Big guy loves me, what can you do to me
Chapter 42 Helpless
Shang Ning's expression could not be described as angry, but she was absolutely unhappy looking at it.
Also, no one would be happy to be woken up in the middle of the night to go to the police station.It seems that the bar owner thought twice and chose to call Shang Ning.
Now Fu Zi'an didn't know what to do, if she didn't inform Shang Ning, she could just make up a reason for working overtime all night, and go to work in the company the next morning, as if nothing happened tonight.
But now she has already arrived at the door, and obviously knows the whole story.
"Thank you, I'll just take her away." Shang Ning stood at the door. She was quite tall among women, and she was dressed in black. She was very imposing, and it seemed that the surrounding air pressure was quite low.
But the police officer was a short man, standing next to her felt a little miniature. Hearing what she said, he nodded and handed Fu Zi'an to her.
"Why don't you ask the boss to call me?" Shang Ning saw that she was only wearing a thin overalls, so she put on her coat, "If I hadn't picked you up, I wouldn't have known that something happened to you .”
There was a hint of blame in Shang Ning's tone, she was afraid that it would be unsafe for Xiaofu to go home alone too late at night, and it was impossible to trouble the driver at this point, so she decided to pick her up at the entrance of the bar after much deliberation.
As a result, when she got to the door, she heard from the boss that she was taken away by the police.
Shang Ning's heart was in her throat for a moment, thinking that Xiao Fu had done something wrong, but when she asked, she found out that she was harassed by unreasonable guests.
"I'm afraid it will affect your rest..." Xiaofu said in a low voice, and she felt that she had done something wrong to Shang Ning again.
Like pulling her out of her sleep.
"I didn't sleep at all. If you don't come back, will I be able to sleep?" Although Shang Ning rarely went to places like bars, she still trusted the bar owner.
It's one thing to be trustworthy, another thing to be uneasy about yourself.
Fu Zi'an nodded, because she didn't think carefully, thought that Shang Ning would be able to sleep, and just about to say sorry, she heard her ask:
"Where are the people who bullied you?"
"Still taking notes inside."
Shang Ning thought for a while, and felt that she couldn't just let it go.Because according to their situation, at most they were identified as picking quarrels and provoking trouble, and they were released after three to five days of detention.
But the plot that the bar owner told her was much more serious than this. There was a wretched man who touched Xiaofu's...
Thinking of this, Shang Ning's gaze became sharp, and she told Fu Zi'an to wait outside for a while, then turned around to look for the police officer who brought Xiao Fu out just now.
Fu Zi'an was wearing Shang Ning's gown, smelling the familiar smell, suddenly felt a little sour in the eyes.
When she was a waiter in a small restaurant, she would occasionally be harassed by drunks, but at that time not only would the boss not help her, but she would also laugh with those wretched old men.
The night before she was fired, that is, the night she finally couldn't help resisting, she bit the man's hand hard and called the police.
Before the man was taken away, he seemed to say something that would kill her, and this sentence became her nightmare for half a year.
There are not many people in this world who would love her, and they are still leaving one by one, Shang Ning said that she will always be by her side...
But if she is always a burden, how long can she last?
Soon, she heard someone walking past her in high heels, and thought it was Shang Ning, she quickly wiped away the tears on her face, raised her head, and saw Yang Zhi.
The sleepiness in her eyes could not be concealed, it was obvious that she had just been awakened from sleep, she was in a daze, and she didn't know what to do.
While looking around, he happened to meet Fu Zi'an's eyes.
"Xiaofu? Why are you here?"
"I……"
Before Fu Zi'an could answer her question, Shang Ning came out of a room angrily, just in time to meet the man who was brought out to harass Fu Zi'an head-on, and slapped him across the face.
The little policeman hurried over to hold her back, while the policeman who was pressing down on the man yelled at her to stop messing around.
Fu Zi'an quickly stood up and ran towards Shang Ning's direction.Coincidentally, at the same time, Yang Zhi also quickly walked up to the man.
For a moment, the three of them looked at each other.
Such an awkward meeting.
"Aunt Yang..." The man stayed at the police station for almost an hour, and when he heard that he was going to be detained, his legs were already so frightened that his legs went limp. Seeing Yang Zhi, he rushed forward, "Aunt Yang, help me, Aunt Yang!" ..."
Shang Ning frowned, saw Fu Zi'an's still red eyes, clenched her fist again, raised her hand, "I—"
"Shang Shang, don't hit me, I'm fine, don't hit me, this is the police station..."
Fu Zi'an held her hand firmly, fearing that she would be detained if she offended the police.
Feeling the warmth from her hand and Fu Zi'an's urgent call, Shang Ning finally suppressed her anger temporarily and asked Yang Zhi, "Do you know this person?"
"My little nephew, so what's the matter? Could it be that the person this kid is harassing is...Xiaofu?"
"Yes, I'll call you Aunt Yang too, I hope you can be the master of Xiaofu and handle this matter fairly." Shang Ning said angrily, her fiery eyes kept sweeping across the man's face.
Realizing that the woman in front of him knew his aunt, the man's expression became more and more flustered, and he almost knelt down to Yang Zhi, "Aunt Yang, listen to me, I really drank too much and didn't wake up, I... I didn't expect... "
"Okay!" Yang Zhi yelled at him, she has always disliked this second-generation nephew, who is ignorant and always causing trouble, let alone Shang Ning today.
Once she showed favoritism and let it go, this Shang would always discipline her in her way.
And the victim is Xiaofu, she quite likes this girl.So today is the only thing that can no longer cover him up.
"Qi Feng, you are such an old man, don't you know what to do and what not to do?" Don't look at Yang Zhi who always bickers with Shang Ning like a child, but once he becomes serious, the majesty of the elders cannot be tolerated. Xiao Wang, "Apologize first, and then see how comrades in the police deal with you!"
Qi Feng didn't even dare to fart, but he looked at Fu Zi'an still unconvinced, "I'm sorry, waiter, I interrupted your work."
She is a stinking worker, isn't she relying on knowing Aunt Yang?Isn't it just a good relationship with the bar owner?is not it……
"Is this attitude of yours unconvinced?" Shang Ning always felt angry when she heard her eccentric apology, "speak again."
"Who are you? What are you crazy about? Look at me and let my dad--ouch!"
Before Qi Feng finished speaking, Yang Zhi slapped the back of his head hard, and his ears buzzed.
"You still don't know where you are wrong? Apologize to others, or I will leave you alone, and you will just stay here by yourself!"
This Qi Feng is a typical rich second generation who can't be supported by mud. His family is a serious nouveau riche. Shooting them to death is also a breeze.
It's one thing for Yang Zhi to dislike him, but he is the child of his husband's relatives, so in terms of seniority, he has to call himself aunt.
His parents were away from home and ignored him, so reluctantly, she was called in the middle of the night to deal with these messy things.
Under Yang Zhi's pressure, Qi Feng finally apologized reluctantly.
Shang Ning looked at Yang Zhi's face and didn't argue with him any more. In the end, the two parties reconciled and each led the others back home.
Along the way, Fuzi huddled in the back seat, not knowing what he was thinking, and Shang Ning didn't say a word the whole time, the air pressure in the car was once so low that it was difficult to breathe.
It was already three o'clock in the middle of the night when the two arrived home. Apart from the lights at home, Nian Nian was awakened by the sound of the door opening, meowing for Xiaofu to hug.
Fu Zi'an hung her head and didn't move, Shang Ning walked over to pick up the little guy and stuffed it into her arms, "Are you sleepy?"
"Mr. Shang."
Fu Zi'an suddenly called her, and Shang Ning, who was about to turn around and leave, paused, "What's wrong?"
Suddenly calling her by this name, Shang Ning suddenly felt uncomfortable in her heart, as if something bad was about to happen.
Boom—the faint sound of thunder in the distance.
After autumn, the rain came without warning, as if God was watching some love variety show, crying and laughing for a while, cloudy or sunny.
"you……"
"Either I'd better move out."
Shang Ning realized that what she said was not an interrogative sentence, but an affirmative sentence, just to remind her that Fu Zi'an wanted to move out.
"why?"
"You have also seen that I always trouble you when I live here, and it makes you sleep badly."
Fu Zi'an thought, Shang Ning's tolerance for her is almost reaching the limit?She didn't want to waste the last trace of patience on the other side.
By moving out, she can maintain their friendship, and Shang Ning doesn't have to get involved in her mess anymore. After all, she...is just a burden.
"Do you think this is important to me?"
Here it is again, why does she always get tangled up in places she shouldn't be tangled up in?When Shang Ning just realized this, something burned fiercely in her chest.
But in the next second, the sound of raindrops hitting the glass pulled her back from her thoughts.
This is not Xiaofu's fault, she is so weak and pitiful, she dare not tell herself when she is being bullied.It's because she didn't do well enough, so far Fu Zi'an has not been able to completely trust her and rely on her.
The sense of distance has not been eliminated, and if it continues like this, it will be pulled bigger and bigger.
"Xiaofu, tell me the truth, do you think I will hate you because of this?"
Fu Zi'an nodded, but then shook his head again.
She didn't say anything, but Shang Ning just understood, she nodded, because she agreed with this statement, and she shook her head, because she was afraid that this sentence would come true.
Shang Ning really loves and hates her, and wants to laugh when she gets angry, thinking that she always likes to degrade herself into the dust.
Is she that bad?
"Don't worry, sit down first." Shang Ning's tone was very gentle, and she poured her a cup of hot water, "I know you are always afraid that I will suddenly abandon you, I don't know what to say to make you feel at ease, Xiao Fu ..."
Shang Ning's voice suddenly choked up, "I can't understand your feeling of being abandoned by your biological parents twice in a row, and I can't feel your despair when you were betrayed by Lin Xiaojia, but I can understand the heartache when your loved ones leave."
This is the only thing I have in common with you, I don't know how to close the gap between us, and I don't know... how to make you let your guard down, I have never tried to be so nice to a person ..."
Regardless of the return, he willingly wanted to treat her well.
But there was always a hurdle in Fu Zi'an's heart, which she couldn't overcome by herself, but if someone pushed her in a hurry, she would fall into the abyss.
Shang Ning is like a person standing on a single-plank bridge in a dilemma, she really doesn't know what to do.
Also at a loss was Fu Zi'an.
She felt that she was trapped in an endless cycle, and while she didn't want to trouble Shang Ning, she became dependent on her.
She hated herself so much, hated herself who was powerless but always unlucky.
If God is not so eccentric and can give her a normal family and a normal childhood, then she will definitely not sink a little bit lower with every step she takes, until she reaches the dark bottom.
"Shangshang...I'm sorry, I still can't help watching you worry about me all the time, even...because I get hurt again."
Just like that night, she didn't want to see the embarrassed Shang Ning again, she was not beautiful at all.
In her heart, Shang Ning should stand on top of all people and be admired by others, instead of being dragged into the darkness with her.
The smile on the corner of Fu Zi'an's mouth seemed to be mocking his overreaching, naively thinking that he could really live a happy life.
Mercury retrograde will never end, and God is strictly guarding against her, preventing her from seeing even a glimmer of hope.
"To be honest, Xiaofu... You are like this now, so I don't know what to do." Shang Ning clenched her fists as if to cheer herself up, "Can you think about it again? The matter of moving out."
"Think about it..."
"Fu Zi'an, can you really not feel it at all?" Shang Ning was overwhelmed by endless frustration at the moment. Could it be that her EQ was so low that she did it so obviously that Xiao Fu still felt it? less than.
"What do you feel?" Fu Zi'an didn't seem to be pretending, his face was full of doubts.
Shang Ning smiled helplessly, never thought that one day she would try to keep the other party by saying that she liked her.
"I like you, can't you feel it?"
Fu Zi'an seemed to have been immobilized, and froze in place, with Shang Ning's words playing repeatedly in his mind.
It sounded absurd and outrageous, and she once thought that she was hallucinating after staying up too long, or that she was poor and crazy.
"Are you kidding, even if I want to stay here, I don't need to say such things..." Fu Zi'an was still trying to find evidence to prove that this was false. For some reason, she was not happy at all.
Not only was he unhappy, but his heart was instantly filled with guilt and anxiety.
"I'm not kidding, I'm serious." Shang Ning sat on the single sofa, the scene of confessing like this was not romantic at all, on the contrary, she looked pale and weak.
She felt worthless for Shang Ning, and was sad for her.
She is obviously so good, she can like a tall, rich and handsome man who just happens to be talented and beautiful.You can also like a Bai Fumei, which can be regarded as a match made in heaven.
Mr. Shang must have been on a whim, she always likes to rescue some stray cats and dogs, and she must have said these words to see how pitiful she is and to comfort her.
Fu Zi'an didn't say a word, he lowered his head and tried to convince himself like brainwashing.She firmly believes that as long as she raises her head now, she will be able to see Shang Ning's forced smile.
but……
"Miss you, can't you?"
"Come to pick you up on the way."
"Don't seduce me."
"Is there really no one you like?"
She didn't leave any way out, and the words that came to mind are the most powerful proof.
Finally, it was Shang Ning who compromised first, first sighed heavily, and then let out a chuckle, "Don't think too much, it's just a favorite between friends. It's getting late, go to bed first."
But Fu Zi'an seemed to be deaf, and still sat on the sofa with his head down. Even Nian Nian heard Shang Ning say "sleep", eagerly biting her finger, urging her to sleep. she go.
"Xiaofu, go to sleep, don't think so much, okay?"
Fu Zi'an had mixed feelings in his heart, and finally regained his self-confidence. When he looked up, he saw Shang Ning smiling all over his face, and suddenly felt very sad.
What's the difference between that and using her?
She originally thought that Shang Ning's help was based on the premise of "repaying favors", but if it was out of liking, it would be too unfair.
Shang Ning was trading at a loss, and she felt more like being given alms.
This is not what she wants.
"Tonight...Can I go back to sleep on the second floor?" She really couldn't share a bedroom with her, or even sleep in the same bed, with such a mood.
The corner of Shang Ning's mouth twitched, and she almost blurted out "I can't", but she held back and asked with concern, "Can you sleep?"
Both of them are trying to pretend that nothing happened, but memory is a very magical thing, it can last for a long time.
As long as you recall a little, you can always find the slightest emotion hidden in the details.
"Yes, I will take Niannian with me."
"Okay, your things are in the room too, I haven't touched them."
Shang Ning seems to be the first person Fu Zi'an has met in his long life who respects her, her preferences, her past, and even her person.
"Okay, then... good night."
The two said goodbye at the top of the stairs, and Niannian was keenly aware that the two were going in different directions, and began to flop around in Fu Zi'an's arms, so it also received the first scolding in the cat's life.
"Don't move!"
The little guy yelled twice in grievance, and honestly nestled in Fu Zi'an's arms without moving.
"Xiao Fu." Still unable to hold back, Shang Ning looked at Fu Zi'an's back at the stairs, and concluded that the next four hours before sunrise would be the most difficult time in her life.
Fu Zi'an stopped in her tracks, but she still didn't dare to look back at her.
The lights near the stairs were on, and it seemed that they hadn't been turned off since the night she fell down the stairs.
"So let's think about moving out again."
When Shang Ning said this, her tone should be very flat, but Fu Zi'an could hear the deep helplessness.
She probably really has nothing to do, the words "I like you" are her last cards.
But he was forced to replace it with silence, covering it silently.Like a fallen leaf falling into the water, there was no splash in the end.
"it is good……"
Think about it again, just walk away like this, it's too cruel to Shang Ning.
When he woke up the next morning, Fu Zi'an didn't see Shang Ning who was supposed to appear at the dining table, and only after asking the nanny did he find out that she had already left the house.
As for what to do, she had no way of knowing.
Nian Nian is very energetic, and no one can hold it down at home. He is a spoiled little guy, so that he even serves the dinner table so confidently.
In the past, when Fu Zi'an made gestures to drive him off, Shang Ning would always come out to stop him.
But today, she wasn't here, and Fu Zi'an didn't care about this troublemaker.
The logistics department was peaceful again today, Fu Zi'an came a little late today, because she didn't take the driver's car, just smelling the smell of Shang Ning inside was enough to make her brain shut down.
When passing by the clothing department, she deliberately took a detour to see what Director Xin was doing. When she stood at the door of the office, not only did she not see her, even the things that belonged to her were emptied.
"Is Director Xin not at work?"
"That's right, don't you know? She won't come to the company from today, and she will be completely free after going through the resignation procedures this Friday." An old employee saw her stunned and gave her a warm heart. Explained.
In a daze, Fu Zi'an remembered the conversation between the two of them yesterday.
Xin Yan said that Shang Ning had someone she liked, so she couldn't tell her her feelings for Shang Ning.
And she will go to France later, I am afraid that there is really no chance to tell this secret.
She felt that not only Shang Ning, she also owed Xin Yan an apology.If it wasn't for her, maybe Director Xin would still have a chance to realize this wish that has been hidden in his heart for many years.
Fu Zi'an, Fu Zi'an, forget about your own bad luck, why can't you make others feel better?
"Xiaofu, Xiaofu, eh, are you stupid?" The colleague called her several times in a row, and Fu Zi'an finally recovered from the sluggish state.
He opened his mouth blankly, and let out an "ah".
"Are you okay? If you don't feel well, ask for leave?" The person in charge of the company's general logistics department is an older woman. She is not as fierce as Wang Yan said. On the contrary, she always takes bonuses to treat people in the department to dinner. .
When Fu Zi'an first arrived, she also took care of her for a while, so the relationship between the two is not bad.
Xiaofu shook his head and said it was all right, staring at the document in her hand, "Do you want me to run errands?"
"Smart, do me a favor and send this to Director Shang's office, and ask her to sign it before taking it back."
Director Shang, you are talking about Shang Ning.
It took Fu Zi'an several seconds to understand the meaning behind her words: she had to go to Shang Ning's office and stay there for a long time.
It's normal at work.But after the conversation last night, she was the most abnormal one.
In the end, Fu Zi'an persuaded himself not to eat carrots and worry about it, but to sit down and do the work at hand first.
"Mr. Shang, there is a document that needs your signature."
Shang Ning was staring at the computer screen, and was startled when she heard Fu Zi'an's voice. She recovered and smiled awkwardly at her, "Sign it? Give it to me."
Shang Ning's state when working in the company is completely opposite to when working at home, and she has a kind of vigor.
In a blink of an eye, Fu Zi'an has retired from the position of assistant for two months, which means that she hasn't seen Shang Ning at work for two months.
Serious, serious, with a hint of stubbornness.
Fu Zi'an kept staring at her, so that when Shang Ning raised her head, she caught her gaze unexpectedly.
"I...I didn't...Sorry, I didn't mean to stare at you." Fu Zi'an wanted to slap herself in the face, her explanation was like taking off her pants and farting, unnecessary actions made people even more suspicious.
"Look at it if you like it, there's nothing to be ashamed of."
"I do not……"
"Unless you don't like me."
The author has something to say: Shang Shang: "I'm going to start dancing!"
Also, no one would be happy to be woken up in the middle of the night to go to the police station.It seems that the bar owner thought twice and chose to call Shang Ning.
Now Fu Zi'an didn't know what to do, if she didn't inform Shang Ning, she could just make up a reason for working overtime all night, and go to work in the company the next morning, as if nothing happened tonight.
But now she has already arrived at the door, and obviously knows the whole story.
"Thank you, I'll just take her away." Shang Ning stood at the door. She was quite tall among women, and she was dressed in black. She was very imposing, and it seemed that the surrounding air pressure was quite low.
But the police officer was a short man, standing next to her felt a little miniature. Hearing what she said, he nodded and handed Fu Zi'an to her.
"Why don't you ask the boss to call me?" Shang Ning saw that she was only wearing a thin overalls, so she put on her coat, "If I hadn't picked you up, I wouldn't have known that something happened to you .”
There was a hint of blame in Shang Ning's tone, she was afraid that it would be unsafe for Xiaofu to go home alone too late at night, and it was impossible to trouble the driver at this point, so she decided to pick her up at the entrance of the bar after much deliberation.
As a result, when she got to the door, she heard from the boss that she was taken away by the police.
Shang Ning's heart was in her throat for a moment, thinking that Xiao Fu had done something wrong, but when she asked, she found out that she was harassed by unreasonable guests.
"I'm afraid it will affect your rest..." Xiaofu said in a low voice, and she felt that she had done something wrong to Shang Ning again.
Like pulling her out of her sleep.
"I didn't sleep at all. If you don't come back, will I be able to sleep?" Although Shang Ning rarely went to places like bars, she still trusted the bar owner.
It's one thing to be trustworthy, another thing to be uneasy about yourself.
Fu Zi'an nodded, because she didn't think carefully, thought that Shang Ning would be able to sleep, and just about to say sorry, she heard her ask:
"Where are the people who bullied you?"
"Still taking notes inside."
Shang Ning thought for a while, and felt that she couldn't just let it go.Because according to their situation, at most they were identified as picking quarrels and provoking trouble, and they were released after three to five days of detention.
But the plot that the bar owner told her was much more serious than this. There was a wretched man who touched Xiaofu's...
Thinking of this, Shang Ning's gaze became sharp, and she told Fu Zi'an to wait outside for a while, then turned around to look for the police officer who brought Xiao Fu out just now.
Fu Zi'an was wearing Shang Ning's gown, smelling the familiar smell, suddenly felt a little sour in the eyes.
When she was a waiter in a small restaurant, she would occasionally be harassed by drunks, but at that time not only would the boss not help her, but she would also laugh with those wretched old men.
The night before she was fired, that is, the night she finally couldn't help resisting, she bit the man's hand hard and called the police.
Before the man was taken away, he seemed to say something that would kill her, and this sentence became her nightmare for half a year.
There are not many people in this world who would love her, and they are still leaving one by one, Shang Ning said that she will always be by her side...
But if she is always a burden, how long can she last?
Soon, she heard someone walking past her in high heels, and thought it was Shang Ning, she quickly wiped away the tears on her face, raised her head, and saw Yang Zhi.
The sleepiness in her eyes could not be concealed, it was obvious that she had just been awakened from sleep, she was in a daze, and she didn't know what to do.
While looking around, he happened to meet Fu Zi'an's eyes.
"Xiaofu? Why are you here?"
"I……"
Before Fu Zi'an could answer her question, Shang Ning came out of a room angrily, just in time to meet the man who was brought out to harass Fu Zi'an head-on, and slapped him across the face.
The little policeman hurried over to hold her back, while the policeman who was pressing down on the man yelled at her to stop messing around.
Fu Zi'an quickly stood up and ran towards Shang Ning's direction.Coincidentally, at the same time, Yang Zhi also quickly walked up to the man.
For a moment, the three of them looked at each other.
Such an awkward meeting.
"Aunt Yang..." The man stayed at the police station for almost an hour, and when he heard that he was going to be detained, his legs were already so frightened that his legs went limp. Seeing Yang Zhi, he rushed forward, "Aunt Yang, help me, Aunt Yang!" ..."
Shang Ning frowned, saw Fu Zi'an's still red eyes, clenched her fist again, raised her hand, "I—"
"Shang Shang, don't hit me, I'm fine, don't hit me, this is the police station..."
Fu Zi'an held her hand firmly, fearing that she would be detained if she offended the police.
Feeling the warmth from her hand and Fu Zi'an's urgent call, Shang Ning finally suppressed her anger temporarily and asked Yang Zhi, "Do you know this person?"
"My little nephew, so what's the matter? Could it be that the person this kid is harassing is...Xiaofu?"
"Yes, I'll call you Aunt Yang too, I hope you can be the master of Xiaofu and handle this matter fairly." Shang Ning said angrily, her fiery eyes kept sweeping across the man's face.
Realizing that the woman in front of him knew his aunt, the man's expression became more and more flustered, and he almost knelt down to Yang Zhi, "Aunt Yang, listen to me, I really drank too much and didn't wake up, I... I didn't expect... "
"Okay!" Yang Zhi yelled at him, she has always disliked this second-generation nephew, who is ignorant and always causing trouble, let alone Shang Ning today.
Once she showed favoritism and let it go, this Shang would always discipline her in her way.
And the victim is Xiaofu, she quite likes this girl.So today is the only thing that can no longer cover him up.
"Qi Feng, you are such an old man, don't you know what to do and what not to do?" Don't look at Yang Zhi who always bickers with Shang Ning like a child, but once he becomes serious, the majesty of the elders cannot be tolerated. Xiao Wang, "Apologize first, and then see how comrades in the police deal with you!"
Qi Feng didn't even dare to fart, but he looked at Fu Zi'an still unconvinced, "I'm sorry, waiter, I interrupted your work."
She is a stinking worker, isn't she relying on knowing Aunt Yang?Isn't it just a good relationship with the bar owner?is not it……
"Is this attitude of yours unconvinced?" Shang Ning always felt angry when she heard her eccentric apology, "speak again."
"Who are you? What are you crazy about? Look at me and let my dad--ouch!"
Before Qi Feng finished speaking, Yang Zhi slapped the back of his head hard, and his ears buzzed.
"You still don't know where you are wrong? Apologize to others, or I will leave you alone, and you will just stay here by yourself!"
This Qi Feng is a typical rich second generation who can't be supported by mud. His family is a serious nouveau riche. Shooting them to death is also a breeze.
It's one thing for Yang Zhi to dislike him, but he is the child of his husband's relatives, so in terms of seniority, he has to call himself aunt.
His parents were away from home and ignored him, so reluctantly, she was called in the middle of the night to deal with these messy things.
Under Yang Zhi's pressure, Qi Feng finally apologized reluctantly.
Shang Ning looked at Yang Zhi's face and didn't argue with him any more. In the end, the two parties reconciled and each led the others back home.
Along the way, Fuzi huddled in the back seat, not knowing what he was thinking, and Shang Ning didn't say a word the whole time, the air pressure in the car was once so low that it was difficult to breathe.
It was already three o'clock in the middle of the night when the two arrived home. Apart from the lights at home, Nian Nian was awakened by the sound of the door opening, meowing for Xiaofu to hug.
Fu Zi'an hung her head and didn't move, Shang Ning walked over to pick up the little guy and stuffed it into her arms, "Are you sleepy?"
"Mr. Shang."
Fu Zi'an suddenly called her, and Shang Ning, who was about to turn around and leave, paused, "What's wrong?"
Suddenly calling her by this name, Shang Ning suddenly felt uncomfortable in her heart, as if something bad was about to happen.
Boom—the faint sound of thunder in the distance.
After autumn, the rain came without warning, as if God was watching some love variety show, crying and laughing for a while, cloudy or sunny.
"you……"
"Either I'd better move out."
Shang Ning realized that what she said was not an interrogative sentence, but an affirmative sentence, just to remind her that Fu Zi'an wanted to move out.
"why?"
"You have also seen that I always trouble you when I live here, and it makes you sleep badly."
Fu Zi'an thought, Shang Ning's tolerance for her is almost reaching the limit?She didn't want to waste the last trace of patience on the other side.
By moving out, she can maintain their friendship, and Shang Ning doesn't have to get involved in her mess anymore. After all, she...is just a burden.
"Do you think this is important to me?"
Here it is again, why does she always get tangled up in places she shouldn't be tangled up in?When Shang Ning just realized this, something burned fiercely in her chest.
But in the next second, the sound of raindrops hitting the glass pulled her back from her thoughts.
This is not Xiaofu's fault, she is so weak and pitiful, she dare not tell herself when she is being bullied.It's because she didn't do well enough, so far Fu Zi'an has not been able to completely trust her and rely on her.
The sense of distance has not been eliminated, and if it continues like this, it will be pulled bigger and bigger.
"Xiaofu, tell me the truth, do you think I will hate you because of this?"
Fu Zi'an nodded, but then shook his head again.
She didn't say anything, but Shang Ning just understood, she nodded, because she agreed with this statement, and she shook her head, because she was afraid that this sentence would come true.
Shang Ning really loves and hates her, and wants to laugh when she gets angry, thinking that she always likes to degrade herself into the dust.
Is she that bad?
"Don't worry, sit down first." Shang Ning's tone was very gentle, and she poured her a cup of hot water, "I know you are always afraid that I will suddenly abandon you, I don't know what to say to make you feel at ease, Xiao Fu ..."
Shang Ning's voice suddenly choked up, "I can't understand your feeling of being abandoned by your biological parents twice in a row, and I can't feel your despair when you were betrayed by Lin Xiaojia, but I can understand the heartache when your loved ones leave."
This is the only thing I have in common with you, I don't know how to close the gap between us, and I don't know... how to make you let your guard down, I have never tried to be so nice to a person ..."
Regardless of the return, he willingly wanted to treat her well.
But there was always a hurdle in Fu Zi'an's heart, which she couldn't overcome by herself, but if someone pushed her in a hurry, she would fall into the abyss.
Shang Ning is like a person standing on a single-plank bridge in a dilemma, she really doesn't know what to do.
Also at a loss was Fu Zi'an.
She felt that she was trapped in an endless cycle, and while she didn't want to trouble Shang Ning, she became dependent on her.
She hated herself so much, hated herself who was powerless but always unlucky.
If God is not so eccentric and can give her a normal family and a normal childhood, then she will definitely not sink a little bit lower with every step she takes, until she reaches the dark bottom.
"Shangshang...I'm sorry, I still can't help watching you worry about me all the time, even...because I get hurt again."
Just like that night, she didn't want to see the embarrassed Shang Ning again, she was not beautiful at all.
In her heart, Shang Ning should stand on top of all people and be admired by others, instead of being dragged into the darkness with her.
The smile on the corner of Fu Zi'an's mouth seemed to be mocking his overreaching, naively thinking that he could really live a happy life.
Mercury retrograde will never end, and God is strictly guarding against her, preventing her from seeing even a glimmer of hope.
"To be honest, Xiaofu... You are like this now, so I don't know what to do." Shang Ning clenched her fists as if to cheer herself up, "Can you think about it again? The matter of moving out."
"Think about it..."
"Fu Zi'an, can you really not feel it at all?" Shang Ning was overwhelmed by endless frustration at the moment. Could it be that her EQ was so low that she did it so obviously that Xiao Fu still felt it? less than.
"What do you feel?" Fu Zi'an didn't seem to be pretending, his face was full of doubts.
Shang Ning smiled helplessly, never thought that one day she would try to keep the other party by saying that she liked her.
"I like you, can't you feel it?"
Fu Zi'an seemed to have been immobilized, and froze in place, with Shang Ning's words playing repeatedly in his mind.
It sounded absurd and outrageous, and she once thought that she was hallucinating after staying up too long, or that she was poor and crazy.
"Are you kidding, even if I want to stay here, I don't need to say such things..." Fu Zi'an was still trying to find evidence to prove that this was false. For some reason, she was not happy at all.
Not only was he unhappy, but his heart was instantly filled with guilt and anxiety.
"I'm not kidding, I'm serious." Shang Ning sat on the single sofa, the scene of confessing like this was not romantic at all, on the contrary, she looked pale and weak.
She felt worthless for Shang Ning, and was sad for her.
She is obviously so good, she can like a tall, rich and handsome man who just happens to be talented and beautiful.You can also like a Bai Fumei, which can be regarded as a match made in heaven.
Mr. Shang must have been on a whim, she always likes to rescue some stray cats and dogs, and she must have said these words to see how pitiful she is and to comfort her.
Fu Zi'an didn't say a word, he lowered his head and tried to convince himself like brainwashing.She firmly believes that as long as she raises her head now, she will be able to see Shang Ning's forced smile.
but……
"Miss you, can't you?"
"Come to pick you up on the way."
"Don't seduce me."
"Is there really no one you like?"
She didn't leave any way out, and the words that came to mind are the most powerful proof.
Finally, it was Shang Ning who compromised first, first sighed heavily, and then let out a chuckle, "Don't think too much, it's just a favorite between friends. It's getting late, go to bed first."
But Fu Zi'an seemed to be deaf, and still sat on the sofa with his head down. Even Nian Nian heard Shang Ning say "sleep", eagerly biting her finger, urging her to sleep. she go.
"Xiaofu, go to sleep, don't think so much, okay?"
Fu Zi'an had mixed feelings in his heart, and finally regained his self-confidence. When he looked up, he saw Shang Ning smiling all over his face, and suddenly felt very sad.
What's the difference between that and using her?
She originally thought that Shang Ning's help was based on the premise of "repaying favors", but if it was out of liking, it would be too unfair.
Shang Ning was trading at a loss, and she felt more like being given alms.
This is not what she wants.
"Tonight...Can I go back to sleep on the second floor?" She really couldn't share a bedroom with her, or even sleep in the same bed, with such a mood.
The corner of Shang Ning's mouth twitched, and she almost blurted out "I can't", but she held back and asked with concern, "Can you sleep?"
Both of them are trying to pretend that nothing happened, but memory is a very magical thing, it can last for a long time.
As long as you recall a little, you can always find the slightest emotion hidden in the details.
"Yes, I will take Niannian with me."
"Okay, your things are in the room too, I haven't touched them."
Shang Ning seems to be the first person Fu Zi'an has met in his long life who respects her, her preferences, her past, and even her person.
"Okay, then... good night."
The two said goodbye at the top of the stairs, and Niannian was keenly aware that the two were going in different directions, and began to flop around in Fu Zi'an's arms, so it also received the first scolding in the cat's life.
"Don't move!"
The little guy yelled twice in grievance, and honestly nestled in Fu Zi'an's arms without moving.
"Xiao Fu." Still unable to hold back, Shang Ning looked at Fu Zi'an's back at the stairs, and concluded that the next four hours before sunrise would be the most difficult time in her life.
Fu Zi'an stopped in her tracks, but she still didn't dare to look back at her.
The lights near the stairs were on, and it seemed that they hadn't been turned off since the night she fell down the stairs.
"So let's think about moving out again."
When Shang Ning said this, her tone should be very flat, but Fu Zi'an could hear the deep helplessness.
She probably really has nothing to do, the words "I like you" are her last cards.
But he was forced to replace it with silence, covering it silently.Like a fallen leaf falling into the water, there was no splash in the end.
"it is good……"
Think about it again, just walk away like this, it's too cruel to Shang Ning.
When he woke up the next morning, Fu Zi'an didn't see Shang Ning who was supposed to appear at the dining table, and only after asking the nanny did he find out that she had already left the house.
As for what to do, she had no way of knowing.
Nian Nian is very energetic, and no one can hold it down at home. He is a spoiled little guy, so that he even serves the dinner table so confidently.
In the past, when Fu Zi'an made gestures to drive him off, Shang Ning would always come out to stop him.
But today, she wasn't here, and Fu Zi'an didn't care about this troublemaker.
The logistics department was peaceful again today, Fu Zi'an came a little late today, because she didn't take the driver's car, just smelling the smell of Shang Ning inside was enough to make her brain shut down.
When passing by the clothing department, she deliberately took a detour to see what Director Xin was doing. When she stood at the door of the office, not only did she not see her, even the things that belonged to her were emptied.
"Is Director Xin not at work?"
"That's right, don't you know? She won't come to the company from today, and she will be completely free after going through the resignation procedures this Friday." An old employee saw her stunned and gave her a warm heart. Explained.
In a daze, Fu Zi'an remembered the conversation between the two of them yesterday.
Xin Yan said that Shang Ning had someone she liked, so she couldn't tell her her feelings for Shang Ning.
And she will go to France later, I am afraid that there is really no chance to tell this secret.
She felt that not only Shang Ning, she also owed Xin Yan an apology.If it wasn't for her, maybe Director Xin would still have a chance to realize this wish that has been hidden in his heart for many years.
Fu Zi'an, Fu Zi'an, forget about your own bad luck, why can't you make others feel better?
"Xiaofu, Xiaofu, eh, are you stupid?" The colleague called her several times in a row, and Fu Zi'an finally recovered from the sluggish state.
He opened his mouth blankly, and let out an "ah".
"Are you okay? If you don't feel well, ask for leave?" The person in charge of the company's general logistics department is an older woman. She is not as fierce as Wang Yan said. On the contrary, she always takes bonuses to treat people in the department to dinner. .
When Fu Zi'an first arrived, she also took care of her for a while, so the relationship between the two is not bad.
Xiaofu shook his head and said it was all right, staring at the document in her hand, "Do you want me to run errands?"
"Smart, do me a favor and send this to Director Shang's office, and ask her to sign it before taking it back."
Director Shang, you are talking about Shang Ning.
It took Fu Zi'an several seconds to understand the meaning behind her words: she had to go to Shang Ning's office and stay there for a long time.
It's normal at work.But after the conversation last night, she was the most abnormal one.
In the end, Fu Zi'an persuaded himself not to eat carrots and worry about it, but to sit down and do the work at hand first.
"Mr. Shang, there is a document that needs your signature."
Shang Ning was staring at the computer screen, and was startled when she heard Fu Zi'an's voice. She recovered and smiled awkwardly at her, "Sign it? Give it to me."
Shang Ning's state when working in the company is completely opposite to when working at home, and she has a kind of vigor.
In a blink of an eye, Fu Zi'an has retired from the position of assistant for two months, which means that she hasn't seen Shang Ning at work for two months.
Serious, serious, with a hint of stubbornness.
Fu Zi'an kept staring at her, so that when Shang Ning raised her head, she caught her gaze unexpectedly.
"I...I didn't...Sorry, I didn't mean to stare at you." Fu Zi'an wanted to slap herself in the face, her explanation was like taking off her pants and farting, unnecessary actions made people even more suspicious.
"Look at it if you like it, there's nothing to be ashamed of."
"I do not……"
"Unless you don't like me."
The author has something to say: Shang Shang: "I'm going to start dancing!"
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