winter

Those howls seemed to turn into taunts, playing the hideous part of his heart.

Ling Nan is young, and he is still a few months away from his 20th birthday, but this does not prevent him from becoming a male classmate with a story.

Ling Nan had a vague awareness of liking the same sex very early on, not only because he was disgusted with those little girls who liked to stuff love letters, but also because he had an overly favorable impression of his neighbors since he was a child.

The love affair between the two little boys developed without reason but became a matter of course. They have known each other for too long, and they are the only partners who can confide in each other.Even if they are inexperienced, the structure of the surrounding family environment is enough to make them realize that they are unusual, so concealment and security have been their pursuit for a long time.

But the hormonal effect is not what two fragile souls can resist. They kiss wantonly in the empty classroom, and interlock their fingers under the cover of the large school uniform under the moon-starred playground. Tell the heart, but never exchanged a look in the sunny place.

No one expected that their plain love affair would end with vigor and vitality.

Parents' instincts are often horrific. They think that leaving no trace will fall apart when they see two parents sitting in dire straits after returning home from school.

The following plot trend is very clichéd, nothing more than endless beatings, scolding and deafening cries. Ling Nan thought that he could win the final victory with a long silence, but he didn't expect that the other half he vowed to be for a lifetime was more difficult than he imagined. Much cowardly.

He even learned about the other party's transfer from his classmates after returning to school.

Of course Ling Nan went to look for it again, but the other party seemed determined to abandon this memory, move, delete friends, change phone numbers... What Ling Nan faced was not a lover who avoided seeing, but a disappearance from the world.

This time I came here after discussing it with Dong Sheng in advance. He played the role of a lonely child who was thrown at home by his traveling parents. Enthusiastic brother.

Ling Nan laughed so hard when he discussed his identity with Dong Sheng that he was scared now.

He didn't want to experience his parents' strong observation ability again.

But Dong Sheng didn't know this heavy past, he was only a daughter-in-law and would inevitably feel a little nervous to see his in-laws, and while no one was around, he planted a kiss on his cold forehead, so tender that Ling Nan almost threw away his armor.

He received an irrelevant comfort, and the past welling up in his throat fell back to the quiet heart under Dong Sheng's soft-spoken questioning, and finally he could only enter the house with others in silence.

Dong Sheng is Ling Nan's direct senior brother. One is a sophomore and one is a junior. Originally, it was just a vain title of senior brother. When the two later became co-tenants by accident, the vacant title became even more vacant. up.

When Ling Nan was a freshman, he was forced to live in a dormitory for a year according to the school rules. He couldn't stand the upside-down schedule of some roommates, so he could only reluctantly give up the school's high-quality and cheap dormitory environment. He gritted his teeth and found a price and price on the school forum. Houses in good condition.

The house was originally rented by Dong Sheng and another classmate of his. After graduating from senior year, he left first, leaving Dong Sheng who was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination to work with books every day.After all, it was too heavy for one person to pay the room fee. After thinking about it, Dong Sheng posted a post on the school forum to find a roommate. The conditions are not many, just be quiet.

One thinks the roommate is annoying, the other is afraid of the roommate, and the two hit it off with each having what they need.That afternoon Ling Nan moved in with her bags. This stay lasted for two years. During this period, she successfully evolved from being a co-tenant to a couple. The only thing missing was a turned serf singing.

Living together for so long, Ling Nan has almost a comprehensive understanding of Dong Sheng's living habits, and also learned about the other party's family situation in a lot of aimless conversations during a lot of sage time.

Before coming here, in order to make preparations, he found out the tastes of Dong Sheng's parents, and even watched the programs they were watching recently, for fear that they would be speechless when they saw each other.

At the moment when the key was turned, the giant in thought froze into a poor little man who had been given the touch of alchemy. Contrary to the slowness of the same hands and feet, it was the past that was constantly playing in his mind-he could still clearly remember it. Remember the specific location where father's slap fell.

The first knuckle of the middle finger of the man's right hand hit the bone of the left ear, and his seldom-trimmed nails cut through the flesh. He covered his face and knelt down to beg the other party's approval, but in return he was punched and kicked.But no one cared about him, the furious parents made a swearing-in attitude, and the only lover who was on the same front as him was forcibly dragged away.

One of his hands was broken, and he was locked up in the bedroom where he had lived for 16 years for a month.In the early days, he would beg his soft-hearted mother to let him go out, but the only response to him was often suppressed and depressed crying.He began to be unable to distinguish between day and night, the passage of time did not mean much to him, his arm that had been drugged was aching, but the situation of the lovely person could affect his mind even more.

He is afraid that the other party will suffer the same blame and pain as himself.

Even though it turned out that he thought too much, it couldn't prevent this memory from becoming the most important past in the first half of his life.Even if he personally doesn't want to.

And this memory of stable supremacy has not been challenged today, and Dong Sheng's house is empty.Ling Nan watched Dong Sheng search for the parents who should have carefully prepared to receive guests in the not-so-spacious house, and every time Dong Sheng called out, his heart jumped up.

But anyway, they finally returned to their original positions. The two elders were not at home. According to Dong Sheng's words, they didn't know where to go for a stroll.My sister, who was supposed to stay at home, was called away by her boyfriend two days ago. If everything is normal, she should bring her wedding date with her when she comes back.

When Ling Nan heard the news on the phone, she was still a little envious, and there was nothing but blessings besides emotion.

"Go to my room first and put down your luggage." Dong Sheng carried the suitcase and turned to greet Ling Nan who was still in the entrance, with cunning in his smiling eyes, "Let you see my husband's treasures for many years."

Ling Nan finally stopped repeatedly picking at the skin of his hands, and laughed and scolded to show which teacher's limited edition it was.

Dong Sheng didn't answer his question directly, Ling Nandun wondered if he was about to win the bid.Sometimes Dong Sheng couldn't figure out what was going on in this kid's mind, but now he could clearly see the unconcealable disdain in the other's eyes.

So he decided to talk less and do more.