You and I can't lean on jade and snuggle incense

"Yo. Jiang Ran is back. Why is it so fragrant?" Wang Ping and Daren had been watching the movie and saw Jiang Ran coming back with a bag full of fragrance, sitting and breathing deeply.

"Oh, I brought it on the way back when I went out to play. I'm not kind when I eat it myself, I just brought two or three things to share." Jiang Ran said softly after bringing it to the door.Looking around, Wang Ping and Daren were in a daze in front of the computer, while the monkey lay down on the lower berth looking at the mobile phone with a dignified expression. "Just us, we won't be back for the other two nights"

The two who had their hands removed to touch the food honestly went to wash their hands replied, "Both of them are not coming back. One called and the other was notified online.", "Just insert the door and lock it and sleep soundly!"

Jiang Ran signaled the two gluttons to eat slowly, if it is a bit cold, they can wait until the cafeteria opens tomorrow, please send auntie to help heat up the pizza before eating.But people who eat don't care and say it's okay and it's okay.Holding a pizza and watching a movie is delicious.

He walked up to the monkey and patted the bed, "Is there something that can't be solved, it makes you, a person who never frowns, sad." Jiang Ran's bed was on top of the monkey's lower bunk.I also ask by the way when I go to pack small things.

"It's nothing." Houzi thought for a while and sighed, "Jiang Ran, why are you so hard to find a girl and have so many worries? I've never been in such a hurry. Now I'm waiting for Xiaoman to say yes. She doesn't speak anymore.. .....what on earth are you thinking!"

Jiang Ran sat down, looked at the night cast from the balcony, and then slowly said, "Maybe she is hesitating, the time we are together in college is only two years, thinking about whether to start. Or maybe she doesn't like it." You, but you haven't refused now." Jiang Ran narrated his opinion, then shrugged.Don't want to be asked any more questions.Pressed the monkey's shoulder, signaling him to calm down.Then get up.

"Maybe she doesn't like me touching hairspray or I'm talking about her perfume taste..." Several people in the room looked at the monkey sympathetically.It's not normal for such a bold buddy to talk to himself when he's in love.He turned his gaze back and continued watching the movie.

It was past 10 o'clock and he didn't feel sleepy. Jiang Ran poured a glass of boiled water and found a place to sit next to his roommate to watch a movie.The three discussed whether to watch a horror movie or a literary movie next, arguing constantly.Daren interrupted, "What time do you still drink water, so you won't be woken up by urinating at night." Jiang Ran raised his teacup to signal him that if he doesn't shut up, I'll pour water on you.Such a night passed without any wind or waves.

Before going to bed, Jiang Ran took two bottles of hot water, closed the door of the bathroom, took a simple wash, wiped his body with a towel when it was cold at night, and came out after changing clothes.The body that had been sweating during the day felt much better for a while.

Once the monkey fell asleep, he stopped talking to himself.Jiang Ran fell asleep with her eyes open and looked at the ceiling motionless until her eyelids could no longer hold on and fell into a deep sleep.The other two had already fallen asleep, sleeping soundly.

One night dawn, the past.Jiang Ran still had his mobile phone by his hand against the wall when he got up. "Are you asleep? Good night." The other party didn't reply him.Maybe Chi Dong still didn't want to reply.But Jiang Ran still waited for the text message until he fell asleep and the phone still didn't vibrate.

"Get up quickly, don't sleep like a dead pig. Get active and exercise."

"Jiang Ran, you are as long-winded as my mother! Let me continue to sleep for a while and don't make noise."

As usual, Jiang Ran called a few people in advance when he went to class, which was regarded as a wake-up call.Jiang Ran didn't care if they couldn't get up.It means to go out.After washing up, go to eat breakfast.But today Jiang Ran was not happy because the monkey said he looked like his mother! He took the pillow off the ground and threw the monkey's face.

"You climb a tree when you see a beautiful woman, and you discharge a monkey who can't walk, you sleep to death, save yourself!"

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At 9 o'clock in the morning, Jiang Ran did not receive Chi Dongshang's reply text message.At that time, I was listening to lectures and listening to cases.The phone vibrated in the pocket of his clothes, as if it repeated twice.Jiang Ran reached for the pen with one hand and the phone with the other. "Last night when I went back, my phone ran out of battery and turned off automatically. I didn't see it after charging it all night. Sorry" the second text message was received 5 minutes later, "Did you get it? Still unhappy?" Jiang Ran's mouth curled up.Reply: "I'm not angry with Chi Dongshang. I just didn't notice it in class. Now I'm back and I'm fine." There was a sweaty emoji and said goodbye.

Stupid!Jiang Ran laughed secretly.Hey, I suddenly feel better again.The eyes of listening to the class are obviously brighter.Duo Caimei glanced at Jiang Ran, wrote a note and passed it to Wang Ping who was far away. Wang Ping stared at Duo Caimei's note with a vulgar self-portrait on the cover, and opened it:( The monkey is abnormal because of Xiaoman, and Jiang Ran is strange because of what? I just called him several times in a low voice and didn’t hear it. Today the Ministry of Literature and Art has to hand in the manuscript and he even forgot. Guess what? I have a new sweetheart , or the girlfriend is getting engaged. Pick one.)

The note was passed forward along the seat. When the teacher turned his head, the person passing the note immediately pretended to be listening to the class seriously. The teacher turned back and continued to pass the note. It was passed to the colorful girl: (I guess the good one, I hope They are a couple. Don’t bet on having a new love. Duo Caimei, you girls, why do you want to think about these things... You should find a boyfriend~)

The note was passed around a few more times, and new paper was replaced in between, and finally it was from Colorful Girl: (Don’t worry if you can’t find someone like me, I’m happy if I don’t have a boyfriend! I have a sisterhood than a man What. Hmm.) did the end.

After class, going out to play and strike up a conversation, sitting in a daze in the classroom, Jiang Ran got up to go to the bathroom.Wang Ping also dropped by when going out from the men's toilet.Just asked casually, "Jiang Ran, how is your relationship with your girlfriend? From the third year of high school to the sophomore year, do you plan to get married in the future?"

Jiang Ran's expression was obviously dull, and he paused for a while before walking to a place where there were few people, chatting with Wang Ping. "Hehe. You can't tell about this kind of thing...he...she is not different from usual. It's too early to say this." Jiang Ran leaned on the corridor platform and said slowly, with intermittent thinking in the middle.

Wang Ping also put his arms around his chest and looked at the playground and high-rise buildings in the distance and said: "That's right. I can't say for sure. But if you have been together for so long, it will be done. Remember to give some happy candies to my brothers then! Brothers The red envelope is definitely willing to be big. My little sister has wished to find a suitable boy since she was a child. She has been in love for three years and plans to get married. Girls are not allowed to stay, eh..."

Jiang Ran still stood there frowning thinking about something.Looking at each building and thinking deeply.like a statue.Behind him, Wang Ping has gone back to the class.

"Will it work? Will it work." Many things and pictures flashed in Jiang Ran's mind, all of which were so touching.Excited, restrained, skeptical, joyful and sorrowful.I lost my mind and couldn't help myself.

From the road of law study, there are fewer and fewer people who really bring their attitude to the class.In general, the older you get in the university, the less stable you are. Those who are busy continuing to take the exam, those who want to go outside or take a professional title, and those who are just dawdling are closer to these types of things.At the beginning, the mentality of entering the school was relatively relaxed, but the more I lived, the more troubles increased.And the Department of Law is even more indifferent. It is not a good major for employment in China, and it is not clear what I will do in the future.Those who couldn't restrain themselves began to read "History of Chinese Legal System", "History of Foreign Legal Thought", "Constitution", "Private International Law", "Commercial Law", "Criminal Law" and other related books.Maybe continuing to learn will not change much, but with more effort, I will feel more at ease in explaining myself.Like I have tried, I have worked hard, if the family can afford the cost, then some people will take the postgraduate entrance examination, regardless of the school or other schools...

This society is really confusing, people gather together on campus, hide from the inevitable reality panic in books, and maintain and protect the little hope and desire in the heart...

Eh, I don't want to, that's all.Jiang Ran also went back to the classroom and sat down.The note was opened, recording the contents of the case book that the tutor kindly recommended to read.The pen is brilliant, and on the last page, Chi Dongshang's cartoon face is drawn.hum.True image.Chi Dongshang, whose hair on the pages of the book was combed upwards as a gentleman, looked at him with pouty lips.Jiang Ran looked down for a while, then used a pen to fill the man's mouth with a cigarette, and traced the lines of the smoking cigarette in detail.

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☆、Chapter Thirteen (Beauty Twilight)

April 2010.Still something happened this year was not very peaceful.A magnitude 4 earthquake hit Yushu, Qinghai. On April 7.1, in order to express the deep condolences of the people of all ethnic groups to the compatriots who died in the Yushu earthquake in Qinghai, mourning activities were held across the country.

Jiang Ran's school also held a moment of silence in the school and formally voted in the red box to donate money.There were so many clouds in the sky that day, and the sun shone down and was covered by big clouds from time to time.There was something dark in the atmosphere.

On the website forum, some onlookers posted a post: "How far is Yushu County, Qinghai Province from Qingdao? Has the earthquake affected Qingdao?" Several similar posts appeared.Some people couldn't stand it anymore and howled in a serious environment: "Stupid! Yushu County in Qinghai is about 2980 kilometers away from Qingdao City in Shandong Province, which is far away from Qingdao City. This earthquake will not affect Qingdao City. You can't die, idiot!" "Then I saw the post from the poster again: "Oh. That's the way it is. Actually, I'm not from Qingdao. I just asked." The group couldn't help but explode again: "Please, the poster, should you take medicine? It's funny at this time XXXX%%%% omitted"Explanation from the landlord: "Everyone, please calm down! I don't intend to offend. Because my goddess is studying in Qingdao, and I don't know much about geography... I hope you can forgive me!"... ....

Jiang Ran and a few old friends were deeply worried about the future of the motherland in the room. They didn't even know the basic geography of provinces and cities. Could it be possible to catch up with the 'goddess'?The answer is: how is it possible! Second goods!

Monkey: "Hey, although it is not announced how much you donated, let's talk about it and look at the respective figures. Let me first talk about my three grandpas."

Jiang Ran: "200 yuan."

Wang Ping: "I donated 100 yuan, but my sister also donated at school, so it adds up to our family."

Daren: "Ditto 100."

Haozi: "50."

Cannon fodder: "Coincidentally, Hiroko, I am also 50, haha~"

So in the contempt of the 4 people, a certain two pickers hugged and gloated... cough cough.The others dispersed again.

On the morning of the mourning event, I was very unhappy, and the ladies in the canteen didn't cook dinner, so it was called one of the mourning events.Indicates pain.But a few big men, oh no, it was a lot of big men, including some girls, who huddled together in the canteen to buy bread, sandwiches and other food to satisfy their hunger and muttered.

The panic for a while is finally over.Tieba Renren or Netease and other social speaking sites have gradually cooled down the discussion rate of incidents one after another.Things around him finally calmed down.

One day, while eating in the cafeteria, Jiang Ran ran into Chi Dongshang again; sometimes there were many people sitting around Chi Dongshang.Jiang Ran saw the other party, and if the other party saw him, he just nodded and said hello to each other.Sometimes Chi Dongshang saw Jiang Ran first and said hello, "Hi." "Ah, it's you. Hi. Goodbye." Jiang Ran didn't expect Chi Dongshang to sit across from him and make a table for dinner.Because Chi Dongshang always sits, eats and walks with people from his department or people who seem to have a similar family environment.Or gregarious girls approach them.Sometimes I asked Jiang Ran to sit there too, but Jiang Ran thanked me and declined.just walk away.

Sitting at a distance by himself, eating slowly.Chatting and eating with Wang Ping, Daren, and Duo Caimei's buddies.Just a few words for small talk.In the middle, occasionally, intentionally or unintentionally, he would look at Chi Dongshang indifferently.If you can't see it, don't watch it.Otherwise, I just use the safe box to take food back to the dormitory to eat, and then wash it after eating.Knowing which cafeteria Chi Dongshang often appears in, he will subconsciously go there often.

Sometimes people stand by the green belt with few people, enjoying the quiet and warm sunlight at noon, and reading messages on their mobile phones.Just looking at it, then unconsciously flipping through hair, turning around and squinting to adjust breathing, and take care of one's emotions.

Chi Dongshang sometimes ran into Jiang Ran on the playground, used to touch Jiang Ran's shoulder with his fist, noticed Jiang Ran's indifference, and took the initiative to tell him what happened around him and the standards of foreign variety shows, etc. wait.Jiang Ran just echoed and continued with a few words and was not very active.After walking for a while, he instinctively looked around to observe who was approaching, whether he was looking at them with eyes that made him feel uneasy.

Chi Dong still didn't know Jiang Ran's concerns.Just take it as Jiang Ran's absent-mindedness.However, in fact, Jiang Ran deliberately passed by places where Chi Dongshang might appear as a walk, but he didn't take the initiative to let Chi Dongshang know.But if you don't say it out, the two people's thoughts are just their own guesses.

Such two people talked and walked unnaturally in the school, and Chi Dongshang finally couldn't help asking, turning his head to Jiang Ran: "Jiang Ran, do you hate me? Or you don't want to go with me, do you? …"

no.Actually not.Jiang Ran thought so in his mind, and actually Jiang Ran said so. "No! I don't hate you. Yes... It's my personal reasons. It's not your problem, you don't have any problems. It's me...." After speaking, I also stuttered and didn't know what to do next.

Chi Dongshang seemed to understand how to resolve the embarrassment and trot away, bought two bottles of drinks from the grocery store and came back.A cup for him, a cup for yourself.The cup in Jiang Ran's hand is yogurt, and the other's is black tea. "I know what you said, maybe you hate me subconsciously. It's not your intention. Maybe, maybe it's impossible to really be close friends...Then let's be ordinary friends in the future." Chi Dongshang Drinking black tea, looking at the scenery of the campus, no longer looking at Jiang Ran.

And Jiang Ran looked at the drink in his hand, and then at Chi Dongshang, who was looking at the scenery and the sky in the distance a few steps away. "Chi Dongshang, I hope to be good friends with you. Whether it's the friend you imagined or the kind of 'friend' I imagined. However, it's really not easy for me to get along with you. There is a lot of difference between me and you in the future It’s also completely different. It doesn’t matter if you can’t be friends for life... I’ll go back first and there will be people waiting for me.”

Jiang Ran turned to Chi Dongshang, who had his back on him and didn't know what he was thinking.After saying these words, I was overwhelmed and just wanted to leave for a while to calm down far away.

He took a few steps away from Chi Dongshang's people.stopped again. "Chi Dongshang!"

Chi Dongshang was happy to prepare with a smile but was stiff in place..."Chi Dongshang! I like sweets, but I hate this Miaolian yogurt! I'll exchange with you. I want your black tea. Bye. "

Chi Dongshang was stunned for a while, and when he realized that the yogurt Miaolian was in his hands, the bottle of black tea that he had drunk at least one-third was gone.

Jiang Ran smugly returned the way he came, with jokes and flustered emotions on his face.In the dormitory, he watched the cup of black tea drunk by Chi Dongshang lay on the table and lay on the bed in a daze for a long time.

smirked.sour.All kinds of smells mixed with whole grains spread and covered Jiang Ran's chest and eyes.There are also worries about his family that give him a headache when he thinks about it.After leaving it all night, I finally sat up next to the mouth of the bottle, closed my eyes, and carefully swallowed less than two-thirds of the remaining black tea.Then place the empty bottle between your pillows.Touching, sleeping soundly....

In the dream, there was a kind of ups and downs feeling spreading in Jiang Ran's dream, he suddenly had a dream, a fairy tale that he once saw on the forum of Baidu Ask kind netizens to reply, did they end up together:

The story is like this.

"White Rabbit grew up, not only wishing for carrots, but also looking forward to love...

The gray rabbit is very good, he always gives me carrots, but is the gray rabbit really my lover?

Little White Bunny carried a lot of carrots that Gray Bunny gave her, bid farewell to Little Gray Bunny, and went into the forest.

The little white rabbit met the wild goose first. The little white rabbit thought that they fell in love, but slowly, the little white rabbit found that she could never catch up with the wild goose. When the wild goose flew up, she could only look up. Keep running.Her neck was sore and she was tired from running. The little white rabbit secretly thought of giving up, but she didn't say it out.One day, the wild goose told the little white rabbit——

I'm leaving you because you can't fly with me.

This is the first love of Little White Rabbit, her eyes are red from crying, and she continues to walk forward with the remaining carrots.

Wild Goose is not my lover, I can't walk forward with him.

When Little White Bunny meets Big Bear, she feels that she doesn't even like Big Bear, let alone love.But Big Bear said that the forest is actually very dangerous, and he wants to walk with her until Little White Bunny meets her lover.

The big bear is very kind to the little white rabbit. He will put the little white rabbit into the tree hole at night when the weather is very cold, and block the hole by himself. When there is little food, he will save his dinner for the little white rabbit to cook for the next day. breakfast.

Bear is good too, but how do I tell him that I need to snuggle with him for warmth when it's cold, and that I don't like to eat the same things as him

At this time, Big Bear met Fox, who was very beautiful. She said that she liked Big Bear and wanted to be with him.Big Bear tells Little White Rabbit——

I just want to be with you, I don't love foxes.

But at last, when the little white rabbit woke up one morning, he found that there was no big bear at the entrance of the tree hole, so he left without saying goodbye.The little white rabbit knew that the big bear left with the fox.

The little white rabbit organizes her backpack, and wants to keep going. She suddenly finds that there are a lot of carrots in the backpack.

Big Bear finally figured out what I wanted, but he left anyway.He won't come back, maybe this is good for us.

On a rainy day, the little white rabbit met a wolf. Although she knew very well that if she was with the wolf, she would be the one who would get hurt in the end.But, Little White Bunny still fell in love with wolf hopelessly, and stayed with him with fear every day.

Finally, on a rainy day, the wolf waved away the little white rabbit who was covered in bruises——

I'm tired of you, you go away.

The little white rabbit packs up the backpack, there are not many carrots in it, should he keep going, will he really get love?She put her backpack under the tree and watched the wind and rain outside.

Shouldn't I be in love with wolves, or, Shouldn't I be walking into this forest looking for a love that I'm not even sure what?

Little White Bunny starts to miss the life with Little Gray Bunny. But, after walking a long way, can she go back?Suddenly, the little white rabbit heard the sound of Xixisuo, and when she turned her head to look, a gray figure was putting carrots into her small backpack...

I have been secretly following you, just afraid that you will not be able to eat carrots...

Little White Bunny finally understands what love is, love, maybe two people can share carrots together.

Gray rabbit, can you take me home? "

This is a sweet fairy tale.Jiang Ran slept soundly.In the dream, the corners of the mouth couldn't help but curl up again.A long time ago, he thought that his father and mother got along very sweetly, and the three of them would be happy forever.Before that incident, the people he liked, the family he loved and his home were all so beautiful.Like a spring breeze, I yearn for it infinitely.

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