myself in the room for more than a month, watching the winter outside, I walked alone in this lonely world.

During this month, besides Maggie, the only person I can talk to is Elisa. The figure of my sister will often appear by my side, and she will talk with me and be in a daze with me. Sha introduced it to Maggie, but after she was silent, she told me that I had delusional disorder.

how could be?

I looked at my sister who was smiling very gently at me, shook my head, and refused to comment on Maggie's diagnosis.

I don't know how I angered Maggie. On this day, she changed me into winter clothes and forcibly took me out of the gate of Nestola's house.

"I, I don't want to go out," I struggled, "My sister hasn't come here today, if I don't say hello, she will definitely be angry!"

Maggie looked petite, but her strength was beyond my comparability, she said coldly: "There is no such thing as Eliza, if you stay like this, sooner or later you will be tortured crazy by that 'Eliza' .”

"You, you are talking nonsense! Let me go! I see, is it because I have been talking to my sister, Maggie, you are a little upset? That's all right, let's go back, the three of us chat together, okay? ?”

Maggie didn't respond, but just pulled me towards a destination I didn't know.

The tugging movement on our side attracted the attention of people on the street. Someone stopped us with his hand and said in a deep voice: "Miss, although I don't know who you are, please let go of Miss Linsha, Linsha Miss has always been kind and charitable, and she will carry out charity activities every year to help the needy people in the town, such a tragedy has happened in Nestola's house, we can no longer see you bullying the kind Miss Linsa like this."

"I didn't bully her," Maggie said blankly, "She has a heart attack, and I'm about to take her to see a psychiatrist."

The man looked at me suspiciously, and I hurriedly asked him for help: "Please persuade Maggie to let her go, my sister is still waiting for me at home."

"Sister? Didn't Miss Eliza..."

There was a gleam of pity in the man's eyes, he stepped aside, bowed his head slightly to Maggie and said, "Miss Linsha, please."

I watched us get farther and farther away from the person behind me, and saw the expressions of unbearable pity on the faces of the people around me. I was really wronged. Why didn't everyone stop Maggie?Why can't everyone believe that my sister is still waiting for me at home?I obviously... see her every day.

"welcome."

I was taken into a clinic by Maggie, and I sat on a chair. A fair-skinned beauty sat on a swivel chair opposite her. She combed her long dark red hair into a double ponytail and painted her face delicately. , with a confident smile on the corner of his mouth, he looks impeccable.

I know her, my father asked her to treat my psychological trauma three years ago, the most famous female psychiatrist in the town, Lelute.

"Oh, isn't this Miss Linsa? Long time no see."

I nodded: "Long time no see, Doctor Lelute."

Lelute crossed her hands on the desk, propped her head and smiled and said, "What's the matter? Did you come to me again this time because you couldn't think about my sister's affairs?"

I was about to deny it, but Maggie, who was leaning against the wall, said, "That's right."

"Oh--?"

Lelute made a long ending, glanced up and down at Maggie several times, and then turned her flickering eyes back to me: "I have always had a rule when I see a doctor. I don't like the patient's family members to accompany me. Please invite this Miss, can I go out and stay for a while?"

This Lelute's attitude was really a little arrogant, but Maggie didn't say much, just went out without saying a word and closed the door.

Lelute got up and locked the door, then turned on the phonograph on the side to play soothing music, and then returned to her seat.

"Well... If I remember correctly, your father brought you to me three years ago because you said that you felt that your sister is no longer in this world, and you are the one who caused all this, right?"

I nodded, and said in a panic: "But, my sister came back recently, I can see her all the time, and she will also talk to me..."

Lelute didn't answer my words, but said: "More than a month ago, robbers came to Niestola's house and the whole family was killed. You are the only one who escaped by luck because you were taken out. , but I heard that when you went back, you obviously had a face-to-face meeting with those robbers, but why did you survive?"

I can't answer, the scene of the dead bodies is still vivid in my mind, I really don't want to recall it again.

Lelute had an inexplicable happy smile on her face, resting her chin on her right hand, placing her left hand on the table, her index finger and middle finger alternately tapping the table back and forth: "Let me guess, why did you survive? Was there someone you knew among the robbers? Your friends? Relatives? Lovers?"

My body trembled slightly.

Her fingers stopped tapping, and her voice raised slightly: "It's a lover, right? It's such a good drama. The lover who loves the most brings robbers to slaughter her family, but she only let herself go. It's so good." What a touching and poignant story!"

Saying that, Lelute got up and came behind me, brushed her fingers across the back of my chair, leaned over and whispered in my ear: "Hey, Miss Linsha, don't you think you are the broom star of the family?"

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"When I was eight years old, my sister disappeared, and when my family suffered an indiscriminate disaster, it was all because of you."

I covered my ears suddenly: "No, no, no! It's not me..."

Even so, her voice can still easily reach my ears along with the sound of music: "Yeah, you didn't do these things, but you caused them indirectly. Don't you think it's strange, Miss Linsa?" ?Your lover killed your family. According to the logic of normal people, shouldn’t you be blinded by hatred and self-blame at this time, and vow to work hard to get revenge? But why do you still sit here and accept it with peace of mind? What about my treatment? Is it because of..."

She chuckled in my ear: "You still love him, even the demise of the Nestola clan can't compare to your love for him, right? What a crazy and selfish young lady!"

"..."

I shook my head vigorously, but I couldn't concentrate and didn't know which sentence to deny her.

"You said you could see your sister? Isn't this because of your guilt? You are crazy and selfish, so you can only rely on guilt to escape the uneasiness of your conscience. Talking to your illusory sister will definitely make you feel better." Get redemption, right! Now, speak up!"

Through the hazy eyes of tears, Lelute's exquisite face became distorted: "Tell you, sad Miss Linsha, your so-called 'sister' is just an illusion you imagined to redeem you !No one can see her except you, but this little redemption is far from enough for a villain like you!"

I don't know how to look at this matter at all, but there is nothing wrong with listening to the doctor: "Then, then how should I redeem myself..."

Lelute laughed in satisfaction, and she motioned me to look in the direction of her finger: "There is a fruit knife on the plate of fruit, you take it, and cut off the artery on your wrist. That's fine, liberation is the best salvation."

Liberation is the best salvation?

I stood up in a daze, but unexpectedly the door was kicked open, I couldn't help being shocked, and Maggie standing at the door looked as cold as ice.

Lelute looked unhappy when someone ruined a good thing: "How did you get in? Didn't I say that I don't like family members around when I see a doctor?"

Maggie said coldly: "I've been listening to your ramblings at the door. I thought those stinging words you said were just provocative tactics, so I didn't interrupt. Who knew that you were actually trying to lead her to commit suicide."

"Impossible! The sound insulation in my room is top-notch, and I'm still playing music. You can't hear the conversations in the room with such hearing power!"

Maggie didn't answer her question, but just stared at the phonograph: "It's true, there are traces of mind power on this machine, it must be able to play a hypnotic effect, I don't know how you got this gramophone machine, but you should have killed many patients with it.”

Lelute's face turned blue and red, and she rushed towards the door as if trying to escape, but Maggie subdued her easily with a sharp knife in her hand.

Maggie came to me after destroying the gramophone.

I asked her softly, "Maggie, am I the broom star of the Stola family?"

"No."

"...Doctor Lelute said that liberation is my best salvation, isn't that true?"

"No, she hypnotized you just now, she is also an abnormal criminal." Maggie glanced at Lelute who fell on the ground, and said, "However, what she said just now was good, what you called' "Sister" is just an illusion created by your imagination, don't be trapped by heart disease anymore."

I frowned and wanted to refute: "Heart disease? I'm not sick, I really saw..."

There was a strong sense of nausea in my stomach without warning, I turned my head and leaned over to retch. Recently, because I always drink porridge, what I spit out is also clear water and rice grains.

My physical condition was not good, and after vomiting, I felt exhausted all over, and my eyes turned black for a while, but I couldn't support it and lost consciousness.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that Maggie was standing in front of my window sill and looking into the distance. She has always loved this position with her arms crossed, and this is no exception.

Seeing that I woke up, she walked to my side and helped me sit up, and then sat on the edge of the bed, her amber eyes stared at me closely, and there was a light that I couldn't understand: "Linsa, is Elisa around you now?"

I looked around the room and shook my head.

"At least you're awake now."

Maggie sighed and said, "I'm asking you some questions, can you answer me honestly?"

I nodded.

"Do you hate knights?"

I grabbed the bed sheet under my hand, lowered my eyes and remained silent for a moment, then nodded.

"Then do you love him?"

I bit my lip and shook my head.

"You promised to answer me honestly."

Maggie's voice was clear and cold, but now because of her deliberately soft voice, there was a hint of charm: "Do you still love him?"

I closed my eyes and forced myself to say the humbling answer: "Love."

"Then do you still want to live?"

I let go of the bed sheet, and covered the painful expression on my face with my hands: "I don't know why I still think about him, maybe it's really like what Dr. Lelute said, I'm just a crazy and selfish woman, I just watched him Seeing that the knight betrayed me, but I can't do anything to avenge him, and I don't know how to get revenge... I have nothing left, and I don't know any reason for me to live."

"Well, listen to me. I checked you just now when I saw you passed out. There was no trauma. The female doctor's hypnotism was also released after the gramophone was destroyed. Just in case, I read it I checked your body for something wrong, and found that there is a new breath of life in your abdomen, that is to say..."

She paused and said, "You're pregnant."

The author has something to say:

In order to prevent the characters from deforming, I recently revisited Hunter x Hunter, and it is still very good-looking, orz

I don’t know if you still remember that there is a female prisoner named Lelute in the cheap well tower in the hunter exam chapter. Yes, the doctor in the article is her... When I watched the hunter, I felt the setting of this prisoner In fact, it is quite interesting, so I want to write it to try~

The support of the babies is my biggest motivation for Xiaohai, so please leave a lot of comments and support, I love you, and I love you~

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