soul resonance

Xu Heqi didn't want to force Zhou Duo, so he didn't ask any more questions after that, but just tried his best to spend time with him.Zhou Duo seemed to have sensed Xu Heqi's intentions, and worked hard to adjust himself.

This episode of illness lasted about 10 days, and Zhou Duo was finally able to continue going to school after the psychiatrist finished the examination.

The weather was still cold, and it was foggy in the morning, and the visibility on the street was extremely low. Basically, it was difficult to see people more than ten meters away.

Xu Hexi pushed open the door, and saw Zhou Duo standing in the same place waiting for him again.

He smiled and ran over quickly, hugged Zhou Duo and kissed him fiercely, "You can go to school now? Has the doctor seen it? What did he say?"

Zhou Duo circled his passionate boyfriend, letting his dense kisses land on his cheeks and lips, with a smile in his eyes, "The doctor checked and said that he can go back to school, it's best to go out more often, Don't stay at home."

Whether it is bipolar disorder or depression, staying at home for a long time is not a good treatment. Going out more, looking at the scenery outside more, and adjusting your mood are the most important.

So once the onset period passed, the doctor advised Zhou Duo to resume life and study as soon as possible.

"It's so cold, why didn't you bring a scarf?" Looking at Xu Heqi's bare neck, Zhou Duo quickly took off his scarf and wrapped it around him.

"I forgot." The scarf still had Zhou Duo's question on it, and Xu Heqi rubbed it nostalgicly, "There are more than ten days until the final exam, let's go on a trip together after the exam."

This was the decision that Xu Heqi made in the past two days. He overturned all his previous plans. He originally wanted to improve Zhou Duo's performance during the winter vacation, but now he only hopes that the other party will do well.

The matter of traveling was actually based on the advice of the doctor, and he adopted it without much consideration.

He wanted to try everything that could help Zhou Duo's condition.

Zhou Duo was a little surprised. He thought for a while and replied, "Let's talk about the travel after we finish the college entrance examination. Didn't we agree to study together during the winter vacation?"

He spoke seriously, his eyes sparkled in the mist, and he never gave up studying even when he was ill. Although his head was full of negative thoughts that Xu Heqi would leave him, his subconscious was struggling to survive.

He didn't give up, he still remembered what they said before, to go to a better and farther place together.

Xu Heqi's eyes were filled with mist, and his mouth was pursed with a smiley expression. He kissed Zhou Duo's lips fiercely, biting his lower lip lightly with his teeth.

Thank you for not giving up on our future even though you were suffering from illness.

After the kiss was over and the two parted, Zhou Duo chased after and licked Xu Heqi's lips, and the rose was stained with dew in the early morning.

"Let's go to school first, how to arrange the holidays, we will discuss later." There is still a final period to pass.

"Okay." Zhou Duo got on the motorcycle, holding Xu Heqi by the hand and letting him hug him tightly.

The roar pierced through the quiet morning as usual. It may be because of the use of a windshield, or it may be that the fog was too heavy and Zhou Duo drove too slowly, or Xu Heqi was warmed up by his boyfriend early in the morning. In short, , he felt that this morning was not as cold as usual.

As the motorcycle disappeared in the fog, the door of Xu's family was gently closed at this time, and the forgotten scarf revealed a secret love.

Time passed quickly, and it was the end of the term in a blink of an eye.

Zhou Duo's mood has been very stable during this period, and Xu Heqi gradually became less worried.

After the exam, the two of them didn't stay at school and quickly returned home, sitting in the bedroom and counting the final grades.

"Brother, you are so good, it seems that you can at least pass the 570 exam!" After finishing the last class, Xu Heqi held Zhou Duo's hand and said excitedly, "You have raised nearly [-] points in one semester. The next semester will only increase by half, so we can go wherever we want!"

"The front has fallen too much, so it takes time to make up for it, and it will rise quickly, and it will not be so easy later." Although it was because the front was too bad, the score increased so fast, but seeing Xu Heqi happy Zhou Duo was also very happy with his appearance, "Besides, I'm not really good here. You have passed the 710 exam, so you are really good."

The smelly couple praised each other so much that they both felt that the other was more powerful

"By the way, don't leave for a while, why don't you have dinner at my house, and sleep at my place tonight?" Xu Heqi blushed a little as he said that, it didn't sound right.

"Okay." Zhou Duo's Adam's apple rolled, and he swallowed, obviously nothing had happened, but he just couldn't control the reverie in his heart.

"I'll go talk to my mother!" Seeing Zhou Duo's agreement, Xu Heqi immediately got up and walked to the window, and said to Xu's mother who was watering the flowers in the yard: "Mom, brother Duo is eating at our house today. Sleep with me at night, cook more for dinner!"

Xu's mother looked into the house from the yard, her hand holding the kettle was tightened, her eyes were a little unclear, as if she was very tangled.

"Mom, did you hear that?"

Seeing no one answered, Xu Heqi roared again by the window.

"Hey, I heard." Mother Xu responded with a slight sigh, and the tangled color in her eyes deepened.

"Baby, come here, I have something to tell you." Looking at the back of Xu Heqi who was talking to his mother by the window, Zhou Duo let out a foul breath, half a month had passed since his last attack, he I still remember that he said at that time that he hoped that Xu Heqi would wait for him and give him some more time before he would tell him everything about himself.

He has thought about it for a long time these days, leaving aside the uncontrollable emotions and nerves at the time of the attack, he actually doesn't want to escape anymore.

Every day with Xu Heqi can give him more courage. Instead of doubting that the other party will leave in the uneasy, it is better to give himself a good time.

Still the same sentence, he never thought of having the other party from the beginning.

Many days have been stolen now, even if it is lost, it will be enough for the rest of my life to reminisce, isn't it?

"What's wrong?" Xu Heqi withdrew from the window and returned to Zhou Duo's side. There was no sofa in the bedroom, only a desk and a chair. For convenience, the two of them sat directly on the bed, and the door was blocked. He locked it behind his back, no one would come in, he hugged Zhou Duo from the back brazenly.

He felt that he was infected by Zhou Duo. Before, it was obvious that the other party always wanted to stick to him, but now he always likes to get on Zhou Duo when he has nothing to do.

But in fact, they don't understand that the desire for the other person's body is rooted in a deeper level of insecurity. Because they are afraid of losing, they want to lock the other person tightly in their arms.

"I...I want to talk to you about my affairs." Zhou Duo spoke with difficulty, and his throat became dry before he could say anything.

Xu Heqi leaned his chin on the opponent's shoulder, gave a soft "hmm", then said nothing, and did not rush the opponent.

Zhou Duo lowered his head slowly, not knowing where to start.

Today's weather is not bad, the sun can shine through the window, and a bunch of it just fell on Xu Heqi's fingertips. At this time, his hand was passing Zhou Duo's shoulder and hanging on his chest, Zhou Duo couldn't hold back the kiss and swallowed a beam of light.

"I don't know where to start, or you should ask, and I will tell you what you want to know."

Xu Heqi chuckled, "Let's talk about how much money your family has in savings first." He made a joke, trying to make Zhou Duo relax, but unexpectedly, he asked about the origin of all the troubles.

"My biological father's family is quite rich. I don't know the exact assets, but when I left, their company's market value was more than 100 billion. But all of this has nothing to do with me. I am an illegitimate child."

He trembled when he talked about the illegitimate child, and seeing that Xu Heqi didn't respond, he continued, "You should be able to tell, I don't have a good relationship with my mother, because she is really not a good person, of course we are in the same line as her." Naturally, I am not a good thing.”

"But my adoptive father is a very good person. After a few days of education, a beast should know some manners and shame. So after being raised by him for a few years, my mother and I also had some disagreements."

Xu Heqi kissed Zhou Duo's ear distressedly, and slid his hands around his waist, hoping to give him all the sense of peace of mind.

"My mother is cold, ruthless, and shameless. She is a complete egoist. Whether it is against morality or trampling on the law, she will do whatever is beneficial to her."

"20 years ago, she seduced Gu Huai'an, the second youngest of the Gu family, for money and status. Unfortunately, Mrs. Gu and Gu Huai'an's first wife are not easy to mess with, so when she was pregnant with me, Gu Huai'an gave up on her."

"Originally, I shouldn't have been born, but my mother has a physical problem and can't get rid of me, so in order to make myself feel better, she lied to my adoptive father. My adoptive father likes her, so she framed me as a villain to me. Adoptive father, let my adoptive father help others raise their children for ten years."

"My adoptive father has always been very kind to her, and has never doubted my identity. Originally, if she was willing to settle down, she would be able to live a good life, but she is greedy."

When Zhou Duo said this, his voice became full of disgust. Zhou's mother's insatiable greed completely pulled him into the quagmire. Of course, he did not blame his mother for all the crimes. Zhou Duo felt that he was not a good person.

"When I was ten years old, Gu Huai'an found Zhou Mantong and wanted to recognize me back because my first wife didn't have a son." He didn't want to call this woman his mother anymore. The adoptive father is only a well-known writer, so what Zhou Mantong will do is actually not a matter of thinking."

"She left without the slightest bit of nostalgia, completely disregarding my adoptive father's kindness to her, and whether I wanted to or not, so she stuffed me into the Gu family."

"She never cared about me when I was a child. I was brought up by my adoptive father. Although I didn't like her, my adoptive father said that she almost died when she gave birth to me, so no matter what, I felt that she was mine. Mother."

"I don't want to stay in the Gu family. I begged her to take me back to my adoptive father, but she lied to me that my adoptive father didn't want me anymore, because my existence was a mistake. Only when I became the owner of the Gu family, my adoptive father will forgive me."

"For this, I fought desperately with those legitimate children of the Gu family, trying to occupy the magpie's nest."

The Gu family is not a good family. The competition for the successor of the Gu family is cruel. They gather all the children together and watch them devour each other like a gu.

When I was young at the beginning, I may be able to advance if I win a certain exam, or I may be able to advance if I complete a certain requirement.

There are generous rewards behind every promotion quota. For these rewards, children must learn to calculate others from the very beginning. No matter what method you use, as long as you can win, you will have an extra possibility to inherit the Gu family.

That period of time was simply Zhou Duo's childhood nightmare. The Song family had a clean and upright family style, and everyone had a high moral standard. Although Zhou Duo was still young, Song Zhiyi taught him very well.

But everything in the Gu family is different, if he wants to win, he has to abandon the principles Song Zhiyi taught him and become a dog.

The etiquette and morality in his heart and his despicable behavior pulled him extremely, making him miserable.

The most important thing is that he was still very young at that time, and in such an environment every day, he could easily overwhelm the evil. It was only five or six years ago, and he had completely changed his appearance.

The age of 17 is the real beginning of the Gu family's heir competition. If they were just grabbing food before, then at the age of 17, the Gu worms will really start to devour each other, because they can inherit the shares after they are full.

They have to get more people out, and they will do whatever it takes.

"I have harmed someone." These four words made Zhou Duo miserable, "Zhou Mantong said the last step, as long as I can kill Gu Boss' son, then I will be the last heir of the Gu family."

"He is not in good health, Zhou Mantong gave me medicine..."

"I don't believe it." Xu Heqi turned Zhou Duo's body around and let him sit face to face with him, "I don't believe it, you didn't listen to your mother, did you?"

If Zhou Duo had really done this, he would definitely not be what he is now. A person who can trample on other people's lives would not feel guilty for his disgraceful background, nor would he feel pain because of his past actions.

Only now did Xu Heqi understand why the other party always felt that he would leave him, because Zhou Duo always felt that he was filthy and guilty. He merged himself with his mother and condemned all the evil things the other party did. Passed on to himself, bearing all the sins.

He divided them into the same type of people. He thought that people like mothers were not worthy of being loved, so he was not worthy either.

Even if you get it, you will lose it eventually.

But what Zhou Duo doesn't know is that the moral bottom line in his heart has always existed, and he and his mother are two completely different people.

And Xu Heqi firmly believed in this.