love rival is medicine

After Xiao Ranran asked that question, without giving her a chance to answer, he pushed her back into the room like crazy, the grandma standing behind her was knocked over, fell to the ground with a thud, and the suitcase Swirled and flung it out.

She turned around to help grandma, before Xiao Ranran could touch her, she grabbed her by the hair and pushed her face down on the ground.

Grandma fell on the ground not far from her, clutching her waist and desperately trying to come to rescue her, but she couldn't get through no matter how hard she kicked her legs.

The memory of that day was terrifying like a nightmare, Xiao Ranran did everything in front of grandma, she couldn't break free from that powerful force, she could only be like a fish washed ashore by a huge wave, except for opening her mouth helplessly, Nothing can be done.

Grandma's hand gradually changed from covering her waist to her heart. Grandma stretched her arms to reach her, and she also stretched her arms to reach grandma. Whenever she wanted to reach her, Xiao Ranran pinched her waist and dragged her back severely.

She couldn't reach grandma, she was always a little bit short, and she was still a little bit short even when she was mad with anxiety.

Grandma gradually lost her strength, and her appearance became scary, her mouth was so wide open, her lips were so purple and cyanotic, there were broken bloodshots under her eyes, and even tiny blood spots appeared on her face.

Her fear had never been as strong as at that moment, she cried and begged Xiao Ranran to send her grandma to the hospital, she apologized desperately, she was pinned down on the ground and couldn't get up, so she hit her head on the ground and kowtowed to the air.

She was so stunned, she said that I would never dare again after I made a mistake, please let me take my grandma to the hospital, and vowed never to leave Xiao Ranran.

But Xiao Ranran seemed to have lost his mind, not only did not listen, but worsened.

She watched her grandma's blood-red eyes stare, her chest heaved violently until she was completely out of breath. The helplessness of wanting to hit her head to death finally made her unbearable.

She vomited, mouthfuls of filth all over the floor, tears streaming down her face.

Her vomiting may have disgusted Xiao Ranran, Xiao Ranran finally let go of her, she struggled to crawl to grandma's side, hugging her arms full of coldness.

Grandma died, and she just died in front of her.

She didn't cry, her tears had dried up, she was so dry that she couldn't squeeze out a single drop, she just hugged her grandma like that, and laughed like a madman, the laughter was sharp and piercing, and her whole body trembled like a spasm.

Xiao Ranran sat on the ground blankly, obviously the perpetrator, but seemed to be the most innocent one.Xiao Ranran looked at everything in front of her in disbelief, her body was covered with sticky sweat, it was like a silent mockery of her own poor acting skills.

She hugged her grandma for a while, put it down gently, turned around and climbed to the balcony, her despair reached its peak at that moment, and she really had no strength to hold on any longer.

Just when her legs were dangling and barely climbed up the window sill, Xiao Ranran suddenly rushed over and hugged her, no matter how much she scolded and struggled, she refused to let go, so he hugged her from behind and dragged her back to the living room.

The two staggered and fell to the ground, Xiao Ranran still maintained the posture of hugging her from behind, buried his head in her shoulder and wept.

What is she crying for?She was the one who should cry.

She didn't remember how long Xiao Ranran had been crying, but she only remembered that when Xiao Ranran reached out to touch the phone, she suddenly jumped up like a flash of light, and ran towards the wide open window!

【you dare! ! ! 】

Xiao Ranran let out a roar that shook the heavens and earth, she was intimidated by something, and subconsciously glanced back while leaning on the window sill.

She saw countless black qi crazily surging around Xiao Ranran's body, and Xiao Ranran's ruthless eyes stared at her like a demon, giving her a strong sense of suffocation with just one glance.

How could normal human beings have black air on their bodies?Is she dazzled, or is Xiao Ranran not human at all?

She squeezed her eyes hard in disbelief, and opened them again, the black air had disappeared, as if it had never appeared before.

Xiao Ranran stood in the dim living room, looking at her from a distance, every word was full of threats.

【Do you really want to die that much?OK, then you jump down!But don't go too fast on the road to Huangquan, I will send everyone you know to accompany you, who should be the first choice?How is Liu Jianhui?The second is Liu Yi, and the third is the old lady downstairs. Last time you smiled at her, and there is no blood relationship. Why are you laughing?You don't let go of such an old man, why are you so flirtatious and want to seduce anyone? ! 】

What was originally just a threat turned into an angry sarcasm. She clutched the balcony and slumped on the ground. The cold floor tiles were like grandma's cold corpse. Then dragged back to the bedroom and continued to live.

She had a high fever that night, and the fever lasted for three days. When she finally managed to get up, her grandma had turned into a handful of ashes, and she couldn't even catch up with the last farewell to the body.

Xiao Ranran made an exception and asked Liu Jianhui's father and daughter to come and accompany her. She knew that this was not Xiao Ranran's outburst of kindness, but a silent warning.

--see it?If you look for the dead and the living again, they will be the next to die!

She has lost her grandma and can't hurt anyone anymore.

Isn't it just alive?Not afraid of death, but afraid of living?

Liu Jianhui asked her, how did grandma die?Why didn't Xiao Ranran hold a funeral and directly took grandma away to be cremated?

She leaned against the head of the bed with a dead heart, no matter what Liu Jianhui asked, she didn't say a word.

Liu Yi cried into tears, and asked her if she was bullied by Xiao Ranran?

She remained silent.

Liu Jianhui was worried and insisted on taking her home, and said that he would personally send her to school the day before school started.

start of school?Where does she have the chance to go to college?How could Xiao Ranran let her go?

Xiao Ranran refused Liu Jianhui's request to take her home, the two men were on the verge of a fight, Liu Yi cried and begged her to persuade them.

She didn't move, didn't even blink.

It's not that she doesn't want to persuade, it's just that she doesn't have the strength, her soul seems to be taken away, she can hear and feel everything, but she can't make any emotional reactions.

She thought that she might be the legendary "walking dead" in her current condition. She should be devastated, but she only felt numb.

Liu Jianhui punched Xiao Ranran's lower abdomen, causing Xiao Ranran to bend over in pain. She thought that Xiao Ranran would go crazy and take revenge on Liu Jianhui, but strangely, he didn't.

Not only did Xiao Ranran not take revenge on Liu Jianhui, even Liu Yi rushed up and grabbed her collar and slapped her several times, but Xiao Ranran didn't fight back.

Liu Jianhui came over and forced her to take her away, but Xiao Ranran blocked the door and refused to let her die. Liu Jianhui was so angry that he picked up a vase from the side and smashed it on Xiao Ranran's head. Broken porcelain splashed out, blood splashed Liu Yi's face , Liu Yi screamed in fright.

Seeing her refusing to budge even with a bloody hole, Liu Jianhui hurriedly called the police in fear.

When the police arrived at the scene, it was the first time they encountered this kind of person who hit someone and was so frightened that he called the police. He was about to take Liu Jianhui away, but Xiao Ranran said that it was not Liu Jianhui who beat him, but himself.

This kind of civil dispute, the parties have said so, the police will naturally not be troublesome and insist on torture, educate Liu Jianhui a few words and leave.

The police walked forward, but Xiao Ran blocked the door again, Liu Jianhui realized that it was too late to call the police for help, and he didn't dare to do anything to Xiao Ranran again, Xiao Ranran's attitude of beating him to death really scared him.

If he couldn't take her away, Liu Jianhui didn't feel relieved to leave, so he could only stay here temporarily.

Liu Jianhui made up his mind, when the registration time came, if Xiao Ranran still refused to let him go, he would call the police again.

But before Liu Jianhui called the police, Xiao Ranran took the initiative to pack his luggage.

Liu Jianhui asked Xiao Ranran worriedly.

【Are you really willing to let her go to school? 】

[Why not? 】

【But she wants to leave, you, you...】

Xiao Ranran expressionlessly took out an admission notice from Haicheng Jiaotong University and put it in front of Liu Jianhui. The name on it was actually Xiao Ranran's!

Liu Jianhui and Liu Yi didn't know the inside story, and thought it would be counterproductive for them to change their volunteers on their own initiative. They even suspected that grandma's death was because they saw the admission notice and felt that they had harmed their granddaughter, so they couldn't bear it for a while.

Liu Jianhui returned to his home in extreme chaos, he knew that it would be useless for him to keep guard, it was impossible for him to prevent Xiao Ranran from going to school, let alone prevent her from going to school.

Xiao Ranran packed her luggage, helped her put on her clothes and shoes, took her by the hand and went upstairs to the car.

The car started, and she leaned against the co-pilot and suddenly spoke.

[Give me the notice. 】

This was the first time she spoke after her grandma passed away. Xiao Ranran stared at her with wide eyes, and was stunned for three seconds before quickly pulling out the admission notice and handing it to her.

She didn't even look at it, she stabbed it, tore it to pieces, and waved it casually, the car was full of debris.

[I want God to be big. 】

【good!I'll let my fourth sister do it for me!We are all gods, go to the major you like! 】

She turned her eyes slowly, and looked deeply at Xiao Ranran, the disgust in her eyes was undisguised.

[How do you deserve to go to the same school and the same major as me with your grades?You don't pee and look in the mirror, it makes me sick. 】

Xiao Ranran's expression turned extremely ugly in an instant, both hands were clenched on the steering wheel, and the rim with the protective cover was pinched by her so hard that it cracked.

Is this the power that humans can possess?she does not know.

Xiao Ranran was silent for a long time, the hostility on his face dissipated before he lowered his eyes and almost begged.

【Don't force me, okay?You are like this... I'm really upset, I'm afraid I can't control myself, I...]

[Stop pretending to be affectionate here, who are you going to be angry with?If you really love me, then use your ability to take the exam of God University, don't let me look down on you! 】

The steering wheel was finally broken in two in li xuanran's hands.

[Okay, I will repeat my third year of high school and take the college entrance examination again, and I will prove that I really love you, a love that you can't even imagine. 】

She breathed a sigh of relief, but she didn't expect her aggressive method to work.

Where did she care about li xuanran's ability?She just didn't want to see Xiao Ranran's face that made her sick at school.

A few days later, Xiao Ranran really went to repeat her studies, and she also successfully entered the Imperial University that she originally wanted to attend.

It's just that she still can't cheer up, even if she gets rid of Xiao Ranran temporarily, so what?The days to come are still so long, just thinking about it makes me despair.

Several times she wanted to ignore death and let it go, but people are really creatures with a strong desire to survive. Back then, she could climb up the window sill without hesitation, and didn't even care about her disheveled clothes. She just wanted to die, but now let her Standing on the roof and looking down, she was timid again.

She thought of her grandma's unrepentant eyes, Liu Jianhui, who had broken her heart for herself, and Liu Yi, who had just reached the prime of her youth.

If she just died like this, how should she explain to her grandma if she saw grandma under Jiuquan?Is it possible to say, I'm sorry grandma, I failed you and tried my best to protect my heart, not only didn't help you avenge, but also killed myself?

Even if there is no Jiuquan, no soul, and death, he really doesn't know anything, but what if Xiao Ranran really goes crazy and kills Liu Jianhui and Liu Yi?Can she really not care if she doesn't know?

She couldn't figure out why she had so many worries caused by her desire to survive?Or is it because of too many worries that arouse the desire to survive?Anyway, she didn't want to die.

But if she didn't die, how could she avenge grandma and get rid of Xiao Ranran completely?

She cheered up, began to plan revenge and left Xiao Ranran.

Her first thought was to solve Xiao Ranran through legal means, but after analysis, she found that the matter was not as simple as she thought.

It's true that grandma was killed by Li Ranran's anger, but this can't be used as evidence that Li Ranran killed her directly.

It's true that she was coerced by Xiao Ranran, but the initial choice was in her hands, and she chose to accept it. No matter how Xiao Ranran played with her, she deserved it. At best, Xiao Ranran was immoral and did not break the law .

Of course, Xiao Ranran had many other minor problems that violated the laws and regulations, but those were just drizzle. Even if she could sue Xiao Ranran, at most Xiao Ranran would be fined some money, and the most serious would be a suspended sentence, which would not hurt at all. Less than fur.

It is almost impossible to solve li xuanran through legal means, so he can only find another way.

Liu Yi reminded her.

[The economic base determines the superstructure ①, when your wealth has accumulated to a certain level, are you afraid that you will not be able to get rid of her without revenge? 】

Indeed, money is really crucial sometimes. Having money may not necessarily make you happy, but without money, you may lose your life and dignity.

To solve Xiao Ranran, she must first have money.

After being decadent throughout her freshman year, she founded the "Your Satisfaction" training class in her sophomore year. At the same time, Xiao Ranran was also admitted to Imperial University.

The chances of her meeting Xiao Ranran at school skyrocketed, which made her feel a little anxious again. Not only did she have to endure meeting Xiao Ranran at home, but she also had to endure meeting him at school anytime. The last respite was the training class, so When Xiao Ranran proposed to join, she refused decisively.

The price of refusal was that Xiao Ranran, who hadn't touched her for a year, suddenly became angry, causing her to ask for two days off.

But even so, she still didn't let go, she mocked Xiao Ranran unceremoniously.

[I still don't know how you got your grades, what qualifications do you have to enter my training class?You are shameless and I still need word of mouth. I can't let you ruin the career I have built so hard. 】

[It's just a training course, what kind of career is it?If you want, I can send you a school. Do you like elementary school, junior high school or high school?Or all in one?Otherwise, college is fine. 】

Xiao Ranran's light and light tone shattered the self-confidence she had just built up. She could not reach Xiao Ranran's height in her whole life. hope.

Fortunately, there was Liu Yi by her side. Seeing Liu Yi reminded her of Liu Jianhui, remembering the simple but very philosophical words Liu Jianhui said to her in the hospital corridor.

[As long as you have a breath, you can still toss. 】

Yes, grandma has passed away, but she is still alive, she can still struggle, as long as she has a breath, she must never give up!

She wants to make Xiao Ranran pay the price, she wants to get rid of Xiao Ranran completely!

Liu Yi said that to take revenge on a person, one must target her weakness, if Xiao Ranran is afraid of losing something, we will take it away.

What is Xiao Ranran afraid of losing?It seems to be... her!

That's right, isn't Xiao Ranran the one who cares most about her? !

The problem that had been troubling her before was solved in an instant, and she suddenly realized that Xiao Ranran cared about her most. If she left Xiao Ranran, Xiao Ranran would definitely be in pain. Isn't this the best revenge?

There are no more than two ways to "leave", one is life and separation, the other is death, death is the worst policy, life and separation is the best.

Just imagine, if she leaves Xiao Ranran to marry and have children with someone else, Xiao Ranran can only watch, how comfortable would it be?

But this is just an imagination, Xiao Ranran might kill her husband and children if she goes crazy, she can't take such a big risk for a moment of pleasure.

From this point of view, is the only choice to die?

Farewell is not enough, if she could die, she would have died on the day of grandma's death, so there is no need to wait until now.

Since life and death are not enough, and death is not enough, can you make a synthesis?On the surface, it looks like a farewell, but in fact it is a life separation, which is the legendary "death escape".

If she escapes to death, she can escape safely, but also make Xiao Ranran feel miserable. As long as Xiao Ranran is sure that she didn't want to die by herself, but died by accident, she will not point the finger at Liu Jianhui and Liu Yi, and Xiao Ranran will not look for them. trouble.

Having found the best solution, all that remains is how to put the solution into action.

This is not a novel or TV drama, and there is no medicine for feigning death, even if there is, she would not dare to leave the "dead body" to Xiao Ranran. Firstly, there is a risk of being exposed, and secondly, she may be burned alive in the crematorium.

In the event of an accident that does not leave a dead body, it is best to fall into the big river and the sea. In such a vast water area, trying to salvage a dead body is simply a dream, and it is much more reliable than falling off a cliff.

Moreover, the most important thing is that she can't swim, this Xiao Ranran has always known that it is easier for her to pretend to be an accident.

But the relationship between her and Xiao Ranran is so tense, how can they go on a cruise together without arousing suspicion?Moreover, after the death escape, it is best for her to leave Huaxia, so that she can continue the rest of her life without any scruples.

After thinking about it, she finally made a plan that was the easiest to realize at that time.

She wants to stay dormant until she graduates from university, and improve her relationship with Xiao Ranran during this period, so as to numb Xiao Ranran's nerves, and then run away when Xiao Ranran thinks that she really loves her and takes her on a cruise.

At the same time, she has to actively develop Bao You Satisfaction, firstly, she can create the illusion that she has no intention of going abroad at all, secondly, she can save money to prepare for going abroad, thirdly, she can use busyness as an excuse to reduce contact with Xiao Ranran, Give yourself room to breathe.

After making up her mind, she began to pay attention to Li Ranran's every move towards her, trying to find a suitable point to show her softening attitude, so that it would be reasonable and not arouse Xiao Ranran's suspicion.

In the past, she was very annoying to Xiao Ranran, even before tearing her face apart, she had no interest in Xiao Ranran, it was impossible to observe Xiao Ranran, this was the first time she paid attention to her so seriously.

She found that li xuanran didn' t like cooking at all, and it was easy to say that he didn't like cooking. li xuanran hated cooking very much, especially the smell of oily smoke.

When Xiao Ranran is alone, he either orders takeaway or eats out. He would rather be hungry than cook even a pack of instant noodles for himself.

But if she was at home, even if she said she was not hungry, Xiao Ranran would run to the kitchen to make her a supper, and hold her mobile phone to study how to bake biscuits and how to make crispy pork belly.

She also discovered that Xiao Ranran was not really keen on pornography, and Xiao Ranran could bear not to touch her for a whole year. During this period, he didn't go to see other women or look for small movies on the Internet, and he didn't even kiss her at all. , as long as he can see her every day, Xiao Ranran seems to be satisfied.

She also discovered that Xiao Ranran was actually very business-minded. Xiao Ranran's mother often called Xiao Ranran to ask him about venture capital. Xiao Ranran could always accurately point out the pros and cons of the target project and the possible development prospects.

She had to admit that it didn't matter whether Xiao Ranran went to college or not. Repeating the third year of high school was a waste of time, and even being tied to college for four years was hindering Xiao Ranran's business development.

In particular, Xiao Ranran chose the same major as her, which did not help Xiao Ranran himself, it was purely to get closer to her.

However, she found that these were nothing, the strangest thing was that every time Xiao Ranran lost her temper, she would hide in the bathroom alone for a while, usually about 2-10 minutes, and when she came out again, no matter how scary she was before, she would recover as before.Once she clearly heard a voice other than Xiao Ranran's in the bathroom, but when she opened the door, there was only Xiao Ranran alone.

Of course, the temper tantrum mentioned here is not an ordinary small temper, but a big anger.

For example, Xiao Ranran sent a senior chasing her into the ICU as soon as she was a freshman, while she hid in the bathroom and came out five or six minutes later.

If it was someone else, she might care about why this happened, but if it was Xiao Ranran, she didn't want to explore at all.

She didn't want to know whether li xuanran was really mentally ill, nor did she want to know what kind of tragic experience li xuanran had gone through to become what she is now. No matter what the reason, she would never forgive li xuanran.

She suddenly didn't want to observe Xiao Ranran anymore. She didn't want to know the details of Xiao Ranran's kindness to her.

She didn't wait for Xiao Ranran to create a node to ease the relationship, she got herself drunk and gave Xiao Ranran this opportunity.

Xiao Ranran took care of her who was going crazy because of drinking, she pretended to be drunk and cried that she not only hated Xiao Ranran, but also hated herself.

【Why are you being so nice to me?How can I hate you like this?You are the murderer of grandma, I can't forgive you, I can't. 】

She beat Xiao Ranran and cried, and the fake crying became real crying.

[I hate you Xiao Ranran, I hate you!But I hate myself even more... I hate that I can't hate you purely, I hate that I hate you to death, but I still dream of you kissing me and asking for me.I... I'm abnormal, I'm sick, I must be sick!I can't have Stockholm, absolutely not. 】

Xiao Ranran hugged her and kissed her tear-stained face, she took advantage of the situation and hugged Xiao Ranran tightly.

That night, the lingering relationship was logical, she hugged Xiao Ranran tightly, and sobbed "I can't like you, I don't like you" all night, she didn't know if this night was enough for Xiao Ranran to interpret "dislike" As "like", she only knew that she was still disgusted by Xiao Ranran's touch.

On the second day, she still showed disgust towards li xuanran, but she deliberately showed changes in some details.

When she "accidentally" ran into Xiao Ranran taking a bath, she would be "stunned" and come out with "dodgy eyes". When Xiao Ranran finished taking a bath, she would see her with flushed cheeks.

Of course, she wouldn't let Xiao Ranran find her rubbing her blushing palms.

When she was "asleep", she would "subconsciously" get into Xiao Ranran's arms, and only when Xiao Ranran hugged her could she sleep peacefully.

She would also smile "uncontrollably" when Xiao Ranran picked her up, and when she realized that she had smiled, she immediately sullenly put on a cold look.

Xiao Ranran is ice-snow smart, even if he is a fan of the authorities, he can still taste the difference after a long time.

Xiao Ranran started to get her drunk intentionally or unintentionally, and then asked her if she liked him after she was "drunk".

She imitated the last time and showed "like", but she just didn't say "like".

It is impossible for her to really say that sentence, even if she knows she has done everything, it is ridiculous to insist on such a trivial matter.

But this is her last life-saving straw, her only remaining self-esteem, and her last insistence that she is convinced that she is still herself.She would rather endure the nausea and let Xiao Ranran do whatever she wanted, but she must persist.

Fortunately, even without these words, the relationship between her and Xiao Ranran was "improving" little by little, and everything was moving in the direction she wanted.

She finally stopped being cold to Li Ranran, and finally started to smile at Li Ranran, and finally she was able to sit on the sofa with Li Ranran and watch movies, and even discuss a few movie reviews.

Her transformation was natural, and Xiao Ranran had no doubts at all, except that she would still be unhappy because of "competition and jealousy", but with her guidance, Xiao Ranran also began to move closer from "martial fighting" to "literary fighting".

For example, in the past, when she got angry, she would only hit people, but now she secretly expels people from school/bankrupts. This is more concealed, and many times she doesn't notice it at all, and the friction is reduced accordingly.

Seeing that graduation is approaching, she and Xiao Ranran have "dissolved the past", in order to make Xiao Ranran feel more pain when she "die", and also to add an insurance for Liu Jianhui and Liu Yi, she is getting better and better towards Xiao Ranran , and referring to the interaction between the heroine and the heroine in the idol drama, it is not to obey Xiao Ranran, but to be angry, to act coquettishly, to care, to... seduce and seduce.

In Liu Yi's words, this is called entering the play.

Of course, Liu Yi didn't know her plan. Liu Yi's acting skills were not good, and she was afraid that Liu Yi would show her feet. Liu Yi only knew that she planned to leave Xiao Ranran after graduation.

Moreover, this plan is actually a dead end, and there are many dangers in it.For example, she doesn't know how to swim, and there are vast rivers and seas, will she really act like a water ghost?

In the past two years, she has been secretly learning to swim, and is constantly improving the self-rescue plan after entering the water, but it is impossible to be foolproof.

But she is not afraid, anyway, every day she lives is one day of earning, and she has already earned two years more.

The closer she got to graduation, the more anxious she became. She hoped that time would go faster and faster. She couldn't bear to continue to play sweet love with Xiao Ranran. She...she hated Xiao Ranran's touch, and she didn't even think about it for a moment. stay with her.

Finally, she graduated, got her graduation certificate, and the road ahead has been paved. She deliberately watched the video of Haicheng in front of Xiao Ranran, and stared at the screen in a daze. Xiao Ranran naturally thought of Haicheng Jiaotong University and grandma .

[Do you want to visit Haicheng? 】

[No, I don't want to. 】

[But I thought about it, why don't you accompany me to see it? 】

She half-pushed and half-assed, feeling sad for her full of scheming from when she had no heart at the beginning to now.

Traveling soon came up on the agenda. Before departure, she went to the cemetery to see her grandma, and she could only tell her grandma silently in her heart when she was full.

——Grandma, you have a spirit in the sky, bless me all the best.

Grandma has a spirit in the sky, and it is incredible that everything goes smoothly. It is not necessary for her to offer to take a boat trip on the river, and Xiao Ranran invites her.

Standing on the deck, looking at the sparkling river in the night, Xiao Ranran's beautiful eyes shone brightly and her long eyelashes were dizzy in the light of lights, as beautiful as the tiny star at the end of the Milky Way.

The author has something to say: ① From Marx's "Critique of Hegel's Philosophy of Right"