There are no couples on the road

Things are always said to be passionate, but in fact, before reaching the most burning moment, it is a long, long journey that may be boring or full of pain, regret and unwillingness.

But Shi Xun emphasizes the goal every year and every season.

It's not that the championships won are not challenging, nor is it that other achievements are worthless.

But besides the championship, there is no more goal.

From the very beginning, when he stepped into the professional arena, signed a contract, and obtained the official certification of LPL players, which teenager didn't have dreams and longings?

No one would think that my goal is to be runner-up, or to avoid relegation.

In addition to money and fame, you must always have the persistence and pursuit of the championship in your heart, so that you can persevere in this boring and difficult atmosphere day after day.

This circle has never been an ivory tower, nor is it a glamorous and completely clean environment.

Shi Xun has seen too much, whether it is addicted to gambling, buying peripherals, or being dazed by the influx of capital, famous watches, luxury goods, even luxury cars, and the never-ending emotional melons.

But he was never tempted.

He knows what he wants. Whether it is CRE or Ji Linxi, they have achieved him step by step.

He has also walked together to the present, creating today's CRE.

From being young and immature to growing up step by step to the present, sometimes looking back, it seems that decades have passed in a hurry.From the perspective of a professional player, he has indeed gradually come to the end of his career and has become a veteran. He has become a master from the talented boy who reached the top of the national server all the way.

At such a young age, it is already old age.

And so many failures, so many injuries.

He once saw a poem, the poet's name was very difficult to pronounce, and he has only recognized it when he saw it.

A few days ago, when he and Jiang Weichi were sorting out the books, sticky notes, and notes that had been thrown to the ground, he saw that the little assistant had also copied that poem on the paper.

"I give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart;"

"I tried to impress you with confusion, danger, failure."

(*excerpt from Borges's "To Beatrice Vivelloni Webster de Boerridge - What Can I Use to Keep You")

Sometimes it is hard for Shi Xun to understand.Many people will even have feelings for him because of his failure, or to put it more bluntly, because of his failure.

Shi Xun didn't have much experience of this kind of empathy.

Because he doesn't think those pains are good.He doesn't want to emphasize hard work, or glorify failure with bad luck.Perhaps in the eyes of many people, this can be transformed into a habit or a post-feeling that contains sympathy and compassion.

Shi Xun picked up the note at that time.It is a beautiful paper with irregular light blue ink marks.

On it is the neat handwriting of the little assistant.

In a trance, he understood a little bit why he fell in love with the little assistant, and he touched and attached to this feeling more and more.

Because Jiang Weichi has never been a bystander, there are so many emotions that are overflowing, but he never expresses them.Just walk with him in silence.

It's like supporting each other to move forward in the cold night, knowing each other but keeping silent to each other, neither judging nor getting involved.

On the contrary, it is the rarest.

After the training match in the afternoon, Jiang Weichi and Shi Xun went to find Pingyuan after resuming the game.

While walking, Shi Xun said, "Actually, I didn't understand much before."

Jiang Weichi was thinking about something, when he heard Shi Xun speak, he turned to look at him, "What don't you understand?"

"I used to think that whether it's friends or love, it should be for happiness. Many things that I don't understand, or things that I know are stress and pain, shouldn't be said."

Jiang Weichi squeezed Shi Xun's palm.

Shi Xun smiled, "But recently, I feel that sometimes being frank about these negative things can make the relationship between two people closer."

"Why do you want to say this all of a sudden?" Jiang Weichi felt sweet in his heart.

Shi Xun thought for a while, "Because I was thinking before, it seems that I have never told you."

Jiang Weichi asked silently with his eyes.

"I hope that if I can realize my wish and win the championship, you will be by my side."

As a result, Ping Yuan became the ultimate beneficiary. I feel that Beside's being called Cheng Linghua is completely a victim of wind reviews.We are late, how kind, how patient, how united, tense, serious and lively...cough.

At this moment, Mint has about a hundred words in his mind, and a hundred voices merged into one sentence, which is probably "What do you mean nm???"

"Our first match in the summer split was against DNT. In fact, there is no big gap between Silence and my sister in the jungle position, especially when we have an advantage in the bottom lane. The point worth noting should be the top lane .”

"They are on the road...Ringtab, this id is too strange, let's call him tab. This Korean top laner Spring may still be in the running-in period, but it can be seen that there is indeed something." Shi Xun and Yuan Yuan same idea.

Jiang Weichi nodded, "It can be seen from the previous match between DNT and LN. In fact, from the running-in point of view, it is basically ready to take shape. It's just that LN's state is too good. The version at that time was actually very suitable for Xuan's performance. I hope Let’s not talk about the bug of Val.”

Ping Yuan called out a bunch of things that were unclear, "I mainly analyzed the data of this tab key two days ago, and quantified the use of specific heroes and various habits. I think it is almost interesting to adjust the parameters, but the result You can also see all kinds of things."

"Is this the tab key arrangement for others? I think his routines are weird sometimes, but it may be because of this that he can adapt to our LPL."

Ping Yuan beamed, "Yes, he is very strange, and the hero pool is also very strange. Like our Chishen, any hero can be supported, and the hero pool is still very average. Basically, long-term positioning support is played very well. But tab The key is different, I couldn’t sleep yesterday thinking about it, and finally thought it might be because of the hero’s understanding.”

"I think he uses those normal top lane heroes, especially big bugs and big trees, a bit evilly. I can't tell what's wrong."

"We have to discuss this in detail, but I can refer to the results of my current analysis, especially in our first battle the day after tomorrow, I will do his selection preferences for heroes and runes, as well as his attack methods in various situations. base estimate."

"Okay, let's go back and have a look. Now the main thing is to do a rehearsal and target on BP with the coach, let's go to the training room." Shi Xun took the folder from Ping Yuan's hand, and Jiang Weichi took it again past.

"Let's go." Jiang Weichi walked out with the heavy folder in his arms.

Shi Xun leaned over, "Oh, you love me so much?"

Jiang Weichi nodded seriously instead, "Otherwise, you want me to love Meng Yingliu?"

Shi Xun shook his head, "That won't work, I mean keep it up."

Speaking of Mint, Mint popped up, "What did Brother Twenty want from me just now?"

Jiang Weichi was indifferent, "Don't flirt."

Shi Xun cheerfully ruffles Little Mint's hair, "In the first few games, we took two rotations. After the training match tonight, we will discuss things with the coach."

The first reaction of Xiao Mint, who has recently been inspired to become the successor of twenty, is not to feel duck power or surprise, but to worry first, "Brother, are your hands not in good condition recently? Is it serious?"

Shi Xun smiled, "It's not about the hand, um... it's also a little bit related, but the main thing is to establish a healthy rotation. It's best to find more styles, so that our fault tolerance rate will be higher and the lineup will be more stable. More flexible."

"If you're here, wouldn't my pressure explode?" Mint felt relieved, "I feel like I'm going to be ejected out of the Milky Way."

"You train hard, think more, and sharpen your skills. No matter what, you have to go through the process of growth. As for being sprayed..."

Jiang Weichi interrupted Shi Xun before he finished speaking.

"You don't need to read public opinion during the game, you can hand over your phone."

... This is clearly a naked threat of the captain's authority.

Mint waved his hand quickly, "I don't care about the strong king with a black iron mouth. I'm all about brother twenty, and I only think about training."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Little Bohe felt that Jiang Weichi's complexion didn't seem to be getting any better.

At 03:30 in the morning, Jiang Weichi and Shi Xun finished training.

The two quickly took a shower and climbed onto the bed. Shi Xun was about to hug the small auxiliary pillow to sleep, but was pressed on the bed.

Jiang Weichi rode aggressively on him, hesitant to speak.

The two of them stood in a strange stalemate for a moment.

Just as Shi Xun felt that he couldn't keep silent like this, he was slapped viciously by the little assistant.

Just as he wanted to go deeper, the little assistant sat up again and resumed the previous posture.

"Two... twenty..."

When Shi Xun saw that the light red had climbed from behind Jiang Weichi's ear to his face visibly, he was a little confused, so he just agreed.

"What's the matter, late baby?"

Jiang Weichi's face turned even redder, "Brother Twenty..."

"Huh?" Shi Xun felt that Jiang Weichi's voice was getting lower and lower, and he couldn't hear clearly.

As a result, sitting on his stomach, the self-defeating and self-destructive person exploded with embarrassment.

"Twenty, brother twenty is mine!"

Shi Xun didn't hold back for a moment, and laughed, "It's been a whole night, and you're still struggling with this."

"Hey, you are also my little brother Chi."

Jiang Weichi felt that his face could spread eggs, his whole body was hot, and he stammered back, "You, this is my younger brother's behavior."

"Brother" pushed him on the bed, bit his lower lip lightly, and then pressed against his forehead, "It's yours. Of course I'm yours."

The author says:

Twenty is older than Linghua, but only a few months older. 23333.