Sleeve Cliff

It is because of missing.But you must never let him know.You have to pretend to be indifferent, as if your love for him was just an illusion in his mind.You need to let him know that his leaving won't hurt you irreparably.This trip, you are just to avoid your father.You made up your mind and stood up immediately.

Suddenly, you feel a little panic again, and you suddenly realize that you are penniless.Usually all your money is with Xiaoqing, but you were arrested by Yan Fenglei that day, and you didn't even pretend to have a penny.You have never cared about eating and drinking in prison, but now, you have to worry about money.It is absolutely impossible to persist from here to Jiangxi without eating or drinking.

How to do?

When you look around, there are only distant mountains and plains around, and occasionally there are a few merchants in a hurry.

begging?You can't do it.

But what can you do?You have never done any work since you were a child, and the lifestyle of making money non-stop is completely strange to you.Now you suddenly discover another thing. Without the protection of your parents, you may not be able to move forward. It turns out that you have only been parasitic on your parents for the past 20 years.However, it may also be possible that you will be self-reliant. Isn't it said that the children of the poor are already headed home?

Where can I get some travel expenses?You decide to take a walk first, maybe it is true as the predecessors said, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain.

Suddenly there is another person in front of you, and when you look carefully, he looks familiar.The man smiled at you and said, "Young Master Meng, we haven't seen each other for a long time. Congratulations, you are the number one scholar in high school. It's really congratulations."

You finally remembered, that man is called Ni Huazhi, when Li Zhen was hit by Lexue Palm and you were desperate, you exchanged three pages of sword manuals with him in exchange for meeting the genius doctor Ma.But you don't know what will happen if he suddenly appears here now.Could it be that he is still thinking about those three pages of Xuan Xin Jue?

You also smiled and said, "Mr. Ni, hello, I am no longer the champion of the new department."

Ni Huazhi laughed loudly and said: "Everyone knows that the number one scholar is just a title, and the number one scholar you have is something that no one can deny. With the power of the Meng family, it seems that being the number one scholar is just a kind of honor. , there is no actual benefit. Is that so, Mr. Meng."

You smiled wryly, originally you had no intention of becoming an official, but judging from the present, it is certainly good to do one thing, and it would be even better if it can guarantee your food, drink, shelter and transportation.What's more, this matter is to be an official, which is the dream of many people.

Ni Huazhi suddenly smiled and said, "Mr. Meng's complexion is not very good. Could it be that something is bothering you?"

You look at him, Ni Huazhi's face is calm and calm, but there is something mysterious in his eyes.Perhaps, you think, he has seen your embarrassment.So you nod and say, "That's right. I'm having a little trouble."

Ni Huazhi said with a smile: "I hope I can help you, it is a great honor."

You shook your head again and said, "I have only met Mr. Ni twice, how can I ask Mr. Ni to help, let's forget it. If Mr. Ni is fine, I will take my leave first."

Ni Huazhi suddenly laughed and said: "As far as I know, Mr. Meng was penniless when he came out of the capital."

You laughed and said, "Not bad, but I think I'll find a way to get some money."

Ni Huazhi smiled and said: "Mr. Meng, why didn't you think that maybe I came to give money to Mr. Meng?"

"The so-called no reward for no merit, how can I have the nerve to accept Mr. Ni's help, let's forget it."

"I'm a businessman, of course I won't help others for no reason. We can exchange, just like last time."

You looked at Ni Huazhi with a smile and said, "Mr. Ni knows that I still have three pages of Xuanxin Jue?"

Ni Huazhi nodded unabashedly, and said, "Actually, many people in Jianghu know about this."

You don't care, since Ni Huazhi knows, Ye Toutuo knows, Lingshan Scorpion Mother also knows, so it's not surprising that others know.You smiled and shook your head and said: "But, I have no intention of selling these three pages of Xuanxin Jue yet, please forgive me, Mr. Ni."

Ni Huazhi said with a smile: "This time I will offer 5000 taels! If Mr. Meng agrees, the 5000 taels will be yours." While speaking, Ni Huazhi took out a few bank notes and waved them in front of your eyes.

You still shook your head and said, "Mr. Ni, forgive me for not accepting it. I think I can find enough travel expenses. Thank you, Mr. Ni for your kindness." After speaking, you smiled, took a look at Ni Hua, and turned away.

A trace of gloom flashed across Ni Huazhi's face, but he smiled and raised his voice and said, "Mr. Meng, I am waiting for your good news. If you intend to sell those three pages of mental methods, please be the first to think of me."

You don't look back.

You soon arrived in a small town. At this time, the lights were on and thousands of houses were lit up. You saw people coming and going in restaurants and inns in an endless stream.

After hesitating for a long time, you finally let go of your worries and walked to a restaurant and stood by the counter.

At this time, you are still wearing brocade clothes and a scarf, and you are still dressed as a child from a rich family, so the shopkeeper hurriedly asked: "My lord, what do you need? How many people?"

You blushed suddenly, and said in a low voice, "Shopkeeper, it's like this. Because I left home in a hurry and didn't have enough bags. I want to help you here, do you think it's okay?"

The shopkeeper just smiled, nodded and said, "I can see that the young master is also a big family. It's just that the current recession, look at our place, even on the busiest night, there are no two people, and the orders are all idle dishes. Tang, food and clothing for us people has become a problem, how dare you condescend to me, why don't you look elsewhere."

The smile on your face froze for a while, and of course it doesn't feel good to be rejected.You look around, and sure enough, you see quite a few mistresses standing idle.You hurriedly bowed to the shopkeeper and came out.

The small setback this time can't stop your desire to survive, so you searched for two more, but still didn't find any.It's getting late at this time, and the bad thing is that you have lost confidence, even if you are willing to be a firewood worker, you are bookish and have no energy.

You are walking on the street with one foot tall and one foot shallow, and the bright lights on both sides are incompatible with your calmness.No one would have guessed that you are this year's new champion.

Now you no longer want to look for a job, you need the night to cover up your embarrassment, and you need a night to restore the self-confidence that you swore to be as high as the gods before, and you think about finding a place to stay for the night.It is obviously impossible to find an inn. Now, you urgently need a house that can allow you to spend such an embarrassing night.

You finally find a ruined temple on the outskirts of the city.

There is no one in the ruined temple, only a tall and half-old Buddha statue.The cobwebs are only hung in high and quiet places, but the dust falls everywhere.When the wind blows, the window lattice and the torn gauze creak.

You sit on a futon under the Buddha statue.

Outside the door, a bright moon hangs high, with a thin pale face, overlooking the earth.

It turns out that this month, in the eyes of the rich, is full of grace, but in the eyes of the poor, it looks so dull.

You sighed, thinking of Li Zhen involuntarily.Where is he?How is he doing now?Does he know that you are hungry, miserable, and miss him uncontrollably?He won't know, you are so far away, how could he know.But why doesn't he know? He should know that everything you do is for him.He must know, so as not to waste your infatuation.You smile wryly.Wishful thinking?From the very beginning, you fell in love with him irresistibly, and the initiative was in his hands from the very beginning. He can control your will and mood at will, because it is you who fell in love with him, not he who fell in love with you.You smiled wryly again, and even wanted to cry, isn’t love sweet?Why is your love so painful?You can't say it, you can't show it, even when you see him with others, you can only smile, your love for him can only be ruminated in your heart over and over again, even if your heart is turned upside down, you have to pretend to be calm on the surface , You watch your love walk by over and over again in front of your eyes, but you dare not catch him in full view.

You shook your head, unwilling to think about it.Some things are more painful if you think about them clearly, and there is another kind of happiness in sinking for no reason.

You force yourself to think about what happened in the past few days, it's really inconceivable. In just a few days, you have changed from a disciple of the Son of Heaven to a homeless wretch. , or you won the first place in the world's literati crown, you can't compete with fate and reality, not only can't you control your innocence, you can't fight for your love.Why did you think of these again?You shake your head.

My stomach growled and I felt even more hungry.You sighed, and suddenly took another breath. There was a heavy smell in the air. You walked out the door, took two deep breaths, and sucked them all into your stomach. At this time, your stomach seemed to be fooled, and you were not so hungry. up.

With a wry smile, you turned around and entered the ruined temple again.If you decide to sleep, you will not feel hungry until you sleep.You rest your head on your arms and close your eyes.

Maybe your sleep is not healthy enough. People say that if you have dreams in deep sleep, it means that the quality of sleep is not good enough.But no one knows how to ensure that you don't dream during sleep.

Your dreams will surprise you even more.

You don't know where you are in this dream, and the couple you are already familiar with don't appear. You just feel that all you are stepping on are clouds, and there is a thin mist flowing around you. A little bit of brilliant luster.You smell a faint fragrance in your nose, vaguely absent.

You doubt yourself in heaven, or in earth, but not on earth.The surrounding is full of hazy gas,