love rival is medicine

She travels through time, not daring to get close, not being able to interfere, and can only watch silently. If she is still the one who has been eroded by black energy, she will definitely be taken away and not repaired, regardless of whether the world will collapse or not.

But now, she can't, she hasn't cultivated for so long, and has been assimilated by the thought of not cultivating, she can no longer disregard her life.

Her non-cultivation, how uncomfortable would it be for such a kind person to be eroded by black energy to that extent?

She can't help hurting others while loathing herself for hurting others. She understands this pain better than anyone else.

But she is used to being a villain, she has been used to it for a long time, and she has never done bad things without cultivating. She must be very guilty and sad, right?After hurting her every time, it must be very painful, right?

She remembered how remorseful and desperate Buxiu must have been at that time when Buxiu stood still and did not let Liu Jianhui and Liu Yi fight after her grandma died?She had suspected early on that she might have a mental illness if she didn't cultivate, why didn't she try to understand her?Why didn't you explain things right away?

If she explained immediately when she was pushed down by Buxiu, grandma wouldn't be so angry to death.

She always resented not cultivating her grandma to death, but she never thought about her own fault, she also has an inescapable responsibility!

She didn't dare to go back in time, and she didn't dare to verify the pain of Buxiu facing the erosion of black energy alone.

She is a cowardly person. She used to rely on black energy to act recklessly, but now she is cowardly and dare not face it. No wonder Buxiu doesn't love her. She hates herself, so why should such a good Buxiu like her?

Xiao Ranran will fall in love with Gu Buxiu just because she is influenced by her spirit body, the real Buxiu will not be able to fall in love with a demon like her even if he dies.

She had never realized this fact so clearly...the fact that she would never be able to fall in love with herself unless she repaired it.

Her heart ached to the point of numbness, her whole body was infected, and her fingertips were so cold that there was no warmth at all.

She rubbed her hands together and took a breath of warm air into her palms. This is an uncultivated body, and she can't just freeze and uncultivate.

She is curled up in the uncultivated body of the future, and if she does not cultivate, she will stay in the uncultivated body of the past.

They had the same face, the same face she loved so much that it hurt to breathe.

After Buxiu finished taking notes, she stared blankly out of the window. For some reason, she always felt that Buxiu wanted to see the stars, but in broad daylight, where did the stars come from?

Buxiu looked at it for a long time before turning his head to look at the apple-peeling grandma, and said a word softly.

【Grandma...is still alive...】

It's not a question, it's a statement.

Grandma wanted to laugh, but it was so ridiculous that it was uglier than crying, so she didn't embarrass herself at all, and lowered her head to wipe away her old tears.

[Yes, grandma is still alive, grandma has the honor of her precious granddaughter, she can't die no matter how old she is, and even went abroad to live in a high-end ward to enjoy the blessings. 】

Grandma peeled the apple and handed it to Buxiu. Buxiu took the apple and took a bite.

【So sweet...】

Buxiu's voice was faint, like light rain from the south of the Yangtze River, falling gently on the lotus leaves.

Grandma wiped away her tears and smiled.

[Eat more if it’s sweet, and I’ll cut another one for you. 】

Grandma peeled another apple, the red skin was removed, and the apricot-yellow flesh was crisp and sweet.

Holding the apple with her slender fingers, she ate it in small bites, discarded the core after eating, and then ate the third one, as if she hadn't tasted sweetness for a long time, and the end of her eyes turned red as she ate it. I thought I would cry if I didn't cultivate, but I didn't.

Buxiu calmly ate two apples, did not contact Fourth Sister, and did not inquire about how grandma came back from the dead. She seemed to have forgotten that she was Xiao Ranran, and calmly accepted everything in front of her.

When the news came that Ma Ye had been arrested, Bu Xiu didn't respond.

When the fugitive who attacked her in the corridor was caught, he didn't react without repair.

When the Xiao family came to ask her about Xiao Ranran's whereabouts, Buxiu still didn't respond.

It wasn't until Liu Yi's leg was completely healed that Bu Xiu finally laughed.

After that day, Buxiu felt like a softener had been injected into his veins, his whole person was incredibly gentle, no matter what the situation was, he spoke softly, with a faint smile on his face.

When Buxiu was discharged from the hospital and returned home, he got up early every day, cooked breakfast, lunch and dinner for his grandma, just like when Xiao Ranran was still pleasing to cook for her every day, the meals were not repeated, and every meal was exquisite.

During those six months, except for grocery shopping, Buxiu hardly ever went out. After cooking, he would go back to his room and drink a cup of green bamboo leaves, or stand in front of the window and watch the white clouds and flying birds, or lean on the bedside and casually flip through two pages of a book. , The days are as quiet as water.

I don’t know when, disasters began to be broadcast on TV, such as earthquakes, tsunamis, mountain torrents, locust plagues... Grandma was worried when watching it, and kept talking about the year of the rat all day long. When it was broadcast to the heavy rain in East China, Buxiu finally went out.

Buxiu went to Xiao's house, didn't go in, just stood outside the door, from evening to late at night, watched the cars of Xiao Qingyang and Qiao Guiqin drive into the yard one after another, stared at the lights in their bedroom until they went out, then turned and left .

On the third day, Buxiu went to the countryside by car, and watched from a distance the old lady Xiao who was sitting at the entrance of the village with a bench chatting with her seven aunts and eight aunts. She didn't leave until the sky darkened and the people dispersed.

On the third day, Buxiu went to see Fang Luoshi and Yuan Chen again, but he didn't show up either, and only took a look from a distance.

On the fourth day, Buxiu went to the third sister's house. The third sister was sensitive, so Buxiu couldn't come and go quietly, but was caught by the third sister.

The third sister asked if she didn't repair, was she worried about Xiao Wu?

Buxiu didn't answer, but just said lightly: "Thank you."

This thank you pierced her heart, and she knew better than anyone what she was thanking for not cultivating.

[Thank you Mingxuan for helping me escape Su Chengxian successfully in my previous life. 】

The kindness of the previous life, I have not remembered it until now...

If you don’t cultivate, don’t you really understand?The third sister is not really helping her, the third sister is just using her.

Sisters of the Gu family don't care about anyone except their own family members. As long as it doesn't affect the world order, whoever dies and whoever lives will be tortured.

Including herself is the same, without a cold heart, how to maintain order?

The third sister didn't save her because Buxiu was the only one who could save her. If she was allowed to go crazy, the black energy would have devoured her before the day Buxiu completely purified her.

If you don’t cultivate, you are so smart and clear, and you have such an obvious truth, why did you come here to express your thanks?You should ask Third Sister why she turned you into Xiao Ranran, and you should resent our family.

But this is not cultivating, she will always remember the kindness of others, even if there is only a little bit, and she seldom cares about others' bad treatment to her, unless...it cannot be forgiven anyway.

Buxiu hasn't looked for anyone else since seeing his third sister. He spent his [-]th birthday with grandma and cooked a table full of delicious food, including the time-consuming, labor-intensive and food-intensive Buddha jumping over the wall.

On the seventh day after grandma's birthday, Buxiu contacted Liu Yi and asked Liu Yi to accompany her to Haicheng.

Haicheng's night is full of neon lights, full of tourists, bustling and noisy, standing alone by the river and blowing the humid wind, without the body temperature of the handshake, the lonely fingertips will still be cold.

Buxiu curled up his fingers and looked at the little boat lights on the river. The reflection of the lights on the sparkling water and the stars in the night sky complemented each other, as if he had returned to the night of the cruise ship. , and put the oath ring on her.

The ring... the ring...

She only wore the ring for one night before she threw it into the vast river.

Her heart ached like a twist, if she didn't look at the river, she didn't look at it.

Buxiu's clear eyes reflected the stars and river fire, her lustrous red lips curled up suddenly, and her bright smile exploded like fireworks, so beautiful that she couldn't turn her eyes away.

She stared at that smile obsessively, and couldn't help but want to touch Buxiu's face. She stretched out her hand and approached it a little bit. She didn't dare to change history, but just touched it lightly. It doesn't matter, right?

The icy fingertips approached little by little, and suddenly the fluorescence flashed, and Buxiu abandoned himself, and with the remaining power of the guardian, he disappeared at the end of the world in the blink of an eye.

She hurried to follow, but only caught the last ray of stardust. There is nothingness outside the world, there is no time, and it cannot be traced back.

She stood in emptiness for a moment, then turned around abruptly and plunged into the rolling river!

ring!her ring! !

The river water poured into the eye sockets, sore and stinging, and warm liquid gushed out and dissipated in the vast water.

Where?Where did it fall?

Even the Guardians of Time and Space cannot easily find the ordinary ring without any power properties.

The author has something to say: Let’s finish the text tomorrow, I hope it’s not a flag.