There are no couples on the road

After Shi Xun's voice stopped, there was a period of silence.

The teammates were in disbelief at first, and then they turned their attention to Jiang Weichi unanimously, thinking that at least Jiang Weichi should have known about it in advance.

But Jiang Weichi was more shocked than them, even a little bit at a loss, not knowing what kind of expression he had on his face.He couldn't hold the cup in his hand stably, the water in it shook a few times, spilled some, and splashed on his hand, then the cup fell to the ground, and there was a crisp sound at the bottom, followed by a splintering sound.

Sister Lin spoke first, and said dryly, "Why did you say so suddenly..."

He couldn't go on.Suddenly?Everyone present knew that this was not sudden.Even when Shi Xun said it two years ago, it wasn't sudden.

Shi Xun's first generation of LPL veteran teammates have long since retired. They have their own careers, lovers, and even children. They are only two or three years older than Shi Xun.

Only Shi Xun came to the present with a whole body of injuries.It would be cruel to blame him for not insisting and questioning his reasons.It was Shi Xun himself who was about to leave the arena. Who would be more painful and sad than him?

Jiang Weichi suddenly squatted down to clean up the pile of tiles and water, but the tiles made a messy sound, while the water was getting more and more.

He dazedly wiped the corners of his eyes with his cuff, and wiped the back of his hand until his face was wet.

I once thought that Shi Xun would definitely retire earlier than himself. At that time, maybe he was able to deal with this matter calmly, or he could also let go of his obsession with fulfilling Shi Xun's dream and bid farewell to the game with him.

He didn't expect this farewell to come so fast, which caught him off guard.

Only then did he realize that he couldn't do anything, and his first reaction was to cry.

I couldn't even tell why I was crying so simply.Why is this road so difficult, why is it so unfair to Shi Xun, after all, it can't make him realize his dream, or suddenly realize that he is no different from other people to Shi Xun.

It turned out that it was under such circumstances that Shi Xun was about to retire.

The teammates and all the staff of CRE's League of Legends branch surrounded him after a shocked silence, asking how far Shi Xun's situation had deteriorated.

Shi Xun was a person who never said anything different, and he hardly ever had a whim.They all know that it is useless to retain, they can only care and say goodbye.

Jiang Weichi felt that he had never been so far away from Shi Xun.

But when he looked at Shi Xun who was surrounded by the crowd, he couldn't move a step.

What to say, what to question, what to be angry, what to suffer, what to confess?No matter how close they are, no matter how tacit understanding, no matter how many seasons they have fought side by side, their careers and relationships are entangled, and in the final analysis, put aside his own admiration...

But teammates.

To be more blunt and naked, they are just colleagues.

Soon, the teammates hugged Shi Xun one by one, and patted him on the shoulder.

Jiang Weichi didn't raise his head again, tidied up the floor, and began to tidy up his usual neat table.

Shi Xun taught him to choose the mouse, the keycaps were customized together, and the figures of the robot and Fengnv have been around for a few years. When they were officially presented to Shi Xun, Shi Xun specified the hero he wanted, and then gave it to him.

He was a little stunned, and really didn't know how to react.How can he separate from Shi Xun, and how can he accept being separated from Shi Xun?

Shi Xun seemed to have settled everything, so he naturally walked to the table next to Jiang Weichi and began to pack his things.

Peaceful, quiet, and orderly, like every time they set off to play.

He didn't want to leave me with half a word.Jiang Weichi stared blankly at the screen, on which was the interface of his hero.

Many people summoned their boyfriends and girlfriends to buy the skin of the big elementalist Lax released in S6. Shi Xun was still live broadcasting, so he cut the page and bought it for him.Every hero he uses has bright skin, and none of them are missing.

The thread in Jiang Weichi's mind suddenly snapped, "Why..."

"It's not too late..." Shi Xun was winding the string on the keyboard, "I know it's hard..."

Jiang Weichi interrupted him before he finished speaking, he said softly, "You don't know."

"Little assistant, don't..."

Jiang Weichi raised his hand and slapped the keyboard in Shi Xun's hand on the ground, the keycaps crackled and fell off, before Shi Xun bent down to pick it up, Jiang Weichi grabbed his collar , "I ask you why!"

No one had ever seen Jiang Weichi lose his temper.

After Jiang Weichi growled, the training room fell silent again.Shi Xun looked down at the little assistant with red eyes, Jiang Weichi was panting heavily because of emotion, his hands shaking by the collar.

Covered by anger, it is clearly despair, this is probably the last bit of strength that the little assistant can use, Shi Xun thought.

He sighed softly, "It's not too late, let's go back to the room and talk."

Jiang Weichi seemed to be holding the flash, not letting go at all.Shi Xun patted the back of Jiang Weichi's neck in the usual way, then firmly grasped Jiang Weichi's wrist, pulling away his weak fingers, "Okay, let's go upstairs and talk, huh?"

Jiang Weichi hated Shi Xun for being able to maintain his composure at this moment, but Shi Xun still grabbed the back of his neck and pushed him upstairs half-forced.

"I've been thinking about this for a while."

Jiang Weichi stood leaning against the door, and Shi Xun sat on the bed. He looked at Jiang Weichi who refused to look up, and spoke softly.

"I don't know how to tell you," Shi Xun sighed again, "I pulled you in at first, but in the end I couldn't always shoulder the responsibility."

"I'm just..." Jiang Weichi spoke eagerly, but he didn't know what to put after the half-sentence.

Shi Xun's eye sockets were also a little hot.

He is not a person who can easily express his true thoughts, not to mention saying goodbye to the professional arena, not to mention the sadness of his little support who has been in the same boat all the way.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier, if it's difficult to say, just say it directly..." Jiang Weichi was almost crying, he knew that he was making trouble for no reason.

"It's not too late, can you listen to me now?" Shi Xun's voice was a little low, but very gentle.

Jiang Weichi shook his head, as if he could strengthen himself, "If I don't listen, you are leaving, and I don't want to fight anymore, I want to retire."

"Xiao Chi, stop making trouble." Shi Xun's nose was sore, and tears had already accumulated.

"I'm not making trouble, I'm serious, I want to retire with you."

The two fell silent again.

After a while, Shi Xun asked Jiang Weichi, "Have you made up your mind yet?"

Jiang Weichi stiffened his neck, bit the inner wall of his mouth hard, and tried to calm his breathing, "Why do I think so much? You... you won't see me again at all, do you care what I choose?"

Shi Xun closed his eyes.

"Come here." Shi Xun's voice was very peaceful.

Jiang Weichi lowered his head and didn't move.

"I let you come over!"

Jiang Weichi had never seen Shi Xun get angry like this before, he didn't know what to do, so he got up and walked over.

Unexpectedly, Shi Xun punched the corner of his mouth, "Are you awake?"

"I said," Jiang Weichi took a breath, and continued, "I said let me dream, why do you force me to wake up?"

Shi Xun's chest swelled and ached, full of indescribable pain and resentment.He understood that Jiang Weichi just had difficulty accepting it for a while, and this feeling of being unable to let go but having to cut it off made Jiang Weichi unable to think clearly.

But he was still sad.

The dream they cherished so much and worked so hard for was so lightly abandoned by Jiang Weichi.

He wanted to say, Jiang Weichi, I'm really not that important.

But he has already decided not to let the little assistant get deeper into this relationship, so he won't mention it again.He also thought he was not qualified to judge Jiang Weichi's feelings.

So he could only silently punch Jiang Weichi in the face who was determined not to change his decision.

Jiang Weichi's tears could no longer be stopped, he staggered from the beating, and then stood up straight again.He had never been beaten like this before, the pain was so severe that his bones were trembling, but his first reaction was that Shi Xun's hands could not be used like this.

If it was an injury that forced Shi Xun to retire, how painful would it be?It's far more painful than he is now.

When Shi Xun raised his hand again, Jiang Weichi flinched unconsciously, he was really a little scared.

But Shi Xun just pulled him over and held him in his arms.

Jiang Weichi, who had been gritting his teeth to restrain himself, finally cried out.He tightly grasped the team uniform on the back of Shi Xun, sobbing uncontrollably from his throat.

"Why... Shi Xun, why does it have to be like this..."

"How can you force me like this..."

Jiang Weichi knew that he had lost the qualification to retire.If you want to go on carrying the dream of two people on your back like this, no matter how painful or difficult you can only carry it.

How could he be willing to let Shi Xun down...

He knew what Shi Xun wanted to say, and he didn't want to hear Shi Xun say it again.

Those are all things that Shi Xun once shouldered as the captain, as an ADC, and even as a close friend, including CRE, teammates, and dreams...and him, Shi Xun's little support.

Shi Xun wants to give these to the person he trusts the most and who is also the most special to him.

Jiang Weichi understood.

Shi Xun's tears fell on the bare skin of Jiang Weichi's neck, and the traces across it seemed to burn Jiang Weichi.

But Shi Xun didn't say anything after all.

Feeling that Jiang Weichi had calmed down, Shi Xun let go of him, and gently touched the red, swollen and bruised wound with his fingers.

Jiang Weichi collapsed on the bed, listening to Shi Xun rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find medicines for him, and murmured, "It would be great if I was the one who got injured and retired."

You don't have to hurt so much, and I don't have to hurt like this.

He raised his hand and rubbed the corner of his mouth that was still throbbing with the back of his hand, a rusty red streak appeared under the joints.

The base was too quiet, with only the slight sound of the air conditioner blowing into his eyes and ears along with the airflow.They moved to Hangzhou at the end of the S7 Spring Split. It turns out that the winter here is the same as Shanghai, not gentle.

The most important thing is the hands.Jiang Weichi's mind was empty, thinking about everything he saw.

He never dared to hurt his hands. He wanted to check, help push the thread, swing the hook, light the lantern, and release the wind on the wall.

It is necessary to set shields, resist towers, and block damage for his adc.

His adc... is about to retire.

The author says:

I feel that there are so few people watching 555.