There are no couples on the road

The id TimeStone has disappeared from the LPL arena for two months.

Originally, in order to keep Shi Xun in good shape, Shi Xun still occasionally played a few times when Mint started.The real situation of last year's spring split was also slowly leaked out by "insiders". It was known that Shi Xun had undergone surgery, so he didn't play for the entire spring split.

It's just that this year's rhythm hasn't stopped since Jiang Weichi abstained from the AllStar All-Star Game.

Shi Xun's abstention is understandable. After all, the hand injury is serious enough to require surgery, so it is understandable to choose to recuperate after the S game. But Jiang Weichi was also witnessed in the United States, so this abstention is very intriguing.

The melon eaters and fun people who are afraid that the world will not be chaotic can almost make up [-] kinds of rhythms. Adding TimeStone's sudden look at the water dispenser, there are more angles that can diverge.

From the time when he was about to be listed at [-], to when CRE wanted to force Shi Xun to retire, some teams revealed that they had offered a sky-high price, and then Shi Xun didn't want to play anymore. CRE just didn't want to release this traffic, so they threatened with a contract. Not given a chance to play...

What's even more pleasing is the old story revisited, "I said that Linghua and Shishi must have had a rift at the beginning, and now they don't even need to be harmonious on the surface", the so-called CRE Xialu Group Enjue Juejue 2.0.

After all, it seems that what everyone is happy to see is to get separated.It is said that the top ADC is useless as a support, but a TimeStone and a Beside came out, making it difficult for others to throw the pot away. They have been playing together for seven years.

The rhythm of CRE has been unsettled and followed by waves. This kind of carnival is almost the same as the "Yi Dian" incident that has been hacked to the present day, and discussions can be seen everywhere.

After Shi Xun had the idea of ​​giving up, he felt surprised, but he also understood that he was indeed affected by the recent successive situations.

Probably this kind of hand shaking is really driving him crazy, he can't control his feelings, no matter who he is, he will become irritable.

Shi Xun just felt helpless, unable to dispel, and couldn't find an exit, and punching cotton was nothing more than that.Naturally, he didn't only have this kind of anxiety about his current physical condition in his heart, there were many other worries.

Shi Xun's training match is still the same as before, and he can't relax no matter what.This neurological problem can come on suddenly, just as it can stop suddenly.Shi Xun discussed with Jiang Weichi, and decided that no matter when he stops, he must be in a state of preparation.

It's just that the most indigestible emotion is when the hand tremors suddenly occur during the training match.

Shi Xun looked at the deformed operation on the screen again and almost wanted to smash the mouse.

Even after so many times of practice, he can barely complete the training match in this state, but with nowhere to vent, the inexplicable anger towards himself will still accumulate.

Just after the training match ended, Shi Xun pressed his hands on his face tiredly, a cloud of anger stuck in his chest, as if he couldn't breathe smoothly no matter what.The operation was affected by the shaking of hands, and the skill that should be easily dodged, was out of position, which directly led to the defeat of a wave of team battles.

It was almost time for the next set, Shi Xun couldn't hold back anymore, he stood up and walked outside the training room.He got up too suddenly, the e-sports chair slid back, made a little noise, and hit the back of Xiao Mint's chair who was sitting in the training position behind him.

Jiang Weichi paused for a second, bit the inside of his lower lip unnoticed, and stopped Shi Xun.

"Shi Xun, sit down, we'll start right away."

Shi Xun stopped, the training room was very quiet, only Mint was broadcasting live, but he was not talking.

Everyone knew that Shi Xun was in a bad mood, and it was hard to imagine how he persisted in this situation, so they were a little surprised when Jiang Weichi called Shi Xun to continue playing the next game.

Sister Lin wanted to ease the atmosphere, and said, "Why don't you let Mint play this game? Take a break at twenty."

Jiang Weichi didn't answer, but continued to talk to Shi Xun, "This is your training match, you can leave after you finish."

Shi Xun turned his head to look at Jiang Weichi, the originally irritable state calmed down a little the moment he met his eyes.

Jiang Weichi's eyes were far less calm than his voice.

What I said just now was not an order, but a wish, and could even be understood as a plea.It's just that what's hidden under the surface emotions is the firmness that won't give up.

Shi Xun knew that he shouldn't explode like this, and he also knew that the little assistant was fulfilling the promise he had asked for, and would hold him back and walk with him.In the case where teammates have accepted the unfavorable situation brought about by him, it is self-evident what kind of impact his own emotions will have on others.

He took a deep breath, then turned the chair back, sat down again, put on the earphones, "Let's go."

The spring playoffs are coming, and Jiang Weichi and Mint will be lining up until dawn recently. They need to get as many points as possible and strengthen their cooperation as much as possible during this time.

Jiang Weichi was thinking about Shi Xun's mood today, and returned to his and Shi Xun's bedroom after washing in Mint's room, but he didn't see anyone.

He was stunned for a moment, then exited the room lightly, and walked towards the special room on the second floor of the base.

Shi Xun hadn't been to the little black house for a long time.

Jiang Weichi stood at the door, a little afraid to open it.He knew that Shi Xun was inside, but he hadn't figured out what to say to Shi Xun, or how to calm Shi Xun's emotions.

This is too difficult.He felt that no matter how hard he tried to understand, he would not be able to meet the eventuality he was facing in time.

Even so, he still forced Shi Xun to follow their established plan.Jiang Weichi would also wonder if this is really right?

does it worth?

Realizing his depression, Jiang Weichi sat down against the door panel, feeling like a waste.Can't feel, can't share, can't comfort.Even his own firmness that he knew he was going to do would cause a little doubt from time to time.

He can only force Shi Xun, let Shi Xun face it, try in such a difficult situation, and force Shi Xun not to back down.

He believed that Shi Xun would overcome and cheer up, but whether this belief would make Shi Xun more painful, he didn't know.

Every time a decision is made, it will undoubtedly be tangled.What they are facing at this moment is only a more ambiguous choice in the future, and it is normal to have worries, whether it is themselves or Shi Xun.

Jiang Weichi let himself be weak for a while, and then forced himself to be firm. He is the one who needs to suppress his hesitation most now.Even if there is really no way to solve Shi Xun's shaking hands in the end, he can't hesitate to soften his heart at this time.

If there is really no solution, then it should be regarded as I am forcing, I am forcing him, and the failure is also my failure, not Shi Xun's fault, nor his fate.Jiang didn't think about it later.

Jiang Weichi pressed the handle and opened the door a crack.

The original complete darkness was split by the ray of light from the crack of the door, outlining the outline of Shi Xun.

Shi Xun didn't turn on the computer, but sat at the desk, just like usual training, with both hands on the keyboard and mouse.

It's just that he is doing training that other players don't have to do.

Almost absurd.How to ensure your own operation as much as possible in the case of shaking hands is actually the most important issue facing Shi Xun.

Such a picture was something Jiang Weichi never thought of.It was different from every previous scene. Without the reflection of the light from the computer screen, Shi Xun's outline appeared deeper in the interlacing of light and dark brought by this line of light.

Shi Xun was not surprised at all, and his mood seemed to have calmed down long ago.He turned his head and beckoned to the little assistant, "Come find me?"

Jiang Weichi walked towards Shi Xun subconsciously, and said softly, "Come and coax my baby."

In fact, after the evening training match ended, Shi Xun completed other training as planned before going to the gym to continue his rehabilitation program.

Habitually forcing himself to finish what he should do, Shi Xun felt very tired, and lay directly on the bed but couldn't fall asleep.

He didn't know how to vent.This sudden trembling was like an irresistible hum, eating away all his willpower and making him unable to restrain the urge to smash his hands against the wall.

He knows he can't.

He can't even lose his composure, and he can't really affect himself because of it.

This kind of see-saw makes him feel tired, and the idea of ​​"what is this doing, why do we still insist on it" will always pop up in his mind.Knowing that it is wrong, it is indeed negative, and it is not a choice I really know how to make, I will still be burdened by it.

The two heavy words "retired" flashed out from time to time, and Shi Xun couldn't help but think, is it really possible to give up something that I like so much willingly one day?

Shi Xun knew that it wouldn't be such an intense, articulate emotion.

It will only be the loss choked in my heart in my midnight dream.will never be resolved.

But if this hopeless situation continues, Shi Xun is not sure whether he is regressing while wasting time and energy.

What other players are doing at this moment, and what he can only do, this gap makes Shi Xun want to avoid thinking.

He realized later that he was spoiled a bit by the little assistant.Not only will he show his emotions, but also let Jiang Weichi take part of it. Now, he knows that the little assistant will come to him, and he is still waiting for the other party to coax him, and then draw some strength from it to sustain him .

Right now it is the same development as Shi Xun imagined.

Jiang Weichi walked into the darkness and closed the door behind his back.He knew that Shi Xun was practicing as much as possible to adapt to this status quo that probably no one would be able to adapt to.

He groped towards Shi Xun's direction, and sat on the carpet while supporting Shi Xun's legs.Tilting his head and leaning against Shi Xun's leg, he felt Shi Xun's hand caressing his face, Jiang Weichi could feel the intimacy and slight trembling from this touch.

It was stuck by the fluffy paw lifted by the lion.

Jiang Weichi kissed Shi Xun's palm.The slight and delicate touch made Shi Xun's new scars itch sensitively.

"I was wrong," Jiang Weichi clasped Shi Xun's hand, looked up at the direction of Shi Xun's eyes, "Don't be unhappy."

Shi Xun responded from his throat, and said, "You don't even have to rush to find me."

Jiang Weichi rarely relaxed and smiled, "I still have to earn points to raise cubs."

Shi Xun couldn't help laughing, "Okay, I forgive you."

The spring playoffs are about to begin. TimeStone still did not appear in the starting list when the CRE situation was not good.

In the third year since CRE officially settled in Hangzhou, they have not yet had a good look at the West Lake.

It was early in the morning after the training ended, Jiang Weichi and the team leader took a few hours off, and went out for a walk with Shi Xun, who hadn't been out of the base for too long.

At the end of spring, there is no chill, and the warm and cool air is covered with a layer of mist.Jiang Weichi took off the outer coat of the hoodie, half-wrapped it half-wrapped on Shi Xun's right arm, Shi Xun's hand caught his hand in as well.

Jiang Weichi could feel Shi Xun's hand shaking, but he still held his.

Looking at the lake, Shi Xun realized that he hadn't felt the "outside" world for a long time.He felt Jiang Weichi's fingers tighten a little bit, and heard Jiang Weichi ask, "Zai Zai, do you want to retire?"

Shi Xun sighed, and was very frank, "I thought about it, but I still don't want to."

"Are you worried about your state and feel that you are doing useless things, so are you regressing?" Jiang Weichi still asked the question.

There are some things that cannot be resolved without speaking out.

Shi Xun thought for a while, but didn't answer this sentence, but continued to talk about his thoughts on retirement.

"It's hard not to think about retirement as a choice. When they all retired, I thought, do I really want to be a champion?"

He smiled, as if he was laughing at himself, but he was very firm, "I always think about it, but I really do, I have to."

After saying this, Shi Xun seemed to relax a lot, he knew that the little assistant was listening.

"There have been more and more things in these years, and I have thought about it a lot. It seems shameful to announce that I want to win the championship a lot of times, so I won't mention it anymore. It's very meaningless. Like us It’s like being called ‘Yi Dian’ until now, and you were thrown a knife before, I’m really very angry. Is it really wrong to want to be the first, want to win the championship?”

"I'm angry at this distorted evaluation, and I'm angry at myself. If I had been a little bit more persistent, maybe I could have changed something. I was just thinking, have I really accomplished something?"

"I would think about retiring and then be angry about it. There was no way I could deal with these negative emotions."

"I want to do effective training every moment, instead of being stuck in such a situation and doing compromise training. At my age, even if I don't have these injuries, I can't last much longer. So I really Yes, it will be a little scary."

"Talent brought me to this position, but don't talk about talent now, I have to maintain even the most basic operation. I can't help but think, can I have a little bit of luck, pain or pain All right, just stop shaking."

Jiang Weichi knew that what Shi Xun expressed was probably a very small part of what he felt.It just sounds so distressing, so how much suffering will Shi Xun really experience.

Someone is always young.

There is always someone.

Jiang Weichi felt that "veteran never dies" seemed to be a fable contrary to reality.Shi Xun, who never accepts fate, would also think of seeking a little luck.

He opened his mouth and looked at Shi Xun seriously, "Xiao Xun, no matter what others think, I think you are the top ADC. You have been in this position for so long, and it is not maintained by talent. I recently I have been thinking that we have changed a lot compared to the beginning, what we have really accumulated is not talent, and what we rely on is far beyond talent.”

"All the way to the present, there will still be pain, fear, sadness, and compromise in some places, but you will never leave the arena, because you don't know how to leave, don't you?"

Jiang Weichi clenched Shi Xun's hand tightly without using much strength, just conveying, "So, I don't allow you to bow your head unless you look at me."

Shi Xun felt as if something had untied in his heart.

Jiang Weichi only had Shi Xun's shadow in his eyes, "You are TimeStone, Shi Xun, and my ADC, or you can be nothing, just an ordinary professional player, don't be afraid of yourself being blocked."

"I understand that emotions are uncontrollable, Shi Xun, you have to trust me, no matter how difficult it is, I will never let you give up."

Shi Xun's voice was unsteady, a little nasal, and he said, "Okay."

Then I was a little embarrassed, and asked under cover, "Jiang Weichi, are you proposing?"

Jiang Weichi didn't change his face, "I haven't got the MVP ring yet, don't worry."

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