soul resonance

Zhou Duo didn't want to disturb Xu Heqi with these troubles. He can solve the matter by himself, so there is no need for one more person to worry, so he quickly changed the topic.

The two chatted back and forth, waiting for Xu Heqi to arrive at the destination before putting away the phone.

At the end of the new year, there are many people who come to buy things, and the supermarket is basically crowded. Xu Heqi and Xu's mother squeezed together for a while before they got together the things they wanted to buy.

Walking out with big bags and small bags, I saw someone selling flowers at the entrance of the supermarket. The branches of wintersweet were grown in water, and the thin branches that were ready to bloom were placed in transparent glass vases and could be grown for more than ten days.

"Do you want to buy flowers?" There are not many flowers blooming in the yard in winter, except for some red-orange firecracker flowers entangled on some fences, there are no other colors.

Xu's mother likes to live a more romantic life, and she usually likes to take care of these things.

"Let's buy some." Xu Heqi looked at the small flower buds in the bottle that were about to bloom, and the flowers were yellow and waxy, and he also thought it was cute.

"Big beauty, little handsome guy, buy some and go home. I have planted these flowers for a while, and they will bloom in just two days after buying them." The flower seller saw their mother and son standing at the door, and took the initiative to solicit business. "Even if this flower is in bloom, it can bloom for several days. Look at the bright yellow color, rich and noble! Your family will definitely get rich in the coming year."

"Make me two pots." Mama Xu said cheerfully, everyone likes to hear good things.

Xu Heqi first put the purchased New Year's goods in the taxi, and then ran back to carry the flowers. The glass bottles were not big and he could carry one in his arms.

"Put the flowers in the living room." As soon as I got home and just put down the things, Mother Xu began to give instructions.

"Okay." Xu Heqi nodded, and quickly put the vase on the coffee table, but it was a bit cumbersome to put two bottles together, so he put one bottle on the dining table near the kitchen.

The flowers were still in the shape of small buds, and they didn't look so good in the living room. Xu Heqi thought that maybe the flowers would bloom when Brother Duo came back.

Thinking of this, he took out his mobile phone to take a photo of Lamei, and sent a rare post on Moments, with the text: [At four o'clock in the morning, I saw the Begonia flower sleepless. 】

How to put it, it is 10:30 in the morning, and the flower in the picture is not a crabapple, so the picture and the text do not match.

But when Zhou Duo swiped into this circle of friends, he immediately understood what he meant—at 04:30 in the morning, I saw Haitang Huaweishui, and I always felt that you should be by my side at this time.

He was the first to reply: [I miss you too. 】

Next is the group of silly friends.

【6＋】: Wang Wang, the dog abuse of cultural people.

[You Old Xu]: Little Brother Xianhe Duo is not with you, and I want to explain that I will invite you out to hang out tomorrow.

[Qing]: Woohoo, when will it be my turn for sweet love, oh, I already have it, hee hee.

[book Li Yu]: Hahaha little crane, you are not a crabapple but a wintersweet

[Bell]: Tell me loudly, who is the most uneducated at a glance.

[6＋] Reply to [Bell]: Laugh to death, be bold @[book李yu]

[Sunny] Reply [Bell]: I told you not to @【book李yu】

[You drop Lao Xu] Reply [Bell]: Yes, no @【book李yu】

[A bowl of porridge] Reply to [Bell]: Although I don’t know what you guys are talking about, the formation can’t fall @【book李yu】

[Two bowls of porridge] Reply to [Bell]: Same as above @[book李yu]

After Xu Heqi saw Zhou Duo's reply, he put away his phone contentedly. He didn't care about @【book李yu】, which was already full of screens below. Anyway, what he wanted to tell had already been accepted, so he left it to others. to make trouble.

After a simple lunch, Xu's mother took a broom and said to Xu Heqi: "Let's do the cleaning in the afternoon, so as to save trouble later."

There was nothing wrong with Xu Heqi, he also wanted to find something to do, so he didn't have time to think about Zhou Duo when he was busy.So the mother and son started work and cleaned the house inside and out.

Compared with noon, Xu's mother cooks a much richer dinner. After all, it is a small New Year's Eve, so there is still a sense of ritual. If you can't finish eating, you can put it in the refrigerator.

Unable to spend the new year with Zhou Duo, Xu Heqi thought about making a video for Zhou Duo while his mother was still cooking the last dish, but no one responded to the message.

Now he is very sensitive about Zhou Duo's failure to reply to his messages, and he has an intuition that something bad has happened.

When Xu's mother came out with the last dish, she looked at him with a bad face and asked, "What's the matter, the dishes that mother made are not delicious."

"No, it's delicious." Xu Heqi forced himself to cheer up and smiled at Xu's mother.

"Then why do you look so unhappy?" Thinking that the child has been like this these past few days, she sighed and asked hesitantly: "Tell me honestly, did you quarrel with Xiaoduo?"

Mother Xu felt that since she found out that her son had an unusual relationship with his good friend, the index of sighing had skyrocketed.

Xu Heqi was stunned for a moment, not understanding why his mother said that, "Why, I didn't quarrel with Brother Duo."

"Really?" Xu's mother didn't believe it, "Then why hasn't he come to our house these days, I don't think you're in a good mood."

When children fall in love, people worry about it. Don't let them be together, it will definitely make a fuss. Let them be together because you are afraid that the quarrel will be inappropriate and hurt others and yourself.

She has no advanced ideas, and always feels that it is awkward for two boys to be together, but she also understands that things like feelings cannot be talked about by outsiders. Back then, she was also free in love, and her family disagreed. Didn't she just marry Xu's father out of nowhere?

She judges others by herself, and it is not good for her to intervene in her son's affairs. All the external conditions of love and love are false, and the two people's hearts are the most important thing.

A child will always be a child in her heart, but she can't treat Xu Heqi like a child forever. As she gets older, she has to learn to look at each other at the same level.

"You've been distracted these days, and the worry in your eyes is almost overflowing. If you ask you, you don't say anything. Mom respects you and doesn't ask too many questions, but mom hopes that you will be more mature in your relationship."

"Mom..." Xu Hexi shook his hands, his heart beat a little faster, and he always felt that his mother had something to say, "Brother Duo and I really didn't quarrel."

"If you don't quarrel, don't quarrel. What are you doing so nervous? Let's eat first." Xu's mother smiled and didn't say anything more. Looking at Xu Heqi's flustered eyes, she knew that the two children were also afraid of this relationship. of.

This matter itself is different from ordinary people, the two are young, the pressure from the society, the pressure from the family, I am afraid that the two children have not been at ease.

"Mom, do you like Brother Duo? Do you think he is good?" Xu Heqi tentatively asked, thinking about it, he always wondered if his mother had noticed something.

"I like it, Xiaoduo is a good boy like you." Mother Xu replied gently.

"Then if the two of us make you angry, can you forgive us?"

"That depends on what matters. Mom and Dad have taught you to be helpful, abide by the bottom line of morality, and abide by the law since childhood, right?"

"I know, it's not about this, it's... something else." Xu Heqi was so nervous that he almost buried his face in the bowl. He wanted to tell his mother about his being with Zhou Duo, but I am afraid that my mother will blame me.

I had no choice but to say some specious words and wanted to ask for a promise.

"Since it's not a violation of the law or a violation of morals, then why can't mother forgive me?" Xu's mother put down the tableware and touched Xu Heqi's head, knowing his inner struggle, and gave him a reassurance, " You always have to remember that mom loves you, so she will always be by your side."

Xu Heqi's eyes turned red, he thought he had the best mother in the world, "Mom, I want to tell you something." He took a deep breath and decided to confess.

Zhou Duo is working hard in a place not far away, so he should be more brave.

"Speak, mom, listen." Xu's mother's gentle expression remained unchanged, waiting patiently for him to speak.

"I...I like Brother Duo, not like my friends like you, but like my father likes you." Finally said it, Xu Heqi's heart fell to the ground, but his palms were sweating a little, "I'm sorry, Mom. "He apologized with some guilt.

"Then you are together, right?" Xu's mother understands her son's thoughts. The reason why he said this is to take more responsibility on himself, so he didn't talk about their being together, but only said that he likes it. Zhou Duo.

"Mom, we..."

"I saw you guys kissing at the door that morning." Xu's mother interrupted Xu Heqi, "To be honest, my mother is not very acceptable. You know this is not something that the public can accept."

"I'm sorry." Xu Heqi bowed his head and apologized. He didn't expect his mother to find out about this matter long ago. No wonder she always looked at him and Brother Duo as hesitant to talk.

"You didn't apologize to me." Mother Xu held up Xu Heqi's face and stroked it lovingly, "It's your freedom to like whoever you like, although mom doesn't quite understand it yet, or maybe mom will never understand, but mom respects you Feelings."

"Mom brought you into this world, and the only hope for you is that you live happily."

She gave birth to Xu Heqi because of love. This is a completely voluntary act. Although it is inevitable that some hopes will be pinned on the other party, it does not matter if the other party does not grow up as she expected. He came to this world. At that moment, you are already an independent and free individual.

"Thank you mom, I've been very happy these years." Xu Heqi was extremely happy, holding his mother's hand and was very grateful. He confessed that he had already thought about it before, no matter if his mother beat him or scolded him, he would suffer it willingly. , but he didn't expect his mother to give him such an answer.

"Just be happy." Xu's mother smiled and squeezed his smiling face. Although she was still a little awkward in her heart, seeing her son happy, she felt that she had done nothing wrong, "Eat first, the food will get cold later. "

"En." Xu Heqi nodded obediently.

After relaxing for a while, I remembered Zhou Duo's failure to reply to his messages.

I took a glance at the phone, and after a while, there was still no reply.