There are no couples on the road

"Xiaochi, little assistant, Chichi?"

Jiang Weichi was still holding a clipboard to sort out this week's training plan and review last week's effect check, and the ex-captain and current boyfriend who had resigned next to him had already come over.

And he also skillfully elongated his voice, rubbing his fluffy hair against his waist.

...as if the job is a few minutes late and it's not a problem.

Jiang Weichi paused the work he was doing, preparing to have a moment of tenderness with Shi Xun.

During this period of time, the club has also made some adjustments, and the division of power and responsibility in the LOL division has undergone some changes.Now, no matter on the surface or in reality, the position of captain has been completely replaced by Jiang Weichi's name.

The captain has to undertake more work, and Jiang Weichi is very used to controlling the situation, so many things became new regulations during the handover process between Shi Xun and him.The purpose of the training is clearer, and correspondingly, there are more detailed contents.

Shi Xun was freed from these matters, and devoted his time and energy in dealing with affairs to counseling Mint and discussing with Ping Yuan.More importantly, he found himself familiar with such bedtime moments.

Jiang Weichi would sit by the bed and look at the chart to make plans. His whole body was wrapped in warm light, which looked softer.Very devoted, but also able to make people close.

Shi Xun prefers to communicate with Jiang Weichi at this time.

He will not be watched, but he can also feel that he is being listened to. This is the best state, which can make him relax and salvage many vague feelings from the bottom of the water.

Feeling Jiang Weichi's hand covering the side of his head, Shi Xun adjusted a more comfortable posture and said, "Recently, I feel that Little Mint's performance has become more and more stable. The train of thought for these games and training games is very clear. , the operation can keep up, and I am not as impatient as before."

"Well, indeed." Jiang Weichi fumbled to hold Shi Xun's right hand, "Recently, the pressure of cooperation has been a little less, and it is more stable than before, and there is more room for me to do things. After all, he is prone to mistakes when he is impatient, and now the number of mistakes is reduced. Come down, the development is also balanced."

"Hey, my mentality is not very stable recently." Shi Xun flattened his palm so that the assistant could touch the position of his bones, "I always feel that I am the substitute."

Jiang Weichi's heart suddenly felt sore, he marked the checked part, and then put the hard board clip aside.

It was a brand new situation for his baby, and he always felt that such a proud Shi Xun must still have some unspeakable sense of loss.Even if everyone's starting point is good, even if the decision is made by Shi Xun after careful consideration and implemented, it feels like this kind of thing is never reasonable.

No one wants to sit on the bench.Not to mention TimeStone, who never missed a game no matter how difficult it was.

Jiang Weichi can understand the deep distress and loss, and also understands Shi Xun's guilt because of such emotions.

Shi Xun is a person who will habitually take responsibility and blame many related factors on himself.

But pain and suffering are almost human instincts.Jiang Weichi only felt that Shi Xun had forced himself too hard, and he would unconsciously reflect on whether he "passed on" the pain, and whether he took the pain as a reason for what he deserved.

Jiang Weichi only felt that all this made him feel distressed.

One should not be so accustomed to pain, let alone his darling not even allowing himself to express it.

Sure enough, Shi Xun smiled lightly like every time he expressed unspeakable emotions, which sounded like he was sighing and laughing at himself.

"It's really unfair to Little Mint to say that. I take my position as a matter of course." He said.

Jiang Weichi was silent for a few seconds, he held Shi Xun's hand, "Xiao Xun, I'm a little angry."

But the object of his anger was almost unconscious, "What's wrong? The training situation is not ideal?"

Jiang Weichi felt that this reaction was really Shi Xun himself, he raised his hand... and gently pinched the back of Da Mao Zai Zai's neck, "You are the one who made me angry."

Pretty Cub is innocent, "What did I do?"

As if being licked, Lion Cub relaxed with Jiang Weichi's hands that started massaging him unconsciously.

"You always take care of others too much." Jiang Weichi's tone became gentle, he felt that he was not angry, but felt a little wronged.

In the end, Shi Xun took it to a more biased place, "It's true that I haven't been loved by my boyfriend recently..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Shi Xun himself laughed because of his forced and artificial tone, "No, I can't do it."

Jiang Weichi was a little speechless, and his mind was even more chaotic. Shi Xun obviously would be subconsciously coquettish many times, but when he really touched himself, he never realized how irrelevant he put himself in.

Pain and suffering are taken for granted, and emotions are always unconsciously directed in the right direction, but being right does not mean being reasonable to oneself.

"I mean, you need to think more about yourself." Jiang Weichi could hardly look into those clear eyes.

The current topic almost made him feel that he was tempting the gods to fall.

Perhaps Shi Xun's feeling of God's love for the world is too strong, and his experience has given him too much dramatic and tragic color, as if he should be like this, caring more about others and always ignoring himself.

But no.

Jiang Weichi knows better than anyone else that there is no difference between Shi Xun and his mortal body.

There will be restlessness, pain, and countless sleepless nights.

It sounds like an exaggerated character design, he will feel the burden, but it is difficult to distinguish and perceive the content contained in it.

Being domesticated by society, people still have instincts, grievances, anxiety, pain...all of these are based on the most primitive self-interest of human beings.

Perhaps for Shi Xun when he was young, correctness became his way of understanding everything.

It's just that for people, being correct can't explain everything, especially people's emotional feelings themselves.

"You think some ideas are unfair to others, but in fact, the idea itself should be something more self-centered." Jiang Weichi paused, "I always consider the correctness, but ignore my true feelings, so It's not fair to yourself."

Shi Xun was thinking seriously, his eyelashes drooping, but Jiang Weichi could still see bits and pieces of light through the cracks.

At this time, in addition to being tempted, it is heartbeat.

"I will miss you, baby."

Jiang Weichi also lay down and kissed Shi Xun with his neck up.

His cub was breathless from the kiss, and after a while, he buried his face into his shoulder and neck, and whispered, "Okay."

Confessing the truth is still not an easy and familiar thing for Shi Xun, his breathing gradually elongated and steady, Jiang Weichi almost thought that Shi Xun was about to fall asleep, but felt the hand held by him suddenly squeezed his fingers.

"Xiaochi, I will learn slowly. I am very happy that you will tell me these things."

Jiang Weichi turned sideways, and put his forehead against Shi Xun's side face. He didn't say a word, but gently retracted his palms, holding Shi Xun's hand more securely.

"Sometimes I worry that you will never say such things to me." Shi Xun also turned sideways, touching Jiang Weichi's forehead, "I know that I have not been honest enough, but I hope you can be more direct with me. Correct me and pull me back."

"Xiao Chi, don't worry about gains and losses for me, you won't lose me just because you are honest."

Jiang Weichi felt that he was learning more about Shi Xun every day, and his beautiful cubs were always giving him more unexpected surprises.Before, Shi Xun didn't intuitively feel Shi Xun's understanding of the relationship between them, but now, Shi Xun seems to have naturally started to bring the changes in their relationship to all the things he's going through now.

The uneasiness that always existed in his heart was actually in Shi Xun's eyes.

Without waiting for Jiang Weichi's response, Shi Xun continued, "If... I falter and go astray in the future, you have to hold me and be the firm one among us. This is something I've been thinking about recently. It's just uneasy. Things are going well, and I always feel that it will not be so smooth in the future."

This passage was spoken from Shi Xun's mouth, with a clearness that was completely different from sleepiness, and the communication between them gradually became candid, but no matter what the state of communication was, Shi Xun must have passed through when he said such words. thoroughly considered.

Although Jiang Weichi had several answers in his mind instantly, some of them made him feel nonsense the moment they appeared, while others he didn't want to think about.

If there is such a day, if Shi Xun really makes such a choice, it is hard for Jiang Weichi to imagine, can he really become the more determined one of the two?

He is more familiar with supporting Shi Xun, controlling the field as much as possible on the field to complete support for the bottom lane.

Under what circumstances will Beside stand opposite TimeStone?

Jiang Weichi understands that so far, the situation is considered good, but as Shi Xun said, they can't completely ignore those hidden dangers. Things that he dare not think about are equally difficult for Shi Xun. It will become Shi Xun's own weight.

He wanted to help Shi Xun share the burden.

He is Shi Xun's support, and he is his shield and retreat route in times of danger. In the most critical moment of the game, Shi Xun relies on him, so now that he is Shi Xun's boyfriend, he also has to bear the responsibility. such responsibility.

If Shi Xun really had insurmountable difficulties, if he really suffered the heaviest blow, if he really wavered as he said just now, then except for Beside, except for Jiang Weichi, who would be able to admit and be To be admitted by Shi Xun, is it the one who understands his dream and firmly accompanies him on the way?

Jiang Weichi understands the weight of this entrustment, and he also knows that this is a responsibility he must bear no matter what.

The reason why I love him, the reason why I can be loved by him...

"You will always be my ADC," Jiang Weichi raised his head and kissed Shi Xun's eyebrows, "I will always be your sup, and I will hold you back."

The intercontinental competition came as scheduled, and several teams trained together and studied tactics during this period.

Shi Xun, as previously scheduled, handed over the main training matches to Mint, and he himself obsessed more often. Xuan occasionally comes to CRE's lounge to look for their bb, Jiang Weichi is very busy, but he and Shi Xun become relatively relaxed.

"Mint played well, but are you really not up?" Xuan closed his hand, talking to Shi Xun while shaking his hands to speed up blood circulation.

When Shi Xun looked at him, his train of thought kept wandering, feeling like a cat stung by a bee.

"Ah? Well, give him more opportunities to exercise, and I'll take a break too." Shi Xun subconsciously turned his head to look at Mint and the little assistant who were discussing with Yuan Yuan, "Are you still worried?"

Xuan pretended to sigh deeply, "Not really, I just feel a little regretful, time flies so fast."

"Little friend, where are you going?" Shi Xun smiled, "If this is called regret, then it is too much."

Just after finishing speaking, Shi Xun was also hurt by what he said just now, "Hey, it's getting too far, after all, everyone is for the S game, and a virtuous circle is not formed in a day, it can only be said to adjust the mentality Bar."

Xuan didn't really want to continue this topic, so he just started talking about other things bluntly, "I told my brother before, he recently got new materials from there, he should have contacted Fu Mingge, and the fixing effect of the new bracket should be It will be better, you can change to new equipment."

Shi Xun didn't expect it, he patted Xuan Qi on the shoulder, "Thank you, brother."

Xuan was inexplicably embarrassed again, his appearance Top was very indifferent, "Don't say a few words."

Then he added, "Hit well."

Shi Xun didn't want to know too much about this man's sharp mouth and bean curd heart, so he simply bumped his fist to end the conversation.

After all, they are still in the tense intercontinental competition schedule. Even the two "idlers" just stole such a few minutes because of the relatively high efficiency of the replay just now, and then they were called back to the various temporary teams. group.

Shi Xun stood where he was for a few seconds. The training venue was actually not that big. Looking at it this way, he could see the training rooms, lounges, and conference rooms of coaches and analysts of several teams.

Every sentence I said to my little assistant that night has been turned over and over in my heart for a long time.

Even if it is unfounded worry, this is the part that should be communicated. Even if you don't understand what these feelings are, try to express them.If you have any doubts about yourself, you should just hand it over to a small assistant. This kind of thinking naturally appeared.

It is instantaneous.

It is also the feeling that I will try to understand repeatedly for the rest of my life.

Being able to share with him and be shared by him will make regrets move forward to perfection.

Shi Xun watched as Jiang Weichi took off his earphones, and walked towards the new perfection.

The author says:

Thank you.