There are no couples on the road

0001.

This is the professional player number that Shi Xun obtained from the official LPL professional league and registered for him.

It's not that there are no teammates who were earlier than him or at the same time as him, but they have already retired, some have become anchors, and some have nothing to do with this industry.

When it came time to start registering player numbers, there was no player who had started his career earlier and persisted longer than him.

The significance of TimeStone to LPL is actually far more than a player.

This ID has accompanied LPL from scratch, from the situation where there is no official league, all the way to the present.At that time, I didn't even qualify for the World Championships. There were some small competitions. If it was convenient to go back and forth, I would take the subway or bus.

At that time, one day would probably be troubled by many things.There are too many factors that will affect the game, and even the game cannot be played due to reasons that sound ridiculous now, such as players not being able to show up or equipment problems.

But even on such a day, Shi Xun didn't feel much pain.

At that time, he also wanted to win the championship.

At that time the dream was so close.

But now, just looking at the results, he is still very close to his dream, but because of the passing of time and the distance, it seems that no matter what, he is getting farther and farther away from that trophy.

So close, so far away.

When he saw the trophy for the first time, he held it up when he was filming a documentary, and he really thought he could get it.I have also been so discouraged that I feel that I will never touch it.

Until now he seemed undefinable.

The screen in front of me flashed brightly for a moment, then sank again.Shi Xun was actually a little at a loss.

It's been a long time since I won a championship.he thinks.

This was the first thought that came to mind.

Has it been so long?He unconsciously turned his head to look at the little assistant, trying to find a sense of reality and hold something more realistic in his hands.

Until he hit a halo.

Something bright and shiny surrounded Jiang Weichi's pupils.The lighting of the arena is different from the usual lighting in LPL games, and it is also different from the lighting of the venues carefully arranged in the S series.

Like the falling white sky, the galaxy fell into Jiang Weichi's eyes.

It wasn't until the little assistant came to him covered in broken light like frost and snow, and gently wiped away his tears, that he realized that he was crying.

It's been too long, this feeling has faded away.

The period of time away from the arena is like a patient experience of PTSD attacks. Those things are desperately isolated by myself, and finally become blurred light and shadows, and even my own feelings are not so real.

It's already so painful, I can't stop day and night, I can't breathe, I can't see the way forward, and most of the experiences are setbacks and frustrations, why are I still nostalgic.

It hurts to leave.

I was terrified during the surgery.

It's also sad when I force myself not to contact the assistant.

When I can't continue struggling on the road...

During that time, I seemed to have lost the ability to suffer, and I couldn't find the feelings I wanted to express.Even when the pain was so painful that he wanted to shrink up, he still forced himself to flatten his body, staring blankly at the fixed right hand in the weak light of the machine.

Can't even shed tears.

Shi Xun felt the cool touch of Jiang Weichi's fingertips, and when the tears were sucked away by the fingertips, it seemed that his spirit was pulled back to his body in an instant.

He watched the little assistant wipe away the tears on his fingertips with his lips, and suddenly felt his teeth go limp, and he let out a breath unconsciously.

Gritting my teeth for too long, I lost the feeling that I was holding on.

Hanging on for a long time, it seems that you will never know how tired you are, and you will never be able to relax.

In an instant, those emotions, pain, self-examination, and hazy and unreal things all broke through the layer of fuzzy frosted glass, hovering and pouring in from the spirit of Shi Xun.

Jiang Weichi only had time to see a shadow, and before he could react, he took Shi Xun into his arms.

His shoulders and back were surrounded, and Shi Xun's chin rested on the place where his shoulders and neck met, rubbing against the protruding knuckles on the back of his neck.

...It seems to be a little heavier than usual hugs.

Jiang Weichi almost wanted to conclude that it was an illusion.At the scene where the sound was thundering, he actually felt that he heard a small whimper.Vibrating from their close skin and bones, it became a dull echo in the depths of his body and chest.

His baby, is he crying at this moment?

Jiang Weichi could feel that some strange emotions were spreading from Shi Xun's body, with weight, gradually presumptuous on him.In this instant, he also felt sad.

His most beloved, his time Xun, his ADC, suffered too much.

I have always only known to tense myself up, and I can never learn to relax and confess.

It seems that everything can be understated, will not be trapped in any setbacks and pains, will only keep moving forward, carry more and more burdens, stand up when you fall, and climb up when you fall, fearless , without pain.

But... Humans are humans after all, so there are no gods and Buddhas.

Jiang Weichi felt that he was so calm now, his calmness surprised him.When he stroked Shi Xun's shoulder, the light and the sound seemed to be blocked by him, preventing his baby from touching it.

He carefully wiped away Shi Xun's tears with the material of the team uniform on his shoulder.

"I'll be your outlet." Jiang Weichi said.

When Shi Xun raised his head, his eye sockets were still soaked in a ray of water red.

Jiang Weichi looked into his eyes, "Leave it all to me."

After shaking hands with the KOR players, the CHN players exited the tunnel and returned to their team's waiting room.

Shi Xun had already escaped from that strong but indescribable feeling, but remained silent.Jiang Weichi couldn't help being a little worried, whether the lion cub had something on his mind.

It's just that his male lion has been silent and doesn't talk much, and behaves normally in other aspects.

I can still feel his excitement, and I can also feel the heartfelt joy.He will hug his teammates and even play tricks.

But will such a strong feeling disappear in just a few minutes?

Jiang Weichi's doubts continued until the two of them walked into the bathroom and were stared at by Shi Xun, and he finally realized that Lion Cub's hand had been held by him.

The CHN team didn't let go when they hugged, and the two didn't let go when they stood in the lounge, and they were holding hands all the way.

Jiang Weichi looked at Shi Xun's ear contours which were somewhat brightened by the sun, and suddenly found the familiar red.

It turned out that Zai Zai was a little shy.

It's really like a proud big cat, even if it's shy and wants to be coquettish, it will only sneak its paws into the opponent's palm.

Jiang Weichi didn't let go, and pointed in the direction of the urinal with the other finger, "Do you want to use it?"

Then he was dragged into the compartment by Shi Xun angrily.

Jiang Weichi put down the lid, sat down following Shi Xun's strength, and then innocently looked at the beautiful cub who was almost aggrieved.

One second, two seconds, after a while, Shi Xun finally moved.

Shi Xun straddled Jiang Weichi's lap and buried it in his shoulder and neck. His fingers first clenched Jiang Weichi's uniform, and then slowly loosened it, tracing the little assistant's bones.

"Hold for a while." Shi Xun whispered.

"Good boy." Jiang Weichi said.

It wasn't too long before the awards ceremony started, but Jiang Weichi was not in a hurry.Shi Xun has always been able to restrain himself, even if his emotions make him feel a bit difficult, he still won't do things that cause trouble to others.

He believes that his timing can definitely be adjusted.

"My little Xun is the best, the most powerful." Jiang Weichi tilted his head and kissed the side of Shi Xun's neck, blood rushing under the thin skin.

"Did it hurt before?" He asked.

I could feel Shi Xun's muscles tense for a moment, and then relax again. After a few seconds, Jiang Weichi felt Shi Xun nod his head slightly.

"Will it be sad too?" Jiang Weichi touched Shi Xun's bare skin with his lips, and placed a kiss on the shifting Adam's apple.

Shi Xun didn't seem to know what to say, but he hesitated in the end, "It should... be sad."

"It doesn't matter, many things don't need to be defined."

Jiang Weichi felt that his eye sockets were a little hot, and he couldn't imagine how much pain Shi Xun could admit and clearly feel.

He should have understood earlier that Shi Xun wasn't unwilling to be honest, but that he didn't even feel that those pains that ordinary people couldn't even imagine needed to be spoken out and shared with those close to him.

"I just now..." Shi Xun was still stuck behind Jiang Weichi's shoulder, "Suddenly I miss Dad."

"I don't quite understand either, he left me too early, and I don't seem to have that many impressions, and it's too late to form any impression."

"Speaking of it now, what impresses me the most is the small box and the tombstone wrapped in the national flag."

"After that, I just felt very scared. At that time, I was really scared. I used to think that as long as I worked hard, there was nothing I couldn't do, but lying on the bed, I thought that it would never be possible again..."

"I couldn't find my status before returning, and I still couldn't find my position when I came back. I will lose the next game, and maybe I won't be able to fight again in the next second. No matter how I persuade myself, it seems to be invalid."

Shi Xun paused, and tightened his arms, "I'm still scared, Xiao Chi."

Countless words that could be answered flashed through Jiang Weichi's mind, and finally, he said, "Then I will accompany you."

"I'm afraid that you will leave, that I will fail, that luck will not be given to you, and that I will disappoint you because I am not strong enough." Jiang Weichi spoke slowly.

"But fear is not failure. People always have fear. We are still moving forward. Playing a game is just a game. I will be afraid with you, but we will never stop until the nightmare comes true."

They went back to the waiting room to tidy up their team uniforms and jackets, and then walked into the waiting aisle, waiting for the awards ceremony.

Everyone held the flag in their hands, waiting for the host to announce that CHN was the champion.

Jiang Weichi stood behind Shi Xun, as if every time he entered and exited the stage.The red flag fluttering in the auditorium overlapped with the red palm in the distance, as if it was reflected on Shi Xun.

They took to the stage as the host announced the gold medalists.

Jiang Weichi felt that this was the honor that he and Shi Xun should give everything to strive for in fear.

I'm going to get stronger, stronger.Jiang Weichi thought, I will always stand beside him like this, no matter which one is the last one, it will be like this.

All he wanted was to carve the ids side by side in their glory.

Always by your side.

The author says:

Inexplicably fit the occasion 23333.