Peach blossom love is true and false

On the station platform, Ba Duan habitually bought breakfast for Li Fanqing, and looked at each other after taking the first bite of food together, with a natural and quiet expression.When it’s early, I’ll eat in the store before leaving. When I’m in a hurry or there are too many people, Ba Duan will take Li Fanqing’s hand and go to the stall to buy breakfast for two people. Beverages such as milk.

Li Fanqing doesn't have to worry about breakfast when he is by Baduan's side, because Baduan is very concerned about the health of his body and stomach, and will take care of it with his own hands. If he doesn't buy food outside, Li Fanqing gets up in the bathroom to clean up, and Baduan has already prepared and cooked Ordered poached eggs.Half cooked, a bowl of salty and sweet, Li Fanqing picks first, the remaining bowl is sweet or salty depends on the previous choice, Ba Duan has no objection to pick up the last bowl, pick up the chopsticks to eat.

Whoever wants to take the bus at the station will come first, and whoever will leave first.But in the past, Ba Duan habitually watched Li Fanqing get into the car and left, and then waited for the next car he wanted to take to arrive before getting on.Afterwards, Li Fanqing changed his mind and wanted to reverse the order to maintain fairness. He insisted on waving the bus that Ba Duan was on to drive away before taking the next bus with a different route.Until now, Ba Duan and Li Fanqing are no longer rigid about this, and they are more familiar with some movements that are connected together, as well as the walking posture and breathing rhythm, and they are all subtly closer to the same.So it doesn't matter whoever takes the bus first and whoever waits for the bus first, whoever needs the bus first will leave first.

The other person watched the person who was walking up and gradually walked in, that person was smiling and the person outside was also smiling.

Li Fanqing took the cup of milk that hadn't been inserted into the straw and got off at the destination.It is often the drink that has reached the level of fullness.Baduan is different. He only takes a few mouthfuls of breakfast and then turns to drink yogurt. Every time he drinks the drink first.

Why don't you wait for the noon break before drinking.Li Fanqing walked a long way to the bank gate, and was about to lift his foot to reach it, when the person next to the ATM at the branch's gate immediately turned his back and hid in the ATM kiosk.Li Fanqing tilted his head to look at the man, but the man's face was always turned away from him.Let Li Fanqing not see his face.

Li Fanqing stopped in his footsteps. Although it was difficult to identify people from the back under the work clothes, Li Fanqing could recognize the back of the head and the nape of the head with a few glances.Li Fanqing suddenly couldn't laugh or cry, this person dared to show up now.Look sideways at the man.

"Hehe..." Li Fanqing stood at the gate of the bank trembling, his expression still calm.With a sneer, he intentionally let the person hear that the person under the ATM kept his back facing Li Fanqing's direction, moved his feet and walked away like a passerby.

Li Fanqing stood on the steps above the gate, looking far away, the man disappeared as he walked, I don't know where he went, who he mixed with, and disappeared in the crowd.Li Fanqing clenched his fists and took a deep breath to adjust himself. His colleague also went to the door and greeted Li Fanqing, and the two went in while chatting.

At the last moment when he turned around before stepping through the glass door, he blinked and looked away from the street.

Not long after, other staff members entered one after another.On the sidewalk across the road stood a speechless man.The bank gate staring at this end remained motionless, and it took a long time to dissipate.

The anti-theft door at the entrance of the branch was completely opened, and the lights in the branch hall were turned on. After a while, the staff finished their preparations and officially ushered in the new day.Sitting down, Li Fanqing sighed and shook his head.Although others jokingly teased Li Fanqing why he was so depressed today, he almost won the lottery after buying a lottery ticket?

Go along with the speechless laugh.Only Li Fanqing knew that from the very beginning, there was a bad premonition in his heart, thump, thump, thump... It's not a good taste to have an unrecognizable feeling stuck in his heart.

When there were few people, Li Fanqing looked at the gay men walking around outside the window, trying to see if he could recognize him without looking at his face. The male colleague noticed that he turned his head and looked at Li Fanqing, and Li Fanqing lowered his head to tidy up. desktop stuff.

Then try to identify who is behind the other male colleagues.The people I know are more multifaceted, and I can basically recognize which colleague or security guard I am probably from the standing posture and the retraction of the hands and feet.Li Fanqing tried to recall, the back of his neck...should be right, it was Tian Yuan.

What is right and what is wrong is a foregone conclusion.The past cannot be recalled.

During the lunch break, another deep breath was taken, and Li Fan exhaled. The girl Feifei, who was half a year younger than her, interjected when she was chatting with Sister Fang last time, and raised her eyebrows and winked at her. Li Fanqing leaned forward and said, "It's okay... I didn't pay attention if you didn't tell me."

Feifei blinked frequently and said, "My boyfriend also praised me for my thick, black and thick eyelashes, but I didn't tell him that I grew them, hehe. I don't know how long it will last."

Li Fanqing seems to have seen the shadow of himself in Feifei who was talking non-stop at this time... It turns out that less than a year can change a person a lot.

I used to think that I have a lot of time to manage travel, all the youth stories and flowers fly and rain, and the things I have will not leave easily, as long as I concentrate on it.However, some catastrophes are destined not to survive, and some people can only become regrets in youth after all, just because they were together once, and the relationship is still there when they are separated.Such a past is only hazy when I recall it, like a storm.

Li Fanqing wondered if Tian Yuan hadn't separated back then and continued to be together without breaking up, his heart would not be able to bear seeing him with another man one day.If you think about this kind of thing now, you can judge which ones should be done and which ones are taboo and should not be left to the emotions.If it was the self who still clings to Tian Yuan, relaxes his grievances and is pampered, knowing the truth that he has only discovered now, he will go crazy and go crazy.

If you want to let go of a boy, give him great freedom; if you want a girl to be inseparable, you should do your best to spoil her.The freed boy made a new love.The spoiled girl's EQ and cognition can't recover for a while, she is easy to be stupid and arrogant, and can't recognize her own value.

After colliding with Baduan, although he broke into Baduan's life with the stubbornness that had not yet returned to his emotional intelligence at the time, he took risks to find excitement, took cruelty to himself and revenge on the old, and spent a period of time in a life where he could not tell right from wrong.Fortunately, the Baduan he met was not a bad person, and fortunately Baduan had a calm personality, and Li Fanqing, who fell down regardless of right and wrong, had a purpose and a new goal during that time.

Conquer her, pester her, rely on her.The reason why Li Fanqing really decided to stay...is because he saw another realistic and cold world beside Ba Duan. In that world, there are many people with such hidden feelings and past, Fighting and clamoring in scenes that people like Li Fanqing can't see, fighting for.

And people like Ba Duan can stay quiet, keep their own thoughts and live in their own way.And there are people who hate men and don't want to associate with men?

How far can a person's value maximization go?To what extent can a person's spirit be strong?

Li Fanqing began to think, and his thoughts ran and became active again, calming down the joyful feeling of excitement that was about to surge up, especially around Ba Duan, Li Fanqing kept changing his perspective to please Ba Duan's previous experience, and integrated them together.Break apart and reassemble, and look at some things differently.

It doesn't matter when you look at some people.

Li Fanqing, who was in front of the counter in the afternoon when there were many people during the peak hours, moved neatly and thought clearly.If you don’t go into a dead end, there are countless roads ahead, and there are dozens or even dozens of roads that can be walked. As long as you judge the roads that are found at the balance point between the greatest interests and the greatest interests, walk up and have a vision ahead. will open up.After all, the world is not as good as expected, nor is it as miserable as imagined.

Just like unintentionally accompanying Li Fanqing through this period of panic, Li Fanqing wants to stay with Baduan, whether it is a relationship between real lovers, or a relationship between family, friendship and love, As long as the other party acquiesces, she wants to continue to maintain it.

It doesn't matter whether Baduan really started to have feelings for Li Fanqing, or simply because he is too lonely in this world and needs a hug.It's just that now Li Fanqing needs Baduan, and Baduan just accepts Li Fanqing's integration.

Thinking selfishly, Li Fanqing felt that Baduan had already taken care of her...

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本该9月12号下午5点发表的。长传时候时间登陆太长了，没成功。只有点击的时候才显示有问题，今天检查的时候改正重发。第一次修改：9月13日晚9点左右。