[Tomorrow's Ark] Escape from this stranded world, Doctor

When changing the operator's ability.

Sanity almost dropped to zero.

what happens after that...

I can't get to the bottom of it.

In other words, can I still be considered a human being now?

——Doctor with lingering fear

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"Hmph, la, la la la——" Neng Jun hummed a tune and closed the door.

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The other four children were still soundly asleep, but a little radish head stood up from the bed, jumped into his arms, hugged Neng Jun tightly and refused to let go.

"Oh, Sakile?" Neng Jun patted the child who woke up early in the morning, and asked in surprise, "What's wrong?"

"do not go..."

The girl muttered, as if to reassure herself, and asked over and over again: "Mr. Neng will not leave us, right?"

"Of course, I'm here and I'm not going anywhere." Neng Jun knelt down and gently put his arms around Xiao Xiaole, "What's wrong, why did you wake up so early today?"

"I had a bad dream. In the dream, I saw Neng Jun saying that I was leaving. I asked you where you were going, but you just shook your head and didn't say a word. I am getting farther and farther away from you, and so on. When I can't catch up, I wake up."

The child was embraced by the young man, but still grasped the cloth on him uneasy. She used this clumsy way to confirm its real existence.

[Commendable, keen sense of touch. 】

"So that's it, it's a nightmare, does Saku Le want to go back to sleep again?"

"(Shaking his head) I'm not very sleepy anymore, I don't want to sleep."

"Okay, then how about we come to be intimate."

"Caring, what is it?"

"A way to express one's thoughts honestly, probably, is a word I created myself..."

"Mr. Neng, that's amazing."

Neng Jun smiled and took the child back to the bed.

"The others haven't woken up yet, we must speak in a low voice, after all, this is a private conversation between the two of us."

"Ok!"

The soft bed was slightly dented by the weight of the two children.

"Sakule, why are you afraid of my leaving? Maybe, in the dream, it was Odasaku who helped me find my family and I went home?"

"I don't know...but, but we live together very well, everyone is very happy!" The girl threw herself on Neng Jun in a panic, absorbing the precious texture of "home".

She asked: "So Neng Jun don't go, please, we have been together all the time."

A child's world is the simplest world.White, black; like, hate; now, forever; would you hate such unrealistic baby talk?

"Eternal things don't exist, everything will decay, and I can't always be with you—"

As Neng Jun spoke, he suddenly realized that the child beside him seemed to be about to shed tears, and tiny specks of light converged in her eye sockets.

"what..."

Is it too early for them?

"Really, there's nothing I can do about you." The young man closed his eyes with a smile, and put his arms around Saku Le against the other's forehead.

He solemnly said: "I promise, before the end of this life, before the moment comes, I will not leave here, let alone you, even if I find my parents."

"Really?"

"Really, this initial oath will tightly entwine our destiny."

"Well, wife!" The girl believed his words easily, and regained her former lively spirit, "stick to your face!"

"Okay, keep your voice down. I'll help you comb your braids first. Do you want to draw with me later, Sakile, to pass the time."

As Neng Jun said, he came to the storage box, opened it and rummaged through it.

"Hey, I'm running out of crayons..."

17:00P.M weather / south wind

"So, please Odasaku, I want to bring some crayons and paper back for the kids."

Nokun and Sakunosuke Oda stood in a busy shopping mall.

"I'm fine, but Neng-kun... Are you really okay?" Oda Sakunosuke looked at the young man, his fingers tightly grasping his sleeves, and his fingers even turned white with force.

"Ah! I'm sorry." Neng Jun seemed to have noticed that the grip was too tight, so he let go.

But within a few seconds, Neng Jun entangled him again, and hugged the man's entire arm tightly.At the same time, his complexion seemed to have gotten worse.

"How is it? Are you feeling unwell?" Oda Sakunosuke became worried about the special situation of the young man, but he didn't care much about crossing his arms, so that he wouldn't get lost in the mall.

"There are so many people... I have never been to a place with so many people." Neng Jun palely explained, "I always feel as if I am going to be washed away."

No, there aren't many people in the mall right now, and it will be even more exaggerated during the big sale at night. The man pays attention to his surroundings. Although there are people coming and going, it is still close to the peak number of people.

"Why don't we come here today and let's go back first?" Oda Sakunosuke looked at the young man who was extremely uncomfortable with the outside world and decided to return.

"...I'm scared? That's weird."

Noh-kun looked at the crowds in the shopping mall, relying on the support of Oda Sakunosuke to stand up, so as not to fall down.

Parents with children passed by him.

parents.

Bring me.

Where did you go?

I am obedient.

stay on the spot.

Why am I here!

parents!

"What did I forget? What did I forget? What did I forget?"

Noh-kun turned his head slightly, looked at Oda Sakunosuke, but his eyes were filled with nothingness, "Ah, it feels so familiar, is that so—"

"I remember."

"Neng-kun?" Oda Sakunosuke instinctively noticed that the situation of the young man seemed not to be very good.

The man supported Neng Jun with his hands, and tried to ask guidingly: "What's the matter, what do you remember?"

"I forgot again, and I couldn't remember it all the time. The memory evaporated like water."

"So it was discarded, because no matter how much I raised it, I couldn't get anything in return, and I was disappointed."

Neng Jun spit out unsorted sentences quickly, with the fear that he would forget them in the next second.

His arm climbed onto the collar of Oda Sakunosuke, gripping tightly like tearing.

"I let ** down, I have forgotten all about it, and I can't remember it no matter how long we get along."

"I, I have a card, it's my name and home, it's taken away!"

"Don't do this, why leave me behind!"

"The card that was taken away, the me that was discarded, my name and home are gone, together with my past..."

Neng Jun fell into a sad frenzy.

"Don't leave me, even if you can't remember anything, I'm already very good, isn't it a good boy who listens to adults?"

"Why, why are you doing this to me?"

"Please, please fuck! Let me wake up from this world, from the false little garden—"

[Tear apart the present shallow happiness from the crumbling daily life! 】

[I (this identity) need a deeper, deeper sinking——]

The way to increase affection is.

Memories of experiences together.

no difficulty.

Just make it yourself.

--PhD

"""

"Ah, Odasaku?" Noh-kun felt that he was wrapped in warmth.

Oda Sakunosuke hugged him.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." The man comforted, "Did Neng Jun remember something?"

The faces of the two were very close, and when Oda Sakunosuke saw Nokun's expression, he seemed to be crying and smiling, and the two expressions were distorted and mixed.

"I always forget, will Oda Saku be disappointed by me like this?"

Neng Jun retrieved his identity from the fragments of memory, and salt and water vapor flowed from his eye sockets.

"If you want to throw me away, please don't tell me."

"How can-"

"Don't leave me anything!"

Mr. Neng eagerly interrupted the other party's denial, pleading: "Just put me in a strange place and let me wait obediently."

"I will listen to you and wait until the day when I forget everything."

That's it.

Oda Sakunosuke understood.

Probably because of the stimulation of the environment, Mr. Neng remembered being "abandoned", so that he may no longer be able to recall other pasts.

In this way, the work of finding Nengjun's family members does not have to be carried out.

Oda Sakunosuke hugged Neng-kun, thinking, how could he be disappointed?

I didn't decide to take him in because of the kindness of saving Neng Jun.

The child forgot everything, like a hydrogen balloon with its thread cut, drifting past him carelessly.

If you don't catch it, sooner or later it will rise to the sky, and it will be squeezed and broken by the heavy pressure.

catch him.

People always communicate with each other with purpose and needs, and a capable king who keeps forgetting everything will be rejected by his surroundings sooner or later.It's better to follow your own desire, if you can catch him...

From the bottom of Oda Sakunosuke's heart, a little happiness bubbled up.

But, do I really want to do this?

Oda Sakunosuke hesitated, Noh-kun, who has nowhere to go, do you have any other options?Where to go, find a place where you don't care about Neng Jun's amnesia situation, continue to give, and don't expect anything in return?

finalized.

"Then, live with me and the children, Neng-kun."

Sakunosuke Oda invited the boy.

[I am here to accept you, and I will bear this responsibility. 】

"Ah—that's what you said, Odasaku."

Neng Jun's eyes were red, and the feeling of crying because of grief and anger affected his emotions, but he couldn't understand where this feeling came from.

Nokun stood on tiptoe and hugged Oda Sakunosuke awkwardly.

His tone was terrified, but there was a happy expression on the invisible face of the other party.

"Hold me, hold me fast please, sir."

"I don't want to float away—"

My heart may also be trapped by this child.

Oda Sakunosuke, this thought flashed across his mind for a split second.Just like the little fox and rose in the storybook, I don't want to think about who it is and who it raised.

"Well, I'll catch you."

a promise.

Neng Jun took a deep breath: "Huh——"

"Okay." He patted his cheek, "I've recovered, Odasaku, let's go."

"Are you all right?"

"Well, no problem."

"Well, before I buy something for the kids, I'll buy you one."

"Eh?"

"This kind of card, write your name and address like this." Oda Sakunosuke showed it to Noh-kun while filling it out.

"Well, I still need to fill in Odasaku's phone number."

Mr. Neng pointed to the blank space of the badge, and he added: "In case I forget in the future, I can call you!"

"Although I don't have a phone yet, I can borrow one from a kind person when the time comes."

Oda Sakunosuke nodded, and after filling it out, he strung up the card with a tow rope and hung it around Nokun's neck with his own hands.

Noh-kun touched the card on his neck, and the intense emotions that had just surged were stabilized a lot with the acquisition of this item. He let go of his hand, no longer sticking to Oda Sakunosuke's arm.

The man felt a little lost in his heart.

"This is [home]."

Nokun held up the card as if showing off, and smiled at Oda Sakunosuke, the beautiful smile finally returned to his face.

"Yeah." The man was finally relieved now.

"Let's go Odasaku, it's getting late, go buy a pen and paper." Neng Jun turned his head to look at the large glass window, the sun's remaining heat was about to sink.

"It took a lot of time just now." Oda Sakunosuke agreed.

Neng Jun made a pitiful expression.

"I don't mean to blame Neng-kun. It's a good thing to be able to remember a little bit of the past. The memory may not be that serious." Oda Sakunosuke comforted.

"Odasaku~"

"Hey, is someone calling you?" Neng Jun heard a familiar name from the crowd and stopped hesitantly.

"It's... an acquaintance."

Oda Sakunosuke had already seen the black suit swaying in the wind in the distance.Like smelling the smell of a shark, wherever it went, the crowd dispersed in fear.

"He works in the same unit as me, friend."

"Oda Zuo is a friend? Can I know him?" No-kun became interested in the friend the man mentioned, and his eyes sparkled.

He is curious about the other side of Oda Sakunosuke's work.

Oda Sakunosuke has no objection to this: "We can get to know each other, but if we want to make friends, it depends on what Dazai thinks."

"It's a friend."

Osamu Dazai came in front of Neng Jun, and after answering this sentence, he didn't look at him again.The bandage imp, whose body was covered with bandages and plaster, turned to look at Oda Sakunosuke.

"What a coincidence~ I went out to buy canned crab meat, and I saw Oda Saku also come to buy something."

"Well, come buy crayons and paper with Nokun-kun." Oda Sakunosuke replied calmly, the man looked down, looking at Osamu Dazai's arm that was fixed with a plaster cast on his chest.

"Dazai, how did you get hurt this time?"

"The finger was broken by the angry rabbit, and he was violently injured by the rabbit's servant." Osamu Dazai didn't care about the injury to his arm, and he raised it up and shook it under the gaze of Oda Sakunosuke.

"So that's it, it's a rabbit." Oda Sakunosuke believed it, "This way the wound will heal very slowly, it's better for Dazai not to move around."

"That's right, Dazai is really strong, he went shopping after being injured like this."

Mr. Neng praised, and then asked worriedly: "Will it be inconvenient to buy things? Later, canned crab meat, do you need me and Odasaku to help you bring it home?"

Only then did Osamu Dazai seem to have discovered a new continent, and his gaze swept across it indifferently.

"Huh? I said, wouldn't Neng-jun be surprised? I was injured by a rabbit, huh? It's so strange, normal people would complain about this. Or—-- Mr. Neng has seen it before, and he's used to it?"

Suspected by this brat.

"Hey, do I need to complain here?"

Neng-kun was puzzled, and then he replied uneasily: "But this, isn't this an excuse for Dazai to lose the fight? Normally, everyone would smile and let it go gently."

"Yeah, that's it. Does Neng-kun think I'm lying?" Osamu Dazai approached him step by step, "It's strange that you have such common sense after hearing that Neng-kun lost his memory?"

The author has something to say:

Tomorrow's Ark's 2nd Anniversary Celebration Live! ! !

【burning up】

And Dazai, do you really not know why you were beaten?