[Yi Tian] Shallow look at the test lamp

I have never seen Senior Sister Ding's tears.

She was sitting on a stone bench in the back of Emei, quietly looking at the sky and weeping. The tears ran across her pretty cheeks and gradually disappeared into the hairline of her temples. If she wiped away the tears, no one would be able to find that she was crying.

Senior Sister Ding stared at nothingness, and said slowly, "Xiuyu, are you blaming me?"

I looked at her quietly, and smiled slightly: "I want to ask my senior sister if she blames me. If Su Rin hadn't scolded me like that, I haven't realized my selfishness until now. Sure enough, the Bixian sword was broken, and Master During the time when I disappeared, there was nothing to mention my mistakes... Senior Sister Ding, you are too tolerant of me..."

Senior Sister Ding shook her head in a daze: "You don't understand."

I was silent, looking at the ice-cold tea on the stone table, my heart was filled with panic, pain and soreness.

The result of the lion slaughter meeting was that the six factions lost.

I know the power of Sanssouci Palace is strong, but this deepening of understanding was not understood until Sanssouci Palace defeated the six major factions with complete force.Although the three major sects can resist for a while, the other sects are full of disciples who are just waiting to die, and Sansou Palace has been planning for more than ten years, and it is natural to win....

Although they also suffered heavy losses, they were not as miserable as the six major factions.

In order to control the six major sects, Wuyou Palace has laid a Gu on each head. If they betray Wuyou Palace, they will die unexpectedly.

But only Song Qingshu let me go.

He was standing in front of me indifferently at that time, looking at me who was seriously injured, expressionless: "If you leave Emei, I will not pursue anything. And Emei does not need to submit to Sanssouci Palace, but must form an alliance."

I almost thought I heard it wrong, and I didn't know what to do with the sword in my hand.When I had a reaction, Song Qingshu had already stepped forward and hugged me: "Little Xiuyu..."

The sound is pain like I've never heard it before.

My heart softened immediately, just when I wanted to hug him back, but he crippled my tendons.

That's right, I was in so much pain that I couldn't stand, but I smiled on my face: "Sure enough... You are like this, and you will never guess what the next step will be."

I finally let go of everything with this ending, and I approached the end I was looking forward to—letting go of Emei’s burden, finding a few war-torn orphans to teach them the Nine Yin Scriptures verbally, and never, ever, ever talking to Song Qingshu again. Nothing to do with it.I want to thank him, even though he was so cruel, so heart-wrenching.

Song Qingshu turned indifferently and let me go, I fell to the ground, and saw Wei Yixiao slap Song Qingshu in a daze.He obviously wanted to shout, tell him to stop, don't hit the stone with a pebble, don't put all his eggs in one basket... But he was so painful that he couldn't say anything, he could only watch him being knocked away by Song Qingshu's backhand, and then Song Qingshu clamped his throat, Last tear.

A mask of human skin peeled off.

Song Qingshu left Wei Yixiao, who was vomiting blood constantly... or Xiao Yi, who turned his head to look at me with a half-smile and seemed to say—Xiao Xiuyu, you see, everyone you care about is lying to you.

What he said is right, I care about Master, Senior Sister, him, Xiao Yi... But these people are all hiding important things.

I don't care, really don't care.

I struggled to get up and walked to help Xiao Yi up, and through my teary eyes, I saw him smile reluctantly, and said to me in a low voice: "I'm sorry... sorry..." Blood flowed all over the floor, drenching my blue gown.

Then, I don't remember anything.

Senior Sister Ding said that when I saw Xiao Yi's head sinking into my arms, I collapsed on Xiao Yi's body and passed out.It was Senior Sister Ding and other Emei disciples who brought me back to Emei, where I recuperated for a long time.And Song Qingshu also released the master, saying that he has no connection with Emei since then.

After I met Master, I just smiled and didn't speak.Master also smiled helplessly, she understood my feelings, because my experience was almost the same as hers.The two generations of Emei's sect masters have been abolished in martial arts. It's really a joke for people in the world to say this - but other sects are not as lucky as Emei.

Senior Sister Ding became the head of Emei, and I handed the Nine Yin Scriptures to her: "I don't need these anymore. Senior Sister Ding doesn't need to be sad for me. I want to go down the mountain alone and adopt a few children to take care of me." Years or something... These are things I once dreamed of, but now I am just forced to accept it in advance."

Senior Sister Ding took the Nine Yin Manual from my hand, and then started to cry.I smiled helplessly, so I had no choice but to stay by her side and recuperate quietly in the back mountain.

She said, "Xiao Yi is dead."

After listening, I nodded slightly, expressionless: "Dead? Then die, anyway, who can not die?"

Senior Sister Ding looked at me with a slightly worried expression, and asked, "Xiuyu? You... are you really okay? I saw you faint from crying at that time, and I knew that your heart was not Zhang Wuji, but Wei Yixiao... I didn't expect him to be completely different from what was foreseen in the future, and to have another identity."

I raised my hand to stop her words: "It's useless to talk more."

Xiao Yi...

Everyone is born, old, sick, and dying. I will ask you after a hundred years, what do you really think.

I live in a town not too far from Emei. I bought an idle house in the suburbs and adopted a little boy who lost his parents due to the war. I saw him in the rotten watermelon field. At that time, his body was covered with blood-red watermelon pulp, which made me think he was seriously injured, but in fact he was unscathed.

What a smart kid who knows how to protect himself there.

Watermelon is very sensible, and knows to help me with some housework when I go to take care of the vegetable garden to lighten my burden.

Every time I saw him raise his round face, he looked at me almost flatteringly, expecting my praise or smile - I gave it to him without hesitation, but I could see it from his bright smiling face out lonely.

Sorry, my smile really can't reach the bottom of my heart.

Emei, Wuyou Palace, Mingjiao, Master and Sister, Song Qingshu, Xiao Yi.They all make me laugh.

And my life is all about them, and now I can finally stay away from them temporarily and find a piece of my own purity.I looked at Xigua gently wiping the table with a rag in her short hands, and said with a smile, "Hey, take a rest when you're tired. How about I tell you some stories?"

Watermelon shook her head: "I want to learn the Nine Yin Manual! I want to protect my mother!"

I looked at him quietly and smiled: "Okay, but after you learn it, you don't want to protect me, but to protect yourself. And learning martial arts is not as simple as you think, it's very painful every day. "

Watermelon pounced on me acting like a baby, and her dirty hands made various gestures: "I'm not afraid! I used to work at the mill, and I'm not afraid of getting tired! And I just want to protect my mother. When I can protect my mother, naturally no one will It can hurt me!"

I was stunned, and it took me a while to understand... When a person has something to protect, he is invincible...

And the crusade will one day end in failure.

I went to conquer the Palace of Sanssouci, why not.

Touching Watermelon's head, I asked him to go outside to play and relax. Watermelon must be very tired with a person like me who can't laugh from the bottom of his heart, right?It's embarrassing for this child, and he smiles so happily for me every day.Even though my martial arts were useless, I could still hear him make a wish to the moon every night, saying that he would make me really happy, and then he crept back to bed to sleep.

I was in tears.

I am fighting, every time I see this child's smiling face, I will be healed instantly.

After the cure, the sadness was even more turbulent, and the pain made me sleepless at night sometimes. I could only light a candlestick and look at the night sky outside the window silently, emptying my mind and thinking about some past events aimlessly.

The happy days in Emei, the matter of pretending to be a couple with Xiao Yi in the town, and the days when Song Qingshu slipped down the mountain to celebrate the festival that night...all linger in my mind.

I can't forget, and I don't intend to forget, I just want it to be dusty.

When I saw Su Lin standing in front of me with Junior Sister Zhou, who had a slightly bulging stomach, I was teaching the watermelon horse stance.

Su Lin nodded to me flatly, without any tit-for-tat or provocative words, he carefully supported Junior Sister Zhou to stand at the gate of my yard.

Junior Sister Zhou smiled slightly, and glanced at the sweating watermelon: "Senior Sister Wen, take the liberty to visit..."

Watermelon immediately stood in front of me and blocked the two of them, saying: "My name is Xigua, and I am mother's son! Who are you, it is really impolite to come in without knocking!"

I smiled and patted his head, Watermelon looked at me a little embarrassedly.He saw that my face was not good, so he stood up and became a wayward child, trying to help me drive away Junior Sister Zhou and Su Lin.I took Xigua's hand and turned back to the room, took a wet handkerchief to wipe his sweat: "Come in."

Junior Sister Zhou sat across from me, and said softly: "I haven't seen Senior Sister for several months, and I miss you so much. This time, Su Lin and I are going to leave here to find a quiet place to stay, so we came to see Senior Sister. It can be regarded as the last farewell. Senior sister is well, and I am relieved... That child is also smart and cute, I hope he will always be with senior sister."

I took a sip of tea: "May you have a safe journey."

Junior sister Zhou was not angry because of my indifference, she just put away her smile and said with some wistfulness: "Senior sister... well, everything is over, and I can't talk about it anymore. It's just that Su Rin still has something to say. You said... I'll go and see that child, you two talk first."

She got up to find the watermelon, and I looked up at Su Rin: "What's the matter."

Su Rin looked at me and paused every word: "He's dead."

I nodded: "I know, Senior Sister Ding has already said it...you don't have to repeat it again."

Su Lin shook her head, sat opposite me and took a sip of tea with a calm expression: "You know who I'm talking about, don't deceive yourself. I won't talk about Xiao Yi, I can call him 'him' in my mouth People, who else?"